I thank thee

OK, first, I don't know why I said thee, except that I think I'm getting too used to Shakespearean language and it actually sounds really nice. Anyway, I'll get to who I thank later, and it is seriously not who you'd expect.
OK, um basically in the morning I was talking to Michael and everything, and Andrew just kept saying that there wasn't a interval at the prize giving thing. I'm not actually sure, I think there was, but I'm not sure. But anyway, I seriously don't get Molly, am I not allowed to talk to people? She sort of snapped and Michael and when I went to talk to her she said "You can keep talking to him but never speak to me again". So yeah, she told me never to speak to her again, again! So I just stood there for 2 seconds taking it all in then just shrugged and said "OK". Really, if she if going to tell me to do that, then fine, I will. So yeah, and when I went out of the Library Angus was there and said "She is! She's Michael's girlfriend." "No I'm not" "Yes you are" and going out of the door I shouted over my shoulders "Am not" So yeah, I'm guessing he was continueing on from what he was saying to his friends before. Then I realized that Michael had just passed through there, so that makes sense. But seriously, where does he get that idea from... Emily, what did you do!
OK, so blah blah. At break Emily tried to help 'solve our problem'. She was going on about why Molly liked green and how I've not eaten butter and things like that... I seriously didn't get it.
Comming down from Physics and going to History, I just suddenly saw Lewie coming through the door right, and for a moment I almost froze. As in, my mind sort of just went completely blank and my heart felt like it stopped and I almost just stopped in my track. Because you know, when I saw him it was just like in my dream, the way he was and everything, just the way I saw him. And his eyes... And for the first time since ages, he actually glanced my way, as in he looked into my eyes. Like in the dream, and it was so brief just like in the dream, yet it seemed to stretch on... I mean, it's just when you can tell that someone is actually looking at you and seeing you rather than just glancing at you and not registering the fact that you were there. You can justy sort of tell that they were looking straight into your eyes. I don't know, you can just tell. And yes... *sniffs* just like in the dream.
In History it was sort of boring, and then at lunch time Molly had her to hell with it moment, and everything. She started talking about the ring of fire and everything and I got slightly confuzed. But she just said that the more I associated with Michael the more I would get burned. Well you know, it was one of those times when someone warns you against something and it just makes you feel that you have to do it. You sort of dare yourself to, like to see if you can accomplish your own dare.
OK, so I did it. I dropped off my bag in French and Michael was there doing his English homework, so instead of going to the Library to help Kirsty like I said I would as soon as I dropped off my bag, I stayed and talked to Michael. It was actually really fun talking to him, expecially when we both got very confuzed about what the other was saying. Really really confuzed. And you know, this was in French, and I knew that anyone in that class might just come in and see me sitting on the desk and talking to Michael, but I didn't care one bit. Basically it was like 'Let them come, I don't care' something along those lines. And I sort of also wanted to see what they would do. Well Anna came in and everything, and I even stopped her to ask her something about the Creative Writing competition, which apparently she knew nothing about. Michael didn't even know anything about it and he won the prize! Lol. Yeah, then I really had to go to the Library and Michael told me to "Try not to get killed too much!" Lol.
Well I helped Kirsty and it was actually really funny. We're going to do this news report thing for our Physics presentation. It is actually so funny. Then you know, left and went to French sort of before the bell rang. I was sort of feeling really... daring, I suppose. I wanted to do exactly the opposite of what Molly advised me to do; I was going to do exactly everything she warned me not to do.
And well, walking in to French there were some people with camera's taking pictures of the classroom and things, and I just slowly went in and they said "Just ignore us" and I just slowly walked over to my desk. However, I didn't sit down, cause you know, I didn't think that the right thing to do when they were taking the pictures, so I sort of just stood near the wall. Michael got up from his desk (which is like the complete opposite side of the classroom) and came over to stand beside me and just talk to me about random stuff. He thinks it's pictures for like the school magazine thing, not the English one, but just for this thing, and maybe for like a presentation or something. Like last year when they interviewed me for the chess thing and everything. I think he was actually right. And we had another quite fun conversation-ish. "No fair, you're taller than me" I sort of moaned, and being really childish and all that (it's really fun, you should try it!) and started jumping up and down. Lol. And he pretended to be shrinking. And etc. It was actually really funny.
OK, before English Ellis and Sarah were all like asking me if I was going out with Michael. Obviously I said no, and I knew that would happen. Well I sort of expected it. I mean obviously Anna told them. But anyway, Molly shouted "I told you so!" at me but I realized I had a grin on my face and couldn't care less. They can't drag me down.
And then in English we finished Midsummer Night's Dream and started watching the film. I got bored. And that's about it 'cause my mum is going to kill me soon. Oh, and Jack (Neilan) is composing this guitar music thing and it's really cool! The intro is amazing. And I was throwing random ideas at him =] The ideas aren't bad!
OK, then before Tin Pan Ali I saw Lewie again when I was going round the corner and almost walked into Barbara... Yeah... *Sighs* *shakes head* Right, sorry. That's it, Ok, Bye!
Oh yeah, just realized. Well, I sort of thank Lewie for ignoring me and everything. Me feeling so much pain and grief means that nothing can be worse and everything else just seems so small and unimportant that I no longer feel it. So yes, it's helped to day, so in a way I'm grateful to Lewie for that. And now I really need to go, Bye!