Emily... why did you not give me permission to your blog? :( I'm sad.
Anyway. How has everyone's holiday been so far. Mine has been pretty boring. I started correcting my story but then got bored of it and instead started writing songs... I've only got the tune so I'll have to add the other things later, well I've got the words as well. I've been tidying all my school stuff, so now almost every subject has it's own folder or whatever. And I realized I need more big folders, the big ones that I stupidly didn't think was that big and didn't bring a big enough bag for them on Thursday...
OK, even though my room is like tiny, I've managed to lose some things. Well of course I found them. And I didn't really lose them. I more forgot where I put them, 'cause I've got like so many boxes and stuff and places to put all my stuff =]. Stuff. A lot of stuff. Anyway, still haven't finished tidying my room, and I'll have to do the rest later. But I'm gonna have to go to staples and buy some stuff for school first... Lol, school ends and I go buying stuff for school - possibly a bit early, but I want to get everything tidied up so yeah... Wonder when the book list will come... Sorry, I'm bored and school is a good thing to look forward to... What on earth has happened to me! Oh hold on, I always liked school... Oh yeah...
Anyway, today I've just tidied my room, thought I lost something, then found it again, and had deja vu... Then a parcel was delivered to our house and it wasn't our's and I had to go find the house. Well it wasn't that far. You had to go in like real far so it was like a little forest road, and the house was huge. At the same time I thought of a short horror story: The House Within. Hehe. Long story. Well not the actual story, but the reason why... never mind.
Anyway... Did I mention that I walked all the way home from city centre on the last day of term ie last Thursday? It was like 6 miles or something and I had to keep climbing up slopes... But it was fun. Pallavi and Erin said I was crazy! =] Hehe
OK, um. Tomorrow I've also got a Violin lesson. Oh, and incidentally, I accidentally snapped the E string! Well that was because the twisty clamp part wouldn't stay, and it's broken again! Damn. Well good thing I don't need that string! Yet...
Anyway, I've been in really strange moods recently. Well sort of. I just have an urge to just to stuff. I wanted to go outside and draw the pretty flowers in our garden today! Even though I've got hayfever! Weird eh? Well probably not... If you think that it's me...
Anyway, for some reason there's a lot of stuff I want to do this Summer. So much I want to do... It's like...
Well... Happy Holidays!
Tuesday, 29 June 2010
Friday, 25 June 2010
Story
OK, first, basically, I'm on holiday! There is actually quite a lot to say about yesterday, and I might to that later, as in later in the day. Later in the week, later in the month, later in the year... Just later. But anyway. So most of you should know that I'm writing a story, or at least some of you. But anyway, I'm writing the story Angels Cry, and I'm starting it again. I've deleted the old ones and I'm posting the new ones. I haven't changed them that much, just most of it. You know, basically I've got to change some of the events and everything, because now I'm doing it in form 2 and everything, so yeah. But read please! You might not find much has changed at first, but then you'll realize that a lot has changed! Thank you!
Friday, 18 June 2010
I've failed this year
Well I doubt I'm gonna get any commendations this year so yeah. Oh well. I am going to try extra hard next year, and forget the blasted thing.
OK, um... In Geography we had to do, Geography. Meh. German we watched the 7 Dwarves 2! It was funny. Maths, blah blah. Music was boring, and then we watched The Little Shop of Horrors. Lol. And yeah... At lunchtime a football came at me and Ronan told me to kick it, and I did, sort of. It sort of didn't go very far; it just went spinning upwards. Oh well, they said well done. Oh yeah, and I could walk OK today, it looked normal. I could get upstairs fine, but it was just the comming downstairs part. That was hard. And frickin' sore. Yes, and it is swollen! Lol.
OK, French was OK. Instead of doing French we were sort of doing Geography. We had to place all 44 of the countries in Europe to the right place, and it would say how far out we were. I did it twice and I got it perfectly on the spot. Same with Emily and Rebecca and some other people. Ronan completely failed, he was like over 1000 miles out lol. And when Rebecca was doing her's Jamie and everyone kept shouting at her to get it right, and I finally got so annoyed because they were probably really confuzing her that I just shouted "Will people just shut up!" Well it definitely shut them up, but no one knew it was me. Well no one in the class ever expects me to say things like that. I mean, Marshall and Adam think I'm sweet and innocent, like a muffin. Akdas and Emily think I'm so innocent etc. So yeah. But Michael did hear me and told me later that I was right to tell them to shut up, they seriously needed to be quiet. Yes, blah blah.
In English we finished the end of A Midsummer Night's Dream and then had to do the work, boring.
OK. I went to Kirsty's to practice our sort of Physics thing. Basically we're doing this new report thing, which is quite funny. I thought of a thing to scare Ray. I'll tell him every two months or so that I'm getting on his bus, to scare him. Then when he stops believing me I'll really get on his bus, the one to Perth, with Kirsty, and it will be soooo funny =]. He He. And I might even say that I'm going to move to Perth over the holidays and I'll be getting the bus next year, that would be so funny =] lol.
Well at Kirsty's she told me not to slip down the stairs, and just as she said that I slipped down the stairs. We practiced the thing which was fun. We played hangman and connect four and this other game thing. Then we played Mario Cart on the Wii. I was finally getting good at it! And that's about it. Oh, and I spilt coke all over the table. That was an accident! I knocked it over! And yup, that's about it. Now I'm home typing and thinking about something that I will not share and about to just copy out my poems I guess. Oh yeah, and people, I'm going to restart my story. I think I'd prefer if it started in second year, that would be better.
OK, um... In Geography we had to do, Geography. Meh. German we watched the 7 Dwarves 2! It was funny. Maths, blah blah. Music was boring, and then we watched The Little Shop of Horrors. Lol. And yeah... At lunchtime a football came at me and Ronan told me to kick it, and I did, sort of. It sort of didn't go very far; it just went spinning upwards. Oh well, they said well done. Oh yeah, and I could walk OK today, it looked normal. I could get upstairs fine, but it was just the comming downstairs part. That was hard. And frickin' sore. Yes, and it is swollen! Lol.
OK, French was OK. Instead of doing French we were sort of doing Geography. We had to place all 44 of the countries in Europe to the right place, and it would say how far out we were. I did it twice and I got it perfectly on the spot. Same with Emily and Rebecca and some other people. Ronan completely failed, he was like over 1000 miles out lol. And when Rebecca was doing her's Jamie and everyone kept shouting at her to get it right, and I finally got so annoyed because they were probably really confuzing her that I just shouted "Will people just shut up!" Well it definitely shut them up, but no one knew it was me. Well no one in the class ever expects me to say things like that. I mean, Marshall and Adam think I'm sweet and innocent, like a muffin. Akdas and Emily think I'm so innocent etc. So yeah. But Michael did hear me and told me later that I was right to tell them to shut up, they seriously needed to be quiet. Yes, blah blah.
In English we finished the end of A Midsummer Night's Dream and then had to do the work, boring.
OK. I went to Kirsty's to practice our sort of Physics thing. Basically we're doing this new report thing, which is quite funny. I thought of a thing to scare Ray. I'll tell him every two months or so that I'm getting on his bus, to scare him. Then when he stops believing me I'll really get on his bus, the one to Perth, with Kirsty, and it will be soooo funny =]. He He. And I might even say that I'm going to move to Perth over the holidays and I'll be getting the bus next year, that would be so funny =] lol.
Well at Kirsty's she told me not to slip down the stairs, and just as she said that I slipped down the stairs. We practiced the thing which was fun. We played hangman and connect four and this other game thing. Then we played Mario Cart on the Wii. I was finally getting good at it! And that's about it. Oh, and I spilt coke all over the table. That was an accident! I knocked it over! And yup, that's about it. Now I'm home typing and thinking about something that I will not share and about to just copy out my poems I guess. Oh yeah, and people, I'm going to restart my story. I think I'd prefer if it started in second year, that would be better.
Thursday, 17 June 2010
All things come to an end
Yes, all things come to an end, especially the good things. You know, the moon will wane (whatever that really means) and the snow will melt and etc. You know. Well because of a certain somebody who will not be named until the end has already destroyed my good and happy mood. Yes, thank you very much.
Anyway, first thing. Isn't it just stiffling today? OK. In Assembly it was like all different and everything and some people didn't have seats blah blah. Well, in French we got a change of seats, yet I was still in the same seat in the second row! I have been there the whole year! Good thing is I got moved away from Findley. Well, more like Findley got moved away from me. We had Mrs Craig for Maths and it wasn't actually that bad, but that meant we were in Bonar and further away from the Main Building, but we weren't late to Chemistry.
On the way to Chemistry I saw Lewie and yeah... Molly told me to not look back and just keep walking forward etc. And yeah... And then at break we ran to Physics to sign a card for Jessica and everything. Then went to Margaret Harris to check my Violin Lesson things, but she wasn't there. Well going up to Margaret Harris I saw Lewie... And then when we came back out he was sort of leaning against the railings and everything. I sort of... stared... at him till I couldn't see him out of the corner of my eye anymore and yeah... Um...
In Chemistry we played with dry ice! Apparently it's something like -70 degrees =]. I kept my finger on it for too long and it started to hurt. In fact, it still does. I told Jack to do it and it was funny because he sort of shouted out. Lol. Jack Houston by the way. Oh, and Adam also said I was sweet and innocent. Basically it was like this. I'm not sure what the earlier conversation was about.
"We should get Jenny to do it. She's sweet and innocent." Adam
"Like a muffin" Marshall
"Like a muffin...? That's racist" Adam
"No. I called her a muffin, how is that racist?" Marshall
"It just is, you called her a muffin" Adam
"Yes because she's sweet and innocent. Jenny, you don't find that racist do you?" Marshall
"No... I don't" Me!
"Yes, see. That's because she's sweet and innocent" Marshall
You see, it was very confuzing. And I'm actually quite surprised I remember it. But seriously, what world do they live in? Oh, hold on... Quite a lot of people think I'm innocent. Emily, Akdas... Ray certainly doesn't! Lol. Yeah... oh yeah, anyway. Umm... hm...
OK, on the way to English I stopped to talk to Qing Qing and Akdas asked "Jenny is that your sister?" "No, I don't even have a sister!" And then blah blah. And he also said that Molly wasn't good enough to be my sister, because I'm too awesome. Yay! And in English Mrs Keogh was off and she said that we wouldn't do any work on A Midsummer Night's Dream and we would finish the film. But no. We had to do work on A Midsummer Night's Dream and we didn't get to watch the end of it. Humph.
Lunchtime I went to Chess first and we got chocolate! And then I got Michael's off him =]. Lol. And then Qing Qing took my gingerbread... :( Incidentally I've still got the chocolate btw, I've saving them for next week. Yeah... so I gave some people some gingerbread. I was playing against Keir. He sucked =]. Then I just kept teasing him by putting him into check but never checkmate, and whomever was watching just kept saying "Oh God, that's just torture." Lol, it was funny. And then after finally putting him into checkmate I went to Carnegie. I was just able to answer the last question while panting before the bell rang.
History, I was feeling really drowsy and everything. And then PE. I did something really stupid. I slipped down the stairs and landed on my ankle and I heard it sort of just crack. And I sat the whole double period out. Yay! With an ice pack =] Well until it all melted. Then I soaked my left ankle and just left it like that, it felt good. But now it's all red and buldgy and swollen. And I've began limping again. Damnit!
And then Molly just wouldn't believe me when I told her that Violin, Viola, Cello, Double Bass, they were just about the same. They're just in different octaves, but the notes and strings and fingerings are all the same. You just see them another way, but it you closed your eyes you're still doing the fingering the exact same way. Molly was just so annoying she kept telling me I was wrong and then she said the thing that hurt the most! It was just three words, but it cut so deep. It hurt so much that I started crying and had to dash to the bus and pretend it was just hayfever. I hate her. I never knew that that would hurt so much. I never thought she would say it in that tone say those words that would hurt the most. I never knew those words would hurt. I never knew those words would cut so deep.
She wouldn't believe me but I wouldn't give up because I knew that I was right. I knew the letters on the cello from Robert and I know the letters on the violin because that's what I'm learning. I can play the cello just as well as the violin because I know the fingering from the violin, so I know it's the same! But no, to try to get me to shut up she said "Shut up Jenny. Lewie isn't here you know" Lewie isn't here. Well obviously you have no idea. But I knew exactly what she meant as I was the one who told her! I never thought that she would use my emotions to her advantage *cries*. I keep thinking I can trust her yet I always find out that I can't, yet for some reason I always do! I'm too trusting, too many people and quizzes say that. *Sniffs* Obviously this means nothing to you, but I understand just what it means. She was saying that I should shut up because I was only doing that to impress Lewie and he was not there. I don't know why. I knew what she meant as soon as those words left her lips and she said them so... with such a final tone and slightly mocking. So yeah, I almost started crying and luckily at that time my bus came.
I don't know why those cut so deep. But that was all it took to ruin the good mood I had been in for 5-6 days straight. I had finally begun to feel like I was becoming the person I really wanted to be, and now it's gone again. Crushed by three simple words that brought back the truth to everything, and the grief that I had been able to build such a firm wall against - the thick brick wall which I had been continuesly attempting to build for the last 6 months. The one that always collapsed had finally been built to its strongest point, just to be knocked down by Molly and her three words. And when she said them it was like a lightningbolt struck my heart and it sunk to the very bottom of the dark ocean, just when it had begun it's ascend, reaching for the moon - the beautiful and calm moon.
God, I'm getting back to my depressed mood. Thank you very much Molly! Just when I was beginning to try to forget you have to bring it back! Seriously, have you not realized how casually and unemotionally has been the way when I mentioned Lewie's name? Now you've just brought everything back!
And I think I finally get that thing about butter. Well I was doing fine!
Anyway, first thing. Isn't it just stiffling today? OK. In Assembly it was like all different and everything and some people didn't have seats blah blah. Well, in French we got a change of seats, yet I was still in the same seat in the second row! I have been there the whole year! Good thing is I got moved away from Findley. Well, more like Findley got moved away from me. We had Mrs Craig for Maths and it wasn't actually that bad, but that meant we were in Bonar and further away from the Main Building, but we weren't late to Chemistry.
On the way to Chemistry I saw Lewie and yeah... Molly told me to not look back and just keep walking forward etc. And yeah... And then at break we ran to Physics to sign a card for Jessica and everything. Then went to Margaret Harris to check my Violin Lesson things, but she wasn't there. Well going up to Margaret Harris I saw Lewie... And then when we came back out he was sort of leaning against the railings and everything. I sort of... stared... at him till I couldn't see him out of the corner of my eye anymore and yeah... Um...
In Chemistry we played with dry ice! Apparently it's something like -70 degrees =]. I kept my finger on it for too long and it started to hurt. In fact, it still does. I told Jack to do it and it was funny because he sort of shouted out. Lol. Jack Houston by the way. Oh, and Adam also said I was sweet and innocent. Basically it was like this. I'm not sure what the earlier conversation was about.
"We should get Jenny to do it. She's sweet and innocent." Adam
"Like a muffin" Marshall
"Like a muffin...? That's racist" Adam
"No. I called her a muffin, how is that racist?" Marshall
"It just is, you called her a muffin" Adam
"Yes because she's sweet and innocent. Jenny, you don't find that racist do you?" Marshall
"No... I don't" Me!
"Yes, see. That's because she's sweet and innocent" Marshall
You see, it was very confuzing. And I'm actually quite surprised I remember it. But seriously, what world do they live in? Oh, hold on... Quite a lot of people think I'm innocent. Emily, Akdas... Ray certainly doesn't! Lol. Yeah... oh yeah, anyway. Umm... hm...
OK, on the way to English I stopped to talk to Qing Qing and Akdas asked "Jenny is that your sister?" "No, I don't even have a sister!" And then blah blah. And he also said that Molly wasn't good enough to be my sister, because I'm too awesome. Yay! And in English Mrs Keogh was off and she said that we wouldn't do any work on A Midsummer Night's Dream and we would finish the film. But no. We had to do work on A Midsummer Night's Dream and we didn't get to watch the end of it. Humph.
Lunchtime I went to Chess first and we got chocolate! And then I got Michael's off him =]. Lol. And then Qing Qing took my gingerbread... :( Incidentally I've still got the chocolate btw, I've saving them for next week. Yeah... so I gave some people some gingerbread. I was playing against Keir. He sucked =]. Then I just kept teasing him by putting him into check but never checkmate, and whomever was watching just kept saying "Oh God, that's just torture." Lol, it was funny. And then after finally putting him into checkmate I went to Carnegie. I was just able to answer the last question while panting before the bell rang.
History, I was feeling really drowsy and everything. And then PE. I did something really stupid. I slipped down the stairs and landed on my ankle and I heard it sort of just crack. And I sat the whole double period out. Yay! With an ice pack =] Well until it all melted. Then I soaked my left ankle and just left it like that, it felt good. But now it's all red and buldgy and swollen. And I've began limping again. Damnit!
And then Molly just wouldn't believe me when I told her that Violin, Viola, Cello, Double Bass, they were just about the same. They're just in different octaves, but the notes and strings and fingerings are all the same. You just see them another way, but it you closed your eyes you're still doing the fingering the exact same way. Molly was just so annoying she kept telling me I was wrong and then she said the thing that hurt the most! It was just three words, but it cut so deep. It hurt so much that I started crying and had to dash to the bus and pretend it was just hayfever. I hate her. I never knew that that would hurt so much. I never thought she would say it in that tone say those words that would hurt the most. I never knew those words would hurt. I never knew those words would cut so deep.
She wouldn't believe me but I wouldn't give up because I knew that I was right. I knew the letters on the cello from Robert and I know the letters on the violin because that's what I'm learning. I can play the cello just as well as the violin because I know the fingering from the violin, so I know it's the same! But no, to try to get me to shut up she said "Shut up Jenny. Lewie isn't here you know" Lewie isn't here. Well obviously you have no idea. But I knew exactly what she meant as I was the one who told her! I never thought that she would use my emotions to her advantage *cries*. I keep thinking I can trust her yet I always find out that I can't, yet for some reason I always do! I'm too trusting, too many people and quizzes say that. *Sniffs* Obviously this means nothing to you, but I understand just what it means. She was saying that I should shut up because I was only doing that to impress Lewie and he was not there. I don't know why. I knew what she meant as soon as those words left her lips and she said them so... with such a final tone and slightly mocking. So yeah, I almost started crying and luckily at that time my bus came.
I don't know why those cut so deep. But that was all it took to ruin the good mood I had been in for 5-6 days straight. I had finally begun to feel like I was becoming the person I really wanted to be, and now it's gone again. Crushed by three simple words that brought back the truth to everything, and the grief that I had been able to build such a firm wall against - the thick brick wall which I had been continuesly attempting to build for the last 6 months. The one that always collapsed had finally been built to its strongest point, just to be knocked down by Molly and her three words. And when she said them it was like a lightningbolt struck my heart and it sunk to the very bottom of the dark ocean, just when it had begun it's ascend, reaching for the moon - the beautiful and calm moon.
God, I'm getting back to my depressed mood. Thank you very much Molly! Just when I was beginning to try to forget you have to bring it back! Seriously, have you not realized how casually and unemotionally has been the way when I mentioned Lewie's name? Now you've just brought everything back!
And I think I finally get that thing about butter. Well I was doing fine!
Wednesday, 16 June 2010
Why. The. Heck.
OK today. Rough thing. Umm...we had our debate thing in Geography. Catherine was doing it and her speech was just so passionate and everything, and then she sort of ruined it slightly by starting to laugh yet still trying to talk on in a serious tone. Lol, so funny. In German we played this game and I got the answer and Akdas then copied off me and he got the point! Not fair! And like always, the boys won. Seriously, Mr Summerville says he's being fair but we all believe he's not. Every time the girls start winning the next point just somehow goes to the boys! Seriously.
Going to Home Ec I was just walking down the stairs when I heard someone say 'Lewie'. Annoying, I whipped round to the side where the voice came from, and Lewie was there. Well I felt like I couldn't breathe and sort of with my head bent down slightly (like it always is nowadays when I see him) I walked past him and his friend. And yeah... I tried to dash into Home Ec as quick as I could.
Break was quite funny. Well first Emily was going to explain to me that butter thing (weren't you Emily!) and went to get paper. Then she never came back... Then, after Erin went to look for her, I was talking with Michael and we were trying to see what Andrew was doing, as in his email and stuff, which was funny. He kept trying to turn the screen away but it didn't work =]. And it started like this 'Greetings Young Jedi' LOL. And all I could do was laugh. Then Andrew told me to go away but because he told me to 'Please go away Jenny' there was no way I was going to go away.
Going back through the Main Building to Home Ec with Molly, who had Art, I saw... umm... We were at the front and behind... umm... Lewie has French with Mr MacKinnon Period 4. Yeah... umm...
PE. Lunch. I went to the Tin Pan Ali thing to get measured for our costumes and stuff, and then went to Carnegie. And yeah.
Going to IT around the outside of the building with Molly, she really annoyed me and I can't even remember what she's done now and I threw water at her. And I told her she was evil like I always do blah blah. Then Michael came and also started called her evil lol. She walked ahead leaving me with Michael but soon came back and said "I forgot to do something" and tried to push me into Michael. It did not work, hah! And then she tickled me and I screamed and then I bumped into Michael... damnit. And then there was Erin and Emily who annoyingly did the love heart thing again. Well Emily did. I thought you'd already stopped doing that!
Oh, and I know that I'm in the top Maths Class next year. *cries* with Mr Elgin! 4 years in a row! First year for Maths, this year for Regi, next year for Maths and the year after that Maths! And imagine if I took Higher Maths and he was my teacher, again! Oh, my, God! But anyway. Down at the bus with Molly I tried to find my reflection in a pocket mirror and then almost blinded myself with reflected sunlight. "Who are you trying to make yourself pretty for? Michael? Cause he's not here" that was her comment. "What? No!" "Who then, Lewie?" "No, he's at PE" which was a really stupid thing to let slip. "You know Jenny, there are times when you just need to keep your mouth shut" "Well it's actually Games, Double" "How do you know this!" And I shut up. And then Chaz waved randomly at me later when the bus was leaving...
OK, got home. I came up with a cool tune on the violin. My dad thought it sounded really sad and depressing. But still good. Then I got added into a random conversation with Jodie, Dino, Ellis and Mila. Yup, really long and weird conversation. And annoyingly once again I couldn't leave. Oh, and I spent ages trying to figure out who Dino was.
And now I finally know! At Qing Qing's leaving Party on Sunday he asked me if I was her sister and everything! And he had his hair straightened and stuff. I now know who he is! I just asked him and everything. And then he remembered who I was! Yay! Now I'm screwed cause I've got Chemistry homework for tomorrow.
Going to Home Ec I was just walking down the stairs when I heard someone say 'Lewie'. Annoying, I whipped round to the side where the voice came from, and Lewie was there. Well I felt like I couldn't breathe and sort of with my head bent down slightly (like it always is nowadays when I see him) I walked past him and his friend. And yeah... I tried to dash into Home Ec as quick as I could.
Break was quite funny. Well first Emily was going to explain to me that butter thing (weren't you Emily!) and went to get paper. Then she never came back... Then, after Erin went to look for her, I was talking with Michael and we were trying to see what Andrew was doing, as in his email and stuff, which was funny. He kept trying to turn the screen away but it didn't work =]. And it started like this 'Greetings Young Jedi' LOL. And all I could do was laugh. Then Andrew told me to go away but because he told me to 'Please go away Jenny' there was no way I was going to go away.
Going back through the Main Building to Home Ec with Molly, who had Art, I saw... umm... We were at the front and behind... umm... Lewie has French with Mr MacKinnon Period 4. Yeah... umm...
PE. Lunch. I went to the Tin Pan Ali thing to get measured for our costumes and stuff, and then went to Carnegie. And yeah.
Going to IT around the outside of the building with Molly, she really annoyed me and I can't even remember what she's done now and I threw water at her. And I told her she was evil like I always do blah blah. Then Michael came and also started called her evil lol. She walked ahead leaving me with Michael but soon came back and said "I forgot to do something" and tried to push me into Michael. It did not work, hah! And then she tickled me and I screamed and then I bumped into Michael... damnit. And then there was Erin and Emily who annoyingly did the love heart thing again. Well Emily did. I thought you'd already stopped doing that!
Oh, and I know that I'm in the top Maths Class next year. *cries* with Mr Elgin! 4 years in a row! First year for Maths, this year for Regi, next year for Maths and the year after that Maths! And imagine if I took Higher Maths and he was my teacher, again! Oh, my, God! But anyway. Down at the bus with Molly I tried to find my reflection in a pocket mirror and then almost blinded myself with reflected sunlight. "Who are you trying to make yourself pretty for? Michael? Cause he's not here" that was her comment. "What? No!" "Who then, Lewie?" "No, he's at PE" which was a really stupid thing to let slip. "You know Jenny, there are times when you just need to keep your mouth shut" "Well it's actually Games, Double" "How do you know this!" And I shut up. And then Chaz waved randomly at me later when the bus was leaving...
OK, got home. I came up with a cool tune on the violin. My dad thought it sounded really sad and depressing. But still good. Then I got added into a random conversation with Jodie, Dino, Ellis and Mila. Yup, really long and weird conversation. And annoyingly once again I couldn't leave. Oh, and I spent ages trying to figure out who Dino was.
And now I finally know! At Qing Qing's leaving Party on Sunday he asked me if I was her sister and everything! And he had his hair straightened and stuff. I now know who he is! I just asked him and everything. And then he remembered who I was! Yay! Now I'm screwed cause I've got Chemistry homework for tomorrow.
Tuesday, 15 June 2010
You REALLY confuze me
Yes Emily, you need to explain sooner or later. But first, I can't be bothered going on to that. Skip the paragraphs until you see your name, if that's not it... keep skipping...?
OK, so I climbed all the way to the top of Margaret Harris 3 times today. This morning I missed the bus at Ninewells and was panicking about being late for school. Yeah... but I wasn't =]! That's good. Then I had to climb all the way up to the Music Departement to drop off my violin and everything. And then in PSE it was stuff about... stuff. To be honest I didn't actually listen to a word of it, nor understand it. And then I went to my music lesson =]. The piano one. Pallavi was before me!
RE... I got a B for my IRP, that's a fail for me. Art was sort of boring. Break was also boring. Um... Oh, I was looking over Erin's shoulders at what she was doing on the computer; she was looking up pictures for the thing we're doing in art. It was quite funny because I kept correcting her on everything she spelt wrong. LOL. Then I was talking to Michael, and he said something about me being really good at stuff blah blah. And I told him he needed to learn how to touch type so he could type faster. Well I tried to do it for him. I... failed. That's because I was standing up and I can't type like that!!!!! ...
Going up back up to art there was just this... just suddenly thee thought crossed my mind. For no particular reasons at all I tried to remember which day it was of when I needed to go up those stairs and I would see Lewie. Well I thought in the end that it was Thursday. Well having gone to to outside art I just looked and and thought I saw something familiar. I saw him. And basically then Emily was saying that I should get over him and everything. I didn't even realize much was happening!
Um... at lunchtime I was supposed to have a violin lesson, but then it turned out Miss Prestanta I think it was was at this concert practice thing, so yeah. But before that when I was heading out of the Main Building and to Margaret Harris with Kirsty I saw Lewie and sort of just... drifted off. In other words I didn't hear a word of what Kirsty was saying. I really wish that would stop happening!
Ooh, but before Biology I was with Molly and saw him and Molly told me to look at her and stop my gaze from jumping to him. It really didn't work. My eyes kept dashing back and forth. I would force myself to look at Molly but then my eyes would just swivell back to him. Argh!
Biology was fun. We did this reaction thing and everyone stood in a circle and when they felt the tap on their shoulders they had to tap the next person and so on. Our fastest time was 4 seconds! 4 seconds and something.
Ooh, then I read Molly's sixth sense thing she did for Biology (she's got Dr Fotheringham) and it was hilarious. Especially with the comments he added. It's like this really funny thing when someone is really serious and trying to tell a deep and grave story, but the other just keeps adding in unhelpful questions and the story teller tries to go on like nothing happened. Lol, seriously, that's what it was like. Oh, I must ask Molly to put that on her blog. =]
I finished the Graveyard Book. I might not be doomed after all. I might be able to finish all of them in time. The ending was slightly rubbish. Well it wasn't really, I just didn't like it, at all. I really liked Silas as well! It's just how in every story there always seems to be this charachter that's sort of more reasonable and calm and sorts things out calmy and logically and things like that. You know, and you just like them by the way they talk. Yeah...
Oh yeah, just remembered. Also after school Jamie Clark asked if I'm going out with Michael. Molly just shouted "I told you so!" so loud in my ear that I think I'm still deaf from it. Well I wasn't getting Hell from it like she said I would, so hah. And then when I got home nobody would play with me on MSN :(. Then I did play against Wiggans later on. And then Gordon came on! Yay! And he beat me at Brain Battle... He kept chosing TV and Entertainment! I know nothing about that! The ones I remember are like the Panama River and Catherine the Great and Chamberlain and Fraz Ferdinand and Tuberculosis (yes, I know) and Kuala Lumpur and Mississippi and the answers along those lines! But TV and stuff, no! Although I do know one of the answers is Hustle... and one's Lost... and one is EastEnders.... that's all I know. And then there are answers like Harold and Arnold and Wiggans but not Wiggans and North Korae and things like that! Oh yeah, and now I'm going, Bye.
Oh yeah, the thing! Emily, explain that thing about butter, I still don't get it. Although I probably do but I still want you to explain it. OK, Bye!
OK, so I climbed all the way to the top of Margaret Harris 3 times today. This morning I missed the bus at Ninewells and was panicking about being late for school. Yeah... but I wasn't =]! That's good. Then I had to climb all the way up to the Music Departement to drop off my violin and everything. And then in PSE it was stuff about... stuff. To be honest I didn't actually listen to a word of it, nor understand it. And then I went to my music lesson =]. The piano one. Pallavi was before me!
RE... I got a B for my IRP, that's a fail for me. Art was sort of boring. Break was also boring. Um... Oh, I was looking over Erin's shoulders at what she was doing on the computer; she was looking up pictures for the thing we're doing in art. It was quite funny because I kept correcting her on everything she spelt wrong. LOL. Then I was talking to Michael, and he said something about me being really good at stuff blah blah. And I told him he needed to learn how to touch type so he could type faster. Well I tried to do it for him. I... failed. That's because I was standing up and I can't type like that!!!!! ...
Going up back up to art there was just this... just suddenly thee thought crossed my mind. For no particular reasons at all I tried to remember which day it was of when I needed to go up those stairs and I would see Lewie. Well I thought in the end that it was Thursday. Well having gone to to outside art I just looked and and thought I saw something familiar. I saw him. And basically then Emily was saying that I should get over him and everything. I didn't even realize much was happening!
Um... at lunchtime I was supposed to have a violin lesson, but then it turned out Miss Prestanta I think it was was at this concert practice thing, so yeah. But before that when I was heading out of the Main Building and to Margaret Harris with Kirsty I saw Lewie and sort of just... drifted off. In other words I didn't hear a word of what Kirsty was saying. I really wish that would stop happening!
Ooh, but before Biology I was with Molly and saw him and Molly told me to look at her and stop my gaze from jumping to him. It really didn't work. My eyes kept dashing back and forth. I would force myself to look at Molly but then my eyes would just swivell back to him. Argh!
Biology was fun. We did this reaction thing and everyone stood in a circle and when they felt the tap on their shoulders they had to tap the next person and so on. Our fastest time was 4 seconds! 4 seconds and something.
Ooh, then I read Molly's sixth sense thing she did for Biology (she's got Dr Fotheringham) and it was hilarious. Especially with the comments he added. It's like this really funny thing when someone is really serious and trying to tell a deep and grave story, but the other just keeps adding in unhelpful questions and the story teller tries to go on like nothing happened. Lol, seriously, that's what it was like. Oh, I must ask Molly to put that on her blog. =]
I finished the Graveyard Book. I might not be doomed after all. I might be able to finish all of them in time. The ending was slightly rubbish. Well it wasn't really, I just didn't like it, at all. I really liked Silas as well! It's just how in every story there always seems to be this charachter that's sort of more reasonable and calm and sorts things out calmy and logically and things like that. You know, and you just like them by the way they talk. Yeah...
Oh yeah, just remembered. Also after school Jamie Clark asked if I'm going out with Michael. Molly just shouted "I told you so!" so loud in my ear that I think I'm still deaf from it. Well I wasn't getting Hell from it like she said I would, so hah. And then when I got home nobody would play with me on MSN :(. Then I did play against Wiggans later on. And then Gordon came on! Yay! And he beat me at Brain Battle... He kept chosing TV and Entertainment! I know nothing about that! The ones I remember are like the Panama River and Catherine the Great and Chamberlain and Fraz Ferdinand and Tuberculosis (yes, I know) and Kuala Lumpur and Mississippi and the answers along those lines! But TV and stuff, no! Although I do know one of the answers is Hustle... and one's Lost... and one is EastEnders.... that's all I know. And then there are answers like Harold and Arnold and Wiggans but not Wiggans and North Korae and things like that! Oh yeah, and now I'm going, Bye.
Oh yeah, the thing! Emily, explain that thing about butter, I still don't get it. Although I probably do but I still want you to explain it. OK, Bye!
Monday, 14 June 2010
I thank thee
OK, first, I don't know why I said thee, except that I think I'm getting too used to Shakespearean language and it actually sounds really nice. Anyway, I'll get to who I thank later, and it is seriously not who you'd expect.
OK, um basically in the morning I was talking to Michael and everything, and Andrew just kept saying that there wasn't a interval at the prize giving thing. I'm not actually sure, I think there was, but I'm not sure. But anyway, I seriously don't get Molly, am I not allowed to talk to people? She sort of snapped and Michael and when I went to talk to her she said "You can keep talking to him but never speak to me again". So yeah, she told me never to speak to her again, again! So I just stood there for 2 seconds taking it all in then just shrugged and said "OK". Really, if she if going to tell me to do that, then fine, I will. So yeah, and when I went out of the Library Angus was there and said "She is! She's Michael's girlfriend." "No I'm not" "Yes you are" and going out of the door I shouted over my shoulders "Am not" So yeah, I'm guessing he was continueing on from what he was saying to his friends before. Then I realized that Michael had just passed through there, so that makes sense. But seriously, where does he get that idea from... Emily, what did you do!
OK, so blah blah. At break Emily tried to help 'solve our problem'. She was going on about why Molly liked green and how I've not eaten butter and things like that... I seriously didn't get it.
Comming down from Physics and going to History, I just suddenly saw Lewie coming through the door right, and for a moment I almost froze. As in, my mind sort of just went completely blank and my heart felt like it stopped and I almost just stopped in my track. Because you know, when I saw him it was just like in my dream, the way he was and everything, just the way I saw him. And his eyes... And for the first time since ages, he actually glanced my way, as in he looked into my eyes. Like in the dream, and it was so brief just like in the dream, yet it seemed to stretch on... I mean, it's just when you can tell that someone is actually looking at you and seeing you rather than just glancing at you and not registering the fact that you were there. You can justy sort of tell that they were looking straight into your eyes. I don't know, you can just tell. And yes... *sniffs* just like in the dream.
In History it was sort of boring, and then at lunch time Molly had her to hell with it moment, and everything. She started talking about the ring of fire and everything and I got slightly confuzed. But she just said that the more I associated with Michael the more I would get burned. Well you know, it was one of those times when someone warns you against something and it just makes you feel that you have to do it. You sort of dare yourself to, like to see if you can accomplish your own dare.
OK, so I did it. I dropped off my bag in French and Michael was there doing his English homework, so instead of going to the Library to help Kirsty like I said I would as soon as I dropped off my bag, I stayed and talked to Michael. It was actually really fun talking to him, expecially when we both got very confuzed about what the other was saying. Really really confuzed. And you know, this was in French, and I knew that anyone in that class might just come in and see me sitting on the desk and talking to Michael, but I didn't care one bit. Basically it was like 'Let them come, I don't care' something along those lines. And I sort of also wanted to see what they would do. Well Anna came in and everything, and I even stopped her to ask her something about the Creative Writing competition, which apparently she knew nothing about. Michael didn't even know anything about it and he won the prize! Lol. Yeah, then I really had to go to the Library and Michael told me to "Try not to get killed too much!" Lol.
Well I helped Kirsty and it was actually really funny. We're going to do this news report thing for our Physics presentation. It is actually so funny. Then you know, left and went to French sort of before the bell rang. I was sort of feeling really... daring, I suppose. I wanted to do exactly the opposite of what Molly advised me to do; I was going to do exactly everything she warned me not to do.
And well, walking in to French there were some people with camera's taking pictures of the classroom and things, and I just slowly went in and they said "Just ignore us" and I just slowly walked over to my desk. However, I didn't sit down, cause you know, I didn't think that the right thing to do when they were taking the pictures, so I sort of just stood near the wall. Michael got up from his desk (which is like the complete opposite side of the classroom) and came over to stand beside me and just talk to me about random stuff. He thinks it's pictures for like the school magazine thing, not the English one, but just for this thing, and maybe for like a presentation or something. Like last year when they interviewed me for the chess thing and everything. I think he was actually right. And we had another quite fun conversation-ish. "No fair, you're taller than me" I sort of moaned, and being really childish and all that (it's really fun, you should try it!) and started jumping up and down. Lol. And he pretended to be shrinking. And etc. It was actually really funny.
OK, before English Ellis and Sarah were all like asking me if I was going out with Michael. Obviously I said no, and I knew that would happen. Well I sort of expected it. I mean obviously Anna told them. But anyway, Molly shouted "I told you so!" at me but I realized I had a grin on my face and couldn't care less. They can't drag me down.
And then in English we finished Midsummer Night's Dream and started watching the film. I got bored. And that's about it 'cause my mum is going to kill me soon. Oh, and Jack (Neilan) is composing this guitar music thing and it's really cool! The intro is amazing. And I was throwing random ideas at him =] The ideas aren't bad!
OK, then before Tin Pan Ali I saw Lewie again when I was going round the corner and almost walked into Barbara... Yeah... *Sighs* *shakes head* Right, sorry. That's it, Ok, Bye!
Oh yeah, just realized. Well, I sort of thank Lewie for ignoring me and everything. Me feeling so much pain and grief means that nothing can be worse and everything else just seems so small and unimportant that I no longer feel it. So yes, it's helped to day, so in a way I'm grateful to Lewie for that. And now I really need to go, Bye!
OK, um basically in the morning I was talking to Michael and everything, and Andrew just kept saying that there wasn't a interval at the prize giving thing. I'm not actually sure, I think there was, but I'm not sure. But anyway, I seriously don't get Molly, am I not allowed to talk to people? She sort of snapped and Michael and when I went to talk to her she said "You can keep talking to him but never speak to me again". So yeah, she told me never to speak to her again, again! So I just stood there for 2 seconds taking it all in then just shrugged and said "OK". Really, if she if going to tell me to do that, then fine, I will. So yeah, and when I went out of the Library Angus was there and said "She is! She's Michael's girlfriend." "No I'm not" "Yes you are" and going out of the door I shouted over my shoulders "Am not" So yeah, I'm guessing he was continueing on from what he was saying to his friends before. Then I realized that Michael had just passed through there, so that makes sense. But seriously, where does he get that idea from... Emily, what did you do!
OK, so blah blah. At break Emily tried to help 'solve our problem'. She was going on about why Molly liked green and how I've not eaten butter and things like that... I seriously didn't get it.
Comming down from Physics and going to History, I just suddenly saw Lewie coming through the door right, and for a moment I almost froze. As in, my mind sort of just went completely blank and my heart felt like it stopped and I almost just stopped in my track. Because you know, when I saw him it was just like in my dream, the way he was and everything, just the way I saw him. And his eyes... And for the first time since ages, he actually glanced my way, as in he looked into my eyes. Like in the dream, and it was so brief just like in the dream, yet it seemed to stretch on... I mean, it's just when you can tell that someone is actually looking at you and seeing you rather than just glancing at you and not registering the fact that you were there. You can justy sort of tell that they were looking straight into your eyes. I don't know, you can just tell. And yes... *sniffs* just like in the dream.
In History it was sort of boring, and then at lunch time Molly had her to hell with it moment, and everything. She started talking about the ring of fire and everything and I got slightly confuzed. But she just said that the more I associated with Michael the more I would get burned. Well you know, it was one of those times when someone warns you against something and it just makes you feel that you have to do it. You sort of dare yourself to, like to see if you can accomplish your own dare.
OK, so I did it. I dropped off my bag in French and Michael was there doing his English homework, so instead of going to the Library to help Kirsty like I said I would as soon as I dropped off my bag, I stayed and talked to Michael. It was actually really fun talking to him, expecially when we both got very confuzed about what the other was saying. Really really confuzed. And you know, this was in French, and I knew that anyone in that class might just come in and see me sitting on the desk and talking to Michael, but I didn't care one bit. Basically it was like 'Let them come, I don't care' something along those lines. And I sort of also wanted to see what they would do. Well Anna came in and everything, and I even stopped her to ask her something about the Creative Writing competition, which apparently she knew nothing about. Michael didn't even know anything about it and he won the prize! Lol. Yeah, then I really had to go to the Library and Michael told me to "Try not to get killed too much!" Lol.
Well I helped Kirsty and it was actually really funny. We're going to do this news report thing for our Physics presentation. It is actually so funny. Then you know, left and went to French sort of before the bell rang. I was sort of feeling really... daring, I suppose. I wanted to do exactly the opposite of what Molly advised me to do; I was going to do exactly everything she warned me not to do.
And well, walking in to French there were some people with camera's taking pictures of the classroom and things, and I just slowly went in and they said "Just ignore us" and I just slowly walked over to my desk. However, I didn't sit down, cause you know, I didn't think that the right thing to do when they were taking the pictures, so I sort of just stood near the wall. Michael got up from his desk (which is like the complete opposite side of the classroom) and came over to stand beside me and just talk to me about random stuff. He thinks it's pictures for like the school magazine thing, not the English one, but just for this thing, and maybe for like a presentation or something. Like last year when they interviewed me for the chess thing and everything. I think he was actually right. And we had another quite fun conversation-ish. "No fair, you're taller than me" I sort of moaned, and being really childish and all that (it's really fun, you should try it!) and started jumping up and down. Lol. And he pretended to be shrinking. And etc. It was actually really funny.
OK, before English Ellis and Sarah were all like asking me if I was going out with Michael. Obviously I said no, and I knew that would happen. Well I sort of expected it. I mean obviously Anna told them. But anyway, Molly shouted "I told you so!" at me but I realized I had a grin on my face and couldn't care less. They can't drag me down.
And then in English we finished Midsummer Night's Dream and started watching the film. I got bored. And that's about it 'cause my mum is going to kill me soon. Oh, and Jack (Neilan) is composing this guitar music thing and it's really cool! The intro is amazing. And I was throwing random ideas at him =] The ideas aren't bad!
OK, then before Tin Pan Ali I saw Lewie again when I was going round the corner and almost walked into Barbara... Yeah... *Sighs* *shakes head* Right, sorry. That's it, Ok, Bye!
Oh yeah, just realized. Well, I sort of thank Lewie for ignoring me and everything. Me feeling so much pain and grief means that nothing can be worse and everything else just seems so small and unimportant that I no longer feel it. So yes, it's helped to day, so in a way I'm grateful to Lewie for that. And now I really need to go, Bye!
Friday, 11 June 2010
Molly, it's ALL your fault!
OK, so today in Geography Mis Stewart said I made a very good point on why people might want to move from Rural China to Urban China. The thing was, I didn't even know what good point I made! I said something along the lines of "People who live in Rural China would never have known anything about Urban China, um... So they don't know what it is um... to like live in Urban China and um... they now have a chance and they want to see how it is like... um..." something along the lines of that. So yeah, I don't actually know, but apparently I made a very good point and it had something to do with Globalization and everything...
So heading to German, I saw Lewie and everything... And Molly just pulled me to her other side and said 'You're coming on this side'. And yeah... Then before German Molly swore, as usual, and I have no idea why, and Michael told her not to swear (yes, someone else who agrees with me on that matter!) OK, didn't have much to do in German, and in Maths Molly sat beside me and stuff. Oh yeah, on the way to Maths the corridor was very blocked and everything, so it was hard to get through. Then for some other odd reason Molly shoved me forward, and I was like 'What did you do that for?" "Because I want to hiss at someone" i.e. Michael. Then Michael tried to hiss back at her... Didn't work that well. In fact, it was actually really funny.
Um... At break I saw Lewie, he was walking up to Bell Street with some of his friends and stuff... Oh, I hate that dream! Anyway, so in the Library we Molly and Isabella had a fight over the chair, and in the end Bella won :(, it's not fair, she tickled us!
In Music we had to write a Rap, and it was terrible, and our's was sooo weird. It went something like this
'There's a vampire rubber
That lives off trees.
It doesn't like honey,
That's only for bees.
It comes out late
When the sky is dark.
It erased a dog
That tried to bark.
It went into
A living room.
It rubbed out the hoover
And the broom'
and there was more, which I can't remember, but it was funny. And none of us would say it. I mean, we were all girls and all the people who had said it were boys! Seriously, have you ever heard a female doing a rap? Well, Akdas did it for us. Thank you Akdas! You finally beat me at something! =]
At lunch time I got the feeling I was being watched. I was, I saw Andrew Kelly and Michael looking at me across the lunchhall... Seriously, if Michael was going to do that he could at least make it look less obvious. Seriously, it was very obvious. Then Kirsty said "Is it just me or are Andrew and Michael watching us" "Nope, it's not just you, they are" Yeah... Oh, and then coming down from the lunchhall, this was definitely Molly's fault. We were just walking down, and Lewie and his friends were coming up the other side right, so Molly pulled me over to her other side (seriously, I still don't get the point) and I screamed so loud. And then Molly said I was flushing. Her fault!
OK, French, blah blah. Ooooh! In English we played Mario Cart on the Nintendo Wii which Mrs Keogh brought in, yay! I did terrible, I came 12th lol. And then I went into town with Molly. I've got all three movements for Piano of Moonlight Sonata, and also the Violin Rosin. Then Molly dragged me shopping for clothes, cause apparently I haven't got that many. I got some, after a long time. Yup. Blah blah, then coming home I played piano and the violin. I think I've got the position right now, my arm no longer hurts, so thats good! And yeah... Bored. And once again that strange feeling that I want to cry for no reason at all.
So heading to German, I saw Lewie and everything... And Molly just pulled me to her other side and said 'You're coming on this side'. And yeah... Then before German Molly swore, as usual, and I have no idea why, and Michael told her not to swear (yes, someone else who agrees with me on that matter!) OK, didn't have much to do in German, and in Maths Molly sat beside me and stuff. Oh yeah, on the way to Maths the corridor was very blocked and everything, so it was hard to get through. Then for some other odd reason Molly shoved me forward, and I was like 'What did you do that for?" "Because I want to hiss at someone" i.e. Michael. Then Michael tried to hiss back at her... Didn't work that well. In fact, it was actually really funny.
Um... At break I saw Lewie, he was walking up to Bell Street with some of his friends and stuff... Oh, I hate that dream! Anyway, so in the Library we Molly and Isabella had a fight over the chair, and in the end Bella won :(, it's not fair, she tickled us!
In Music we had to write a Rap, and it was terrible, and our's was sooo weird. It went something like this
'There's a vampire rubber
That lives off trees.
It doesn't like honey,
That's only for bees.
It comes out late
When the sky is dark.
It erased a dog
That tried to bark.
It went into
A living room.
It rubbed out the hoover
And the broom'
and there was more, which I can't remember, but it was funny. And none of us would say it. I mean, we were all girls and all the people who had said it were boys! Seriously, have you ever heard a female doing a rap? Well, Akdas did it for us. Thank you Akdas! You finally beat me at something! =]
At lunch time I got the feeling I was being watched. I was, I saw Andrew Kelly and Michael looking at me across the lunchhall... Seriously, if Michael was going to do that he could at least make it look less obvious. Seriously, it was very obvious. Then Kirsty said "Is it just me or are Andrew and Michael watching us" "Nope, it's not just you, they are" Yeah... Oh, and then coming down from the lunchhall, this was definitely Molly's fault. We were just walking down, and Lewie and his friends were coming up the other side right, so Molly pulled me over to her other side (seriously, I still don't get the point) and I screamed so loud. And then Molly said I was flushing. Her fault!
OK, French, blah blah. Ooooh! In English we played Mario Cart on the Nintendo Wii which Mrs Keogh brought in, yay! I did terrible, I came 12th lol. And then I went into town with Molly. I've got all three movements for Piano of Moonlight Sonata, and also the Violin Rosin. Then Molly dragged me shopping for clothes, cause apparently I haven't got that many. I got some, after a long time. Yup. Blah blah, then coming home I played piano and the violin. I think I've got the position right now, my arm no longer hurts, so thats good! And yeah... Bored. And once again that strange feeling that I want to cry for no reason at all.
Thursday, 10 June 2010
I have no idea...
OK, me and Molly were sort of mad at each other last night. She said something along the lines of 'Then why don't you just ignore me from now on' and I just said 'Fine' and left. And then wrote a really angry poem at her, it's on the other blog.
Yes, so this morning I realized that I'd forgotten to do the French homework, due for today. So I tried to do it on the bus, and then got stuck, so I asked Michael if I could copy his. Annoyingly Angus Gray was there and started on that whole girlfriend thing again *glares*. But whatever. Then we helped Dominic (is that how you spell it?) with the French homework; he didn't do it either =]. And then outside the Library door Molly scared me by falling down to her knees and clasping her hands. All I heard was this huge thud and... yeah... =] Well we're fine now.
Assembly was funny =]. OK, well first was the part when Mrs Vannet asked if the word Carnegie meant anything to anyone, and I didn't want to put my hand up, but no one else did, so I just raised it slightly, and everyone turned round to stare at me. It's just I saw everyone in the room just turn around to my direction, and I hadn't even made a sound. Lol, and John was a bit slow, when everyone else turned back round he turned my way and said 'Who is it?' and while thinking 'God you're slow, who do ya think', I just said 'Me'. Oh, and then there was this part where everyone just started clapping for no random reason. I think it started from the people farthest to the left, and I started laughing, sort of like a silent laugh, and after a bit of confuzion everyone else joined in. And then after everything Mrs Vannet said people would just start clapping, even if it was bad news, like at that time it was that the breakfast club would finish on Friday or something, and everyone just started clapping. =] Then Mrs Vannet gave us this lecture on how you can't put tone into text etc, and about you Digital Profile. She then said something along the lines of 'One day in the years to come this will come and and haunt you' and I just whispered 'Dun dun dun' and Erin started laughing. I don't think anyone heard us though... It was one of these times when you just couldn't take anything seriously. Funny. =] Then at the end everyone started clapping again and Mrs Vannet gave a bow.
We arrived in French very late, and when we told Mr MacKinnon he thought that it would be disapproved, but we told him that Mrs Vannet actually took a bow, so yeah. Oh yeah, remembered something from yesterday. Mrs Madden swore =] and when Zara said 'Because you used that word does that mean we could use it as well?' 'No, what's said in this room stays in this room' so Zara pretended she was going to go see the Rector.
Anyway, back to today. Umm... For Chemistry I forgot to do the homework, but I took a wild guess and I got it right. We had to find which things contained Sodium Bicarbonate, and I guessed Cream of Tartar, and I was actually right! So Mrs Spinks think I did do my homework, which is good. And I saw Lewie at break. I know the times when I'll definitely see him but... Yeah... Ummm... blah blah. Oh yeah, for English I went into the classroom and then when going through my bag I couldn't find my homework! I took everything out of my bag, and it wasn't there! So I had to hand it in at lunchtime.
I was suppose to go to Carnegie because we were going to have this extra thing today for discussing Revolver, and the same next Thursday. Well after handing in my Critical Essay and not being able to find the stapler, I went up to Chess anyway, and played a game against Michael. I kept telling him to hurry, I was like 'Hurry hurry hurry' lol it was funny. And you know, I've always realized that surprisingly I play better when I'm in a rush, cause I beat him. And Erin came in to get her bag and everything, and just gave me a really annoying smile, which meant I knew exactly what she was thinking. Seriously. Oh, and I also tried to talk to Michael about what he did when he was suppose to be working in a group in RE, because Molly has been complaining about that. I don't know if he'll listen to me and sort of actually co-operate with the group and everything, but at least I tried.
So I ran to Carnegie. I actually made it there in time to discuss some things. And like the fact of how easy it actually was to shoot a gun. This is what I said 'It's like really easy to shoot the gun because all you have to do is pull the trigger. One of the books I've read there's this boy and he killed someone once and was surprised at how easy it was; on how he could just pull the trigger and the other would be dead - he got payed to kill people. It's like one of those things, where the prospect of doing something is dead simple; you just have to pull the trigger. Many people probably find it easy because they don't think about it. But some people just can't do it because of the thought of what happens at that moment when they pull it. Let's say if it was me, I would probably be shaking and I wouldn't be able to pull it at all, because it's just the thought of what would happen in that spilt second of when I pulled it. Maybe some people just concentrate on the shooting part and only that, so that they wouldn't feel any guilt about what they did. However, some people just don't have that ability of the mind to block out the thought, like the aftermath of everything, and yeah...' OK, I did have a couple of stutters and everything, but that's basically how it went, and it sounded quite good until the end where it ended in 'and yeah...' lol.
In History I got bored of answering the questions so I started drawing. I'm terrible at drawing, and the eyes look weird, but I think I'm getting better. Just slightly. After History when we were going to the bus I saw Lewie right, and I sort of just stopped listening to what Molly was saying, so I don't know what she was saying. But she did then say that I went cross-eyed, I did not go cross-eyed!
We played rounders in our Houses, and we won two games and lost one, so we drew in first place with... I can't remember which house. But Wallace didn't win any lol =] And annoying thing, the team we lost against, Sarah was in it and she was definitely out, but she didn't go out and everything etc. Blah blah.
Basically the rest of the day was boring and everything. I think I've just about got the hang of the basics for the violin now, so yeah. Um.. Oh yeah, had this really really annoying dream, but you can read about it on the other blog =] Cya
Yes, so this morning I realized that I'd forgotten to do the French homework, due for today. So I tried to do it on the bus, and then got stuck, so I asked Michael if I could copy his. Annoyingly Angus Gray was there and started on that whole girlfriend thing again *glares*. But whatever. Then we helped Dominic (is that how you spell it?) with the French homework; he didn't do it either =]. And then outside the Library door Molly scared me by falling down to her knees and clasping her hands. All I heard was this huge thud and... yeah... =] Well we're fine now.
Assembly was funny =]. OK, well first was the part when Mrs Vannet asked if the word Carnegie meant anything to anyone, and I didn't want to put my hand up, but no one else did, so I just raised it slightly, and everyone turned round to stare at me. It's just I saw everyone in the room just turn around to my direction, and I hadn't even made a sound. Lol, and John was a bit slow, when everyone else turned back round he turned my way and said 'Who is it?' and while thinking 'God you're slow, who do ya think', I just said 'Me'. Oh, and then there was this part where everyone just started clapping for no random reason. I think it started from the people farthest to the left, and I started laughing, sort of like a silent laugh, and after a bit of confuzion everyone else joined in. And then after everything Mrs Vannet said people would just start clapping, even if it was bad news, like at that time it was that the breakfast club would finish on Friday or something, and everyone just started clapping. =] Then Mrs Vannet gave us this lecture on how you can't put tone into text etc, and about you Digital Profile. She then said something along the lines of 'One day in the years to come this will come and and haunt you' and I just whispered 'Dun dun dun' and Erin started laughing. I don't think anyone heard us though... It was one of these times when you just couldn't take anything seriously. Funny. =] Then at the end everyone started clapping again and Mrs Vannet gave a bow.
We arrived in French very late, and when we told Mr MacKinnon he thought that it would be disapproved, but we told him that Mrs Vannet actually took a bow, so yeah. Oh yeah, remembered something from yesterday. Mrs Madden swore =] and when Zara said 'Because you used that word does that mean we could use it as well?' 'No, what's said in this room stays in this room' so Zara pretended she was going to go see the Rector.
Anyway, back to today. Umm... For Chemistry I forgot to do the homework, but I took a wild guess and I got it right. We had to find which things contained Sodium Bicarbonate, and I guessed Cream of Tartar, and I was actually right! So Mrs Spinks think I did do my homework, which is good. And I saw Lewie at break. I know the times when I'll definitely see him but... Yeah... Ummm... blah blah. Oh yeah, for English I went into the classroom and then when going through my bag I couldn't find my homework! I took everything out of my bag, and it wasn't there! So I had to hand it in at lunchtime.
I was suppose to go to Carnegie because we were going to have this extra thing today for discussing Revolver, and the same next Thursday. Well after handing in my Critical Essay and not being able to find the stapler, I went up to Chess anyway, and played a game against Michael. I kept telling him to hurry, I was like 'Hurry hurry hurry' lol it was funny. And you know, I've always realized that surprisingly I play better when I'm in a rush, cause I beat him. And Erin came in to get her bag and everything, and just gave me a really annoying smile, which meant I knew exactly what she was thinking. Seriously. Oh, and I also tried to talk to Michael about what he did when he was suppose to be working in a group in RE, because Molly has been complaining about that. I don't know if he'll listen to me and sort of actually co-operate with the group and everything, but at least I tried.
So I ran to Carnegie. I actually made it there in time to discuss some things. And like the fact of how easy it actually was to shoot a gun. This is what I said 'It's like really easy to shoot the gun because all you have to do is pull the trigger. One of the books I've read there's this boy and he killed someone once and was surprised at how easy it was; on how he could just pull the trigger and the other would be dead - he got payed to kill people. It's like one of those things, where the prospect of doing something is dead simple; you just have to pull the trigger. Many people probably find it easy because they don't think about it. But some people just can't do it because of the thought of what happens at that moment when they pull it. Let's say if it was me, I would probably be shaking and I wouldn't be able to pull it at all, because it's just the thought of what would happen in that spilt second of when I pulled it. Maybe some people just concentrate on the shooting part and only that, so that they wouldn't feel any guilt about what they did. However, some people just don't have that ability of the mind to block out the thought, like the aftermath of everything, and yeah...' OK, I did have a couple of stutters and everything, but that's basically how it went, and it sounded quite good until the end where it ended in 'and yeah...' lol.
In History I got bored of answering the questions so I started drawing. I'm terrible at drawing, and the eyes look weird, but I think I'm getting better. Just slightly. After History when we were going to the bus I saw Lewie right, and I sort of just stopped listening to what Molly was saying, so I don't know what she was saying. But she did then say that I went cross-eyed, I did not go cross-eyed!
We played rounders in our Houses, and we won two games and lost one, so we drew in first place with... I can't remember which house. But Wallace didn't win any lol =] And annoying thing, the team we lost against, Sarah was in it and she was definitely out, but she didn't go out and everything etc. Blah blah.
Basically the rest of the day was boring and everything. I think I've just about got the hang of the basics for the violin now, so yeah. Um.. Oh yeah, had this really really annoying dream, but you can read about it on the other blog =] Cya
Wednesday, 9 June 2010
Deals that'll fade into nothing...
Um... blah blah blah, who cares what happened through the day. Well the beginning anyway. OK, basically because I don't really like Heather and everything and Molly and Kirsty don't like Michael I've sort of made a deal with Molly. You know, I still don't get what they've got against Michael (then again they don't seem to get what I've got against Heather and everything, although I could make a list if I were asked to). Molly said that we'll 'sever all our ties from them' and everything, so you know, just ignoring them and such. Well, obviously, I took that as you can't talk to them and stuff. Well apparently Molly says that you just can't be warm to them; you can answer but you have to be cold and everything. Well Molly, you might be good and used to being cold towards people (sorry-ish) but I'm not; I hate being like that towards people. I'd rather not speak to them than be really cold and un-emotional towards them. It's just not me! Not talking to people, fine, being cold towards them, not something I'm fond of. So I think I'll just go for the not talking to Michael part rather than be really cold towards him.
So break, blah blah, Home Ec, blah blah. P.E. We played rounders indoors, so kicking it. We won! And I was actually doing pretty well! Well... that is until I kicked the ball right at Akdas and he caught it... =]
Carnegie was fun, we were making the gravestone again! He he, and I got to type! Check the website =]. Umm... and then the rest of the day was boring. But, just when I turned round the corner from the Form 1 locker room to the IT classroom, guess who I saw. Well too obvious. I saw Lewie coming out of the door leading to the office, I don't know what he was saying to his friend, 'cause I sort of just slipped right into the classroom, but he did clap his hands... And you know, I swear his fringe was never that long, I have always been able to see his eyes, well how else would I know what colour they were? Well his fringe was so long that I couldn't see his eyes so... Well the classroom was crowded because the other class didn't go into the other classroom, and just as well cause I stayed at the door and sort of watched him pass... I also saw him in the morning after Assembly (yes I know we didn't have assembly today!) and stopped to wait for Erin and Emily...
Yeah... nothing else really. But on Friday, I'm getting Violin Rosin, a Piano book and clothes. Well, Molly did say she would drag me shopping for clothes and she's picking them for me, so... Yeah, Friday...
OK, I don't know why, but I suddenly want to start crying :(.
Anyone noticed how much I've changed since Christmas? In everything I type. Don't you think I seem less able to... convey things to people through writing now? I used to be able to put so much emotion into what I typed, and now... no. I can read over all of this again, and I probably wouldn't feel a thing. I could read over everything I wrote before Christmas and everything, and I would feel everything. :( Just gonna go listen to some sad music... *cries*
So break, blah blah, Home Ec, blah blah. P.E. We played rounders indoors, so kicking it. We won! And I was actually doing pretty well! Well... that is until I kicked the ball right at Akdas and he caught it... =]
Carnegie was fun, we were making the gravestone again! He he, and I got to type! Check the website =]. Umm... and then the rest of the day was boring. But, just when I turned round the corner from the Form 1 locker room to the IT classroom, guess who I saw. Well too obvious. I saw Lewie coming out of the door leading to the office, I don't know what he was saying to his friend, 'cause I sort of just slipped right into the classroom, but he did clap his hands... And you know, I swear his fringe was never that long, I have always been able to see his eyes, well how else would I know what colour they were? Well his fringe was so long that I couldn't see his eyes so... Well the classroom was crowded because the other class didn't go into the other classroom, and just as well cause I stayed at the door and sort of watched him pass... I also saw him in the morning after Assembly (yes I know we didn't have assembly today!) and stopped to wait for Erin and Emily...
Yeah... nothing else really. But on Friday, I'm getting Violin Rosin, a Piano book and clothes. Well, Molly did say she would drag me shopping for clothes and she's picking them for me, so... Yeah, Friday...
OK, I don't know why, but I suddenly want to start crying :(.
Anyone noticed how much I've changed since Christmas? In everything I type. Don't you think I seem less able to... convey things to people through writing now? I used to be able to put so much emotion into what I typed, and now... no. I can read over all of this again, and I probably wouldn't feel a thing. I could read over everything I wrote before Christmas and everything, and I would feel everything. :( Just gonna go listen to some sad music... *cries*
Tuesday, 8 June 2010
I need to stop forgeting
OK, I didn't really forget I just had the Critical Essay to do, well partly. I'll get to that later. But first, I want to start with what happened yesterday. I believe there was something interesting, but right now I can't remember, but it'll come to me sooner or later.
So yesterday, we had German and it was with the other class as well. I sat beside Molly, and it was quite funny because Ray was at the front and Molly was going to sit right behind him. She went "Hi Ray!" and just waved right at him, really madly. Well, as soon as the time when she had got there, he had already gathered up all his stuff and stumbled away from that seat. Lol, God that was funny. And then we had to (lol) write down (lol) the different question words (omg I can't stop laughing) and then in German (lol) and for 'what' (lol) I said 'wie' (lol) and Molly put (rofl) 'wie wie' (lol) and I just collapsed on the table laughing. Lol. Does nobody get that? *strange smile still on face* No...? Oh whatever. Suit yourselves.
In Maths it was boring as usual, although I got to keep telling Jack he failed, because he did. He got 4 out of 10. And then I had my Music Lesson. That went great, and I missed the end of Maths and all of the first period of Physics. Also, Dr Mackay said I didn't need to catch up because there was no point for me to do that because it was sort of just revision. Yay! And then History, which was absolutely boring because we had to just sit and watch the thing on 'The man who murdered Kennedy' and answer questions on it. And Miss MacKie wasn't there either :(...
I don't remember anything interesting occuring at lunchtime. Oh, but in French it was fun. Mr MacKinnon was late and Findley was really getting on my nerves (again) so I tried to take his ruler. He hit me with it, but it didn't hurt one bit. But in revenge for that, I chucked his stuff on the ground again. You see, everyone has begun to enjoy this thing I started some time ago, and they all helped. Soon Findley's stuff were all over the place =]. But (yuck) he tried to lick my hand to get me to let go of something, and it sure worked. Yuck, ew. Then Michael helped =]. He took Findley's book and when Findley went to get it he threw it back to me. You know, for a moment it looked like it was ripped, but it wasn't. Findley came to get it and I threw it back, however, there was no one there. Well except for Archie and he didn't do anything. Yup...
Then we were going to Margaret Harris hall to watch a comedy thing, and Molly just about dragged me there. We got quite good seats as well. But seriously, I hate it when Molly tricks me. You know what I'm talking about Molly! Seriously, it is quite mean. Sooner or later I'm not going to listen to a single word you say.
But anyway, we watched 'Up' and it was quite funny, but we didn't get to finish it. Then I didn't even have to leave the place because I had Tin Pan Ali. That was quite fun, and we were learning some new songs. Oh yeah, and before the teacher came in Adam began playing on the piano, and then everyone tried to beat him. But they were... They played really simple things like Do Re Mi one handed. You know, so I played Fur Elise, and when it reached the really quick part which was in Major Key I played that really really fast (mainly because the beginning was quite fast as well) and Corry tried to pretend he was the one playing, and Steph said "Wow, Jenny is the best," And then Mrs Scott Brown came in. Oh yeah, and funny thing. You sea, I didn't know the words and Alistair wouldn't let me see his. Or at least Jack Hamilton wouldn't let me and Alistair was having fun. =] I quite like him =]. So I went to get mine, and everyone just went quite and I was thinking 'OK, I know everyone's staring at me, but...' and then everyone burst out laughing, including me. And Mrs Scott Brown, but she said I was allowed to have them because I came in late, that is after Findley went 'Tut tut you don't know the words'. Meh.
And then I walked with Gordon and everything, and got on the 57. Then walked home from Birkhill. And then I had to do my Critical Essay, but at the same time I was talking with Gordon because he has to do his as well, and I helped hi occasionally, and we also played Messenger Mayhem =]. But then came this point were we couldn't play and my theory was that we were so rubbish that they did not want to waste a good game on us. =] He agreed. And we also kept checking on how the other was doing. It was actually quite fun talking to him, we wouldn't talk to anyone else because we were doing our essay, but we'd talk to each other. And then occasionally to take our minds off of things we'd play Messenger Mayhem. Well if it let us that is. And then when he left I left soon after because it got boring without having him to talk to.
OK, quickly, today. I went up to the Music Departement to drop off my violin and everything. After regi going to Bonar I saw Lewie, and sort of... everything became fussy. Anyway, and then Erin and Emily sort of wanted to know what his name was (well they have for quite some time now, or at least Emily has), as in the person in my story. You know, I had the impression I put it on my blog. It's Amadeus. Except pronounced Amaah-dee-us. I'm sure I've said that before. I told them it started with an A and the second letter was a M, and also that I would pronounce it differently. In the end I told them that it was the middle name of Mozart, because you know, his name is Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. They started asking everyone what Mozart's middle name was. Nobody knew, how could nobody know? I mean seriously, I don't know things about TV and such yet I know this, and no one else knows! How strange.
Well they asked people that on our way to MB 18, because that's where we were supposed to be. We had to go on to this website (likeitis) and it's about... stuff. Well, Emily said it had taken away my innocence, but I didn't take anything in, so you know, she then said "So Jenny, that's why you are still innocent" Well that's good to know and everything.
Then we had to walk all the way back to Bonar for RE. Conner, Andrew, Jemma and Araminta was taking the class this time, and they lost me at the beginning, because it was just talk talk talk... The wordsearch and everything was fun. But you know, I just started writing poems again.
In Art we had to do thing, like draw pictures that would show what kind of person we were. Well I drew all these cheerful stuff like the moon and star and notebook with pen and flower and blossoms and musical notes and waterfall etc. But then I got sick of all the cheeryness and drew a broken heart that had been pierced and was dripping blood. Oh yeah, btw this is like suppose to fit into an outline of ourselves. Well you know, basically it's saying that I'm sort of happy and cheery and everything on the outside, but sort of hurt, heartbroken and depressed on the inside. Emily kept saying that I was creative and deep, but I don't know how that's going to work.
Well on the way to English Kirsty and Molly kept sort of shouting at me a bit about how Michael was all whatever it was and how he was worse than Findley, which I totally disagreed upon. And then Molly started swearing. I don't get it. Why is it everytime with me she's telling me about... well not much actually, except that he really likes me (which reminds me, at break Emily asked Michael, and he didn't say yes, so hah!) and then when Kirsty's around and complaining about Michael it's all about how mean and critical Michael is. I'm so confuzed! What the heck is Molly trying to say? What type of person is he then? Forgoodness sake this is just confuzing!
I had my violin lesson and it went quite well, although I didn't have my book and forgot my shoulder rest in my bag in English. But I think I've got the basics now, my arm is just frickin sore though.
On the way to Biology I was talking to Molly and telling her everything about the violin as in what I had learned in that 30 mins. I was talking and then sort of trailed off into silence like I always did when I suddenly got distracted. Well I did. I saw Lewie and was really distracted and just forgot what I was saying. Then Molly hissed at him...
Anyway, so Biology was boring, and Callum was chewing all the way through class without being spotted by either of our cover teachers. And I think Marshall got annoyed at me for constantly asking him for help... lol and I don't actually know why I find that funny. And damnit, my watch broke again. Not then, as in just now. Anyway, then at the end of class I got chewing gum off of Callum, I haven't had chewing gum in ages and I quite like it etc.
And then on the way to get my bus I saw Lewie coming back i.e. heading back for school. I sort of, once again, just sort of drifted along and forgot stuff. Oh! Something I forgot to tell Molly I'll tell her tomorrow. I got on the bus 17 and Sarah Branine got told off by the driver =]. She was told to sit down and stop blocking the isle because there were seats but she didn't listen and everything and yeah.
Anyway, got home, played piano, practiced on the violin. My arm is still sore, I but I just need to practice more. Then I continued with the Critical Essay and finished it. I was talking to Gordon again, and we played Messenger Mayhem and everything. Oh, and also Conner called me a whore. I actually didn't even know what that meant, but I assumed it was something bad because he said 'Die whore'. But anyway, had fun with Gordon again. When he left I had just finished. And I wanted to go off but I also wanted to write this. It's no fun without him, so yeah. And then Molly had to go too. So I was left here to keep typing on my own, although it was my choice. Yeah, so I'm really gonna go now cause it's almost 11 and everything. Good night!
So yesterday, we had German and it was with the other class as well. I sat beside Molly, and it was quite funny because Ray was at the front and Molly was going to sit right behind him. She went "Hi Ray!" and just waved right at him, really madly. Well, as soon as the time when she had got there, he had already gathered up all his stuff and stumbled away from that seat. Lol, God that was funny. And then we had to (lol) write down (lol) the different question words (omg I can't stop laughing) and then in German (lol) and for 'what' (lol) I said 'wie' (lol) and Molly put (rofl) 'wie wie' (lol) and I just collapsed on the table laughing. Lol. Does nobody get that? *strange smile still on face* No...? Oh whatever. Suit yourselves.
In Maths it was boring as usual, although I got to keep telling Jack he failed, because he did. He got 4 out of 10. And then I had my Music Lesson. That went great, and I missed the end of Maths and all of the first period of Physics. Also, Dr Mackay said I didn't need to catch up because there was no point for me to do that because it was sort of just revision. Yay! And then History, which was absolutely boring because we had to just sit and watch the thing on 'The man who murdered Kennedy' and answer questions on it. And Miss MacKie wasn't there either :(...
I don't remember anything interesting occuring at lunchtime. Oh, but in French it was fun. Mr MacKinnon was late and Findley was really getting on my nerves (again) so I tried to take his ruler. He hit me with it, but it didn't hurt one bit. But in revenge for that, I chucked his stuff on the ground again. You see, everyone has begun to enjoy this thing I started some time ago, and they all helped. Soon Findley's stuff were all over the place =]. But (yuck) he tried to lick my hand to get me to let go of something, and it sure worked. Yuck, ew. Then Michael helped =]. He took Findley's book and when Findley went to get it he threw it back to me. You know, for a moment it looked like it was ripped, but it wasn't. Findley came to get it and I threw it back, however, there was no one there. Well except for Archie and he didn't do anything. Yup...
Then we were going to Margaret Harris hall to watch a comedy thing, and Molly just about dragged me there. We got quite good seats as well. But seriously, I hate it when Molly tricks me. You know what I'm talking about Molly! Seriously, it is quite mean. Sooner or later I'm not going to listen to a single word you say.
But anyway, we watched 'Up' and it was quite funny, but we didn't get to finish it. Then I didn't even have to leave the place because I had Tin Pan Ali. That was quite fun, and we were learning some new songs. Oh yeah, and before the teacher came in Adam began playing on the piano, and then everyone tried to beat him. But they were... They played really simple things like Do Re Mi one handed. You know, so I played Fur Elise, and when it reached the really quick part which was in Major Key I played that really really fast (mainly because the beginning was quite fast as well) and Corry tried to pretend he was the one playing, and Steph said "Wow, Jenny is the best," And then Mrs Scott Brown came in. Oh yeah, and funny thing. You sea, I didn't know the words and Alistair wouldn't let me see his. Or at least Jack Hamilton wouldn't let me and Alistair was having fun. =] I quite like him =]. So I went to get mine, and everyone just went quite and I was thinking 'OK, I know everyone's staring at me, but...' and then everyone burst out laughing, including me. And Mrs Scott Brown, but she said I was allowed to have them because I came in late, that is after Findley went 'Tut tut you don't know the words'. Meh.
And then I walked with Gordon and everything, and got on the 57. Then walked home from Birkhill. And then I had to do my Critical Essay, but at the same time I was talking with Gordon because he has to do his as well, and I helped hi occasionally, and we also played Messenger Mayhem =]. But then came this point were we couldn't play and my theory was that we were so rubbish that they did not want to waste a good game on us. =] He agreed. And we also kept checking on how the other was doing. It was actually quite fun talking to him, we wouldn't talk to anyone else because we were doing our essay, but we'd talk to each other. And then occasionally to take our minds off of things we'd play Messenger Mayhem. Well if it let us that is. And then when he left I left soon after because it got boring without having him to talk to.
OK, quickly, today. I went up to the Music Departement to drop off my violin and everything. After regi going to Bonar I saw Lewie, and sort of... everything became fussy. Anyway, and then Erin and Emily sort of wanted to know what his name was (well they have for quite some time now, or at least Emily has), as in the person in my story. You know, I had the impression I put it on my blog. It's Amadeus. Except pronounced Amaah-dee-us. I'm sure I've said that before. I told them it started with an A and the second letter was a M, and also that I would pronounce it differently. In the end I told them that it was the middle name of Mozart, because you know, his name is Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. They started asking everyone what Mozart's middle name was. Nobody knew, how could nobody know? I mean seriously, I don't know things about TV and such yet I know this, and no one else knows! How strange.
Well they asked people that on our way to MB 18, because that's where we were supposed to be. We had to go on to this website (likeitis) and it's about... stuff. Well, Emily said it had taken away my innocence, but I didn't take anything in, so you know, she then said "So Jenny, that's why you are still innocent" Well that's good to know and everything.
Then we had to walk all the way back to Bonar for RE. Conner, Andrew, Jemma and Araminta was taking the class this time, and they lost me at the beginning, because it was just talk talk talk... The wordsearch and everything was fun. But you know, I just started writing poems again.
In Art we had to do thing, like draw pictures that would show what kind of person we were. Well I drew all these cheerful stuff like the moon and star and notebook with pen and flower and blossoms and musical notes and waterfall etc. But then I got sick of all the cheeryness and drew a broken heart that had been pierced and was dripping blood. Oh yeah, btw this is like suppose to fit into an outline of ourselves. Well you know, basically it's saying that I'm sort of happy and cheery and everything on the outside, but sort of hurt, heartbroken and depressed on the inside. Emily kept saying that I was creative and deep, but I don't know how that's going to work.
Well on the way to English Kirsty and Molly kept sort of shouting at me a bit about how Michael was all whatever it was and how he was worse than Findley, which I totally disagreed upon. And then Molly started swearing. I don't get it. Why is it everytime with me she's telling me about... well not much actually, except that he really likes me (which reminds me, at break Emily asked Michael, and he didn't say yes, so hah!) and then when Kirsty's around and complaining about Michael it's all about how mean and critical Michael is. I'm so confuzed! What the heck is Molly trying to say? What type of person is he then? Forgoodness sake this is just confuzing!
I had my violin lesson and it went quite well, although I didn't have my book and forgot my shoulder rest in my bag in English. But I think I've got the basics now, my arm is just frickin sore though.
On the way to Biology I was talking to Molly and telling her everything about the violin as in what I had learned in that 30 mins. I was talking and then sort of trailed off into silence like I always did when I suddenly got distracted. Well I did. I saw Lewie and was really distracted and just forgot what I was saying. Then Molly hissed at him...
Anyway, so Biology was boring, and Callum was chewing all the way through class without being spotted by either of our cover teachers. And I think Marshall got annoyed at me for constantly asking him for help... lol and I don't actually know why I find that funny. And damnit, my watch broke again. Not then, as in just now. Anyway, then at the end of class I got chewing gum off of Callum, I haven't had chewing gum in ages and I quite like it etc.
And then on the way to get my bus I saw Lewie coming back i.e. heading back for school. I sort of, once again, just sort of drifted along and forgot stuff. Oh! Something I forgot to tell Molly I'll tell her tomorrow. I got on the bus 17 and Sarah Branine got told off by the driver =]. She was told to sit down and stop blocking the isle because there were seats but she didn't listen and everything and yeah.
Anyway, got home, played piano, practiced on the violin. My arm is still sore, I but I just need to practice more. Then I continued with the Critical Essay and finished it. I was talking to Gordon again, and we played Messenger Mayhem and everything. Oh, and also Conner called me a whore. I actually didn't even know what that meant, but I assumed it was something bad because he said 'Die whore'. But anyway, had fun with Gordon again. When he left I had just finished. And I wanted to go off but I also wanted to write this. It's no fun without him, so yeah. And then Molly had to go too. So I was left here to keep typing on my own, although it was my choice. Yeah, so I'm really gonna go now cause it's almost 11 and everything. Good night!
Sunday, 6 June 2010
Sunday Tin Pan Ali Rehearsal
So today I missed Chinese School (again!) because I had Tin Pan Ali rehearsal. Well I got there at quarter to, and you can't get in by the school code and the usual 1234 doesn't work either, so I was stuck outside and starting to fear I was at the wrong place. So I texted Kat, and then in the end it turned out she didn't even know it was me, oh well. But then Wiggans came so I sort of knew I was at the right place and everything. Then we got let in by the Janitor after standing outside of 10 mins or so, well it might only have been 5. But anyway, then annoying Findley came and everything, and I got so bored that I took the chance of playing on the piano and hoping no one was going to come in and tell me off. I was safe. And then other people came etc.
Rehearsal was actually quite fun, but then for lunch I didn't bring anything except a packet of chocolate. So you know, not being allowed to have any, I swapped with other people, or just gave it away. Jack Hamilton was like 'Jenny can I please get some? I was never mean to you, I swear' Yeah right, but I never really thought him of being mean to me, you know. And I did get some sandwiches off people, and Callum just gave me a bit for free, but I still gave him somee M&M. And etc.
Oh, and now instead of one, I've got 2 lines! Yeah... It was really fun. And then I went to Kirsty's to do all the things for the poster. I drew an eye, and then I got creeped out 'cause it looked like it was staring at me *shivers*. And etc. Also scared Wiggans. And then he ignored me.
Came home, played piano, played on the violin (did I mention that I only got it yesterday, have had no one to teach me whatsoever, yet I can still play something on it? Yay! I can play Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (hey, it was the first tune that came into my head! And it's simple!) the first bar to Fur Elise and a bit of a Doctor Who tune thing. And remember, only got it yesterday and no one has told me anything) and etc.
Oh yeah, just remember something, Gordon is still in awe at how much I've written for my story, and even more shocked when I told him that was only 4 and a bit Chapters and that there would be around 30 Chapters =]. That was funny. That's just about how he greats me now, with the words '18414 words!'. It's really funny.
And then Molly was having this trouble and everything. As usual I wasn't that much of a help. And etc, and I should also be doing a Critical Essay but I seriously can't be bothered. Instead I'm talking to Gordon, he's a good person to talk to =]. Really fun =].
Um... yeah. Just about it. Oh yeah, need to pack my stuff for tomorrow...
Rehearsal was actually quite fun, but then for lunch I didn't bring anything except a packet of chocolate. So you know, not being allowed to have any, I swapped with other people, or just gave it away. Jack Hamilton was like 'Jenny can I please get some? I was never mean to you, I swear' Yeah right, but I never really thought him of being mean to me, you know. And I did get some sandwiches off people, and Callum just gave me a bit for free, but I still gave him somee M&M. And etc.
Oh, and now instead of one, I've got 2 lines! Yeah... It was really fun. And then I went to Kirsty's to do all the things for the poster. I drew an eye, and then I got creeped out 'cause it looked like it was staring at me *shivers*. And etc. Also scared Wiggans. And then he ignored me.
Came home, played piano, played on the violin (did I mention that I only got it yesterday, have had no one to teach me whatsoever, yet I can still play something on it? Yay! I can play Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (hey, it was the first tune that came into my head! And it's simple!) the first bar to Fur Elise and a bit of a Doctor Who tune thing. And remember, only got it yesterday and no one has told me anything) and etc.
Oh yeah, just remember something, Gordon is still in awe at how much I've written for my story, and even more shocked when I told him that was only 4 and a bit Chapters and that there would be around 30 Chapters =]. That was funny. That's just about how he greats me now, with the words '18414 words!'. It's really funny.
And then Molly was having this trouble and everything. As usual I wasn't that much of a help. And etc, and I should also be doing a Critical Essay but I seriously can't be bothered. Instead I'm talking to Gordon, he's a good person to talk to =]. Really fun =].
Um... yeah. Just about it. Oh yeah, need to pack my stuff for tomorrow...
Tuesday, 1 June 2010
I am seriously concidering KILLING you two
Yes, you two! Erin and Emily! But anyway, you know what I'm talking ahout and I'll explain it later anyway.
Okay, as you might have noticed today I had my hair up differently; you know with the clip and everything and not really sort of casually just bound up at the back as it has been for the past I don't know how long. Well I have a reason for that! Actually yes I do. But I'm not sure I'd like to put it on here... OK whatever, I am doing this so I can remember, so I don't care if you can read this, I don't care! Actually I do... OK so basically for the past couple of months or so I haven't exactly been in what you would call a 'good mood'. I wasn't in a bad mood either, more of a... depressed mood? Something like that. So I didn't really care that I had my hair tide back in a terrible way etc, yeah... But today... If you check the little book things we got you'll know what today was... So that was sort of the reason I did my hair all carefully like that today. Yeah... I'm sad amen't I?
OK, so this morning I picked this random red flower off a tree for no reason, but it was pretty. And I was reading the Nation book and it was finally getting slightly interesting! God it took forever. You know, I quite like the sort of more sinister characters in story, you know, those that are dangerous in a way. So I quite like Locaha, and the dead people made things get interesting. But yeah, anyway. I found a badge! And then I was talking to Erin and Emily and Pallavi and Barbara and yeah, outside the Home Ec. place. *Moans* and guess who I saw? I sort of knew I would see him today. Well whatever, I saw Lewie. And it was even worse because he and two of his friends were standing outside Mr Elgin's classroom and I had to go past them to get to regi. I feel seriously confuzed.
We played the Weakest Link for PSE and I got out of the first round! It was not fair! What were the chances that I would get asked the one question that I did not know the answer to! What were the chances? The only one! And just saying, Akdas has no common sense. Yeah anyway. We had to sort of teach the class right. Well Emily just said the introduction and then we had the video thing which Erin made. It was actually quite embarrassing, especially the song. It sort of suited the thing, but it just sounded... I don't know. I think it was called Livin' on a Prayer. So yeah, it went quite well with all the stuff about Jummah Prayer and stuff, but still. Although, I did quite like it =]. Though still embarrassing. Although the tune sounds slightly familiar... Just parts of it though, slightly familiar... Like something from... I don't know. Something by... Adam Lambert? Yeah... familiar, just parts of it... A part sounds like the tune that had the lyrics... There's a thin line between the dark side, and the light side. I can't remember what song it was from... Anyway. Oh yeah, found it. 'If I had you', just a part of it. The rest is completely different. As in both songs... OK never mind.
So when we did the spot the difference and the worksheet we said that whomever would finish both first with everything right would get a badge (unfortunately the birdy badge which I had found =[ ) Akdas won it, and oh my God everybody sort of wanted it, it was quite funny when they realized that they would not get the badge, really funny.
In Art I got clay on my shirt, and then I thought I got it on my face as well when Molly was going to say my hair looked nice. Well it was mainly the fact that after that day of having flour on my face I've always feared of getting something else there. Yeah... then when she dragged me out of the locker room one way Michael looked slightly confuzed... Well so would I if somebody got spun around and then almost dragged out of the locker room backwards. Yes... Um...
Oh yeah, now the part why I want to kill you two. Well I'm sure you know, but I also want to kill an annoying first year in 1AI2 if I remember correctly called Angus Gray. But anyway. So Molly kindly took the only remaining computer that was in sight, thank you very much Molly *says very very very very sarcastically* and I had to do my Geography thing. Well I was stuck on that but I might as well hav given it a shot. There was one computer left, and it was the one in the sort of corner which I hate, I seriously do hate that one, no woner no one had taken that. But anyway, so Michael was on the right of that, etc. And he started helping me with my Geography, it was good, although I think he needs to learn more about phrasing words, cause he helped and added something in between what I wrote, and I was confuzed at first, and now I realize that if you put it between - those lines, then it would make sense. Yes, sort of phrasing and stuff.
Well Emily helpfully shaped her hands into a loveheart. Yes, helpfully. Don't you dare do that again. And then Erin said "Awww, that's so sweet" you don't do that ever again either, or I might just kill you. Or I might not even be that evil, I think I'll just do something minor that you won't even care about, removing you from the next story 'Kiss of Death' might work. It definitely won't work for Angel's Cry cause you're already too important ish in that one. I need you there. Yes...
Oh yeah, back to what I was saying. Then there was the weird form 1 Angus. He asked my why I had my phone plugged to my phone. "No, it's the memory stick," "But why would you have your memory stick attached to your phone?" "Because I lost my last one so by attaching it to my phone I'm less likely to lose it because it's not likely that I'm going to lose my phone," "But what if you did? Then you would lose two things?" "But it's not likely that I'm going to lose my phone" "Well what if you did?" "Well if you have something small that could easily be lost you attach it to something bigger that you're not likely to lose which means that you won't lose any of them," that's what Michael said. "Yes but what if you did?" Angus asked again, so I started ignoring him. And then a couple minutes later he was on the computer to my left and said "Hey girl with pink phone and her memory stick attached to it" I was thinking, I actually do have a name you know. But I couldn't be bothered saying anything, cause I was writing my geography stuff. And then very annoying Angus said to Michael "It's nice of you to help your girlfriend" "She's not my girlfriend, I'm just helping her with her homework. Have you never helped a friend with their homework?" "No" and then he asked me "How long have you been at this school?" "I came here in first year..." I sounded slightly uncertain cause I was sure he was going to say something, which he did "Ah, so you guys have been going out for two years now," "We don't go out!" that was Michael. "No we don't" I agreed "In fact, in Form 1 we hated each other-" "No we didn't-" "Well he didn't really hate me but I sort of hated him, sorry-" "Well OK-" "Sort of remember. But remember how we used to annoy Mila-?" "Oh yeah-" "That was fun-" and etc. You know, I'm sure there's much I missed out but I don't care. I just know that there are certain people I want to kill, ie Angus Gray. Not really Erin or Emily, they're my good friends =] even if they really do annoy me.
At lunchtime I had the sort of introductory violin thing, and everything. So I'm definitely taking violin. I'm buying one on Saturday and it costs £186 if I remember correctly. I'm sure it was. That's strange, I remember numbers better than words... I think it was at Vintage Strings... And the quality of the violin began with a 's' I think... Anyway. So then when I was coming out of the music department and everything, I sort of stumbled through the gate, or at least before it. That would have been because I saw Lewie sort of through the bars and everything, and I had the slightly feeling that he saw me too, cause I'm sure I saw him look at me. Weell obviously I became very self-consciouse, and that didn't help much cause I sort of tripped over my own feet slightly. And basically just like I sort of said in my story, I had to force myself to keep going and to tell myself to walk, lifting my leg and not falling over. Just one of those times where your legs feel so heavy and you begin to feel dizzy and you just have to control your every move incase you do something wrong, and you can't do it instinctively, you have to actually tell yourself to move.
So as soon as I walked past him I thought I should run, and I did. But then Qing Qing stopped me and invited me to her Leaving Party and yeah. It's at Fowlis Hall! Yeah... blah blah. Then Biology. Callum didn't do any work for the poster and I had to do it all and he just said he couldn't 'find any information' while I had this huge pile of info right infront of me. God.
Yes... and then after school I saw Lewie again, right. And then Molly kept trying to see what I was staring at. I actually wasn't staring at anything, I was just trying to find him again. But I knew he was actually in the building, and not outside. Don't ask how I know this, I don't even know, it's just what I feel. Like I said in the story. I sort of just know. And according to Molly, 'Lewiedar' meh. Although she spells it as 'Louisdar' which admittedly does look better. Oh yeah, and I need help. Can anyone think of a name like 'Louis' which just sort of seems to roll off your tongue? Like it hasn't got any of the hard letters, not like David and such. A name that just flows, and sounds quite sweet. I mean the name Amadeo does have a 'd' in it, but it's a nice name, I quite like it. I think I'm using that, even though it is very old, but I want to see, if anyone can think of a name that is like Louis and flows, then I might use it. Not names that had hard syllables like Luke or Stan or whatever. And I'm especially not looking for the names like Dean got that Emily? So... Yeah...
And I remembered something. Some time ago in German when we were doing the sort of match the cards game that I'm actually really good at yeah. Remember how I said Robert called me a witch. Well this time I got 5 in a row right, and while Robert was shouting "Witch, witch!" Akdas said "She is surely not human. She is surely not human!" "I am so human! What else could I be?" And then when Molly heard later she said "No, she's not human, she's a vampire," and I just gaped at her, cause she was not supposed to say that.
Oh, and because we beat the boys 86 to -14 so ie 100 points, we got sweets! Mr Summerville held the jar open to me and I took one, and then when Sarah was going to take one he said "No, just for Jenny" lol, it was funny the look on her face, even though I knew it was not true. =] hehe. And blah blah. Yesterday Molly was being really, weird. And then on the way to English Michael just said something to me or whatever, or maybe just giving Molly a weird look, I can't remember. I just told him to ignore us/her. And then she shouted at him "Stop stealing my best friend!" Well that was certainly weird, and scary. And even though I'd happily sit here typing everything interesting that happened in the past few days when I was doing homework, I sort of need to go to bed so bye everyone!
Okay, as you might have noticed today I had my hair up differently; you know with the clip and everything and not really sort of casually just bound up at the back as it has been for the past I don't know how long. Well I have a reason for that! Actually yes I do. But I'm not sure I'd like to put it on here... OK whatever, I am doing this so I can remember, so I don't care if you can read this, I don't care! Actually I do... OK so basically for the past couple of months or so I haven't exactly been in what you would call a 'good mood'. I wasn't in a bad mood either, more of a... depressed mood? Something like that. So I didn't really care that I had my hair tide back in a terrible way etc, yeah... But today... If you check the little book things we got you'll know what today was... So that was sort of the reason I did my hair all carefully like that today. Yeah... I'm sad amen't I?
OK, so this morning I picked this random red flower off a tree for no reason, but it was pretty. And I was reading the Nation book and it was finally getting slightly interesting! God it took forever. You know, I quite like the sort of more sinister characters in story, you know, those that are dangerous in a way. So I quite like Locaha, and the dead people made things get interesting. But yeah, anyway. I found a badge! And then I was talking to Erin and Emily and Pallavi and Barbara and yeah, outside the Home Ec. place. *Moans* and guess who I saw? I sort of knew I would see him today. Well whatever, I saw Lewie. And it was even worse because he and two of his friends were standing outside Mr Elgin's classroom and I had to go past them to get to regi. I feel seriously confuzed.
We played the Weakest Link for PSE and I got out of the first round! It was not fair! What were the chances that I would get asked the one question that I did not know the answer to! What were the chances? The only one! And just saying, Akdas has no common sense. Yeah anyway. We had to sort of teach the class right. Well Emily just said the introduction and then we had the video thing which Erin made. It was actually quite embarrassing, especially the song. It sort of suited the thing, but it just sounded... I don't know. I think it was called Livin' on a Prayer. So yeah, it went quite well with all the stuff about Jummah Prayer and stuff, but still. Although, I did quite like it =]. Though still embarrassing. Although the tune sounds slightly familiar... Just parts of it though, slightly familiar... Like something from... I don't know. Something by... Adam Lambert? Yeah... familiar, just parts of it... A part sounds like the tune that had the lyrics... There's a thin line between the dark side, and the light side. I can't remember what song it was from... Anyway. Oh yeah, found it. 'If I had you', just a part of it. The rest is completely different. As in both songs... OK never mind.
So when we did the spot the difference and the worksheet we said that whomever would finish both first with everything right would get a badge (unfortunately the birdy badge which I had found =[ ) Akdas won it, and oh my God everybody sort of wanted it, it was quite funny when they realized that they would not get the badge, really funny.
In Art I got clay on my shirt, and then I thought I got it on my face as well when Molly was going to say my hair looked nice. Well it was mainly the fact that after that day of having flour on my face I've always feared of getting something else there. Yeah... then when she dragged me out of the locker room one way Michael looked slightly confuzed... Well so would I if somebody got spun around and then almost dragged out of the locker room backwards. Yes... Um...
Oh yeah, now the part why I want to kill you two. Well I'm sure you know, but I also want to kill an annoying first year in 1AI2 if I remember correctly called Angus Gray. But anyway. So Molly kindly took the only remaining computer that was in sight, thank you very much Molly *says very very very very sarcastically* and I had to do my Geography thing. Well I was stuck on that but I might as well hav given it a shot. There was one computer left, and it was the one in the sort of corner which I hate, I seriously do hate that one, no woner no one had taken that. But anyway, so Michael was on the right of that, etc. And he started helping me with my Geography, it was good, although I think he needs to learn more about phrasing words, cause he helped and added something in between what I wrote, and I was confuzed at first, and now I realize that if you put it between - those lines, then it would make sense. Yes, sort of phrasing and stuff.
Well Emily helpfully shaped her hands into a loveheart. Yes, helpfully. Don't you dare do that again. And then Erin said "Awww, that's so sweet" you don't do that ever again either, or I might just kill you. Or I might not even be that evil, I think I'll just do something minor that you won't even care about, removing you from the next story 'Kiss of Death' might work. It definitely won't work for Angel's Cry cause you're already too important ish in that one. I need you there. Yes...
Oh yeah, back to what I was saying. Then there was the weird form 1 Angus. He asked my why I had my phone plugged to my phone. "No, it's the memory stick," "But why would you have your memory stick attached to your phone?" "Because I lost my last one so by attaching it to my phone I'm less likely to lose it because it's not likely that I'm going to lose my phone," "But what if you did? Then you would lose two things?" "But it's not likely that I'm going to lose my phone" "Well what if you did?" "Well if you have something small that could easily be lost you attach it to something bigger that you're not likely to lose which means that you won't lose any of them," that's what Michael said. "Yes but what if you did?" Angus asked again, so I started ignoring him. And then a couple minutes later he was on the computer to my left and said "Hey girl with pink phone and her memory stick attached to it" I was thinking, I actually do have a name you know. But I couldn't be bothered saying anything, cause I was writing my geography stuff. And then very annoying Angus said to Michael "It's nice of you to help your girlfriend" "She's not my girlfriend, I'm just helping her with her homework. Have you never helped a friend with their homework?" "No" and then he asked me "How long have you been at this school?" "I came here in first year..." I sounded slightly uncertain cause I was sure he was going to say something, which he did "Ah, so you guys have been going out for two years now," "We don't go out!" that was Michael. "No we don't" I agreed "In fact, in Form 1 we hated each other-" "No we didn't-" "Well he didn't really hate me but I sort of hated him, sorry-" "Well OK-" "Sort of remember. But remember how we used to annoy Mila-?" "Oh yeah-" "That was fun-" and etc. You know, I'm sure there's much I missed out but I don't care. I just know that there are certain people I want to kill, ie Angus Gray. Not really Erin or Emily, they're my good friends =] even if they really do annoy me.
At lunchtime I had the sort of introductory violin thing, and everything. So I'm definitely taking violin. I'm buying one on Saturday and it costs £186 if I remember correctly. I'm sure it was. That's strange, I remember numbers better than words... I think it was at Vintage Strings... And the quality of the violin began with a 's' I think... Anyway. So then when I was coming out of the music department and everything, I sort of stumbled through the gate, or at least before it. That would have been because I saw Lewie sort of through the bars and everything, and I had the slightly feeling that he saw me too, cause I'm sure I saw him look at me. Weell obviously I became very self-consciouse, and that didn't help much cause I sort of tripped over my own feet slightly. And basically just like I sort of said in my story, I had to force myself to keep going and to tell myself to walk, lifting my leg and not falling over. Just one of those times where your legs feel so heavy and you begin to feel dizzy and you just have to control your every move incase you do something wrong, and you can't do it instinctively, you have to actually tell yourself to move.
So as soon as I walked past him I thought I should run, and I did. But then Qing Qing stopped me and invited me to her Leaving Party and yeah. It's at Fowlis Hall! Yeah... blah blah. Then Biology. Callum didn't do any work for the poster and I had to do it all and he just said he couldn't 'find any information' while I had this huge pile of info right infront of me. God.
Yes... and then after school I saw Lewie again, right. And then Molly kept trying to see what I was staring at. I actually wasn't staring at anything, I was just trying to find him again. But I knew he was actually in the building, and not outside. Don't ask how I know this, I don't even know, it's just what I feel. Like I said in the story. I sort of just know. And according to Molly, 'Lewiedar' meh. Although she spells it as 'Louisdar' which admittedly does look better. Oh yeah, and I need help. Can anyone think of a name like 'Louis' which just sort of seems to roll off your tongue? Like it hasn't got any of the hard letters, not like David and such. A name that just flows, and sounds quite sweet. I mean the name Amadeo does have a 'd' in it, but it's a nice name, I quite like it. I think I'm using that, even though it is very old, but I want to see, if anyone can think of a name that is like Louis and flows, then I might use it. Not names that had hard syllables like Luke or Stan or whatever. And I'm especially not looking for the names like Dean got that Emily? So... Yeah...
And I remembered something. Some time ago in German when we were doing the sort of match the cards game that I'm actually really good at yeah. Remember how I said Robert called me a witch. Well this time I got 5 in a row right, and while Robert was shouting "Witch, witch!" Akdas said "She is surely not human. She is surely not human!" "I am so human! What else could I be?" And then when Molly heard later she said "No, she's not human, she's a vampire," and I just gaped at her, cause she was not supposed to say that.
Oh, and because we beat the boys 86 to -14 so ie 100 points, we got sweets! Mr Summerville held the jar open to me and I took one, and then when Sarah was going to take one he said "No, just for Jenny" lol, it was funny the look on her face, even though I knew it was not true. =] hehe. And blah blah. Yesterday Molly was being really, weird. And then on the way to English Michael just said something to me or whatever, or maybe just giving Molly a weird look, I can't remember. I just told him to ignore us/her. And then she shouted at him "Stop stealing my best friend!" Well that was certainly weird, and scary. And even though I'd happily sit here typing everything interesting that happened in the past few days when I was doing homework, I sort of need to go to bed so bye everyone!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)