I've got three frickin essays to do! Huge Shakespeare Project (due for Monday!), bloody Globolization Essay for Geography (for Wednesday! And essay+Geography=NO!) and then there's the stupid Tulip Touch Critical Essay! But luckily that's not due for another 2 weeks. Oh damnit, and I've also got Biology Homework! And then the stupid boring Nation book to read. Grrhh. That book is so boring!
But anyway, I'm done with that, for now anyway. Oh damn! I've got French Homework for tomorrow! I'll do that on the bus *grunts* whatever. OK, so Chemistry. We failed. I even got bored of our talk. Apparently if we had just done the poem then we might have been alright. Well I certainly believe that. And Mrs Spinks thought it was so good that she wanted to submit it for the Kwyll! Even though the deadline was ages ago! Yay! Oh, and incidentally there are another two poems on my other blog, although I'm putting them all together, cause I haven't really thought of a name for them yet, but yeah. =] In English we were supposed to start A Midsummer's Night Dream, but then instead we sort of just talked about the title etc. Well I found out something about the Summer Solstice that will be great in my story! It gives a much better excuse for them going to Stonehenge... OK, I ain't saying any more. You'll just have to wait =] ;) that is if you actually wanted to know the story...
Anyway, I didn't want to go to Chess, as usual. But then yeah. I went, and it was actually quite fun. Well... that might have been because when I was playing against Michael, Qing Qing kept throwing things and knocking over the pieces on our board... And yeah. Oh my God it was funny; I had lots of fun. And then in History Neil asked if we wanted a Sour Bomb, and I asked him why he was giving them away, because I was suspicious. "To see their reactions" Well I took one, and I barely reacted at all. I just sat there sort of looking blankly back at him as he waited for me to react in some way, but I didn't. =] He got annoyed at that. But then Callum came in and I said "Give Callum one," well I sort of hissed it at him. You should have seen Callum's face when he put that in his mouth, it was hiliarious. Lol. It lasted the whole period =]. But then Neil wouldn't give me another one...
Games was, well Tennis. Umm... etc. I managed to get a ball stuck in the fence! Lol, from one end of the court I hit it so hard that it went right to the other side and got stuck in the fence =]. And then later it started to rain. By the time I got to the bus stop I was dripping wet. And cold. The rain wasn't bad. But what was was that my fringe looked terrible. =] Yes...
Then I came home and played piano! I played for 1 and a half hours today, cause I love playing Fur Elise. And the Spring Song is nice too, I suppose. =] And I just played it again 1 hour ago just for the sake of it =]. But the Shakespeare Project. I mean I barely have Saturday or Sunday to do it, and it's for Monday. Really bad that I'm still in Section 1, and there are 4 Sections. Let me think. Nope, I'll have to cram in another section on one day. I think I wrote too much about Shakespeare's family. I mean, I've already done one whole page on his father John Shakespeare. Meh - Jenny, write less about unimportant matters. Yes, so now I'm going to bed. I actually haven't really talked to anyone on MSN tonight. Wow. OK, goodnight! And I did mention the poems right?
Thursday, 27 May 2010
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
Grave Robbing!
Today basically the whole morning was boring. Well I went to my music lesson, and Miss Evans thinks I'm doing really well on the Spring Song and Fur Elise. And then went to Geography and I had missed quite a lot of it, and what I was to find out was that we had to write an essay. Oh, woohoo. I miss the lesson when we get told we have to do an essay so I miss everything that I could have known there. Oh whatever. German was its usual, blah blah. Home Ec. We did this card thing again and I was pared up with Hamish, which was good but bad... Well on the brighter side he thinks I do everything right and that I'm awesome. =]
At break Sarah wanted to know where Mila is and when I pointed in the right direction she said "I bet she actually went the other way," referring to the opposite direction. Seriously, what was the point of asking someone if you won't even believe it when they tell you the truth? I absolutely hate her.
Well back to Home Ec, and Chaz and Jemma had left their cooker on and their rice had burnt. It was funny, ish. John and Callum were being, their usual selves, and getting into trouble. And they actually didn't put any vegetables into their thing. Blah blah.
I missed PE! It was for the Carnegie thing, and we went to the Howff to look at graves. Well, we were grave-robbing =]. We had a first year chained up there somewhere, for the sacrifice and everything. Unfortunately, Emily forgot her shovel. Oh, I meant she 'Missplaced its prescence'. =] OK, we didn't really do that. But we went round and I got quite a lot of poems off the grave-stones, and some are quite good actually. =] OK, I never imagined I would copy down and keep poems from a grave-stone. Well, we got free lunch in the library! I think I had too much cake. But Molly was sort of annoyed at me, but I had thought ahead and kept a cake, and when I saw her she glared at me, but I just said "I got you cake" and the it was just "Okay you're forgiven," All you need to do is give Molly cake and everything will be fine =].
Blah blah, blah blah. Nothing else interesting. But I've found out that I've actually missed quite a lot of Tin Pan Ali rehearsals (oops). Well I'll go ask tomorrow. Then on the road back up to Muirhead I saw a deer! Poor thing, it was running down the road right at us, and trying to get into the field. But it was trapped, it couldn't get past the fence and it doesn't know how to get back. I bet it came from the field and jumped over the very low wire of a fence and now doesn't know how to get back. =(. And then there's me being bored. I'd write my story but I've got too much homework. And Geography homework, we have to make a list of the things made in China in our homes, well the list was never-ending. I finally got annoyed and couldn't be bothered so I wrote at the bottom "ALMOST EVERYTHING IS MADE IN CHINA" yes...
At break Sarah wanted to know where Mila is and when I pointed in the right direction she said "I bet she actually went the other way," referring to the opposite direction. Seriously, what was the point of asking someone if you won't even believe it when they tell you the truth? I absolutely hate her.
Well back to Home Ec, and Chaz and Jemma had left their cooker on and their rice had burnt. It was funny, ish. John and Callum were being, their usual selves, and getting into trouble. And they actually didn't put any vegetables into their thing. Blah blah.
I missed PE! It was for the Carnegie thing, and we went to the Howff to look at graves. Well, we were grave-robbing =]. We had a first year chained up there somewhere, for the sacrifice and everything. Unfortunately, Emily forgot her shovel. Oh, I meant she 'Missplaced its prescence'. =] OK, we didn't really do that. But we went round and I got quite a lot of poems off the grave-stones, and some are quite good actually. =] OK, I never imagined I would copy down and keep poems from a grave-stone. Well, we got free lunch in the library! I think I had too much cake. But Molly was sort of annoyed at me, but I had thought ahead and kept a cake, and when I saw her she glared at me, but I just said "I got you cake" and the it was just "Okay you're forgiven," All you need to do is give Molly cake and everything will be fine =].
Blah blah, blah blah. Nothing else interesting. But I've found out that I've actually missed quite a lot of Tin Pan Ali rehearsals (oops). Well I'll go ask tomorrow. Then on the road back up to Muirhead I saw a deer! Poor thing, it was running down the road right at us, and trying to get into the field. But it was trapped, it couldn't get past the fence and it doesn't know how to get back. I bet it came from the field and jumped over the very low wire of a fence and now doesn't know how to get back. =(. And then there's me being bored. I'd write my story but I've got too much homework. And Geography homework, we have to make a list of the things made in China in our homes, well the list was never-ending. I finally got annoyed and couldn't be bothered so I wrote at the bottom "ALMOST EVERYTHING IS MADE IN CHINA" yes...
Monday, 24 May 2010
Yesss!!!!
Okay, there is a reason that came out as a hiss. Actually, no there isn't, it just sounded nice. Okay, 'nice' came out as a hiss too.... But it sounds good, so whatever. I actually do have a reason, ish. Whatever. Well, basically I've got so many stories, and one of them 'Kiss of Death' (it's not as depressing as it sounds!) it's basically about vampires right, well a specific vampire called Leyla (I know technically it should be Leila but I prefer it this way, I might change it a bit more) yes, and basically there's this story on how she became a vampire and everything. It's just that a couple thousand years ago before History was ever recorded there was this war and she was like this female warrior and everything. And she had left her captor dying, but he came back to get revenge (as in he never really 'died') and then a vampire took pity on her and etc. You'll just have to wait, and it will be after I've finished Angels Cry (incidentally did you know there's a song called 'Angels Cry'?) and I've just finished Chapter 4 which is good. I'll put it on when I've finished checking it which might be tonight. But anyway, so Kiss of Death sort of blends in with Angels Cry. See, it's further in the future and everything, but Leyla makes her first appearance in Angels Cry, and being a vampire she hasn't changed over all the years. Anyway, so in Angels Cry there's going to be this explanation on how vampire first came about, and I'll explain later. But basically, Kiss of Death it starts like this, though I might change it a bit later.
'I closed the book.
So, someone knew of us, someone actually knew of us rather than believed we lived amongst them. This Alina-Cherie, this Angel. Ah yes, I remember her from years back, she was the one with that guy. So he was an Angel was he? That must be what I had felt so strange about him. Interesting, and that's the closest anyone has actually ever come to the story of our beginning. In fact, it was very accurate indeed. Yes, very accurate.'
And that's about it. I'm probably going to change it later, but I'll have to wait until I've actually finished Angels Cry. So yeah... I actually think it's quite a goot idea. In fact, I think I'm gonna blend most of my stories into each other.
So basically, the existence of vampires. I think it makes sense but you have to tell me what you think. Basically, it was an accident, and perhaps an experiment. The blood of an Angel became mixed with that of a human. However, the blood being immortal yet the body mortal, it killed the body. But, having the blood of an Angel in the mortal body, it almost became like an Angel's but it was not strong enough. So instead, the blood powers the body and keeps it alive - immortal. And the need of blood is because all living things need blood. It was kept working by the immortal blood of the Angel, but it was still part human, so it needs blood to keep going, you know. By the way these vampires are not affected by sunlight. But they can be burned because you can burn dead bodies to get rid of them, all things, and Angels can become burnt as well. And they can look upon crucifixes, because part Angel and part Human, yeah. They have no need for food or any of that sort because Angels don't actually need them.
So did that make sense? There's a much longer story behind it but you will just have to wait ;). Oh yeah, and Emily, could you just answer my question now or do I have to badger you tomorrow?
'I closed the book.
So, someone knew of us, someone actually knew of us rather than believed we lived amongst them. This Alina-Cherie, this Angel. Ah yes, I remember her from years back, she was the one with that guy. So he was an Angel was he? That must be what I had felt so strange about him. Interesting, and that's the closest anyone has actually ever come to the story of our beginning. In fact, it was very accurate indeed. Yes, very accurate.'
And that's about it. I'm probably going to change it later, but I'll have to wait until I've actually finished Angels Cry. So yeah... I actually think it's quite a goot idea. In fact, I think I'm gonna blend most of my stories into each other.
So basically, the existence of vampires. I think it makes sense but you have to tell me what you think. Basically, it was an accident, and perhaps an experiment. The blood of an Angel became mixed with that of a human. However, the blood being immortal yet the body mortal, it killed the body. But, having the blood of an Angel in the mortal body, it almost became like an Angel's but it was not strong enough. So instead, the blood powers the body and keeps it alive - immortal. And the need of blood is because all living things need blood. It was kept working by the immortal blood of the Angel, but it was still part human, so it needs blood to keep going, you know. By the way these vampires are not affected by sunlight. But they can be burned because you can burn dead bodies to get rid of them, all things, and Angels can become burnt as well. And they can look upon crucifixes, because part Angel and part Human, yeah. They have no need for food or any of that sort because Angels don't actually need them.
So did that make sense? There's a much longer story behind it but you will just have to wait ;). Oh yeah, and Emily, could you just answer my question now or do I have to badger you tomorrow?
I can't be bothered
OK, I'm sure all of you have noticed how hot it has been these past few days. Well, so I've been quite drowsy and haven't really been bothered to do anything; I've been soooo bored. I've actually got this big English Shakespeare project thing for the 31st, and I said I would do it during this long weekend, but I seriously couldn't be bothered. Instead, I've been writing my story. However, couldn't concentrate on that much. And I've been so bored that through the day I've basically just been sitting here and listening through songs. I've listened to all of Justin Bieber, Three Days Grace, Esmee Denters etc. And Interview with the Vampire and Queen of the Damned soundtracks. They removed Interview with the Vampire from youtube *glares*. And now I've managed to write another two pages of Chapter 4 called 'Recollections' basically she goes through lots of her memories but sort of unconsciously, they all blend in with what's happening around her. I'm on the 6th page of Chapter 4 so not that bad. But the bad thing is I have realized that my story seems slightly, skippy at the front. Like the first few chapters are slightly... skippy. Just how it seems to move from one time to another, so it doesn't really smoothly blend in from one time to another, you know. And I've found a great way on how you should write your story, as in each chapter. I mean end of chapters being skippy is fine, I mean it is the end of the chapter. Basically, see if it could smoothly blend in to each other if it was a movie, you know. Then it works perfectly, ish. OK forget that idea. I'm just gonna continue writing. Oh, and I've also been correcting some of Kirsty's Fan Fics, seriously taking it's time, I'll have to do them quickly. But anyway, now I've decided to listen through all of Michael Jackson's songs. It might take a while because there are like 139 songs, I counted. OK... seriously bored again so I'm going to write my story. Oh, and one more thing. Emily, read my reply to your comment on the last post, and you reply to that, cause you're the one who is going to explain, I am not asking Michael.
Thursday, 20 May 2010
Emily, Explain
Emily I know that you often read my blog, so you're probably reading this too. So now, I don't care whatever, but I want you to explain. Now. What the heck were you shouting across the classroom this morning. Tell me. Then I'll happily tell you what happens in my story next. Maybe.
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
Confession
OK I... Actually never mind, I'll come to that later.
OK, so today. Well the day went. We were playing this thing in Geography where it was like we were working in a sweatshop. Hamish got to something like day 63 when I just died on day 7. And Guy got fricking rich. Yes, and then German we had the other class with us. Blah blah. It was good, in Home Ec John didn't attempt to kill us this time. PE was totally embarassing. Lunchtime at Carnegie there was nothing much to do, but Miss Owens was saying that we could go rub a grave, like rub on the writing onto a sheet of paper. Well, we all heard her as saying 'Rob' a grave, so yeah. It was funny.
OK, now I don't feel like saying what I was going to say, so I won't. So you'll never know. Bye!
OK, so today. Well the day went. We were playing this thing in Geography where it was like we were working in a sweatshop. Hamish got to something like day 63 when I just died on day 7. And Guy got fricking rich. Yes, and then German we had the other class with us. Blah blah. It was good, in Home Ec John didn't attempt to kill us this time. PE was totally embarassing. Lunchtime at Carnegie there was nothing much to do, but Miss Owens was saying that we could go rub a grave, like rub on the writing onto a sheet of paper. Well, we all heard her as saying 'Rob' a grave, so yeah. It was funny.
OK, now I don't feel like saying what I was going to say, so I won't. So you'll never know. Bye!
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
We need to get this straight
I did not base Draco on anyone understand Emily?
So yes, I'll come to that later, and other things.
In PSE we were watching this thing on gender and stuff and whatever, it was really... strange. And then in RE we were doing the preperation for the things etc. We've got it postponed so we're doing it in two weeks time rather than next week. Then it was Art, with nothing interesting happening first period.
OK, so at break Molly was trying to get me to say "I'm going to kill you," and I had no idea why. Neither did Michael. It was confuzing, especially because she wanted to record me saying it. She said she had something she needed to tell me, but still, why did I have to say "I'm going to kill you,"? That just makes no sense.
Well, she convinced me to say it because I don't know why, but I got bored. Although I'm not sure how that's a reason. Yes, right after I said it and she recorded it she just about screamed out what she was going to tell me, "Michael does fancy you he told me himself,"
Yes... well... sorta suspected slightly but I tried to ignore that, so thank you very much Molly; I really needed to know that.
And unfortunately that little part made me forget everything else that happened in the day, and I didn't see him for the whole day. I was starting to like talking to him.
And unfortunately I've realized something that I should have ages ago but I'll come to that later.
I went to Muirhead Medical Centre and the Doctor said I should stay indoors away from the pollens until late at night, which mean yay for me. My mum can no longer force me outside. So that was the bright side of today.
Our piano got tuned today, and I find it worse. Middle C and D are so muffled, the notes still don't sound right, and you can't get any dynamics on it; it won't reach anywhere close to forte. It's like one of those old fashioned pianos that you can't play any dynamics on; they are always at the same volume. So annoying, if I can't get a good tune out of it I got mad because I hate it and it's so annoying!
And then on MSN I got it out of Molly how the conversation between her and Michael went, or at least a rough idea. In IT I believe it was, Micheal was apparently talking to Molly how smart I was (anyone who thinks that is probably out of their mind). Molly turned around and laughed, saying "Who are you, her boyfriend?" and he went quite and flushed. Then he kept mumbling until Molly asked him directly and he said kinda yes.
Well that is what Molly said and I would have no idea if it was true or not. I just know that if I have nightmares tonight (which I hope I won't, because at least it's not as bad as Liam) then I have someone to blame. Well actually I probably don't.
Oh yeah, so what I realized. And by the way if Molly mentions the fact that I know (and I'm pretending I don't know) then I will kill her. Because if she does that and Michael starts avoiding in fear of what I might say (because that's how I felt when I told Lewie... yeah. Just that I would avoid him in fear of what he might say) I will be furious at her.
OK, so I think that I should have realized that if Lewie know then he would perhaps avoid/ignore me. Because that's how I felt when Jack asked me out all those years ago; I half wanted to stray away from him. And when Molly told me that I had half a mind of thinking that I might want to just stay away for a while. But no, that would only be if he told me directly, I suppose, in a way. Stupid! Why didn't I realize Lewie would probably do that?
OK, I will not dwell on that. But seriously, if Michael starts avoiding me too I will murder Molly. I swear I will. The last thing I want it two people ignoring me!
So yes, I'll come to that later, and other things.
In PSE we were watching this thing on gender and stuff and whatever, it was really... strange. And then in RE we were doing the preperation for the things etc. We've got it postponed so we're doing it in two weeks time rather than next week. Then it was Art, with nothing interesting happening first period.
OK, so at break Molly was trying to get me to say "I'm going to kill you," and I had no idea why. Neither did Michael. It was confuzing, especially because she wanted to record me saying it. She said she had something she needed to tell me, but still, why did I have to say "I'm going to kill you,"? That just makes no sense.
Well, she convinced me to say it because I don't know why, but I got bored. Although I'm not sure how that's a reason. Yes, right after I said it and she recorded it she just about screamed out what she was going to tell me, "Michael does fancy you he told me himself,"
Yes... well... sorta suspected slightly but I tried to ignore that, so thank you very much Molly; I really needed to know that.
And unfortunately that little part made me forget everything else that happened in the day, and I didn't see him for the whole day. I was starting to like talking to him.
And unfortunately I've realized something that I should have ages ago but I'll come to that later.
I went to Muirhead Medical Centre and the Doctor said I should stay indoors away from the pollens until late at night, which mean yay for me. My mum can no longer force me outside. So that was the bright side of today.
Our piano got tuned today, and I find it worse. Middle C and D are so muffled, the notes still don't sound right, and you can't get any dynamics on it; it won't reach anywhere close to forte. It's like one of those old fashioned pianos that you can't play any dynamics on; they are always at the same volume. So annoying, if I can't get a good tune out of it I got mad because I hate it and it's so annoying!
And then on MSN I got it out of Molly how the conversation between her and Michael went, or at least a rough idea. In IT I believe it was, Micheal was apparently talking to Molly how smart I was (anyone who thinks that is probably out of their mind). Molly turned around and laughed, saying "Who are you, her boyfriend?" and he went quite and flushed. Then he kept mumbling until Molly asked him directly and he said kinda yes.
Well that is what Molly said and I would have no idea if it was true or not. I just know that if I have nightmares tonight (which I hope I won't, because at least it's not as bad as Liam) then I have someone to blame. Well actually I probably don't.
Oh yeah, so what I realized. And by the way if Molly mentions the fact that I know (and I'm pretending I don't know) then I will kill her. Because if she does that and Michael starts avoiding in fear of what I might say (because that's how I felt when I told Lewie... yeah. Just that I would avoid him in fear of what he might say) I will be furious at her.
OK, so I think that I should have realized that if Lewie know then he would perhaps avoid/ignore me. Because that's how I felt when Jack asked me out all those years ago; I half wanted to stray away from him. And when Molly told me that I had half a mind of thinking that I might want to just stay away for a while. But no, that would only be if he told me directly, I suppose, in a way. Stupid! Why didn't I realize Lewie would probably do that?
OK, I will not dwell on that. But seriously, if Michael starts avoiding me too I will murder Molly. I swear I will. The last thing I want it two people ignoring me!
Monday, 17 May 2010
I am seriously concidering DELETING my story
OK, I am seriously concidering doing that; deleting my story. But I'll come to that later, so if for some odd reason (not that you would anyway) you just wanted to know why, then skip a couple of paragraphs, not sure how many.
So first thing today I had a music lesson, which meant I didn't know what was in the Bulletin, which meant that I didn't know all the Tin Pan Ali rehearsals this week. So yes, I'm doomed. I didn't go today. But honestly, what are the chances that after two weeks of not needing to go that I needed to go today? Well knowing my luck, it's very likely that I should have gone today. Anway, so in the morning Erin was screaming about something in the locker room, seriously wouldn't listen to what. OK, Erin or Emily, refresh my memories, who is God? Actually never mind, cause annoyingly in my story God appears but no one knows it's him etc never mind. You'll find out sooner or later =]. Well probably later because it will take some time for me to finish my story. Anyways, so yeah. I arrived at German just at the moment that they had finished playing the Card Matching game, and the girls had lost. Yes, everyone knew that if I had been there we would have won =]. Well that's what all the boys said anyway. Oh yeah, terrible thing is, I've caught a cold. So there was a lot of coughing, and I kept hearing echos so in a way I couldn't really hear clearly.
In Maths, well I can't really remember. But Angus was still trying to get Molly to tell him what his name is, i.e. Jack. At fist Angus guessed Robert, and it went on for some time, it was funny. Now he's just trying to get the name out of Molly. No luck so far. You know, I had half a mind to say to him "It's only the most popular name," and when he makes a guess I would have said "Nah, it's Lucifer," Ok I have no idea why, but that was just the little dialogue going through my mind.
Physics was fun, ish. Well as fun as Physics could get, which isn't that fun. Well it was a bit. Oh whatever. But then at break I got something to eat, however because of the cold I couldn't actually taste a thing. Then we went to the pillars and Kirsty tested me on History, I wasn't actually that bad! And then I went to the Library because it was boiling outside standing under the sunlight. Molly was there, but she wasn't really that fun to talk to no offence. Well offence ish. Whatever, I just told her I would find someone more interesting to talk to. Well, I went to talk to Michael. He actually is quite fun to talk to. Basically it was about the Maths results and stuff, apparently he came sixth in his class. Remember, this is Mr Elgin's class we're talking about and Mr Elgin gives you this thing and points of all the marks you've got throughout the year etc. Well last year I was top in the class; I was the only one to get above 20 points overall or something. Yes, and I got a Commodation for Maths or something, and moved to the top group! Anyway, then it was the History stuff. I was just talking to Michael and suddenly Neil came up and asked "We don't have a History test today do we?" yes we did. And he was going to go off and I had my Revision Notes in my hand and handing it over said "You might need this," well he took it and etc. Well apparently that's what Michael was doing as well, or at least what he was supposed to be doing anyway, as he put it. Then asking him how to start a History Conclusion because I always get stuck on that part (yes, I get stuck before I even start) and yes. Well it was helpful-ish. And then came Molly who said that she had told me to revise the parts that said 'Page Number' and 'What is section _ called'? Well yes, pointless stuff. And then I started on how it was rude to interupt when someone was in the middle of the conversation with someone and yeah. Basically I said "What, am I not allowed to talk to anyone?" "Nope" "Come on, you're worse than my parents!" so yeah, conversation sort of went like that.
Anyway, Physics again and there was light shining down and I had some fun by reflecting the light off my watch and directing it at places, it was really fun. And then Marshall pretended to be all disaproving and everything, well that didn't really work. If he started on that I would have started on how he wasn't supposed to graphity (or whatever) his booklet. And for some perculiar reason him and Adam were having an argument about whether their hair was straight or wavy/curly. That is the most random argument you could have. Although I suppose there would be randomer ones.
So now, History. The test, it went OK. OK, it went better than OK, I got full marks! And Neil did pretty well for somebody that only revised like an hour before hand, although I sort of did that too. He lost one mark. And Cathering did very good, although she was annoyed at me, for some other unknown reason. Well annoyed at me ish. Erin did great! She got full marks too! And then etc.
Lunchtime I went into the Library again because like I've said, roasting outside. And I found Molly (and OMG Heather was in today) and I went onto the computer next to Heather's, because that was the only spare one. She was doing some random stuff on some random stuff on some random stuff etc. And I sent my Acid Rain poem (so glad that Callum's going to be the one reading that) to Mrs Keogh. And Michael was on the left of Heather and said hi to me etc. Well then when I finished using the computer, I should have gone off, but I stayed there and talked to him. He just had the internet up for no reason whatsoever. And we had a long conversation again. And it's actually really good because I understand what he's talking about, and he knows what I'm talking about (omg somebody knows what I'm talking about when I don't even know what I'm talking about!). Anyway, I realized he did 5 graphs for his Acid Rain project, 5 graphs! Apparently that was a stupid mistake. And Heather was just being really unhelpful. Michael said that he must have forgotten to take his pills that day (you know, just that he wasn't in his right head that day) and Heather was like "Oh, what pills do you take?" actually taking him seriously, "Um, none." So yeah. "Well I probably need pills" which I probably do for being out of my mind all the time. And conversation etc. Then he realized he forgot to do his French homework, and started doing it, but kept getting distracted by me being there. Well. I just started messing about with his stuff, calculator etc, at the same time telling him that he's only got like another 5 minutes. Well he finished before the bell, good. Although there was a weird moment when Heather was saying how cute the baby hedgehog was and Findley came over and was like "Aww that's so cute" well that freaked me out slightly. When the bell rang Michael said he would see me next period "I.e. now," I said, well yes, it was now seeing how the bell had just rang. And then Molly just left us to chat all the way to French. While I was just laughing my head off. OK, I do laugh my head of at everything anyway, but at least he could make me laugh, seeing how some people (like Ranjini) don't make me laugh at all, I seriously hate her. Although I don't hate her for the fact of hating Mila and Sarah, that's a good part. But apart form that I hate her.
Anway, here comes the part why I think I seriously want to delete my story. OK, so after French I went to the Library for English right, and here's the annoying part. I had forgotten my lunchbox, and I didn't realize. Going down the stairs into the Library I heard Michael call me. Well, he said "You might want your lunchbox," and sort of smiling embarassingly (well it was embarissing!) I said "Oh, right, thanks". OK, so what's the annoying part? I had this faint feeling and I just checked my story. And allow me to quote: '“You might want your homework,” he said...“Oh, right, thanks,” I took it'. How annoying is that! See, I didn't base Draco on anyone, so I just thought 'Well on the brighter side of things I know this will never happen in real life'. Oh, how typical. Even though I didn't base it on anyone, the same things happens! Only one word is changed, but everything else is the same! Argh! How the heck could that be! I thought it was weird when I wrote in my Geography jotter about this volcano in Chile and I said that 'You never know, it might erupt once again very soon' and what do you know, it happens a couple of weeks later! Or was it that weekend. But creapy! And now this! I write it in my story, I'm confident that it could not have been something from the 'future' because Draco wasn't based on anyone, and here it comes, exactly, the, same, bloody, words! I'm losing my bloody mind! How, could, this, be! So seriously, if I deleted that, maybe nothing in there would happen. I don't know. Garg! Oh yeah, it might have been a coincidence, oh whatever! Exactly same words! I am so creaped out! Argh!!!!!!!!
So first thing today I had a music lesson, which meant I didn't know what was in the Bulletin, which meant that I didn't know all the Tin Pan Ali rehearsals this week. So yes, I'm doomed. I didn't go today. But honestly, what are the chances that after two weeks of not needing to go that I needed to go today? Well knowing my luck, it's very likely that I should have gone today. Anway, so in the morning Erin was screaming about something in the locker room, seriously wouldn't listen to what. OK, Erin or Emily, refresh my memories, who is God? Actually never mind, cause annoyingly in my story God appears but no one knows it's him etc never mind. You'll find out sooner or later =]. Well probably later because it will take some time for me to finish my story. Anyways, so yeah. I arrived at German just at the moment that they had finished playing the Card Matching game, and the girls had lost. Yes, everyone knew that if I had been there we would have won =]. Well that's what all the boys said anyway. Oh yeah, terrible thing is, I've caught a cold. So there was a lot of coughing, and I kept hearing echos so in a way I couldn't really hear clearly.
In Maths, well I can't really remember. But Angus was still trying to get Molly to tell him what his name is, i.e. Jack. At fist Angus guessed Robert, and it went on for some time, it was funny. Now he's just trying to get the name out of Molly. No luck so far. You know, I had half a mind to say to him "It's only the most popular name," and when he makes a guess I would have said "Nah, it's Lucifer," Ok I have no idea why, but that was just the little dialogue going through my mind.
Physics was fun, ish. Well as fun as Physics could get, which isn't that fun. Well it was a bit. Oh whatever. But then at break I got something to eat, however because of the cold I couldn't actually taste a thing. Then we went to the pillars and Kirsty tested me on History, I wasn't actually that bad! And then I went to the Library because it was boiling outside standing under the sunlight. Molly was there, but she wasn't really that fun to talk to no offence. Well offence ish. Whatever, I just told her I would find someone more interesting to talk to. Well, I went to talk to Michael. He actually is quite fun to talk to. Basically it was about the Maths results and stuff, apparently he came sixth in his class. Remember, this is Mr Elgin's class we're talking about and Mr Elgin gives you this thing and points of all the marks you've got throughout the year etc. Well last year I was top in the class; I was the only one to get above 20 points overall or something. Yes, and I got a Commodation for Maths or something, and moved to the top group! Anyway, then it was the History stuff. I was just talking to Michael and suddenly Neil came up and asked "We don't have a History test today do we?" yes we did. And he was going to go off and I had my Revision Notes in my hand and handing it over said "You might need this," well he took it and etc. Well apparently that's what Michael was doing as well, or at least what he was supposed to be doing anyway, as he put it. Then asking him how to start a History Conclusion because I always get stuck on that part (yes, I get stuck before I even start) and yes. Well it was helpful-ish. And then came Molly who said that she had told me to revise the parts that said 'Page Number' and 'What is section _ called'? Well yes, pointless stuff. And then I started on how it was rude to interupt when someone was in the middle of the conversation with someone and yeah. Basically I said "What, am I not allowed to talk to anyone?" "Nope" "Come on, you're worse than my parents!" so yeah, conversation sort of went like that.
Anyway, Physics again and there was light shining down and I had some fun by reflecting the light off my watch and directing it at places, it was really fun. And then Marshall pretended to be all disaproving and everything, well that didn't really work. If he started on that I would have started on how he wasn't supposed to graphity (or whatever) his booklet. And for some perculiar reason him and Adam were having an argument about whether their hair was straight or wavy/curly. That is the most random argument you could have. Although I suppose there would be randomer ones.
So now, History. The test, it went OK. OK, it went better than OK, I got full marks! And Neil did pretty well for somebody that only revised like an hour before hand, although I sort of did that too. He lost one mark. And Cathering did very good, although she was annoyed at me, for some other unknown reason. Well annoyed at me ish. Erin did great! She got full marks too! And then etc.
Lunchtime I went into the Library again because like I've said, roasting outside. And I found Molly (and OMG Heather was in today) and I went onto the computer next to Heather's, because that was the only spare one. She was doing some random stuff on some random stuff on some random stuff etc. And I sent my Acid Rain poem (so glad that Callum's going to be the one reading that) to Mrs Keogh. And Michael was on the left of Heather and said hi to me etc. Well then when I finished using the computer, I should have gone off, but I stayed there and talked to him. He just had the internet up for no reason whatsoever. And we had a long conversation again. And it's actually really good because I understand what he's talking about, and he knows what I'm talking about (omg somebody knows what I'm talking about when I don't even know what I'm talking about!). Anyway, I realized he did 5 graphs for his Acid Rain project, 5 graphs! Apparently that was a stupid mistake. And Heather was just being really unhelpful. Michael said that he must have forgotten to take his pills that day (you know, just that he wasn't in his right head that day) and Heather was like "Oh, what pills do you take?" actually taking him seriously, "Um, none." So yeah. "Well I probably need pills" which I probably do for being out of my mind all the time. And conversation etc. Then he realized he forgot to do his French homework, and started doing it, but kept getting distracted by me being there. Well. I just started messing about with his stuff, calculator etc, at the same time telling him that he's only got like another 5 minutes. Well he finished before the bell, good. Although there was a weird moment when Heather was saying how cute the baby hedgehog was and Findley came over and was like "Aww that's so cute" well that freaked me out slightly. When the bell rang Michael said he would see me next period "I.e. now," I said, well yes, it was now seeing how the bell had just rang. And then Molly just left us to chat all the way to French. While I was just laughing my head off. OK, I do laugh my head of at everything anyway, but at least he could make me laugh, seeing how some people (like Ranjini) don't make me laugh at all, I seriously hate her. Although I don't hate her for the fact of hating Mila and Sarah, that's a good part. But apart form that I hate her.
Anway, here comes the part why I think I seriously want to delete my story. OK, so after French I went to the Library for English right, and here's the annoying part. I had forgotten my lunchbox, and I didn't realize. Going down the stairs into the Library I heard Michael call me. Well, he said "You might want your lunchbox," and sort of smiling embarassingly (well it was embarissing!) I said "Oh, right, thanks". OK, so what's the annoying part? I had this faint feeling and I just checked my story. And allow me to quote: '“You might want your homework,” he said...“Oh, right, thanks,” I took it'. How annoying is that! See, I didn't base Draco on anyone, so I just thought 'Well on the brighter side of things I know this will never happen in real life'. Oh, how typical. Even though I didn't base it on anyone, the same things happens! Only one word is changed, but everything else is the same! Argh! How the heck could that be! I thought it was weird when I wrote in my Geography jotter about this volcano in Chile and I said that 'You never know, it might erupt once again very soon' and what do you know, it happens a couple of weeks later! Or was it that weekend. But creapy! And now this! I write it in my story, I'm confident that it could not have been something from the 'future' because Draco wasn't based on anyone, and here it comes, exactly, the, same, bloody, words! I'm losing my bloody mind! How, could, this, be! So seriously, if I deleted that, maybe nothing in there would happen. I don't know. Garg! Oh yeah, it might have been a coincidence, oh whatever! Exactly same words! I am so creaped out! Argh!!!!!!!!
Friday, 14 May 2010
My day has sucked, most of it
Well today Molly wasn't in, she sort of 'skipped' school in a way. But that didn't really matter very much; I had other things to think/worry about.
So Geography, did the homework and everything is so boring. Boring boring boring boring. Wasn't there anything interesting. China; whatever. Nothing really interests me. The 'interesting facts' yes they are pretty interesting, but not if you've heard them all before, and know all about them. So boring boring boring boring. And then we were let out late, but I managed to get to German on time. But before that, there was Idiot Keir who was still trying to work out what the words I gave him meant. He went through a number of words, and got 'Hi' and I just called him an Idiot because I'd told him that before. Then he says "Then what does the other one mean?" he went though another list of things, until I started laughing and said "What did I just call you?" "It means idiot?" "Yes, you idiot!" and he walked away in shame, well I supposed shame =].
Anyway, so got to German on time, and Akdas was trying to stop everyone from getting their folders, and he was using his head to try to stop me getting mine out. Mainly because his other hands were stopping other people; I have no idea why he was doing that. But he said "Don't worry, I haven't licked that," well he better not have, that's my only folder. Ish. I've got other folders but they're all being used, so I don't want to change it and get another folder. Sarah, following what happened yesterday (I ain't re-telling it so just go back and read the last post) gave me this ugly look. Whatever, I don't care. We were playing a game sort of where we had to write down the meaning for words in German or in German or etc. Yes that, in the end the boys beat us by one point. Why is it always one? Ellis and Stephanie say that Mr Summerville is just being sexist. Well I have not idea. But I was the one who got most of the points, as Mr Summerville and all the boys said. Which in a way was true; I earned over half of our points. And I didn't cost us any unlike Sarah who kept shouting out. Akdas was shocked that I could write that fast, although technically it was just about scribbles, but still legible. And then Robert (I think it was Robert, might have been Ellis...) said I was just using my 'witch powers'. Well brief story, when we're playing the matching game on the board, I always win because I either remember where everything is or I guess them right; this has been ever since last year, French and German. So Robert started saying that I was a witch and everything. So when we were playing in a group I just sat it out, although when I did something and got it right Robert would say I was using my witch powers. Well anyway, so now apparently my 'powers' have extended to something else. Good thing is, I've becomg really good at ignoring people; really useful when you want to ignore people =]. So then I was doing so well that Jack (Houston, man there are too many) started saying that if it was just me I would be able to beat them (because no one else shouting out and losing us marks). But nobody really heard him, and he attempted to say it quite a lot of times. In the end it was "If we just took Jenny out," and then his voice got drowned out, again. So I have no idea what the end of that sentence would have been, although I suspect that it would have been 'Then we could easily win' or something along those lines. So yeah, in the end the boys beat us by one mark. But the good thing is, we beat them at the matching game again. It's not fair, the others - Sarah, Steph and Ellis - don't really let Katie have a go. Katie just sits at the back and watches and they don't realize a thing. And then they're screaming when they get one right. Seriously. I find hanging out with boys so much easier. They're easier to talk to as well. Well some.
So Maths we were doing work out of the book because somebody had still to sit their Maths Calculator Exam. Jack (Rogers, damn the name Jack) was in his Kadets (or whatever) uniform and had the hat. For some reason I've always been very intrigued by the hat, and the bit metal badge on it, including the little puffy thing at the top. Well anyway, I tried to stand it up as I used to do; seriously it is really fun, but he kept knocking it down, just to annoy me. It was fun; I'd pout and put it up again, and then he would knock it down to annoy me. Fun.
Well then at break, I was getting an orange to eat for break, and then meating Kirsty on the pillars. This is the F1 locker room and strictly speaking we're not supposed to put anything there, but no-body listens. Well Michael was there too, and then after saying hi to me (I said hi back, as usual) he started talking to me, as usual. He asked if we had started Algebra in Maths yet, I had the feeling we already did that last year, and he said that it is easy. Well yes, I think we did it last year. That was when Andrew Kelly came into the locker room; while Michael was talking about something, I think it was still the sentence on Algebra. Guess what was the first thing Andrew said "Stop flirting Michael," "I wasn't, we were simply talking about Algebra," "Oh yeah, Algebra is sooo hard," Andrew said sarcastically, "It's easy," said Michael, and yes it is, I think. I'm not sure, I think I'm thinking that easy thing is Algebra, I am not sure. I'm confuzed now. Well I just had the urge to laugh and left in the opposite direction. On the other side of the building I saw Michael again and just gave a small wave. It's one of these things that have become a habit. Etc.
Then in Maths again, we got our results. For the Non-Calculator I got full marks 17/17 and 7/7. For the Calculator I would have gotten full marks if it were not for the x squared which I've mentioned I'd forgotten. I got 15/15 and 22/24. Well it was good. Although I despise the fact that I had lost two marks so carelessly! I beat Andrew Kelly, yes! In both! And I also beat Jack R. It was funny, before we got our second result, he bet that he got full marks. I bet he didn't. He said "Well I bet I got full marks, I'm just not betting anything, but I bet I got full marks," that sort of makes sense. He might have lost the bet, but at least he's smarter than Jack (Neilan, gargh! Too many Jacks!) who actually bet £20. Idiot. Well some time after we got our results I remembered and asked Jack "What did you get?" "Full marks," he grinned and nodded. "Yeah right," I said, "Let me see," "No! No, no, no!" and he put his hands over his marks. Well, giggling I tried to grab it from him, or at least push his hands away. Annoyingly he kept slapping his hands back on, but it was fun. In the end after catching glimpses it was easy to tell that he did not get full marks. That was funny, I giggled some more. Then Akdas asked him what he got and he said "Full marks" and I just had to ruin it for him =] "No, he lost two marks," "Way to cover it up," said Akdas. And then he never answered me when I asked him how much he got. Well, I saw it anyway, he lost something like 4 marks, like Andrew. Haha!
Music was I can't remember. But I do remember that John had bent the corners of his booklet, and me being me, tried to flatten it out. And he said "You can't fix that," then I realized something and said, "Ah, I know..." and bent it the other way, and it flattened out. "I knew you would do that!" and just to annoy me, he bent it back. Then I bent it back =]. Blah blah. Then before lunch I just took his pen (I have no idea, I have this fascination with normal little things that don't really matter) and he said "Put it down Jenny," and when I did he said "Good dog," and I was just thinking, 'I'm more of a cat, Pallavi's the dog'. Well yeah, I have strange thoughts. Blah blah, lunchtime Rebecca thanked me for sticking up for her yesterday. That was nice of her, but I didn't really expect a thanks or anything, I didn't really even think about it that much except that I really hated Sarah. And I told Kirsty and she thought that was really mean as well, and then about how Sarah always talks about her behind her back and Mila informs her that Sarah does so etc. Anyway, so back to Music. We were supposed to be singing something, what was it. I think it was 'Blue Suede Shoes' by... I think it was Elvis Presley. I don't remember. And then 'Penny Lane' by the Beatles I think. Well we got this big book full of songs and things. There was a page of Tom and Jerry lol. Well I got bored (as usual) and turned looking for something and I don't even know what. Then I found a page on Mozart and one of Beethoven. I read them, they were really interesting. Yeah...
Then French, nope nothing interesting. English, we were reading Tulip Touch and finished it. Umm... no nothing interesting. I caught the bus and then had to wait ages for 30/31 so that I could get home. I was going to walk but my mum doesn't let me cross the roundabout, and then I missed the stop after the roundabout. So I didn't get to go off and visit Karen, that was stupid. I missed my stop, so I just decided whatever, and got off at the bus stop outside home. The Monifieth people had just gotten off their bus, and I saw some of my friends (sorta friends) - Ryan, Jamie - and I was lingering about, wondering if I should go talk to them. Then my mum came out and said "Why don't you go quickly talk to your friends," in Chinese obviously. I just decided "Nope,".
And then just came the part where I finished the poster for the Acid Rain Project, and I played piano. I really love that piece - Spring Song - by whomever, it's a weird name, something like Kjerful or something. I like playing it, although it is 5 pages long, and I haven't finished learning all of it yet. I'm on the last page almost. But nice tune.
Anyway, then I just came upstairs and started typing this. And while doing so, I just remembered something. Well, it's more of the fact that it was something that reminded me of times, and I wanted to read it again. Well I never knew it would have such a big affect on me. I didn't know it would make me feel like this. It's a post from Molly's blog, from some time ago Monday 7th September 2009. I should probably ask her permission but I can't be bothered. This is what it says.
For you weird, uncomprehensible people who have read my earlier posts, remember my friend who likes a guy who's about three years older than her? Well if you don't, here's a brief history. This guy is about two or three years older than me and my friend, has the most gorgeous blue eyes and I thought he wouldn't like my friend and want things in a relationship that she couldn't give [figure it out for yourselves!] and that he wouldn't like her that way. Well, I'm totally wrong. Totally. Completely. And I'm happy to be wrong, too. Whenever she goes by, he checks her out, stares at her like water guy stares at me [ugh]. He always says hi and wants to be in a semi intelligent conversation if my friend didn't just gurgle and squeak hi back. He seems like an honestly nice guy, and I am completely happy for her to pursue a relationship. Yes I'm the mother of our little group, as well as the agony aunt and the fashion guru. I should get paid for the amount of overtime I do.
When I read it, and even when I just read it now, it just. I don't know, I couldn't help it. My eyes just started filling up with tears, and I seriously couldn't stop them. I was biting my fist to try to stop the tears, and then I tried to wipe my eyes without letting myself know that I was just crying. It's just that it seems so painful, no matter how vague it is. It's just all the memories of times, and how everything is just so different now. I can't help myself, I haven't really felt this way about anything else. Oh my God. I hate life! It's just so unfair! "Who says life was fair?" Well no one! But I don't care! I hate life! It sucks!
Well Molly, you were not proved wrong. You were proved wrong from being proved wrong. So you were right. Damn you! You were right.
So Geography, did the homework and everything is so boring. Boring boring boring boring. Wasn't there anything interesting. China; whatever. Nothing really interests me. The 'interesting facts' yes they are pretty interesting, but not if you've heard them all before, and know all about them. So boring boring boring boring. And then we were let out late, but I managed to get to German on time. But before that, there was Idiot Keir who was still trying to work out what the words I gave him meant. He went through a number of words, and got 'Hi' and I just called him an Idiot because I'd told him that before. Then he says "Then what does the other one mean?" he went though another list of things, until I started laughing and said "What did I just call you?" "It means idiot?" "Yes, you idiot!" and he walked away in shame, well I supposed shame =].
Anyway, so got to German on time, and Akdas was trying to stop everyone from getting their folders, and he was using his head to try to stop me getting mine out. Mainly because his other hands were stopping other people; I have no idea why he was doing that. But he said "Don't worry, I haven't licked that," well he better not have, that's my only folder. Ish. I've got other folders but they're all being used, so I don't want to change it and get another folder. Sarah, following what happened yesterday (I ain't re-telling it so just go back and read the last post) gave me this ugly look. Whatever, I don't care. We were playing a game sort of where we had to write down the meaning for words in German or in German or etc. Yes that, in the end the boys beat us by one point. Why is it always one? Ellis and Stephanie say that Mr Summerville is just being sexist. Well I have not idea. But I was the one who got most of the points, as Mr Summerville and all the boys said. Which in a way was true; I earned over half of our points. And I didn't cost us any unlike Sarah who kept shouting out. Akdas was shocked that I could write that fast, although technically it was just about scribbles, but still legible. And then Robert (I think it was Robert, might have been Ellis...) said I was just using my 'witch powers'. Well brief story, when we're playing the matching game on the board, I always win because I either remember where everything is or I guess them right; this has been ever since last year, French and German. So Robert started saying that I was a witch and everything. So when we were playing in a group I just sat it out, although when I did something and got it right Robert would say I was using my witch powers. Well anyway, so now apparently my 'powers' have extended to something else. Good thing is, I've becomg really good at ignoring people; really useful when you want to ignore people =]. So then I was doing so well that Jack (Houston, man there are too many) started saying that if it was just me I would be able to beat them (because no one else shouting out and losing us marks). But nobody really heard him, and he attempted to say it quite a lot of times. In the end it was "If we just took Jenny out," and then his voice got drowned out, again. So I have no idea what the end of that sentence would have been, although I suspect that it would have been 'Then we could easily win' or something along those lines. So yeah, in the end the boys beat us by one mark. But the good thing is, we beat them at the matching game again. It's not fair, the others - Sarah, Steph and Ellis - don't really let Katie have a go. Katie just sits at the back and watches and they don't realize a thing. And then they're screaming when they get one right. Seriously. I find hanging out with boys so much easier. They're easier to talk to as well. Well some.
So Maths we were doing work out of the book because somebody had still to sit their Maths Calculator Exam. Jack (Rogers, damn the name Jack) was in his Kadets (or whatever) uniform and had the hat. For some reason I've always been very intrigued by the hat, and the bit metal badge on it, including the little puffy thing at the top. Well anyway, I tried to stand it up as I used to do; seriously it is really fun, but he kept knocking it down, just to annoy me. It was fun; I'd pout and put it up again, and then he would knock it down to annoy me. Fun.
Well then at break, I was getting an orange to eat for break, and then meating Kirsty on the pillars. This is the F1 locker room and strictly speaking we're not supposed to put anything there, but no-body listens. Well Michael was there too, and then after saying hi to me (I said hi back, as usual) he started talking to me, as usual. He asked if we had started Algebra in Maths yet, I had the feeling we already did that last year, and he said that it is easy. Well yes, I think we did it last year. That was when Andrew Kelly came into the locker room; while Michael was talking about something, I think it was still the sentence on Algebra. Guess what was the first thing Andrew said "Stop flirting Michael," "I wasn't, we were simply talking about Algebra," "Oh yeah, Algebra is sooo hard," Andrew said sarcastically, "It's easy," said Michael, and yes it is, I think. I'm not sure, I think I'm thinking that easy thing is Algebra, I am not sure. I'm confuzed now. Well I just had the urge to laugh and left in the opposite direction. On the other side of the building I saw Michael again and just gave a small wave. It's one of these things that have become a habit. Etc.
Then in Maths again, we got our results. For the Non-Calculator I got full marks 17/17 and 7/7. For the Calculator I would have gotten full marks if it were not for the x squared which I've mentioned I'd forgotten. I got 15/15 and 22/24. Well it was good. Although I despise the fact that I had lost two marks so carelessly! I beat Andrew Kelly, yes! In both! And I also beat Jack R. It was funny, before we got our second result, he bet that he got full marks. I bet he didn't. He said "Well I bet I got full marks, I'm just not betting anything, but I bet I got full marks," that sort of makes sense. He might have lost the bet, but at least he's smarter than Jack (Neilan, gargh! Too many Jacks!) who actually bet £20. Idiot. Well some time after we got our results I remembered and asked Jack "What did you get?" "Full marks," he grinned and nodded. "Yeah right," I said, "Let me see," "No! No, no, no!" and he put his hands over his marks. Well, giggling I tried to grab it from him, or at least push his hands away. Annoyingly he kept slapping his hands back on, but it was fun. In the end after catching glimpses it was easy to tell that he did not get full marks. That was funny, I giggled some more. Then Akdas asked him what he got and he said "Full marks" and I just had to ruin it for him =] "No, he lost two marks," "Way to cover it up," said Akdas. And then he never answered me when I asked him how much he got. Well, I saw it anyway, he lost something like 4 marks, like Andrew. Haha!
Music was I can't remember. But I do remember that John had bent the corners of his booklet, and me being me, tried to flatten it out. And he said "You can't fix that," then I realized something and said, "Ah, I know..." and bent it the other way, and it flattened out. "I knew you would do that!" and just to annoy me, he bent it back. Then I bent it back =]. Blah blah. Then before lunch I just took his pen (I have no idea, I have this fascination with normal little things that don't really matter) and he said "Put it down Jenny," and when I did he said "Good dog," and I was just thinking, 'I'm more of a cat, Pallavi's the dog'. Well yeah, I have strange thoughts. Blah blah, lunchtime Rebecca thanked me for sticking up for her yesterday. That was nice of her, but I didn't really expect a thanks or anything, I didn't really even think about it that much except that I really hated Sarah. And I told Kirsty and she thought that was really mean as well, and then about how Sarah always talks about her behind her back and Mila informs her that Sarah does so etc. Anyway, so back to Music. We were supposed to be singing something, what was it. I think it was 'Blue Suede Shoes' by... I think it was Elvis Presley. I don't remember. And then 'Penny Lane' by the Beatles I think. Well we got this big book full of songs and things. There was a page of Tom and Jerry lol. Well I got bored (as usual) and turned looking for something and I don't even know what. Then I found a page on Mozart and one of Beethoven. I read them, they were really interesting. Yeah...
Then French, nope nothing interesting. English, we were reading Tulip Touch and finished it. Umm... no nothing interesting. I caught the bus and then had to wait ages for 30/31 so that I could get home. I was going to walk but my mum doesn't let me cross the roundabout, and then I missed the stop after the roundabout. So I didn't get to go off and visit Karen, that was stupid. I missed my stop, so I just decided whatever, and got off at the bus stop outside home. The Monifieth people had just gotten off their bus, and I saw some of my friends (sorta friends) - Ryan, Jamie - and I was lingering about, wondering if I should go talk to them. Then my mum came out and said "Why don't you go quickly talk to your friends," in Chinese obviously. I just decided "Nope,".
And then just came the part where I finished the poster for the Acid Rain Project, and I played piano. I really love that piece - Spring Song - by whomever, it's a weird name, something like Kjerful or something. I like playing it, although it is 5 pages long, and I haven't finished learning all of it yet. I'm on the last page almost. But nice tune.
Anyway, then I just came upstairs and started typing this. And while doing so, I just remembered something. Well, it's more of the fact that it was something that reminded me of times, and I wanted to read it again. Well I never knew it would have such a big affect on me. I didn't know it would make me feel like this. It's a post from Molly's blog, from some time ago Monday 7th September 2009. I should probably ask her permission but I can't be bothered. This is what it says.
Ever been proved totally wrong?
When I read it, and even when I just read it now, it just. I don't know, I couldn't help it. My eyes just started filling up with tears, and I seriously couldn't stop them. I was biting my fist to try to stop the tears, and then I tried to wipe my eyes without letting myself know that I was just crying. It's just that it seems so painful, no matter how vague it is. It's just all the memories of times, and how everything is just so different now. I can't help myself, I haven't really felt this way about anything else. Oh my God. I hate life! It's just so unfair! "Who says life was fair?" Well no one! But I don't care! I hate life! It sucks!
Well Molly, you were not proved wrong. You were proved wrong from being proved wrong. So you were right. Damn you! You were right.
Thursday, 13 May 2010
Highlighters...
Well today was terrible, yet I felt great! I think I've caught a cold or something; my throat is really really sore, and drinking just makes it worse.
Well in the morning I saw Michael and I said hi to him as usual etc and then told him I needed to talk to him about Maths, which Molly had not allowed me to do the day before. Well then I started the rant on what I thought it would have been etc and he agreed with me, yay! While at that time when we were talking sort of at Bell street ish across the road near Robert Ferguson I believe, Liam (ugh) and someone else I think it was Guy was coming along. And well, Liam pretends (I sure hope he's pretending, though that's already bad enough) that he fancies me etc. So when I was talking to Michael and everything, he stopped and sort of gave Michael this look, and when I said "Cya" to Michael he answered as well, and I just ignored him as usual and left, slightly disturbed as usual.
So French, Maths, Chemistry. Chemistry was great! We were doing our poster thing and basically our group is just me Kirsty and the rest are boys; Ronan, Owen, Guy and Callum. And Callum wasn't in this week either, but he was in yesterday, typical. So yeah, basically I just got my say and they all did what I asked them to do (because I actually asked them unlike Kirsty who was telling them) and they all thought my ideas were great! Great! So basically, I gave them all a job to do and they agreed with me rather than Kirsty because she was being really bitchy (man I've never used that word before, but it feels great!) and everything, and probably because mine made more sense as well. So I gave them all a task and they did it without arguing, while Kirsty said something else later and Owen just went "Sheesh," and something else which I can't remember. And yeah, almost finished. I believe I told Owen to go home and write up a talk for the thing and I'll finish the bullet points, which infact I have. I've also finished Guy's, he's sort of written it out in paragraphs rather than bullet points, but whatever. Ronan's was quite good, although he got a bit mixed up between buildings and metal structures; I'll have to change that slightly later. Only slightly. So yes, overall very good, they all thought I had the best ideas, and Adam called me a beast because I had done the poster, which was apparently very good, but I'm not sure if he meant that in a good way or bad. Although I'm not sure how that's supposed to be good, it didn't really sound bad. Um.... yeah.
Oh yeah, and at break I was just talking to Isabella and her friend... Damnit I don't know her name. Yes, and they were going to have an English Critical Essay Exam, and they had to actually remember quotes. Oh my God. Well Isabella just started writing random stuff on her revision sheet, like 'Gonna Die!' and 'Vampires in Venice' etc. All that. And then she decided to start highlighting her shoes...
Okay then, next was English. Molly had English in the Library and I saw... well I saw Lewie outside the Library way way way before Molly noticed a thing, and he had a can of Irn-Bru (seriously, it's not good to be drinking that every day! =]) and etc. And when Molly did notice (like when she was only 2 metres away) she gave me a grin, well... Yeah.
English: Archie was trying to do something with the Tulip Touch book; sliding it across the table and then catching it in his hand. He failed. I kept saying "Fail" to him everytime that happened, and ever when he was trying something else and failed, I still hissed "Fail" at him. Man, it was fun. And then we got our Critical Essay marks. Well, I didn't do too bad. I got a 1-. I made quite a lot of mistakes etc, mostly spelling and such. Well actually, not that much spelling, my spelling was actually surprisingly accurate.
I've made sure I don't go back over my Chapters of the story again, because I keep changing it and then sending it to Mrs Keogh and she must have gotten really bored of it. Well, I sent a poem to go along with it this time! Umm... yeah.
Lunch time was funny. Ish. Well I needed to get to the Library for Carnegie, because it was cancelled yesterday and on today instead. I saw at the stone wall thing on it Irn-Bru cans (un-eco friendly Lewie! Oh, well, how would I have know it was him? Um... un-eco friendly whomever left that there!) OK, Liam (ugh) was standing outside and blocked the door, saying that he wouldn't let us in until I kissed him (ew). And then some other random stuff. "Can I get in then?" Molly asked, and he let her in, and she shoved me in before her. I'm slightly grateful, yet not for the fact that I tripped down the stairs. But still, grateful, it could have been so much worse (ugh).
So for Carnegie we were making the things we would take along with us (they had to all fit into a paper bag) if we were stranded on an Island. I was making a comb, and it actually worked! I kept brushing Emily's hair with it, and her hair went static =] started sticking up. It was funny.
History we were watching depressing video again; the bombing of Pearl Harbour or whatever. I don't remember names. Yeah.
Then Tennis was actually really fun. Well apart from the fact that I forgot my inhalers (again). And Mrs Christie actually knew I needed them, though I suppose teachers would remember over time. And then I was getting really good at Tennis (apparently) and she kept saying she was really impressed with me today. And Molly called me a Teacher's Pet. I'm going to search that up on the dictionary later. Ah, so that's what it means. Nope, I don't think so. Well maybe in certain classes... But certainly not German; I have the feeling Mr Summerville hates me. Although that thought and feeling has been fading away slightly, although I still do have the slightly feeling that he does or did.
Anyway, then after Games Sarah was being a bitch (man it feels sooo good that I can say these things. I hated swearing, now they just sound like normal words to me, probably because Molly uses them all the time. Alright, using them today and never again) and 'playing a joke' on Rebecca. She told her that her mum had already left, and Rebecca almost phoned her mum. I thought Sarah might have been lying, just because she had a smirk on her face and it just sounded and felt like it. But unfortunately I didn't say anything. Rebecca pretended (I believe she did) that she didn't find it such a big deal, and she might not have. I don't know. But she's too nice to say anything. And me and Molly just started telling Sarah off for this and etc. Molly was doing a good speech, then she couldn't find the right words which ruined it. Sarah is mean to me but I can just pretend I didn't hear or didn't care, it's easy. But being mean to my friends, no way. I can not keep calm at her gor that! You know. And I even asked Megan, and she thought it was mean as well. And when I got the 29 and Sarah was on it, she just gave me this look. Well whatever, she's mean. It feels sooo good to say all of this.
Oh, and I've almost finished that poster of ours! Yeah, now I really need to get to bed, goodnight everyone!
Well in the morning I saw Michael and I said hi to him as usual etc and then told him I needed to talk to him about Maths, which Molly had not allowed me to do the day before. Well then I started the rant on what I thought it would have been etc and he agreed with me, yay! While at that time when we were talking sort of at Bell street ish across the road near Robert Ferguson I believe, Liam (ugh) and someone else I think it was Guy was coming along. And well, Liam pretends (I sure hope he's pretending, though that's already bad enough) that he fancies me etc. So when I was talking to Michael and everything, he stopped and sort of gave Michael this look, and when I said "Cya" to Michael he answered as well, and I just ignored him as usual and left, slightly disturbed as usual.
So French, Maths, Chemistry. Chemistry was great! We were doing our poster thing and basically our group is just me Kirsty and the rest are boys; Ronan, Owen, Guy and Callum. And Callum wasn't in this week either, but he was in yesterday, typical. So yeah, basically I just got my say and they all did what I asked them to do (because I actually asked them unlike Kirsty who was telling them) and they all thought my ideas were great! Great! So basically, I gave them all a job to do and they agreed with me rather than Kirsty because she was being really bitchy (man I've never used that word before, but it feels great!) and everything, and probably because mine made more sense as well. So I gave them all a task and they did it without arguing, while Kirsty said something else later and Owen just went "Sheesh," and something else which I can't remember. And yeah, almost finished. I believe I told Owen to go home and write up a talk for the thing and I'll finish the bullet points, which infact I have. I've also finished Guy's, he's sort of written it out in paragraphs rather than bullet points, but whatever. Ronan's was quite good, although he got a bit mixed up between buildings and metal structures; I'll have to change that slightly later. Only slightly. So yes, overall very good, they all thought I had the best ideas, and Adam called me a beast because I had done the poster, which was apparently very good, but I'm not sure if he meant that in a good way or bad. Although I'm not sure how that's supposed to be good, it didn't really sound bad. Um.... yeah.
Oh yeah, and at break I was just talking to Isabella and her friend... Damnit I don't know her name. Yes, and they were going to have an English Critical Essay Exam, and they had to actually remember quotes. Oh my God. Well Isabella just started writing random stuff on her revision sheet, like 'Gonna Die!' and 'Vampires in Venice' etc. All that. And then she decided to start highlighting her shoes...
Okay then, next was English. Molly had English in the Library and I saw... well I saw Lewie outside the Library way way way before Molly noticed a thing, and he had a can of Irn-Bru (seriously, it's not good to be drinking that every day! =]) and etc. And when Molly did notice (like when she was only 2 metres away) she gave me a grin, well... Yeah.
English: Archie was trying to do something with the Tulip Touch book; sliding it across the table and then catching it in his hand. He failed. I kept saying "Fail" to him everytime that happened, and ever when he was trying something else and failed, I still hissed "Fail" at him. Man, it was fun. And then we got our Critical Essay marks. Well, I didn't do too bad. I got a 1-. I made quite a lot of mistakes etc, mostly spelling and such. Well actually, not that much spelling, my spelling was actually surprisingly accurate.
I've made sure I don't go back over my Chapters of the story again, because I keep changing it and then sending it to Mrs Keogh and she must have gotten really bored of it. Well, I sent a poem to go along with it this time! Umm... yeah.
Lunch time was funny. Ish. Well I needed to get to the Library for Carnegie, because it was cancelled yesterday and on today instead. I saw at the stone wall thing on it Irn-Bru cans (un-eco friendly Lewie! Oh, well, how would I have know it was him? Um... un-eco friendly whomever left that there!) OK, Liam (ugh) was standing outside and blocked the door, saying that he wouldn't let us in until I kissed him (ew). And then some other random stuff. "Can I get in then?" Molly asked, and he let her in, and she shoved me in before her. I'm slightly grateful, yet not for the fact that I tripped down the stairs. But still, grateful, it could have been so much worse (ugh).
So for Carnegie we were making the things we would take along with us (they had to all fit into a paper bag) if we were stranded on an Island. I was making a comb, and it actually worked! I kept brushing Emily's hair with it, and her hair went static =] started sticking up. It was funny.
History we were watching depressing video again; the bombing of Pearl Harbour or whatever. I don't remember names. Yeah.
Then Tennis was actually really fun. Well apart from the fact that I forgot my inhalers (again). And Mrs Christie actually knew I needed them, though I suppose teachers would remember over time. And then I was getting really good at Tennis (apparently) and she kept saying she was really impressed with me today. And Molly called me a Teacher's Pet. I'm going to search that up on the dictionary later. Ah, so that's what it means. Nope, I don't think so. Well maybe in certain classes... But certainly not German; I have the feeling Mr Summerville hates me. Although that thought and feeling has been fading away slightly, although I still do have the slightly feeling that he does or did.
Anyway, then after Games Sarah was being a bitch (man it feels sooo good that I can say these things. I hated swearing, now they just sound like normal words to me, probably because Molly uses them all the time. Alright, using them today and never again) and 'playing a joke' on Rebecca. She told her that her mum had already left, and Rebecca almost phoned her mum. I thought Sarah might have been lying, just because she had a smirk on her face and it just sounded and felt like it. But unfortunately I didn't say anything. Rebecca pretended (I believe she did) that she didn't find it such a big deal, and she might not have. I don't know. But she's too nice to say anything. And me and Molly just started telling Sarah off for this and etc. Molly was doing a good speech, then she couldn't find the right words which ruined it. Sarah is mean to me but I can just pretend I didn't hear or didn't care, it's easy. But being mean to my friends, no way. I can not keep calm at her gor that! You know. And I even asked Megan, and she thought it was mean as well. And when I got the 29 and Sarah was on it, she just gave me this look. Well whatever, she's mean. It feels sooo good to say all of this.
Oh, and I've almost finished that poster of ours! Yeah, now I really need to get to bed, goodnight everyone!
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
*Chokes, coughs, splutters*
OK, let's start with today morning, when Jamie Clark got beaten up by L4s =] lol. That was funny. In Geography Katie and Bethany got into trouble for not listening, woohoo! I mean umm... Woohooo!!! =] In German there was a whole in the whiteboard and Mr Summerville told us that a mouse came and ate through it (very likely =]). I got questions right which nobody else knew the answer to (haha! Take that Akdas!) and we beat the boys twice at the card thingy thing, and also set a record for getting the highest points; 76 woohoo! And technically it is 80 seeing how the boys only got -4 =].
OK, so in Home Ec, we were just doing what we were supposed to be doing etc. Then just 5 minutes before the bell, John spilt chili powder over the thing, and it burnt. Everyone started choking and everything. I did too I just didn't know why, just suddenly had the urge to start choking and coughing etc. It was like inhaling dust and your chest just feels really dry and like you breathed in something burnt, which you sort of have. John was sort of laughing and coughing at the same time while everyone else was coughing and etc. Then the teacher came in and said "You almost poisoned everyone and you're laughing," well that was sort of funny. It got better near the end but still quite a lot of coughing, and then we got let out early to get some fresh air.
Etc etc, PE was soooooo embarassing, we had to do dancing, and God it was terrible. You feel soooo self-conscious. Worst ever. I am going to make sure I miss the bus in two weeks time when we're showing it to the rest of the class. I am soooo going to miss the bus. I mean, oh no! I missed the bus! Yeah, whatever.
Carnegie was off and our group for Physics, we've decided to do Contact Lenses. I can't remember what I'm suppose to be researching up, meh. Not got much interest in Contact Lenses anyway. Then came IT which told me that I did terrible in my test. I got 22 out of 30. And yeah... I got the most simple questions wrong, and the harder ones right. It was strange. Well, I said keyboard was an Output Device. I was the only person. Mr Stuart said he wasn't going to 'name and shame' the only person who was daft enough to get it wrong. Lol, in other words me. And then the answer for something was Hardware, and he said it was an easy way to see who has revised and who hasn't, well I got that wrong as well. Then Hamish saw the flyer I was doing, and I hadn't really done much to it, so it currently still said 00% off. And then he started making this joke on how everyone was going to go buy it and started like this advertisement thing saying something like '0% off' etc. It was sooo funny, and I couldn't even get enough breath to explain. Only good thing is that I got 62 words per minute for the typing thing.
OK, the Maths test was OK. But then I got really stuck on the last question. Turned out I got it right; I didn't know how to do it as an equation, and I forgot that it would have been x squared! How stupid of me. I asked Andrew and he had put 25 (haha! He's wrong!) and then I tried to explain why I thought it was 5. Molly wouldn't let me. And then Michael asked me what I thought of the test etc and I asked him what he put for the last one, and then once again I tried to explain. And once again Molly wouldn't let me. Then I tried to explain to Molly, nope, she wouldn't listen. How typical is all of that.
Etc I got bored and I'm wondering why nobody's on MSN tonight, Molly said she would be. Well she sort of said she would be she said she'll see me on MSN. OK, really really bored now. -_-
OK, so in Home Ec, we were just doing what we were supposed to be doing etc. Then just 5 minutes before the bell, John spilt chili powder over the thing, and it burnt. Everyone started choking and everything. I did too I just didn't know why, just suddenly had the urge to start choking and coughing etc. It was like inhaling dust and your chest just feels really dry and like you breathed in something burnt, which you sort of have. John was sort of laughing and coughing at the same time while everyone else was coughing and etc. Then the teacher came in and said "You almost poisoned everyone and you're laughing," well that was sort of funny. It got better near the end but still quite a lot of coughing, and then we got let out early to get some fresh air.
Etc etc, PE was soooooo embarassing, we had to do dancing, and God it was terrible. You feel soooo self-conscious. Worst ever. I am going to make sure I miss the bus in two weeks time when we're showing it to the rest of the class. I am soooo going to miss the bus. I mean, oh no! I missed the bus! Yeah, whatever.
Carnegie was off and our group for Physics, we've decided to do Contact Lenses. I can't remember what I'm suppose to be researching up, meh. Not got much interest in Contact Lenses anyway. Then came IT which told me that I did terrible in my test. I got 22 out of 30. And yeah... I got the most simple questions wrong, and the harder ones right. It was strange. Well, I said keyboard was an Output Device. I was the only person. Mr Stuart said he wasn't going to 'name and shame' the only person who was daft enough to get it wrong. Lol, in other words me. And then the answer for something was Hardware, and he said it was an easy way to see who has revised and who hasn't, well I got that wrong as well. Then Hamish saw the flyer I was doing, and I hadn't really done much to it, so it currently still said 00% off. And then he started making this joke on how everyone was going to go buy it and started like this advertisement thing saying something like '0% off' etc. It was sooo funny, and I couldn't even get enough breath to explain. Only good thing is that I got 62 words per minute for the typing thing.
OK, the Maths test was OK. But then I got really stuck on the last question. Turned out I got it right; I didn't know how to do it as an equation, and I forgot that it would have been x squared! How stupid of me. I asked Andrew and he had put 25 (haha! He's wrong!) and then I tried to explain why I thought it was 5. Molly wouldn't let me. And then Michael asked me what I thought of the test etc and I asked him what he put for the last one, and then once again I tried to explain. And once again Molly wouldn't let me. Then I tried to explain to Molly, nope, she wouldn't listen. How typical is all of that.
Etc I got bored and I'm wondering why nobody's on MSN tonight, Molly said she would be. Well she sort of said she would be she said she'll see me on MSN. OK, really really bored now. -_-
Tuesday, 11 May 2010
*Sighs*... Damn him!
OK, so basically today this morning after regi. I saw Lewie. He was with a group of other fourth years outside the Main Building at the bottom of the steps place. And somebody just thought they had to point out that he was drinking Irn-Bru. You know, I can't actually remember if it was Erin or Emily... Anyway, then I saw him after RE in the Library when I just had this feeling that I had to look up to the landing above when coming out of the Library; oh guess what, he was there. And he was the only one I could see form the bottom of the stairs, typical, had to be him. And then I could see him through the window from outside. Then I saw him again at lunch time, and then just before Biology. Typical.
Rest of the day, well Emily decided to show Barbara and Pallavi my story. They thought it was great, yay! And then I read Emily's story, it was great! Although I got confuzed with whether it was third or first person.....
Etc etc I seriously can't remember or can't be bothered with anything else that happened today. You know, I can't even remember it. However, I do remember Pallavi pointing it out to me that I wrote 'clutches' instead of 'crutches' Silly me, it also took me forever to figure out how to write 'anchor'. My spelling is just terrible.
OK, so basically the only time I can get myself to write on my blog now is when I see Lewie, ah just great. I can see my life is going to be soooo interesting. Well, yes this is the only time I really got myself to write on my blog again. Other times I've been to entralled by what I was writing, cause it's much better than real life. Well, apart fromt he fact where Alina falls down the stairs, that was bad. OK... I don't really remember anything; the highlights of my day were basically just seeing Lewie, although people liking my story is good as well. You know, I can't really remember anything else, or I really can't be bothered. I'm going to go to bed early tonight, although it isn't that early, just earlier than usual, goodnight!
Rest of the day, well Emily decided to show Barbara and Pallavi my story. They thought it was great, yay! And then I read Emily's story, it was great! Although I got confuzed with whether it was third or first person.....
Etc etc I seriously can't remember or can't be bothered with anything else that happened today. You know, I can't even remember it. However, I do remember Pallavi pointing it out to me that I wrote 'clutches' instead of 'crutches' Silly me, it also took me forever to figure out how to write 'anchor'. My spelling is just terrible.
OK, so basically the only time I can get myself to write on my blog now is when I see Lewie, ah just great. I can see my life is going to be soooo interesting. Well, yes this is the only time I really got myself to write on my blog again. Other times I've been to entralled by what I was writing, cause it's much better than real life. Well, apart fromt he fact where Alina falls down the stairs, that was bad. OK... I don't really remember anything; the highlights of my day were basically just seeing Lewie, although people liking my story is good as well. You know, I can't really remember anything else, or I really can't be bothered. I'm going to go to bed early tonight, although it isn't that early, just earlier than usual, goodnight!
Friday, 7 May 2010
*Shrinks back*
Basically.... Man I seriously can't be bothered anymore. OK, ummm... I need to go and check for mistakes in my story, and seriously, most of the thing Erin *looks pointidly at her* says I've written some things that I don't remember writing, seriously. OK, and I've finished another poem, yay! Umm... sent quite a lot of them in for the Kwyll thing (I want money! My dad will have to give me some if they are put in! =]) Anyway, that reminds me. Today in English Mrs Keogh was talking about something, this writing competition, and she's judging it, and we could send in writing things to enter. Then she mentioned that I had already written a lot of poems, and almost a novel, so I basically just shrank back down in my seat as everyone turned round to look at me. The thought that was going through my head was like 'I like writing poems and stuff, but I'd rather the entire world didn't know' something along those lines. Problem was, I couldn't disappear competelly, I was too close to the table, damnit, so I was still visible, but at least I made an attempts. =] Oh and today there was suppose to be this sort of meating for the people who went to chess at break. Well, I don't think anyone went. Qing Qing didn't, I don't think the other 2 F1 did, I forgot until the end of break, Michael didn't go and the 4th years are at study leave, so that leaves, no one. Lol, it would be quite funny, no one turns up, hehe.
Yes.... and I'm really really beginning to miss him, Lewie.... :(. Especially his high fives, so shut up and leave me alone you two! *Glares at Emily and Erin* I get high fives from other people but they are just not the same... :( Today got one from Callum, it was sort of, no idea. Two from John, my hand is still throbbing. *Sigh* I really miss him... :( Now I'll just go write another verse for the poem...
Yes.... and I'm really really beginning to miss him, Lewie.... :(. Especially his high fives, so shut up and leave me alone you two! *Glares at Emily and Erin* I get high fives from other people but they are just not the same... :( Today got one from Callum, it was sort of, no idea. Two from John, my hand is still throbbing. *Sigh* I really miss him... :( Now I'll just go write another verse for the poem...
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
OK, I've got a lot to say
So I haven't been on for a long time, I've been writing my story and I really like writing it; it's actually really fun. Anyway, so I had a great Birthday Party - thanks for all the presents people, and for comming, I had a great time! Yes, so I've finished all my homework and I got bored, and I had to read Fever Crumb for the Carnegie thing, and I'm almost done. In a way it's sort of boring; it doesn't make me wonder what might happen next, I can sort of tell. Ending, no idea. But so many people die - cheerful eh? - and etc. It's not my type of book. I quite like the way it's written, but just not the story that much. As in I like the style it's written in (not the font!) but not really what it says. It doesn't make me think, but whatever. I'm sure I'll find one that I like. So today... Can't really remember. But I really despise Heather. She was going on about how we shouldn't do whatever in Art for RE; I don't really know because I was at a music lesson - Erin and Emily, I'm sure you know what I'm talking 'bout. Seriously, you can't do something well unless you enjoy it. Etc. At lunch time Ray fell into me i.e. Jamie Clark pushed him. I vow to kill him one day, we've been thinking of really gruesome ways. Umm... I sent the first Chapter of Angels Cry to Mrs Keogh, and I just realized I probably didn't want to, because of what I'd written. It's Fantasy/Romance. Damnit. *Sigh* I need to think things through before I do it. Really sucks, but Chapter 1 sent, so Chapter 2 will probably follow and etc.
OK, in Biology we were doing this experiment on how two ears help us to determine the direction of which the sound was comming from. Well, I got chosen to be the person in the middle and I felt like an idiot. Just the fact that I couldn't get them right and tended to chose the same person over and over again, I couldn't tell which way! Although two ears were good, I did good at that. But still, I felt like an idiot!
So writing the story right now and wondering how long it's actually going to take me to finish the whole story. Probably a long time. *Sighs* I'm estimating about 10 months, seeing how it takes me 'bout a week to finish one Chapter. But I don't know how many Chapters there's going to be yet, I might probably squish some of them together. Oh well.
OK, in Biology we were doing this experiment on how two ears help us to determine the direction of which the sound was comming from. Well, I got chosen to be the person in the middle and I felt like an idiot. Just the fact that I couldn't get them right and tended to chose the same person over and over again, I couldn't tell which way! Although two ears were good, I did good at that. But still, I felt like an idiot!
So writing the story right now and wondering how long it's actually going to take me to finish the whole story. Probably a long time. *Sighs* I'm estimating about 10 months, seeing how it takes me 'bout a week to finish one Chapter. But I don't know how many Chapters there's going to be yet, I might probably squish some of them together. Oh well.
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