Yipee!

Yipee! Okay, no idea if you've checked recently, and unless you're Kirsty, I bet you haven't read the latest chapters yet. Well I've got up to chapter 7 up, and now I will be working on all the other chapters 24/7! Or well, as close to that as I can get, just in my spare time. Like registration! Just some of the times of course, other times I just seriously can't be bothered. That's why I need Molly to... she's forgotten again! Anyway. Read =]. Seriously, read or else you die. =] Lol. Enjoy!

Bonjour Chapter 6!

Yes, chapter 6 up! I think I got a tiny bit carried away at the end. I can't be bothered to check it, but you tell me if it makes sense, and read it! Then I'll go over it some other time and then I'm check it. =D
I'm so happy! I'm writing quite quick! Well of course, most is just taking parts from the old ones and changing them and such... =D

Say hello to Chapter 5!

Alright, chapter 5 up!
And while I'm on this I'll just say. Tin Pan Ali rehearsal today was soo fun! Hehe. Aaaaand I told Jack Hamilton that he's mean, which he was! He agreed to it, lol. He jabbed me in the arm with the corner of his folder, and it hurt much more than I would have thought. So I said that it was mean and he said 'I know'. Lol. Actually I don't know how that's lol. Buuuut I am starting to find him slightly intimidating which is weeeiiiirrddd. I think he's scarier than Molly and more intimidating than Mr Elgin. LOL. Well, I'm definitely weird. HEHE! Weeeird! And random!
Oh yeah. Chapter 5, and also another poem. =D =D =D =D =D =D =D XD

And back comes depression

Aaaaaand once again I am beginning to feel depressed. Again. Because of this stupid dream! And stupid stupid and everything in this world is just stupid and I feel like crying. I hate him I hate him I hate him do I hate him? It is so not fair!!!
Molly says I don't really like him and I'm just basically obsessed and not seeing the real thing blah blah. I find that out. I'm not obsessed with him. I don't feel that way about him. Yes I'm free! Not. DAMNIT! Basically I've made about a list of 50 pages in my head on why he's not perfect blah blah. His positive sides, just reaching half a page. So... DAMN! So why the bloody hell do I still feel for him? He's- I- GAH! So what if I really do love him and am going to forever? Cause that would just suck and it would be the worst ever! Or to use Molly's words, unrequited love blah blah. I actually had to look that up in the dictionary. But GOD DAMNIT! And I do not care if I curse God and he could just well go and stuff it! Maybe I could kill Eros instead... that might help more. Oh whatever if you have no idea go search it up on google.
STUPID! Still the bloody same when I catch his eye, but it's- it's just- hmph. And I can still really stupidly and annoying tell which direction he's in and right now for some really absurd reason I'm thinking to my right.
So why the heck do I still like him when I was sure that I didn't anymore and didn't think of him as being that great? He didn't even get a huge list of what's good about him! Even Michael gets more.
And it's really stupid because I had a dream yesterday night and basically the first time I've dreamt of him since like my last post somewhere far back about him. I saw him somewhere at a turn, with his friends, and laughing, and it was near a road, but then everywhere else was plants and trees and grass... And I was on the bus and I saw him, and he caught my eye, just for a second... Then I was lost, somewhere in the wooods, but the sun was shining through and everything was so bright and light and green and beautiful. Not a dark forest you'd often imagine, but a really nice one... I was lost but I heard laughter, and I just slowly used that as a way to guide me out, but I wasn't running or anything... It was nice...
Then suddenly I was in the Library, and he was there, laughing.
And guess what? He was bloody in the library today. GAH!
Man when I get depressed all my emotions just come out. I'm depressed, so I want to cry, and then I get so annoyed! And then I just remember something and I'm just drifting away and my eyes fill with tears and then...
And today was just... I also saw him after History, which was period 2. And now...
Now I'm just bloody drifting back to the state I was one year ago! All I'm hoping is it helps me with getting back to writing my story again.
And incidentally remember that poems that went along the lines of
Two whole years when you’ve had me seduced,
Where I’ve been love struck and thought of nothing but you.
But now I’m free and my heart mine again,
And trust me when I say, I’ll never fall for you again.
Or at least that's part of it.
Well, note that when you scroll down there is actually an 'I think' there. I suppose I must have known somewhere deep inside me then.
Well.
So much for being over him.

Chapter 4 (Finally!)

OK, microsoft still not fixed. But I managed to somehow open it onto Microsoft Works Word Office, and so now chapter 4 is finally done! Yay! And it's also quite short. But I'm just happy it's done. Anyway, enjoy!

Heya Random Post

OK. First thing. Or well, the only thing. You know the stories I'm writing? Yes? Okay. You remember the names and orders?
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Darkness
Dawning Moon
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
Yes, those seven. Well I'll just give you a bit of background infromation, sorta. Mainly you do have many characters, some of which I still need names for, like the werewolf and the witch. But anyway, each story is told my someone different. The first one is Alina, which is the really rubbish one I'm writing now which I just want to get out of the way cause it sucks but without it nothing else would make sense. The second one is the vampire Leyla, and I absolutely adore her, she is so my favourite! Haunting Blood is the witch, Rising Darkness is the vampire whom Leyla loves from like 13000 years ago, and no that was not a typo. Dawning Moon would be the werewolf and Change of Fate is the only one written in third person. The last one, Fallen Grace, is like switching between people telling the story. Still in first person, but it just changes you know.
Well, Leyla appears in just about every single one, cause like I said, she is great! But anyway. In the first one it's basically Alina, and then you've got Draco (go Draco!) who is the Devil, and the other Angel who is called Amadeus but he just took that idea from an 'old friend' (tell you later) and also because it means 'one who loves God'. There is a brief appearance of Leyla in that (go Leyla!) and you know, blah blah and all that.
In the second one it's told from Leyla's point of view and it's just great! And she can like talk to animals, like they've got a psychic link. Basically it's just the fact that vampires can read minds, but she's like the only one who cared about wildlife enough to actually talk to them. Basically all her friends are like wild animals. There's a tiger, a giant snake but I have no idea what type yet, a crocodile, eagle and all those sort of birds of prey etc. Oh yeah and wolf. They are awsome! And she does care a lot about life, even if she doesn't seem the type of person who does. She sort of protects all the wild animals and basically just kills humans. Cause you know, what is wrong with her killing humans because she needs the blood to survive when humans are always killing animals to keep themselves alive. You know, see the logic? So she doesn't really give a damn about human life, but obviously at the same time she accepts that everything goes in a cycle in a way. Basically just the food chain. But still she doesn't care about them. They've done wrong in their lives more than animals have and all that. And she's got this huuuuge house which is a bit more like a castle, except she's actually got tones and mostly they're situated in forests and such. The ones so dense that no one ever goes into them. And if they ever did they would never get out alive anyway =]. Pass into her territory and you're dead. Well there are the occasional ones that she leaves alone. Ish. Basically scares them. Well I think there was only ever one... But anyway, she's great! And of course the end sort of links straight in to the next book.
Haunting Blood is the one with the witch. She's got red hair! Lol, dunno what that's got to do with anything. But basically this time it's her telling the story, but it starts from where Leyla left off. Basically Leyla sort of goes to her for help long story. Obviously I'll tell you more parts of all the stories another time, 'cause what I told you about Leyla earlier barely even scratched the surface. But anyway. So obviously she's heard of Leyla before, and she's willing to help. Sort of. She's got a choice, and she's also really caring. She's actually managed to find this sort of elixir of life thing, so she's lived through quite a long time. In a way she's a bit like a vampire, but also with the benefits of being a human, and also having extra powers! Well that's basically it about that books. She explains to Leyla quite a lot about the history of all the supernatural creatures and such, and then goes into this world of ghosts and spells and potions and rituals and all that to help Leyla find somebody, and all that. Not sure how it ends yet, but I will know later.
Rising Darkness is Amadeo, who is the vampire that Leyla loves, and yes that would be where that Angel got the name from. Of course he changed it slightly, but they're still pronounced in not the right way, which I think sounds better, cause otherwise it makes me think of lizards. Right, so basically he goes through telling what happened, and sort of the same story that Leyla tells, but of course everything's different because of everything else. And then things that happens links in with what happens to Leyla, but he's been careful and he's stayed hidden, in a way. He was always there and watching Leyla from afar, but never letting her know so. He's actually quite sweet, but he did act cold for like just about forever. He also got a new friend along the way called Seamus I think it was... how is just basically very fidgity and nervous and just won't stay still for long. But he's really actually quite sweet. Although I doubt he'd be much use in a fight... Yeah, that sort of ends with them in a way starting over sort of. Leyla's also in this one by the way, but only briefly, like when he's telling stories and when he sort of just catches sight of her. He never really stopped caring, but he knew what was for the best, in a way.
Anyway next one. This one is of the werewolf. She's from Elizabethan times I think it was, and there will be a name for her. Hm... what if I linked her in with someone.... hmm.... but anyway. She became a werewolf but I can't remember how... I remember the existence of vampire and how they came about, and also witches. I know it for werewolved too but I can't remember how you would sort of become on. Like vampires it would be if you drank their blood. Witches would be when you died your soul and power sort of just drifts on until it finds another host. How was werewolves... Oh yeah. I think werewolves were just that if you were bitten you would in a way become a werewolf. It would take time though. You'd reach a certain age, so when you reached 13 you would become a werewolf. So let's say you were bitten when you were 7, you wouldn't become one until you became 13, you know and all that. And you'd age quite slowly. Like vampires it's you never age. For witches you still age like a normal human (unless you've got the elixir of life of course) and for werewolves you get one year older every 500 years. So yes, quite a long time. But you would still be getting older and your body would be changing, just every 500 years. Lol, long time. So yes, Elizabethan era, and she meets Leyla and they get on very well. So she first appears in Kiss of Death. Then the next one would just be the one where she's telling the story, which is this one, Dawning Moon. Of course this time it's when she meets Leyla again. She made a brief appearance in Haunting Blood when I think she was threatening the witch to do something and all that. Leyla was very different and sort of in a different mind by that time because she had a little chat with Alina, who was already an Angel, and she got told many things. She didn't help the werewolf at all. But anyway. This time they meet they've both changed. Leyla is in a way still the same she always was, but she's become more distant, but still with all the snide remarks and such. The werewolf (That sounds really not nice, I need to come up with a name soon) has changed quite a lot as well. More dreamy and more chearful in a way. That would mainly be because she fell in love with a human but tried to deny it and when he found out who she was he didn't really care. Which is quite sweet you know. But then he died and everything. She's upset, but she's changed anyway. And basically ignores all of Leyla's snide remarks when she doesn't care a damn and just leaves her to tell her story. Not very nice, but I still love Leyla =].
Change of Fate is the one in third person. I can't remember the people's names because Microsoft Word is kaput so I can't check. But anyway. Basically. One of the vampires is from sometime during the French Revolutionary War or whatever it's called. If that ever happened then yes. If that never happened then something has gone wrong with my History. But anyway. I think he was slightly scared and didn't want to die or something. He got his wish and Amadeo (vampire!) changed him into a vampire as well. But then he got quite annoyed and left. Oh no it was because then he realized he could never die and could never age and basically everyone he loved just died right in front of his eyes. Then basically kidnapped a princess or just basically a really pretty blonde girl who was just quite spoiled in a way. But not in that way. Well, she's like really really innocent and everything. You know. But still, it depends on what time I'm setting it at. I think I might change it to the first world war or something. Dunno. Anyway, blah blah. Meets Amadeo again and this time he's made a new vampire who is Seamus who is just basically what I said before. He gets jealous etc just read the poem called 'Your Fate' and you'll know just about everything that happens. And also incidentally those were all fate and it was written in a prophecy. Why ever the heck the prophecy got written about them I have no idea whatsoever. But you should know basically everything from the poem.
Then at last we have Fallen Grace! This is where we find out that God is evil and wants to destroy the world and all the rubbish. The Angels who wouldn't agree with him got chucked out of Heaven, take a guess at who they are. There's Draco, but he was in Hell anyway. Of course he did return to being an Angel but Hell was quite a nice luxurious and cosy place, so he continued living there. Lol. Anyway, there's also that Angel Haniel, Alina, Michael and some other ones. There's the Angel of Harmony and all that. Anyway. Basically. They know they're preparing for a war. They go find the help of those two vampires I was just talking about, Amadeo and Seamus (though not sure how he's going to be of much use) and then we also find the witch and Leyla. Yay! And then it also turns out that the werewolf joined the other side because she was promised that her love would be brought back to life. Oh and also some control over the world. Of course she never got told the whole plan that there would be no life left anyway. Of course when she was facing Leyla and everyone and they asked her why and she told them the reason, you could just count on Leyla to say 'How cliche' and lol. Cause you know, it is! Control over the world, lol! Anyway sooo much happens in this one you will not believe it. Of course it would be mainly Leyla cause I can't help it cause she's the the best! But yes. It's very complicated and very long. But you will know one day. So now I will shut up and do my homework.
Hope you think what I've told you so far of my stories are good!
Oh yeah and also Leyla does a lot of unconcious poetry and most of the ones I wrote on my other blog is what she thinks up of! Except the one titled 'Regret', that's Alina.

Rain!

Lol. Guess what. Today, it was raining. Well quite typical seeing how we're in Scotland, but yeah. RAIN! Lot's of it! Lol. It was raining so heavily between periods 2 and 3, and basically we got soaking wet. AND there were like huge puddles of water. Well they're not exactly puddles anymore, we couldn't bloody walk on the pavement! That's why they need to get it fixed, there's too much of a dent there. And just about everywhere else. Anyway. No idea why but I think it was just for the fun of it, we went round the school! Quite idiotic, I know. But still. Aaaaaand the back playground had turned into a swimming pool =] yay! Unfortunately they wouldn't let us go swim in it :( lol. Basically everywhere was flooded (including the F2 Locker Room) and yeah. But then by break everything had dried out. Which was a pity really, we wanted to walk through the swimming pool!
The rest is just homework. And at lunchtime I think I asked Molly too many questions and she finally couldn't take it anymore and left. LOL. Hmm... My life is officially getting more and more boring. BORING! Either that or I can't rememer anything interesting, cause I just have to try to remember homework and all of that. Homework homework and more homework. Which reminds me. I need to do my homework.

My Computer hates me

My computer hates me. The speaker died ages ago. And then the webcam went. Then it was the turn of the thing that enables it to read CDs and DVDs and stuff. And now there goes Microsoft Word. Oh and also the ability to copy and paste files. Or move then. I hate it! Now the only useful thing it can do is go onto the internet. *Cries* and I know I'm moaning but I don't care cause I'm going to be moaning for the next 4 months until my dad comes back with the other computer. So deal.
Stupid computer I hate it *cries*

What were the chances...

Lolz. Guess what. I got into trouble today! Lol. Nooo idea why I find that funny. I talked back to Mrs Keogh. But seriously. Always being good is BORING. But maybe that wasn't the best of times... Lol. Still. I'll live. Unless I get like a punishment excersize or detention... then I won't. But you get what I mean don't you? Besides, everyone's got more than one personality. They just show at different times. Though of course Chloe is always the same nice little girl... Yeah... But still... I just got a slight telling off, and everyone in the class was staring at me. Lolz.
Anyway. Got our lockers today! Although typically mine was the wrong key, so I had to go get another locker key. But on the brighter side, I'm not at the top! Yay! 78 was at the bottom, but 103 is at the top! But then there was the down side cause I went upstairs, but then it only went to 100, so I had to go all the way downstairs again.
Hmmm... nothing else really. Physics boring as usual. P.E good and missed break. Got into trouble in English (lolz), Chemistry was fun with the molecule thing and the popping noise was fun! Co-Curricullum fair or whatever it's called was good. Tones of people though. Blah. Maths was ok. French was good. LOLZ! Remembered something. Cause it's the last period on Friday, Mr Summerville (yay!) always let's us tidy up a bit early (yay!). And me and Anna were at the door. And I started edging toward it, but then hit the door handle and it rattled. Lol. Then Mr Summerville sort of just glared at me, like narrow eyed. But it was funny and I couldn't stop laughing. I was still first out of the door though! Lol.
Oh yeah! After school I played Chess with Michael. It was funny lol. But I lost. But that was because we swapped sides. Like I was black and he was white and then near the end we swapped around. I have no idea why. But still. It was fun!
Ja.... and getting home I couldn't be bothered to do anything. At all. Oh well. Nice day though! Boiling, but nice...

Good Little Girl Sitting in the back

Just random thing. Have any of you ever realized how many teachers actually think I'm a 'good little girl sitting in the back'? Lol. I personally find that really funny and ironic. Well just generally funny. Lol. Honestly, they just all think I'm such a good little girl! Lol. And apparently I'm also innocent, according to Akdas and Emily, and maybe other people but I don't recall. So many teachers... I think the only teacher in who's mind I've erased the idea of good little girl is Dr Fotheringham, but only possibly. It was just like the last two months of school, in first year, when we were revising for exams... Then again I never know. Lol. Good little girl. I wonder how many people actually think that... I know lots of people in our year certainly definitely did. Like... all the boys in my regi... other people who I probably never really talk to. Hmm.... Lol
Incidentally putting a poem up. Btw I have gone back to depressing. I had thought I'd gotten over that! Sheesh. But anyway. Back to it now. And poem might explain a lot. But still. It SUCKS! The poem I mean. The poem SUCKS.
Just a warning.

I think it's hard now...

God, I'd hate to see what it would be like a couple of months later. I have got tones of homework. And this is only the first week of school. So imagine when it was almost time for the exams! God. I've still got a Personal Reflective Essay to write for English, and I have no clue what to do. And two French vocab tests. TWO! Cause I've got two teachers. But TWO! Well I suppose the verbs might be easy enough. But guess what. Molly has got none at all! You know, if you wanted me to list all the homework I've had in just the first week, then well, there's a lot.
Finish English Poem Sheet
Do Chemistry Quizzes
Do French Sheet
Musical Literacy - Pgs 3, 6, 14, 15, 16
Poem for English
Maths Pg 53
Chemistry Homework 4.1
Learn Statement from Box (Chemistry)
Revise sound Pgs 3 - 8 for Physics (Quiz)
English Language Skills - Pgs 9 - 11
French Vocab - Verbs
French Vocab - School Subjects
English Personal Reflective Essay
Bloody God. And at the same time I have to fit in Chinese homework, I lose 5 and a half hours of work time on Sunday cause of Chinese School (although there is a bright side... *sigh* lol. Long story), I lose a whole hour of time each day after school cause it takes me over an hour to get home, I'll lose 2 whole hours on a Thursday cause I've got Tin Pan Ali after school, I lose Monday, Wednesday and Thursday lunchtimes cause of clubs, and there might be more (although clubs are fine by me =]), then when I get home I've still got to fit in 30 mins each for both Piano and Violin. So if you can do Maths, look how much time I lose in a whole week! Around 15 hours! That's over half a day! In fact that's like a whole weekday for me. I get up at 7 and go to bed at 10! God. I lose a whole day of work time! Oh woops forgot that I've got violin and piano every day. Well make that... about 20 hours! *Gasp*!
Well today... in English me, Sarah, Chaz and Daniel were talking, I think. I dunno we finished around work. Mrs Keogh told 'us 4' at the back to... something. I wasn't listening. And then she said '*Gasp*! Jenny! I'm surprised at you!'. Lolz. Well, I just couldn't stop laughing. But I think that was from what Chaz had said. Lolz. I half felt like saying 'Well you can't expect me to be good forever', but I was laughing too hard to get any words out. And then in Music I had trouble with a chair... It just wouldn't go over the stupid line!!!!! Lol. Yes... I can drag Molly to choir now! She's taken up piano in school, so yay! Lolz. Now she gets hell, mwah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah!
Hmmm.... I've got a couple of other poems but I'll put them up later.
And there's something else... Well I suppose the poem will happily explain it. Maybe. Unless I can't be bothered putting it up =]. But still...
If I do put it up then I'll explain. But feel free to guess =]. Lol. Well sorta lol. Well... :| yeah. Yeah. Yeah... yeah.....