Sunday, 28 November 2010
SNOW!
OMG! There's lots of snow, yes, but it was also hailing and raining at the same time, with thunder and lightning. I mean, how does that work? But still. YAY! It's sooo pretty! Go snow! And cancelation of chinese school! Yay! (Hold on school's not gonna be cancelled tomorrow is it? I've got a violin exam...)
Saturday, 6 November 2010
Open Morning 2010
Well, first year as a tour guide. Well, it wasn't too bad. After I got to know the family, everything was soooo fun! Twins, one's Angus and one is James, they're not identical though, so no trouble telling them apart =] ish. Well, I was literally the last person to finish, even the teachers had left! I mean god, they just played with everything, and the parents used to come to this school so they wanted to know everything that had changed. For-ever. It was past 12 30 when we finished, and there wasn't even anything to eat anymore, so I had to breakfast or lunch.
However, then I went to work at Cats Protection, and I got a coffee, and the cats were soooo sweet! 5 little kittens! Miaow! Oh my God, jsut the way they played with each other, and one kept playing with the others' tails, and they sort of just stand up and sort of fight with each other, and just sooo cute! I had this apron on and I bent down and two of them started playing with the hem and just sooo sweet. I mean, they're tiny! Just sooooo cute.
Technically I would keep on going and writing a lot about what happened like I used to. But unfortunately, I have changed a lot in the past year, so that's no gonna happen.
Oh yeah, and at Chess, I beat Oliver (F5) on Thursday, and he beat King today, so technically technically I beat King. Quite proud of that =]. Oh and Cameron still remembered me. Which is just basically 'damn' because you know, guy I borrowed ruler from and damn damn. But still. Oh well.
Remember, I've got nothing to say now. Bye
However, then I went to work at Cats Protection, and I got a coffee, and the cats were soooo sweet! 5 little kittens! Miaow! Oh my God, jsut the way they played with each other, and one kept playing with the others' tails, and they sort of just stand up and sort of fight with each other, and just sooo cute! I had this apron on and I bent down and two of them started playing with the hem and just sooo sweet. I mean, they're tiny! Just sooooo cute.
Technically I would keep on going and writing a lot about what happened like I used to. But unfortunately, I have changed a lot in the past year, so that's no gonna happen.
Oh yeah, and at Chess, I beat Oliver (F5) on Thursday, and he beat King today, so technically technically I beat King. Quite proud of that =]. Oh and Cameron still remembered me. Which is just basically 'damn' because you know, guy I borrowed ruler from and damn damn. But still. Oh well.
Remember, I've got nothing to say now. Bye
Saturday, 30 October 2010
Damn I suck at writing horror
I tried to write a horror story. Yes, tried. It failed and it's not scary at all. So I'm gonna try another one. But read that one! In fact, read all the stories that you have not read on my blog -.-
Yes yes I know
I know I haven't said anything in the past few weeks about what's been happening to me. Well there's too much homework and remember, I'm aiming to finish my book by the end of the year so you know. Admitadly I've gotten slightly sidetracked with other stories, but that's just because sometimes I have to switch to something else just to keep my imagination running.
I'm thinking that the book will have around the number between 30 and 40 chapters, cause that just seems to work. I suppose I'm almost to the halfway point now, but there's still quite a lot to go, and will hopefully be more interesting, you know. There is one thing I don't understand. At the very beginning I knew exactly around the number of chapters I would have, and I knew everything that was going to happen, it's just the inbetween bits that link them together that I write as I go along, other than that I have everything planned out in my head, as in I write a whole chapter in my head, although I do forget the details later on, but I've still done it and it's fun. I also write it out first them type it up again, so basically it's like a double check, just like typing it up then reading over it again. I don't get how everybody else just doesn't do that. Am I just this odd very organized and planning things out person? Because I do have a lot of backups that always come in useful. So come on, somebody tell me, am I just weird? And is this planning everything out even a good thing? I mean, I've got 3 pages of notes down at the bottom of the page, and 10 pages of writing that I will be using later on which I've already written. So...?
OK, well just the general weird stuff that has happened to be this week, seeing how I haven't done this is ages.
First weird thing. On Monday after PE when I got one the bus I passed a group of people who I have never seen in my life. Well I might have once or twice. One of the boys wolf-whistled as I walked past and I felt like strangling him. But I just hate it when people do that. *looks back in memories* yup I absolutely hate it. And I count three.
Then it would probably just be Thursday where two random guys asked me if my name was Jasmin then said they like my hair. RANOM. You know lots of random stuff happen in life.
Anyway, starting the DofE stuff this week. I went to Volleyball on Tuesday, today I'm doing the volunteering at the Cats Protection (miaow). And I'm not so sure about the skill but I think I'm doing chinese but I have to miss it this week because I've got Tin Pan Ali.
See? And there is no interesting things in life this year. It's just work and work and work and work and some free time and more work and work and work and work. I'm becoming scared again about the Tin Pan Ali performances are going to be really really soon, and time has passed really fast this term. Soon it's gonna be Christmas.... I haven't had time to think of Christmas presents yet and I've been so busy that I couldn't even remember the day for Halloween or Christmas, god!
I can just say one thing. My fears have come true... Well, I could say that Molly was wrong, again. But it's really not giving me any satisfaction this time. *Sighs* I miss him and I doubt that he's been on holiday for about three weeks of school term. I had that feeling on the first day back... DAMN. Well, at least I can say what I write in stories definitely happen. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. DAMN
And I just had the weirdest dream last night. First, I managed to just sort of get back at every single person who has ever been mean to me, or as such. That was a great dream, I got them caught, hehe. Lol, and I didn't get into trouble once. How great dreams can be sometimes. But then my dream got slightly strange. There was a stranger who I didn't even know yet in my dream I did know him and I think he represtends someone I actually do know... No probably not who you're thinking but Kirsty might get it right =] Well or Molly... Curses for telling you guys. Basically I sort of traded my soul to save someone's life, and I wasn't even sure if I liked them or not. I'm not sure but I know I remember the exact words, which is strange because I tend to forget those details when I wake up. 'Please, save him. I don't even know if I like him that much, but please,' See, I wasn't even sure who I was pleading to. Blah blah 'Thanks, I owe you my life' 'I believe it's closer to your soul'.
Hm... I wonder who it could have been... I don't usually have dreams like this but I did so you know, weird. Hm, I seem to comment everything as being weird. Weird. But you know, I didn't even know who that was! Man that would probably have been the most frustrating dream I've ever had, or at least frustrating in my mind.
Oh yeah, and it's basically there's a locket which can save someone's life, even bring them back from the dead. I don't know... but it only works if the spirit or god or whoever it is allows it to work. Damn it was frustrating trying to reassure him that he would heal.
But still.... dibs on that idea cause it's my dream to my idea so my story so hah!
Sorry, I just had to do that.
Well, now I've got a story to write for a Library competition *want to win so I could give Molly that as a christmas present cause she wants it* *win win win win* *fingers crossed*.
I don't even want the prize but I'm entering it for the sake of it. I want to see if I'm within a chance of winning. *Win*
I'm thinking that the book will have around the number between 30 and 40 chapters, cause that just seems to work. I suppose I'm almost to the halfway point now, but there's still quite a lot to go, and will hopefully be more interesting, you know. There is one thing I don't understand. At the very beginning I knew exactly around the number of chapters I would have, and I knew everything that was going to happen, it's just the inbetween bits that link them together that I write as I go along, other than that I have everything planned out in my head, as in I write a whole chapter in my head, although I do forget the details later on, but I've still done it and it's fun. I also write it out first them type it up again, so basically it's like a double check, just like typing it up then reading over it again. I don't get how everybody else just doesn't do that. Am I just this odd very organized and planning things out person? Because I do have a lot of backups that always come in useful. So come on, somebody tell me, am I just weird? And is this planning everything out even a good thing? I mean, I've got 3 pages of notes down at the bottom of the page, and 10 pages of writing that I will be using later on which I've already written. So...?
OK, well just the general weird stuff that has happened to be this week, seeing how I haven't done this is ages.
First weird thing. On Monday after PE when I got one the bus I passed a group of people who I have never seen in my life. Well I might have once or twice. One of the boys wolf-whistled as I walked past and I felt like strangling him. But I just hate it when people do that. *looks back in memories* yup I absolutely hate it. And I count three.
Then it would probably just be Thursday where two random guys asked me if my name was Jasmin then said they like my hair. RANOM. You know lots of random stuff happen in life.
Anyway, starting the DofE stuff this week. I went to Volleyball on Tuesday, today I'm doing the volunteering at the Cats Protection (miaow). And I'm not so sure about the skill but I think I'm doing chinese but I have to miss it this week because I've got Tin Pan Ali.
See? And there is no interesting things in life this year. It's just work and work and work and work and some free time and more work and work and work and work. I'm becoming scared again about the Tin Pan Ali performances are going to be really really soon, and time has passed really fast this term. Soon it's gonna be Christmas.... I haven't had time to think of Christmas presents yet and I've been so busy that I couldn't even remember the day for Halloween or Christmas, god!
I can just say one thing. My fears have come true... Well, I could say that Molly was wrong, again. But it's really not giving me any satisfaction this time. *Sighs* I miss him and I doubt that he's been on holiday for about three weeks of school term. I had that feeling on the first day back... DAMN. Well, at least I can say what I write in stories definitely happen. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. DAMN
And I just had the weirdest dream last night. First, I managed to just sort of get back at every single person who has ever been mean to me, or as such. That was a great dream, I got them caught, hehe. Lol, and I didn't get into trouble once. How great dreams can be sometimes. But then my dream got slightly strange. There was a stranger who I didn't even know yet in my dream I did know him and I think he represtends someone I actually do know... No probably not who you're thinking but Kirsty might get it right =] Well or Molly... Curses for telling you guys. Basically I sort of traded my soul to save someone's life, and I wasn't even sure if I liked them or not. I'm not sure but I know I remember the exact words, which is strange because I tend to forget those details when I wake up. 'Please, save him. I don't even know if I like him that much, but please,' See, I wasn't even sure who I was pleading to. Blah blah 'Thanks, I owe you my life' 'I believe it's closer to your soul'.
Hm... I wonder who it could have been... I don't usually have dreams like this but I did so you know, weird. Hm, I seem to comment everything as being weird. Weird. But you know, I didn't even know who that was! Man that would probably have been the most frustrating dream I've ever had, or at least frustrating in my mind.
Oh yeah, and it's basically there's a locket which can save someone's life, even bring them back from the dead. I don't know... but it only works if the spirit or god or whoever it is allows it to work. Damn it was frustrating trying to reassure him that he would heal.
But still.... dibs on that idea cause it's my dream to my idea so my story so hah!
Sorry, I just had to do that.
Well, now I've got a story to write for a Library competition *want to win so I could give Molly that as a christmas present cause she wants it* *win win win win* *fingers crossed*.
I don't even want the prize but I'm entering it for the sake of it. I want to see if I'm within a chance of winning. *Win*
Wednesday, 20 October 2010
Make Me A Channel of Your Peace
Doesn't everyone just love this hymn? Huh, no? Ok maybe just me then. But I think it's so sweet (and so are some other hymns =]). I love it. Unfortunately I get confuzed because there are different versions. But I still like the music =] it's sooo sweet =]. I remember we sung this is the end of term service...=') Sweet... And no I am not religious and you all know that. I have just recently been very Biblical but not very religious... you know... Biblical but I've been.. well the total opposite and thinking the opposite mostly of all of it... Hm.. my thoughts are warped. I still think God is evil and one day will destroy the world but if I stopped that then the last book will never be complete. =] You know.. I wonder whether I would have gotten persecuted for blaspheme a couple of centuries ago...
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there is hatred let me bring love
Where there is injury, your pardon Lord
And where there is doubt, true faith in You.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there's despair in life let me bring hope
Where there is darkness, only light
And where there's sadness ever joy.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned
It is in giving to all that we receive
And in dying that we're born to eternal life.
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there is hatred let me bring love
Where there is injury, your pardon Lord
And where there is doubt, true faith in You.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there's despair in life let me bring hope
Where there is darkness, only light
And where there's sadness ever joy.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned
It is in giving to all that we receive
And in dying that we're born to eternal life.
Saturday, 16 October 2010
Just a note
Ok, just gonna say that although most of the chapters in my story seem random, trust me, they're not. Look for a hidden message or something in them =]. You're either right or wrong. Most presumably wrong. LOL =]
Friday, 15 October 2010
Hola
OK, I'd written this ages ago but I've sorta just remembered about it. It's another story, Forgotten Memories, from another series of books (only two) and... yes I wrote it ages ago. But anyway, I've got the blurb, prologue and chapter 1 up now. I think I'll just sorta swap between these two stories for a while because sometimes I get slightly bored of writing just one. So have fun getting your head around two different stories! Make sure you don't get confuzed! And I hope I don't either... I shouldn't really because I've got like so many stories in my head anyway.
Oh and while we're on the sort of subject, read the Angel Falls yet? Well if you haven't you've got quite some reading to do. (Well not really that much) But still, read and enjoy =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =]
Oh and while we're on the sort of subject, read the Angel Falls yet? Well if you haven't you've got quite some reading to do. (Well not really that much) But still, read and enjoy =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =]
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
Holiday = Bored
Doesn't anyone else feel that? Holidays are just sooo boring. Alright, so it's good to get time off, but that's only if you actually do get time off. I've had to tidy the house, and Robert decided that he needn't help, even though all the junk is his. I dumped all his stuff in his room because all my stuff's in my room and it's tiny but he's got a huge room so it's only fair. Well, I sorted out the stuff anyway and a dead spider came out of the box. It was horrible. He could at least tidy his stuff once in a while! Oh and also there was a dead leech. The living room took forever and I've still got the piano room and I'm just so tired and I don't have time to do anything!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tidy tidy tidy piano piano violin violin. And I need to do homework.
And I just don't feel like doing anything and I want to just die right now.
At the same time, has anyone seen the new Sarah Jane Adventures? Luke's not there anymore :(.
Ok random. And so's my dreams.
Basically it's like I have nothing to do and I just dream so many short random dreams in one night. I had one with most of my friends and Draco in it :D unfortunately as soon as I woke up I forgot what Draco looked like which sucks. But it was close to what I had imagined so that's fine. You know it was a very random dream and then suddenly it turned out to be people from this thing I was watching... And nooope nothing any of you have ever heard about, unless I ranted about it before... Well you wouldn't have seen it anyway because it's in Chinese. But yeah.... random. Still... my dreams are soooo weird!
Oh, and I actually did see this guy on the bus who had curly redish ginger hair, really light brown eyes and was also really pale. He was cuute.... LOL. Omg random.
Hm. Well tomorrow I will do all my homework and refuse to tidy any more stuff and then do some writing =]. Oh, anyone seen my random short story? Angel Falls. I searched it on google, it's actually quite a pretty place =].
Ok suddenly I feel sad again.
Bye
And I just don't feel like doing anything and I want to just die right now.
At the same time, has anyone seen the new Sarah Jane Adventures? Luke's not there anymore :(.
Ok random. And so's my dreams.
Basically it's like I have nothing to do and I just dream so many short random dreams in one night. I had one with most of my friends and Draco in it :D unfortunately as soon as I woke up I forgot what Draco looked like which sucks. But it was close to what I had imagined so that's fine. You know it was a very random dream and then suddenly it turned out to be people from this thing I was watching... And nooope nothing any of you have ever heard about, unless I ranted about it before... Well you wouldn't have seen it anyway because it's in Chinese. But yeah.... random. Still... my dreams are soooo weird!
Oh, and I actually did see this guy on the bus who had curly redish ginger hair, really light brown eyes and was also really pale. He was cuute.... LOL. Omg random.
Hm. Well tomorrow I will do all my homework and refuse to tidy any more stuff and then do some writing =]. Oh, anyone seen my random short story? Angel Falls. I searched it on google, it's actually quite a pretty place =].
Ok suddenly I feel sad again.
Bye
Thursday, 23 September 2010
Yipee!
Yipee! Okay, no idea if you've checked recently, and unless you're Kirsty, I bet you haven't read the latest chapters yet. Well I've got up to chapter 7 up, and now I will be working on all the other chapters 24/7! Or well, as close to that as I can get, just in my spare time. Like registration! Just some of the times of course, other times I just seriously can't be bothered. That's why I need Molly to... she's forgotten again! Anyway. Read =]. Seriously, read or else you die. =] Lol. Enjoy!
Monday, 20 September 2010
Bonjour Chapter 6!
Yes, chapter 6 up! I think I got a tiny bit carried away at the end. I can't be bothered to check it, but you tell me if it makes sense, and read it! Then I'll go over it some other time and then I'm check it. =D
I'm so happy! I'm writing quite quick! Well of course, most is just taking parts from the old ones and changing them and such... =D
I'm so happy! I'm writing quite quick! Well of course, most is just taking parts from the old ones and changing them and such... =D
Sunday, 19 September 2010
Say hello to Chapter 5!
Alright, chapter 5 up!
And while I'm on this I'll just say. Tin Pan Ali rehearsal today was soo fun! Hehe. Aaaaand I told Jack Hamilton that he's mean, which he was! He agreed to it, lol. He jabbed me in the arm with the corner of his folder, and it hurt much more than I would have thought. So I said that it was mean and he said 'I know'. Lol. Actually I don't know how that's lol. Buuuut I am starting to find him slightly intimidating which is weeeiiiirrddd. I think he's scarier than Molly and more intimidating than Mr Elgin. LOL. Well, I'm definitely weird. HEHE! Weeeird! And random!
Oh yeah. Chapter 5, and also another poem. =D =D =D =D =D =D =D XD
And while I'm on this I'll just say. Tin Pan Ali rehearsal today was soo fun! Hehe. Aaaaand I told Jack Hamilton that he's mean, which he was! He agreed to it, lol. He jabbed me in the arm with the corner of his folder, and it hurt much more than I would have thought. So I said that it was mean and he said 'I know'. Lol. Actually I don't know how that's lol. Buuuut I am starting to find him slightly intimidating which is weeeiiiirrddd. I think he's scarier than Molly and more intimidating than Mr Elgin. LOL. Well, I'm definitely weird. HEHE! Weeeird! And random!
Oh yeah. Chapter 5, and also another poem. =D =D =D =D =D =D =D XD
Thursday, 16 September 2010
And back comes depression
Aaaaaand once again I am beginning to feel depressed. Again. Because of this stupid dream! And stupid stupid and everything in this world is just stupid and I feel like crying. I hate him I hate him I hate him do I hate him? It is so not fair!!!
Molly says I don't really like him and I'm just basically obsessed and not seeing the real thing blah blah. I find that out. I'm not obsessed with him. I don't feel that way about him. Yes I'm free! Not. DAMNIT! Basically I've made about a list of 50 pages in my head on why he's not perfect blah blah. His positive sides, just reaching half a page. So... DAMN! So why the bloody hell do I still feel for him? He's- I- GAH! So what if I really do love him and am going to forever? Cause that would just suck and it would be the worst ever! Or to use Molly's words, unrequited love blah blah. I actually had to look that up in the dictionary. But GOD DAMNIT! And I do not care if I curse God and he could just well go and stuff it! Maybe I could kill Eros instead... that might help more. Oh whatever if you have no idea go search it up on google.
STUPID! Still the bloody same when I catch his eye, but it's- it's just- hmph. And I can still really stupidly and annoying tell which direction he's in and right now for some really absurd reason I'm thinking to my right.
So why the heck do I still like him when I was sure that I didn't anymore and didn't think of him as being that great? He didn't even get a huge list of what's good about him! Even Michael gets more.
And it's really stupid because I had a dream yesterday night and basically the first time I've dreamt of him since like my last post somewhere far back about him. I saw him somewhere at a turn, with his friends, and laughing, and it was near a road, but then everywhere else was plants and trees and grass... And I was on the bus and I saw him, and he caught my eye, just for a second... Then I was lost, somewhere in the wooods, but the sun was shining through and everything was so bright and light and green and beautiful. Not a dark forest you'd often imagine, but a really nice one... I was lost but I heard laughter, and I just slowly used that as a way to guide me out, but I wasn't running or anything... It was nice...
Then suddenly I was in the Library, and he was there, laughing.
And guess what? He was bloody in the library today. GAH!
Man when I get depressed all my emotions just come out. I'm depressed, so I want to cry, and then I get so annoyed! And then I just remember something and I'm just drifting away and my eyes fill with tears and then...
And today was just... I also saw him after History, which was period 2. And now...
Now I'm just bloody drifting back to the state I was one year ago! All I'm hoping is it helps me with getting back to writing my story again.
And incidentally remember that poems that went along the lines of
Two whole years when you’ve had me seduced,
Where I’ve been love struck and thought of nothing but you.
But now I’m free and my heart mine again,
And trust me when I say, I’ll never fall for you again.
Or at least that's part of it.
Well, note that when you scroll down there is actually an 'I think' there. I suppose I must have known somewhere deep inside me then.
Well.
So much for being over him.
Molly says I don't really like him and I'm just basically obsessed and not seeing the real thing blah blah. I find that out. I'm not obsessed with him. I don't feel that way about him. Yes I'm free! Not. DAMNIT! Basically I've made about a list of 50 pages in my head on why he's not perfect blah blah. His positive sides, just reaching half a page. So... DAMN! So why the bloody hell do I still feel for him? He's- I- GAH! So what if I really do love him and am going to forever? Cause that would just suck and it would be the worst ever! Or to use Molly's words, unrequited love blah blah. I actually had to look that up in the dictionary. But GOD DAMNIT! And I do not care if I curse God and he could just well go and stuff it! Maybe I could kill Eros instead... that might help more. Oh whatever if you have no idea go search it up on google.
STUPID! Still the bloody same when I catch his eye, but it's- it's just- hmph. And I can still really stupidly and annoying tell which direction he's in and right now for some really absurd reason I'm thinking to my right.
So why the heck do I still like him when I was sure that I didn't anymore and didn't think of him as being that great? He didn't even get a huge list of what's good about him! Even Michael gets more.
And it's really stupid because I had a dream yesterday night and basically the first time I've dreamt of him since like my last post somewhere far back about him. I saw him somewhere at a turn, with his friends, and laughing, and it was near a road, but then everywhere else was plants and trees and grass... And I was on the bus and I saw him, and he caught my eye, just for a second... Then I was lost, somewhere in the wooods, but the sun was shining through and everything was so bright and light and green and beautiful. Not a dark forest you'd often imagine, but a really nice one... I was lost but I heard laughter, and I just slowly used that as a way to guide me out, but I wasn't running or anything... It was nice...
Then suddenly I was in the Library, and he was there, laughing.
And guess what? He was bloody in the library today. GAH!
Man when I get depressed all my emotions just come out. I'm depressed, so I want to cry, and then I get so annoyed! And then I just remember something and I'm just drifting away and my eyes fill with tears and then...
And today was just... I also saw him after History, which was period 2. And now...
Now I'm just bloody drifting back to the state I was one year ago! All I'm hoping is it helps me with getting back to writing my story again.
And incidentally remember that poems that went along the lines of
Two whole years when you’ve had me seduced,
Where I’ve been love struck and thought of nothing but you.
But now I’m free and my heart mine again,
And trust me when I say, I’ll never fall for you again.
Or at least that's part of it.
Well, note that when you scroll down there is actually an 'I think' there. I suppose I must have known somewhere deep inside me then.
Well.
So much for being over him.
Monday, 13 September 2010
Chapter 4 (Finally!)
OK, microsoft still not fixed. But I managed to somehow open it onto Microsoft Works Word Office, and so now chapter 4 is finally done! Yay! And it's also quite short. But I'm just happy it's done. Anyway, enjoy!
Saturday, 11 September 2010
Heya Random Post
OK. First thing. Or well, the only thing. You know the stories I'm writing? Yes? Okay. You remember the names and orders?
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Darkness
Dawning Moon
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
Yes, those seven. Well I'll just give you a bit of background infromation, sorta. Mainly you do have many characters, some of which I still need names for, like the werewolf and the witch. But anyway, each story is told my someone different. The first one is Alina, which is the really rubbish one I'm writing now which I just want to get out of the way cause it sucks but without it nothing else would make sense. The second one is the vampire Leyla, and I absolutely adore her, she is so my favourite! Haunting Blood is the witch, Rising Darkness is the vampire whom Leyla loves from like 13000 years ago, and no that was not a typo. Dawning Moon would be the werewolf and Change of Fate is the only one written in third person. The last one, Fallen Grace, is like switching between people telling the story. Still in first person, but it just changes you know.
Well, Leyla appears in just about every single one, cause like I said, she is great! But anyway. In the first one it's basically Alina, and then you've got Draco (go Draco!) who is the Devil, and the other Angel who is called Amadeus but he just took that idea from an 'old friend' (tell you later) and also because it means 'one who loves God'. There is a brief appearance of Leyla in that (go Leyla!) and you know, blah blah and all that.
In the second one it's told from Leyla's point of view and it's just great! And she can like talk to animals, like they've got a psychic link. Basically it's just the fact that vampires can read minds, but she's like the only one who cared about wildlife enough to actually talk to them. Basically all her friends are like wild animals. There's a tiger, a giant snake but I have no idea what type yet, a crocodile, eagle and all those sort of birds of prey etc. Oh yeah and wolf. They are awsome! And she does care a lot about life, even if she doesn't seem the type of person who does. She sort of protects all the wild animals and basically just kills humans. Cause you know, what is wrong with her killing humans because she needs the blood to survive when humans are always killing animals to keep themselves alive. You know, see the logic? So she doesn't really give a damn about human life, but obviously at the same time she accepts that everything goes in a cycle in a way. Basically just the food chain. But still she doesn't care about them. They've done wrong in their lives more than animals have and all that. And she's got this huuuuge house which is a bit more like a castle, except she's actually got tones and mostly they're situated in forests and such. The ones so dense that no one ever goes into them. And if they ever did they would never get out alive anyway =]. Pass into her territory and you're dead. Well there are the occasional ones that she leaves alone. Ish. Basically scares them. Well I think there was only ever one... But anyway, she's great! And of course the end sort of links straight in to the next book.
Haunting Blood is the one with the witch. She's got red hair! Lol, dunno what that's got to do with anything. But basically this time it's her telling the story, but it starts from where Leyla left off. Basically Leyla sort of goes to her for help long story. Obviously I'll tell you more parts of all the stories another time, 'cause what I told you about Leyla earlier barely even scratched the surface. But anyway. So obviously she's heard of Leyla before, and she's willing to help. Sort of. She's got a choice, and she's also really caring. She's actually managed to find this sort of elixir of life thing, so she's lived through quite a long time. In a way she's a bit like a vampire, but also with the benefits of being a human, and also having extra powers! Well that's basically it about that books. She explains to Leyla quite a lot about the history of all the supernatural creatures and such, and then goes into this world of ghosts and spells and potions and rituals and all that to help Leyla find somebody, and all that. Not sure how it ends yet, but I will know later.
Rising Darkness is Amadeo, who is the vampire that Leyla loves, and yes that would be where that Angel got the name from. Of course he changed it slightly, but they're still pronounced in not the right way, which I think sounds better, cause otherwise it makes me think of lizards. Right, so basically he goes through telling what happened, and sort of the same story that Leyla tells, but of course everything's different because of everything else. And then things that happens links in with what happens to Leyla, but he's been careful and he's stayed hidden, in a way. He was always there and watching Leyla from afar, but never letting her know so. He's actually quite sweet, but he did act cold for like just about forever. He also got a new friend along the way called Seamus I think it was... how is just basically very fidgity and nervous and just won't stay still for long. But he's really actually quite sweet. Although I doubt he'd be much use in a fight... Yeah, that sort of ends with them in a way starting over sort of. Leyla's also in this one by the way, but only briefly, like when he's telling stories and when he sort of just catches sight of her. He never really stopped caring, but he knew what was for the best, in a way.
Anyway next one. This one is of the werewolf. She's from Elizabethan times I think it was, and there will be a name for her. Hm... what if I linked her in with someone.... hmm.... but anyway. She became a werewolf but I can't remember how... I remember the existence of vampire and how they came about, and also witches. I know it for werewolved too but I can't remember how you would sort of become on. Like vampires it would be if you drank their blood. Witches would be when you died your soul and power sort of just drifts on until it finds another host. How was werewolves... Oh yeah. I think werewolves were just that if you were bitten you would in a way become a werewolf. It would take time though. You'd reach a certain age, so when you reached 13 you would become a werewolf. So let's say you were bitten when you were 7, you wouldn't become one until you became 13, you know and all that. And you'd age quite slowly. Like vampires it's you never age. For witches you still age like a normal human (unless you've got the elixir of life of course) and for werewolves you get one year older every 500 years. So yes, quite a long time. But you would still be getting older and your body would be changing, just every 500 years. Lol, long time. So yes, Elizabethan era, and she meets Leyla and they get on very well. So she first appears in Kiss of Death. Then the next one would just be the one where she's telling the story, which is this one, Dawning Moon. Of course this time it's when she meets Leyla again. She made a brief appearance in Haunting Blood when I think she was threatening the witch to do something and all that. Leyla was very different and sort of in a different mind by that time because she had a little chat with Alina, who was already an Angel, and she got told many things. She didn't help the werewolf at all. But anyway. This time they meet they've both changed. Leyla is in a way still the same she always was, but she's become more distant, but still with all the snide remarks and such. The werewolf (That sounds really not nice, I need to come up with a name soon) has changed quite a lot as well. More dreamy and more chearful in a way. That would mainly be because she fell in love with a human but tried to deny it and when he found out who she was he didn't really care. Which is quite sweet you know. But then he died and everything. She's upset, but she's changed anyway. And basically ignores all of Leyla's snide remarks when she doesn't care a damn and just leaves her to tell her story. Not very nice, but I still love Leyla =].
Change of Fate is the one in third person. I can't remember the people's names because Microsoft Word is kaput so I can't check. But anyway. Basically. One of the vampires is from sometime during the French Revolutionary War or whatever it's called. If that ever happened then yes. If that never happened then something has gone wrong with my History. But anyway. I think he was slightly scared and didn't want to die or something. He got his wish and Amadeo (vampire!) changed him into a vampire as well. But then he got quite annoyed and left. Oh no it was because then he realized he could never die and could never age and basically everyone he loved just died right in front of his eyes. Then basically kidnapped a princess or just basically a really pretty blonde girl who was just quite spoiled in a way. But not in that way. Well, she's like really really innocent and everything. You know. But still, it depends on what time I'm setting it at. I think I might change it to the first world war or something. Dunno. Anyway, blah blah. Meets Amadeo again and this time he's made a new vampire who is Seamus who is just basically what I said before. He gets jealous etc just read the poem called 'Your Fate' and you'll know just about everything that happens. And also incidentally those were all fate and it was written in a prophecy. Why ever the heck the prophecy got written about them I have no idea whatsoever. But you should know basically everything from the poem.
Then at last we have Fallen Grace! This is where we find out that God is evil and wants to destroy the world and all the rubbish. The Angels who wouldn't agree with him got chucked out of Heaven, take a guess at who they are. There's Draco, but he was in Hell anyway. Of course he did return to being an Angel but Hell was quite a nice luxurious and cosy place, so he continued living there. Lol. Anyway, there's also that Angel Haniel, Alina, Michael and some other ones. There's the Angel of Harmony and all that. Anyway. Basically. They know they're preparing for a war. They go find the help of those two vampires I was just talking about, Amadeo and Seamus (though not sure how he's going to be of much use) and then we also find the witch and Leyla. Yay! And then it also turns out that the werewolf joined the other side because she was promised that her love would be brought back to life. Oh and also some control over the world. Of course she never got told the whole plan that there would be no life left anyway. Of course when she was facing Leyla and everyone and they asked her why and she told them the reason, you could just count on Leyla to say 'How cliche' and lol. Cause you know, it is! Control over the world, lol! Anyway sooo much happens in this one you will not believe it. Of course it would be mainly Leyla cause I can't help it cause she's the the best! But yes. It's very complicated and very long. But you will know one day. So now I will shut up and do my homework.
Hope you think what I've told you so far of my stories are good!
Oh yeah and also Leyla does a lot of unconcious poetry and most of the ones I wrote on my other blog is what she thinks up of! Except the one titled 'Regret', that's Alina.
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Darkness
Dawning Moon
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
Yes, those seven. Well I'll just give you a bit of background infromation, sorta. Mainly you do have many characters, some of which I still need names for, like the werewolf and the witch. But anyway, each story is told my someone different. The first one is Alina, which is the really rubbish one I'm writing now which I just want to get out of the way cause it sucks but without it nothing else would make sense. The second one is the vampire Leyla, and I absolutely adore her, she is so my favourite! Haunting Blood is the witch, Rising Darkness is the vampire whom Leyla loves from like 13000 years ago, and no that was not a typo. Dawning Moon would be the werewolf and Change of Fate is the only one written in third person. The last one, Fallen Grace, is like switching between people telling the story. Still in first person, but it just changes you know.
Well, Leyla appears in just about every single one, cause like I said, she is great! But anyway. In the first one it's basically Alina, and then you've got Draco (go Draco!) who is the Devil, and the other Angel who is called Amadeus but he just took that idea from an 'old friend' (tell you later) and also because it means 'one who loves God'. There is a brief appearance of Leyla in that (go Leyla!) and you know, blah blah and all that.
In the second one it's told from Leyla's point of view and it's just great! And she can like talk to animals, like they've got a psychic link. Basically it's just the fact that vampires can read minds, but she's like the only one who cared about wildlife enough to actually talk to them. Basically all her friends are like wild animals. There's a tiger, a giant snake but I have no idea what type yet, a crocodile, eagle and all those sort of birds of prey etc. Oh yeah and wolf. They are awsome! And she does care a lot about life, even if she doesn't seem the type of person who does. She sort of protects all the wild animals and basically just kills humans. Cause you know, what is wrong with her killing humans because she needs the blood to survive when humans are always killing animals to keep themselves alive. You know, see the logic? So she doesn't really give a damn about human life, but obviously at the same time she accepts that everything goes in a cycle in a way. Basically just the food chain. But still she doesn't care about them. They've done wrong in their lives more than animals have and all that. And she's got this huuuuge house which is a bit more like a castle, except she's actually got tones and mostly they're situated in forests and such. The ones so dense that no one ever goes into them. And if they ever did they would never get out alive anyway =]. Pass into her territory and you're dead. Well there are the occasional ones that she leaves alone. Ish. Basically scares them. Well I think there was only ever one... But anyway, she's great! And of course the end sort of links straight in to the next book.
Haunting Blood is the one with the witch. She's got red hair! Lol, dunno what that's got to do with anything. But basically this time it's her telling the story, but it starts from where Leyla left off. Basically Leyla sort of goes to her for help long story. Obviously I'll tell you more parts of all the stories another time, 'cause what I told you about Leyla earlier barely even scratched the surface. But anyway. So obviously she's heard of Leyla before, and she's willing to help. Sort of. She's got a choice, and she's also really caring. She's actually managed to find this sort of elixir of life thing, so she's lived through quite a long time. In a way she's a bit like a vampire, but also with the benefits of being a human, and also having extra powers! Well that's basically it about that books. She explains to Leyla quite a lot about the history of all the supernatural creatures and such, and then goes into this world of ghosts and spells and potions and rituals and all that to help Leyla find somebody, and all that. Not sure how it ends yet, but I will know later.
Rising Darkness is Amadeo, who is the vampire that Leyla loves, and yes that would be where that Angel got the name from. Of course he changed it slightly, but they're still pronounced in not the right way, which I think sounds better, cause otherwise it makes me think of lizards. Right, so basically he goes through telling what happened, and sort of the same story that Leyla tells, but of course everything's different because of everything else. And then things that happens links in with what happens to Leyla, but he's been careful and he's stayed hidden, in a way. He was always there and watching Leyla from afar, but never letting her know so. He's actually quite sweet, but he did act cold for like just about forever. He also got a new friend along the way called Seamus I think it was... how is just basically very fidgity and nervous and just won't stay still for long. But he's really actually quite sweet. Although I doubt he'd be much use in a fight... Yeah, that sort of ends with them in a way starting over sort of. Leyla's also in this one by the way, but only briefly, like when he's telling stories and when he sort of just catches sight of her. He never really stopped caring, but he knew what was for the best, in a way.
Anyway next one. This one is of the werewolf. She's from Elizabethan times I think it was, and there will be a name for her. Hm... what if I linked her in with someone.... hmm.... but anyway. She became a werewolf but I can't remember how... I remember the existence of vampire and how they came about, and also witches. I know it for werewolved too but I can't remember how you would sort of become on. Like vampires it would be if you drank their blood. Witches would be when you died your soul and power sort of just drifts on until it finds another host. How was werewolves... Oh yeah. I think werewolves were just that if you were bitten you would in a way become a werewolf. It would take time though. You'd reach a certain age, so when you reached 13 you would become a werewolf. So let's say you were bitten when you were 7, you wouldn't become one until you became 13, you know and all that. And you'd age quite slowly. Like vampires it's you never age. For witches you still age like a normal human (unless you've got the elixir of life of course) and for werewolves you get one year older every 500 years. So yes, quite a long time. But you would still be getting older and your body would be changing, just every 500 years. Lol, long time. So yes, Elizabethan era, and she meets Leyla and they get on very well. So she first appears in Kiss of Death. Then the next one would just be the one where she's telling the story, which is this one, Dawning Moon. Of course this time it's when she meets Leyla again. She made a brief appearance in Haunting Blood when I think she was threatening the witch to do something and all that. Leyla was very different and sort of in a different mind by that time because she had a little chat with Alina, who was already an Angel, and she got told many things. She didn't help the werewolf at all. But anyway. This time they meet they've both changed. Leyla is in a way still the same she always was, but she's become more distant, but still with all the snide remarks and such. The werewolf (That sounds really not nice, I need to come up with a name soon) has changed quite a lot as well. More dreamy and more chearful in a way. That would mainly be because she fell in love with a human but tried to deny it and when he found out who she was he didn't really care. Which is quite sweet you know. But then he died and everything. She's upset, but she's changed anyway. And basically ignores all of Leyla's snide remarks when she doesn't care a damn and just leaves her to tell her story. Not very nice, but I still love Leyla =].
Change of Fate is the one in third person. I can't remember the people's names because Microsoft Word is kaput so I can't check. But anyway. Basically. One of the vampires is from sometime during the French Revolutionary War or whatever it's called. If that ever happened then yes. If that never happened then something has gone wrong with my History. But anyway. I think he was slightly scared and didn't want to die or something. He got his wish and Amadeo (vampire!) changed him into a vampire as well. But then he got quite annoyed and left. Oh no it was because then he realized he could never die and could never age and basically everyone he loved just died right in front of his eyes. Then basically kidnapped a princess or just basically a really pretty blonde girl who was just quite spoiled in a way. But not in that way. Well, she's like really really innocent and everything. You know. But still, it depends on what time I'm setting it at. I think I might change it to the first world war or something. Dunno. Anyway, blah blah. Meets Amadeo again and this time he's made a new vampire who is Seamus who is just basically what I said before. He gets jealous etc just read the poem called 'Your Fate' and you'll know just about everything that happens. And also incidentally those were all fate and it was written in a prophecy. Why ever the heck the prophecy got written about them I have no idea whatsoever. But you should know basically everything from the poem.
Then at last we have Fallen Grace! This is where we find out that God is evil and wants to destroy the world and all the rubbish. The Angels who wouldn't agree with him got chucked out of Heaven, take a guess at who they are. There's Draco, but he was in Hell anyway. Of course he did return to being an Angel but Hell was quite a nice luxurious and cosy place, so he continued living there. Lol. Anyway, there's also that Angel Haniel, Alina, Michael and some other ones. There's the Angel of Harmony and all that. Anyway. Basically. They know they're preparing for a war. They go find the help of those two vampires I was just talking about, Amadeo and Seamus (though not sure how he's going to be of much use) and then we also find the witch and Leyla. Yay! And then it also turns out that the werewolf joined the other side because she was promised that her love would be brought back to life. Oh and also some control over the world. Of course she never got told the whole plan that there would be no life left anyway. Of course when she was facing Leyla and everyone and they asked her why and she told them the reason, you could just count on Leyla to say 'How cliche' and lol. Cause you know, it is! Control over the world, lol! Anyway sooo much happens in this one you will not believe it. Of course it would be mainly Leyla cause I can't help it cause she's the the best! But yes. It's very complicated and very long. But you will know one day. So now I will shut up and do my homework.
Hope you think what I've told you so far of my stories are good!
Oh yeah and also Leyla does a lot of unconcious poetry and most of the ones I wrote on my other blog is what she thinks up of! Except the one titled 'Regret', that's Alina.
Tuesday, 7 September 2010
Rain!
Lol. Guess what. Today, it was raining. Well quite typical seeing how we're in Scotland, but yeah. RAIN! Lot's of it! Lol. It was raining so heavily between periods 2 and 3, and basically we got soaking wet. AND there were like huge puddles of water. Well they're not exactly puddles anymore, we couldn't bloody walk on the pavement! That's why they need to get it fixed, there's too much of a dent there. And just about everywhere else. Anyway. No idea why but I think it was just for the fun of it, we went round the school! Quite idiotic, I know. But still. Aaaaaand the back playground had turned into a swimming pool =] yay! Unfortunately they wouldn't let us go swim in it :( lol. Basically everywhere was flooded (including the F2 Locker Room) and yeah. But then by break everything had dried out. Which was a pity really, we wanted to walk through the swimming pool!
The rest is just homework. And at lunchtime I think I asked Molly too many questions and she finally couldn't take it anymore and left. LOL. Hmm... My life is officially getting more and more boring. BORING! Either that or I can't rememer anything interesting, cause I just have to try to remember homework and all of that. Homework homework and more homework. Which reminds me. I need to do my homework.
The rest is just homework. And at lunchtime I think I asked Molly too many questions and she finally couldn't take it anymore and left. LOL. Hmm... My life is officially getting more and more boring. BORING! Either that or I can't rememer anything interesting, cause I just have to try to remember homework and all of that. Homework homework and more homework. Which reminds me. I need to do my homework.
Sunday, 5 September 2010
My Computer hates me
My computer hates me. The speaker died ages ago. And then the webcam went. Then it was the turn of the thing that enables it to read CDs and DVDs and stuff. And now there goes Microsoft Word. Oh and also the ability to copy and paste files. Or move then. I hate it! Now the only useful thing it can do is go onto the internet. *Cries* and I know I'm moaning but I don't care cause I'm going to be moaning for the next 4 months until my dad comes back with the other computer. So deal.
Stupid computer I hate it *cries*
Stupid computer I hate it *cries*
Friday, 3 September 2010
What were the chances...
Lolz. Guess what. I got into trouble today! Lol. Nooo idea why I find that funny. I talked back to Mrs Keogh. But seriously. Always being good is BORING. But maybe that wasn't the best of times... Lol. Still. I'll live. Unless I get like a punishment excersize or detention... then I won't. But you get what I mean don't you? Besides, everyone's got more than one personality. They just show at different times. Though of course Chloe is always the same nice little girl... Yeah... But still... I just got a slight telling off, and everyone in the class was staring at me. Lolz.
Anyway. Got our lockers today! Although typically mine was the wrong key, so I had to go get another locker key. But on the brighter side, I'm not at the top! Yay! 78 was at the bottom, but 103 is at the top! But then there was the down side cause I went upstairs, but then it only went to 100, so I had to go all the way downstairs again.
Hmmm... nothing else really. Physics boring as usual. P.E good and missed break. Got into trouble in English (lolz), Chemistry was fun with the molecule thing and the popping noise was fun! Co-Curricullum fair or whatever it's called was good. Tones of people though. Blah. Maths was ok. French was good. LOLZ! Remembered something. Cause it's the last period on Friday, Mr Summerville (yay!) always let's us tidy up a bit early (yay!). And me and Anna were at the door. And I started edging toward it, but then hit the door handle and it rattled. Lol. Then Mr Summerville sort of just glared at me, like narrow eyed. But it was funny and I couldn't stop laughing. I was still first out of the door though! Lol.
Oh yeah! After school I played Chess with Michael. It was funny lol. But I lost. But that was because we swapped sides. Like I was black and he was white and then near the end we swapped around. I have no idea why. But still. It was fun!
Ja.... and getting home I couldn't be bothered to do anything. At all. Oh well. Nice day though! Boiling, but nice...
Anyway. Got our lockers today! Although typically mine was the wrong key, so I had to go get another locker key. But on the brighter side, I'm not at the top! Yay! 78 was at the bottom, but 103 is at the top! But then there was the down side cause I went upstairs, but then it only went to 100, so I had to go all the way downstairs again.
Hmmm... nothing else really. Physics boring as usual. P.E good and missed break. Got into trouble in English (lolz), Chemistry was fun with the molecule thing and the popping noise was fun! Co-Curricullum fair or whatever it's called was good. Tones of people though. Blah. Maths was ok. French was good. LOLZ! Remembered something. Cause it's the last period on Friday, Mr Summerville (yay!) always let's us tidy up a bit early (yay!). And me and Anna were at the door. And I started edging toward it, but then hit the door handle and it rattled. Lol. Then Mr Summerville sort of just glared at me, like narrow eyed. But it was funny and I couldn't stop laughing. I was still first out of the door though! Lol.
Oh yeah! After school I played Chess with Michael. It was funny lol. But I lost. But that was because we swapped sides. Like I was black and he was white and then near the end we swapped around. I have no idea why. But still. It was fun!
Ja.... and getting home I couldn't be bothered to do anything. At all. Oh well. Nice day though! Boiling, but nice...
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
Good Little Girl Sitting in the back
Just random thing. Have any of you ever realized how many teachers actually think I'm a 'good little girl sitting in the back'? Lol. I personally find that really funny and ironic. Well just generally funny. Lol. Honestly, they just all think I'm such a good little girl! Lol. And apparently I'm also innocent, according to Akdas and Emily, and maybe other people but I don't recall. So many teachers... I think the only teacher in who's mind I've erased the idea of good little girl is Dr Fotheringham, but only possibly. It was just like the last two months of school, in first year, when we were revising for exams... Then again I never know. Lol. Good little girl. I wonder how many people actually think that... I know lots of people in our year certainly definitely did. Like... all the boys in my regi... other people who I probably never really talk to. Hmm.... Lol
Incidentally putting a poem up. Btw I have gone back to depressing. I had thought I'd gotten over that! Sheesh. But anyway. Back to it now. And poem might explain a lot. But still. It SUCKS! The poem I mean. The poem SUCKS.
Just a warning.
Incidentally putting a poem up. Btw I have gone back to depressing. I had thought I'd gotten over that! Sheesh. But anyway. Back to it now. And poem might explain a lot. But still. It SUCKS! The poem I mean. The poem SUCKS.
Just a warning.
I think it's hard now...
God, I'd hate to see what it would be like a couple of months later. I have got tones of homework. And this is only the first week of school. So imagine when it was almost time for the exams! God. I've still got a Personal Reflective Essay to write for English, and I have no clue what to do. And two French vocab tests. TWO! Cause I've got two teachers. But TWO! Well I suppose the verbs might be easy enough. But guess what. Molly has got none at all! You know, if you wanted me to list all the homework I've had in just the first week, then well, there's a lot.
Finish English Poem Sheet
Do Chemistry Quizzes
Do French Sheet
Musical Literacy - Pgs 3, 6, 14, 15, 16
Poem for English
Maths Pg 53
Chemistry Homework 4.1
Learn Statement from Box (Chemistry)
Revise sound Pgs 3 - 8 for Physics (Quiz)
English Language Skills - Pgs 9 - 11
French Vocab - Verbs
French Vocab - School Subjects
English Personal Reflective Essay
Bloody God. And at the same time I have to fit in Chinese homework, I lose 5 and a half hours of work time on Sunday cause of Chinese School (although there is a bright side... *sigh* lol. Long story), I lose a whole hour of time each day after school cause it takes me over an hour to get home, I'll lose 2 whole hours on a Thursday cause I've got Tin Pan Ali after school, I lose Monday, Wednesday and Thursday lunchtimes cause of clubs, and there might be more (although clubs are fine by me =]), then when I get home I've still got to fit in 30 mins each for both Piano and Violin. So if you can do Maths, look how much time I lose in a whole week! Around 15 hours! That's over half a day! In fact that's like a whole weekday for me. I get up at 7 and go to bed at 10! God. I lose a whole day of work time! Oh woops forgot that I've got violin and piano every day. Well make that... about 20 hours! *Gasp*!
Well today... in English me, Sarah, Chaz and Daniel were talking, I think. I dunno we finished around work. Mrs Keogh told 'us 4' at the back to... something. I wasn't listening. And then she said '*Gasp*! Jenny! I'm surprised at you!'. Lolz. Well, I just couldn't stop laughing. But I think that was from what Chaz had said. Lolz. I half felt like saying 'Well you can't expect me to be good forever', but I was laughing too hard to get any words out. And then in Music I had trouble with a chair... It just wouldn't go over the stupid line!!!!! Lol. Yes... I can drag Molly to choir now! She's taken up piano in school, so yay! Lolz. Now she gets hell, mwah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah!
Hmmm.... I've got a couple of other poems but I'll put them up later.
And there's something else... Well I suppose the poem will happily explain it. Maybe. Unless I can't be bothered putting it up =]. But still...
If I do put it up then I'll explain. But feel free to guess =]. Lol. Well sorta lol. Well... :| yeah. Yeah. Yeah... yeah.....
Finish English Poem Sheet
Do Chemistry Quizzes
Do French Sheet
Musical Literacy - Pgs 3, 6, 14, 15, 16
Poem for English
Maths Pg 53
Chemistry Homework 4.1
Learn Statement from Box (Chemistry)
Revise sound Pgs 3 - 8 for Physics (Quiz)
English Language Skills - Pgs 9 - 11
French Vocab - Verbs
French Vocab - School Subjects
English Personal Reflective Essay
Bloody God. And at the same time I have to fit in Chinese homework, I lose 5 and a half hours of work time on Sunday cause of Chinese School (although there is a bright side... *sigh* lol. Long story), I lose a whole hour of time each day after school cause it takes me over an hour to get home, I'll lose 2 whole hours on a Thursday cause I've got Tin Pan Ali after school, I lose Monday, Wednesday and Thursday lunchtimes cause of clubs, and there might be more (although clubs are fine by me =]), then when I get home I've still got to fit in 30 mins each for both Piano and Violin. So if you can do Maths, look how much time I lose in a whole week! Around 15 hours! That's over half a day! In fact that's like a whole weekday for me. I get up at 7 and go to bed at 10! God. I lose a whole day of work time! Oh woops forgot that I've got violin and piano every day. Well make that... about 20 hours! *Gasp*!
Well today... in English me, Sarah, Chaz and Daniel were talking, I think. I dunno we finished around work. Mrs Keogh told 'us 4' at the back to... something. I wasn't listening. And then she said '*Gasp*! Jenny! I'm surprised at you!'. Lolz. Well, I just couldn't stop laughing. But I think that was from what Chaz had said. Lolz. I half felt like saying 'Well you can't expect me to be good forever', but I was laughing too hard to get any words out. And then in Music I had trouble with a chair... It just wouldn't go over the stupid line!!!!! Lol. Yes... I can drag Molly to choir now! She's taken up piano in school, so yay! Lolz. Now she gets hell, mwah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah!
Hmmm.... I've got a couple of other poems but I'll put them up later.
And there's something else... Well I suppose the poem will happily explain it. Maybe. Unless I can't be bothered putting it up =]. But still...
If I do put it up then I'll explain. But feel free to guess =]. Lol. Well sorta lol. Well... :| yeah. Yeah. Yeah... yeah.....
Monday, 30 August 2010
Ok, right, hello
Ok. So this is going to be brief. Cause I am sorta busy. Busy doing things I want for a change rather than homework. Although admitadly I've still got some to do. i.e. English. But anyway moving on. School photograph today. It took forever, and it was also boiling. Also this morning going to French I realized I was in another classroom and also realized that I had no idea where it was. In other words I was doomed. So I asked a 6th year. It was just this moment where everything seemed hopeless and I had no other choice and late and all that... well ok I was late but you know what I mean. And he also thought I was in 1st year. Oh well.
Anyway borrowed a pen off Conner in the morning. Keir dropped it down the stage thingy bit that we were sorta standing on to take the photo and yeah. Now I owe Conner a pen and Keir owes me one. So technically Keir owes Conner a pen.
History. Interesting. For I have no idea what reason me and Molly stayed behind and were talking to Mr Rennett about history stuff, well duh. Lol. Well. My homework is to find out about my background history. Lol. Cause we're studying about the 'Free At Last' american thingy thing. And I was born in America and everything. Well. I've asked my mum. So far I have found out that my dad went to America to go to University. And they went there in 1992 or 1993. So 3 or 4 years before I was born. And we left in 1998. And then Robert was born 1 year later but no one cares about that. So basically they didn't really stay there long... Ok I think next time I might as well keep my mouth shut but it feels weird when you're standing there and not really in the conversation...
Anyway. We were sure Kirsty was going to murder us, weren't you Kirsty? But anyway. Eh. 1 6 7 9 2 4 5. I have no idea what that is. But random numbers tend to pop through my head when I'm trying to think. No idea why. Hmm.... maybe I should enter them for the lottery... Anyway. Nothing else interesting, not really. Oh. In maths. I managed to beat Andrew Kelly! Well I beat him in maths anyway. Like the exams and how many marks and stuff. But this time I managed to get everything right and finish before him! Yay! I was writing furiously. This year I'm determined to get better and faster and maths and beat him, oh yeah! Anyway. Games was good. Well I forgot my inhaler. But still I managed to get all the way round the pitch without stopping once, so that is an improvment!
Anyway there was this English poem thing and I handed it in today. Mrs Keogh said she just knew I would have finished it, and she couldn't wait to read it. I'm sure she will be... disappointed =]. Lol. Well it does suck. Cause it wasn't something I actually wanted to write about. But you know, just for the sheer heck of it and seeing how it was actually a poem written by me I *sighs* took the liberty of putting it up on my... poem blog. Some of the verses are fine I think, but some just suck. But still. Some have given me great ideas and I'm gonna turn them into other better poems. One's gonna be about the moon =]. And I'm going to sort of merge in some of the Chinese Mythology. It's gonna be gut! I think. And hope. But anyway. I've been reading through all my poems and I've actually realized that I've improved since the beginning. I'm so happy about that! I really like the one called 'Vampyre'. I just realized I really love that one I wrote. I think that is my favourite. Yay! Feel free to read through all my poems and tell me whether you think I've improved or not. =] Thank you. =]
Anyway borrowed a pen off Conner in the morning. Keir dropped it down the stage thingy bit that we were sorta standing on to take the photo and yeah. Now I owe Conner a pen and Keir owes me one. So technically Keir owes Conner a pen.
History. Interesting. For I have no idea what reason me and Molly stayed behind and were talking to Mr Rennett about history stuff, well duh. Lol. Well. My homework is to find out about my background history. Lol. Cause we're studying about the 'Free At Last' american thingy thing. And I was born in America and everything. Well. I've asked my mum. So far I have found out that my dad went to America to go to University. And they went there in 1992 or 1993. So 3 or 4 years before I was born. And we left in 1998. And then Robert was born 1 year later but no one cares about that. So basically they didn't really stay there long... Ok I think next time I might as well keep my mouth shut but it feels weird when you're standing there and not really in the conversation...
Anyway. We were sure Kirsty was going to murder us, weren't you Kirsty? But anyway. Eh. 1 6 7 9 2 4 5. I have no idea what that is. But random numbers tend to pop through my head when I'm trying to think. No idea why. Hmm.... maybe I should enter them for the lottery... Anyway. Nothing else interesting, not really. Oh. In maths. I managed to beat Andrew Kelly! Well I beat him in maths anyway. Like the exams and how many marks and stuff. But this time I managed to get everything right and finish before him! Yay! I was writing furiously. This year I'm determined to get better and faster and maths and beat him, oh yeah! Anyway. Games was good. Well I forgot my inhaler. But still I managed to get all the way round the pitch without stopping once, so that is an improvment!
Anyway there was this English poem thing and I handed it in today. Mrs Keogh said she just knew I would have finished it, and she couldn't wait to read it. I'm sure she will be... disappointed =]. Lol. Well it does suck. Cause it wasn't something I actually wanted to write about. But you know, just for the sheer heck of it and seeing how it was actually a poem written by me I *sighs* took the liberty of putting it up on my... poem blog. Some of the verses are fine I think, but some just suck. But still. Some have given me great ideas and I'm gonna turn them into other better poems. One's gonna be about the moon =]. And I'm going to sort of merge in some of the Chinese Mythology. It's gonna be gut! I think. And hope. But anyway. I've been reading through all my poems and I've actually realized that I've improved since the beginning. I'm so happy about that! I really like the one called 'Vampyre'. I just realized I really love that one I wrote. I think that is my favourite. Yay! Feel free to read through all my poems and tell me whether you think I've improved or not. =] Thank you. =]
Friday, 27 August 2010
First Week of School
Ok heya everyone! Alright it has only been three days since the start of term yet somehow so much has been done...
So basically first day was great. In regi I am now behin Erin and Emily, so yay! No more boredom over on my own. Well... Sorry Chaz but you weren't much of an amusment. Anyway, great. And somehow my bag still managed to be heavy even though there was nothing in it... weird. And I'm beside Conner. He is jsut weird. But it's really quite funny. And also when I proved him wrong cause I said lessons started at 10:30. And then when the bell rang he said 'Hah!' but then as soon as that was done Mr Elgin told everyone that we weren't leaving till 10:30, so it was my turn to say 'Hah! I told you so!'. Mr Elgin said something but I was too busy gloating to listen. =] Oh yeah, and also. I hate the new timetable. It sucks. Etc Etc.
So you know. Basically just in every class we were told where to sit and about Standard Grade and you know etc. Well most of them. I've got Mr Summerville for French! Lol. And then for Maths I have Mr Elgin and he just started us on maths questions... typical. But it was still good fun cause he proved Andrew Kelly wrong =]. And oh yeah. I've got Mr Keogh. For English. Again... oh well. We hear funny stories about her from the 'old days' apparently. Lol. History was good. No idea what else I had. Music was fun!
Oh yeah which also reminds me. The morning was really funny. Cause you know Molly came in with red hair and everything. LOL. People's reactions and comments were sooooo funny! Sorry Molly but they were. At least you didn't dig yourself into a hole! Lol. Which reminds me. I think I sort of did... Yeah... Well I got away in time! Lol bet if I mentioned what it was about you'd all be interested. Or at least Emily... Hmm....
Anyway so you know. First week and I've already got a mountain of homework. Yet somehow I managed to do it all but I've still got English Poem and Essay. And for some odd bizzare reason I found the homework all really really enjoyable and fun...
Anyway got £10 for my poem in the Kwyll from mum... blah blah. This morning Mr Elgin was going on about how I'm a star cause of all my poems in the Kwyll and everything and I just kept nodding... Oh yeah and for the French homework Mr Summerville said we could send it in by our e-mails. Well by the looks of people they didn't seem to want to use their e-mails. Lol. I used mine I don't really care. But anyway Mr Summerville (god that name is long) said 'Don't worry I'm not going to stalk you, I have better things to do with my time,'. Lol.
Incidentally Molly keeps hissing at somebody and I'm really happy about that! Yay! I also feels so happy each time I see him and no I no longer like him. HAH! YES! *claps* great!
Anyway I'm sure more interesting things have happened, but right now I'm being told to go to bed. Cause myt bag was frickin heavy today and I walked home. Not very clever was I? Anyway goodnight people!
So basically first day was great. In regi I am now behin Erin and Emily, so yay! No more boredom over on my own. Well... Sorry Chaz but you weren't much of an amusment. Anyway, great. And somehow my bag still managed to be heavy even though there was nothing in it... weird. And I'm beside Conner. He is jsut weird. But it's really quite funny. And also when I proved him wrong cause I said lessons started at 10:30. And then when the bell rang he said 'Hah!' but then as soon as that was done Mr Elgin told everyone that we weren't leaving till 10:30, so it was my turn to say 'Hah! I told you so!'. Mr Elgin said something but I was too busy gloating to listen. =] Oh yeah, and also. I hate the new timetable. It sucks. Etc Etc.
So you know. Basically just in every class we were told where to sit and about Standard Grade and you know etc. Well most of them. I've got Mr Summerville for French! Lol. And then for Maths I have Mr Elgin and he just started us on maths questions... typical. But it was still good fun cause he proved Andrew Kelly wrong =]. And oh yeah. I've got Mr Keogh. For English. Again... oh well. We hear funny stories about her from the 'old days' apparently. Lol. History was good. No idea what else I had. Music was fun!
Oh yeah which also reminds me. The morning was really funny. Cause you know Molly came in with red hair and everything. LOL. People's reactions and comments were sooooo funny! Sorry Molly but they were. At least you didn't dig yourself into a hole! Lol. Which reminds me. I think I sort of did... Yeah... Well I got away in time! Lol bet if I mentioned what it was about you'd all be interested. Or at least Emily... Hmm....
Anyway so you know. First week and I've already got a mountain of homework. Yet somehow I managed to do it all but I've still got English Poem and Essay. And for some odd bizzare reason I found the homework all really really enjoyable and fun...
Anyway got £10 for my poem in the Kwyll from mum... blah blah. This morning Mr Elgin was going on about how I'm a star cause of all my poems in the Kwyll and everything and I just kept nodding... Oh yeah and for the French homework Mr Summerville said we could send it in by our e-mails. Well by the looks of people they didn't seem to want to use their e-mails. Lol. I used mine I don't really care. But anyway Mr Summerville (god that name is long) said 'Don't worry I'm not going to stalk you, I have better things to do with my time,'. Lol.
Incidentally Molly keeps hissing at somebody and I'm really happy about that! Yay! I also feels so happy each time I see him and no I no longer like him. HAH! YES! *claps* great!
Anyway I'm sure more interesting things have happened, but right now I'm being told to go to bed. Cause myt bag was frickin heavy today and I walked home. Not very clever was I? Anyway goodnight people!
Thursday, 19 August 2010
Sorry, I've been too busy watching shows =]
Ok well also I haven't really been bothered writing anything. But so just basically what happened. Last saturday we went to Tentsmuir Forest and you know the beach there. I found a fish! It was still alive =]. It was a sand eel and it was soooo cuuute! And it had also washed on shore and was dying. I think a bird pecked at it... it was missing a chunk of its skin. I put it in water and then the tide came up like 15 minutes later (which is freakishly quick as it was sooo far away) and it swam away and I have no idea what happened to it. It was cute though =]. Robert is scared of fish and the sea! He wouldn't touch it and kept telling us to throw it away (like no way!) and wouldn't go near the waves. IDIOT. And spoil sport.
Ok on Sunday there was a pheasant. Well pheasants always come to our garden. But this time this one kept crowing or whatever it's called. So we gave it some bread. I think it might have been too big or something and I think it was choking on it. And so we put out a bowl of water.
But anyway then on Monday went to Broughty Ferry Beach but that was because I had a violin lesson and then we just went there for the fun of it. We fed the seagulls bread! You know how there are those small ones. They could catch it in mid-air, yay! And then there's the big standard seagulls and they couldn't catch a thing. But anyway, then I started throwing them into the water and it was soooo cool how they swooped down to get it out of the water, hehe! Then when we got home we put this whole bag of breadcrumbs outside for the birds in our garden, cause they were too small for the seagulls to eat. Which I find pretty stupid.
Ok then yesterday, wednesday, I went to see if any sparrows had eatent he bread crumbs. None. And when I reached the window tones came! I counted 18. Hehe! They were so cuuute, all crowding round the pile. CUUUTE! Then I went into town and met Molly there. What happened? The usual. And Molly was panicking about having 'lost' her camera and I said 'But wasn't it on your wrist' 'Yes and now it's not there!' *continues panicking and flicking through bag*. 'Molly. Molly.' *points out camera, on wrist* 'It's right there' 'Oh right. I new that!'. Lol. Ja.....
Anyway, been watching through stuff. Don't get your hopes up Emily I wasn't watching anything you suggested ;P. I watched through all of the second season of 西游记 Journey to the West, which had 16 episodes in it. Then I was going to watch 宝莲灯 The Lotus Lantern (seriously translations make things sound so different) but I found one that Robert was talking about 宝莲灯前传 which is just basically what happened before the one mentioned above. Yeah.... it's good! You guys should read through it. I'm sure you can find the translation somewhere in some library. Or watch one with subs. Although I warn you they suck. Honestly. *claps* but they're goooood! And I was just watching that last one which I mentioned (sorry can't be bothered switching back to chinese) and it's so sad :( :'(. But I love it all the same! =D.
Yeah and. Oh damn! I'm supposed to go pick up my brother from school!
Ok on Sunday there was a pheasant. Well pheasants always come to our garden. But this time this one kept crowing or whatever it's called. So we gave it some bread. I think it might have been too big or something and I think it was choking on it. And so we put out a bowl of water.
But anyway then on Monday went to Broughty Ferry Beach but that was because I had a violin lesson and then we just went there for the fun of it. We fed the seagulls bread! You know how there are those small ones. They could catch it in mid-air, yay! And then there's the big standard seagulls and they couldn't catch a thing. But anyway, then I started throwing them into the water and it was soooo cool how they swooped down to get it out of the water, hehe! Then when we got home we put this whole bag of breadcrumbs outside for the birds in our garden, cause they were too small for the seagulls to eat. Which I find pretty stupid.
Ok then yesterday, wednesday, I went to see if any sparrows had eatent he bread crumbs. None. And when I reached the window tones came! I counted 18. Hehe! They were so cuuute, all crowding round the pile. CUUUTE! Then I went into town and met Molly there. What happened? The usual. And Molly was panicking about having 'lost' her camera and I said 'But wasn't it on your wrist' 'Yes and now it's not there!' *continues panicking and flicking through bag*. 'Molly. Molly.' *points out camera, on wrist* 'It's right there' 'Oh right. I new that!'. Lol. Ja.....
Anyway, been watching through stuff. Don't get your hopes up Emily I wasn't watching anything you suggested ;P. I watched through all of the second season of 西游记 Journey to the West, which had 16 episodes in it. Then I was going to watch 宝莲灯 The Lotus Lantern (seriously translations make things sound so different) but I found one that Robert was talking about 宝莲灯前传 which is just basically what happened before the one mentioned above. Yeah.... it's good! You guys should read through it. I'm sure you can find the translation somewhere in some library. Or watch one with subs. Although I warn you they suck. Honestly. *claps* but they're goooood! And I was just watching that last one which I mentioned (sorry can't be bothered switching back to chinese) and it's so sad :( :'(. But I love it all the same! =D.
Yeah and. Oh damn! I'm supposed to go pick up my brother from school!
Tuesday, 10 August 2010
I. AM. BORED.
Bored bored bored bored bored. Everything is just so boring. Bored. Writing? No boring. For now anyway. Give me a couple of days and I'll start again. Something that was not boring. Sherlock Holmes! Lol. Anyone watched the new one? The TV series. It's guuuuuuut. Real gut. No that does not say gut. It says good. Look it up, German. Anyway. I think it's really good, and quite funny as well. AND I want to watch the next series! Only three episodes this series. Meh. But anyway, guuuuut. They weren't particularly scary, just gut. But the last one was. Mainly cause there's somebody who likes blowing people up just for the fun of it. Or doing that unless the puzzle is solved... EVIL! And it was also scary. I have nooooo idea why. But still guuuuut. And somehow still funny. Lol. Especially when they're at like this planetarium thingy place and then they almost get strangled and while that's happening a video was playing but it was kaput so it kept rewinding and stuff, and music came with it, and it was just sooo hilarious. Also in the second one when Watson decides to have a row with a machine. 'You... you had a row with a machine...' 'It sat there and I shouted abuse'. Lol. I am not sad because I remembered that because I didn't because well I sorta did well because I just watched it, again ;P. Hehe. The only thing that has kept boredom at bay. Lol, yay! WATCH IT!
Lol. So yeah, not bored when I watch that. Stinking problem, computer speakers kaput. Yeah... But I read the subs. Or I go onto the other one. Well until Robert chases me off it that is. GUUUUUT. WAAAATCH.
Yeah, no longer bored. And bored again. I think ranting about that will be fine. Nah. Bored. Ok... gonna go writing! Hehe.
Oooh yeah. I was also thinking, to keep boredom away. What would happen if Sherlock met Leyla... You know from my story, the second one. I'm thinking they'd either hate each other or they would get on really well. Although John would get annoyed... it'll be like having to Sherlocks around... Lol. Long story, but it's great when I imagine it. LOL
Lol. So yeah, not bored when I watch that. Stinking problem, computer speakers kaput. Yeah... But I read the subs. Or I go onto the other one. Well until Robert chases me off it that is. GUUUUUT. WAAAATCH.
Yeah, no longer bored. And bored again. I think ranting about that will be fine. Nah. Bored. Ok... gonna go writing! Hehe.
Oooh yeah. I was also thinking, to keep boredom away. What would happen if Sherlock met Leyla... You know from my story, the second one. I'm thinking they'd either hate each other or they would get on really well. Although John would get annoyed... it'll be like having to Sherlocks around... Lol. Long story, but it's great when I imagine it. LOL
Thursday, 5 August 2010
Nothing Much
So yeah, done nothing much. And incidentally that's the title of Chapter 3. Yes I know I'd already had that up, but I decided to change it, again. Thought it would be very unfair and unlucky on Amelia if unfortunate things kept happening to her on her first term. So I decided to move that to the Summer Holiday. LOL make it even more unfortunate for her. Lol. So yeah, but I've only just changed the ending slightly, so that's fine. And yeah, writing new chapter right now, or at least changing an old one. Well mainly adding one in. Lol. Anyway, have fun for the rest of you holiday!
Wednesday, 4 August 2010
'Ello People!
OK, first thing. I ran out of books to read. So I went into city center and borrowed some more books! And also went past the school; there are a lot of cars there. Ooh, and when I came out of Wellgates from like the top bit, I passed a shop and it had pritty things!!!!!!!! Very pritty!
Anyway, going to Wellgates. There was a weird guy trying to sell cigarettes I think... He looked familiar... Basically what I thought was 'Smoke already makes me sick, so why would I want to smoke?'. And then I felt sick for the next 10 minutes.
Anyway, coming back. There was a guy and he had crutches cause he only had one leg :( D:. I felt so sorry for him. And that's when I realized I was humming quite a depressing yet sweet tune which had come out of nowhere. And it's very annoying cause it was really nice and I just can't remember it. Ah! Got it again! Oh no, wrong key. It sounds sinister. Ok, got it now! It's really quite sweet. Oh lost it again. Well God damnit.
Anyway. Haven't done much else today. Talking about random stuff. Molly said she doesn't tell me enough how much I make her laugh. Yay! Happy 'bout that.
And wrote a poem. Called Happiness. Very ironic. Because the poem doesn't sound happy at all. Lol. It's just like a description of it I suppose, but it captured none of the happiness. I think I tried to go back to my poems that were more serious. Which reminds me, I need to write an incantation for Fallen Grace to summon the spirits... Long story. You'll hear it one day.
And Molly is also betting I will not manage to read no new books about zombies, vampires and all that etc for 2 years. I will prove her wrong! I can still read the books I'm already read so that's fine. Probably gonna read Alex Rider some time. Besides, won't be reading that much anyway. And also had a weird dream about school yesterday.... When I realized I ran out of books to read... Oh well. Hehe.
Did I mention speaker went kaput?
Anyway
Bye!
And one thing, why do I always end with a bye now?
I think I've ran out of the ways to sound like it's the end.
Oh well.
Cya
Bye!
Anyway, going to Wellgates. There was a weird guy trying to sell cigarettes I think... He looked familiar... Basically what I thought was 'Smoke already makes me sick, so why would I want to smoke?'. And then I felt sick for the next 10 minutes.
Anyway, coming back. There was a guy and he had crutches cause he only had one leg :( D:. I felt so sorry for him. And that's when I realized I was humming quite a depressing yet sweet tune which had come out of nowhere. And it's very annoying cause it was really nice and I just can't remember it. Ah! Got it again! Oh no, wrong key. It sounds sinister. Ok, got it now! It's really quite sweet. Oh lost it again. Well God damnit.
Anyway. Haven't done much else today. Talking about random stuff. Molly said she doesn't tell me enough how much I make her laugh. Yay! Happy 'bout that.
And wrote a poem. Called Happiness. Very ironic. Because the poem doesn't sound happy at all. Lol. It's just like a description of it I suppose, but it captured none of the happiness. I think I tried to go back to my poems that were more serious. Which reminds me, I need to write an incantation for Fallen Grace to summon the spirits... Long story. You'll hear it one day.
And Molly is also betting I will not manage to read no new books about zombies, vampires and all that etc for 2 years. I will prove her wrong! I can still read the books I'm already read so that's fine. Probably gonna read Alex Rider some time. Besides, won't be reading that much anyway. And also had a weird dream about school yesterday.... When I realized I ran out of books to read... Oh well. Hehe.
Did I mention speaker went kaput?
Anyway
Bye!
And one thing, why do I always end with a bye now?
I think I've ran out of the ways to sound like it's the end.
Oh well.
Cya
Bye!
Monday, 2 August 2010
I don't care if people get annoyed at this!
Ok, gotta check out my other blog! The one with my poems. Ended that long and dreadful one, and got two new ones! Eep! I'm soooo happy! I don't remember every being this happy! Haha! And I honestly don't care if people begin to get annoyed at my cheerfulness, I mean it's bound to be more annoying than me being mopey all day! Bet ya you're gonna get annoyed at this and wish I stayed sad! LOL! Well maybe not the weird people like Emily and Erin (hi guys! *waves frantically*). HEHE! SOOOOOO HAPPY! Oh, you simply can't imagine! Oh, and at the same time, could you also follow my other blogs? Like the poem and story one? I just like it when people follow. Hehe! Although there's won't be that many people but who cares! I just care about being free! So happy!
Oh yeah, anyway. Don't people just love quills? I love quills! Quills rule! Go quills! They're soooo nice! We should so be using them today. That's why I've made my own! And I actually quite like my writing when I'm using a quill. =] =D I know what I want for christmas! I pot of ink and a nice pretty quill!!!! The ones I make sorta suck. And I don't have a pot of ink, I have to cut up the little tubes of ink. So somebody get me that for christmas please! Lol!!!! hehe.
So yes, happy. Rant. Done. Follow. Blog. Please! Love everyone! Bye!
Oh yeah, anyway. Don't people just love quills? I love quills! Quills rule! Go quills! They're soooo nice! We should so be using them today. That's why I've made my own! And I actually quite like my writing when I'm using a quill. =] =D I know what I want for christmas! I pot of ink and a nice pretty quill!!!! The ones I make sorta suck. And I don't have a pot of ink, I have to cut up the little tubes of ink. So somebody get me that for christmas please! Lol!!!! hehe.
So yes, happy. Rant. Done. Follow. Blog. Please! Love everyone! Bye!
Saturday, 31 July 2010
I'm Free!
Oh, I'm so happy! Well how did you enjoy my post yesterday? Doesn't my use of vocabulary just make is sound so... good...? There goes my use of great vocabulary. Lol. But seriously. Now I'm sooooo happy! Emily says (read her comment) that I'll look back on this in 10 years time and laugh. Well, it hasn't been 10 years yet, and I'm already laughing! Oh, I can't remember the last time I felt so free, when my heart was my own. I'm so happy. I'm free! Freedom rules! And I'm sooo happy, and I'm laughing at like everything! Especially everything that's happened. Especially what I wrote yesterday, I'm laughing at that! I'm laughing at myself! LOL! I'm so happy and free!
Molly told me that it was about time. Lol. I'm free! And the good thing is with some tweeks and changes, I could use what I wrote yesterday for my stories. Oh no, certainly not Angels Cry, but I think it sounds like something Leyla would say, don't you think? I'm gonna use that for Kiss of Death. Well, after a lot of tweeks and changed.
Lol, I'm laughing, I'm happy, I'm free!
Goodbye swamp of despair!
Goodbye veil of shadows!
Goodbye!
Ciao!
Aufwiedersehen!
Au revoir!
Hah!
Oh, so happy. My soul feels sooo light. I've spread my broken wings and I can fly once again!
Which reminds me. Damnit. Yes Damnit. Of course, there's always a damnit ;P
But you know. How am I suppose to continue writing Angels Cry now? Now that I have nothing to drive me one. I mean the other stories are just fine, I mean those characters are 100% made up, so you know, I'll enjoy writing them. This one. Oh well, I'll manage. Which reminds me. Got new highly re-edited Chapter 3 on my other blog now, so I won't shoot myself, hah!
And now I know just what I'm going to do, to continue my freedom!
Gonna write some more poems!
And finally end that stupid one!
Hah!
Au revoir!
Hah!
Chao mis amigos!
Molly told me that it was about time. Lol. I'm free! And the good thing is with some tweeks and changes, I could use what I wrote yesterday for my stories. Oh no, certainly not Angels Cry, but I think it sounds like something Leyla would say, don't you think? I'm gonna use that for Kiss of Death. Well, after a lot of tweeks and changed.
Lol, I'm laughing, I'm happy, I'm free!
Goodbye swamp of despair!
Goodbye veil of shadows!
Goodbye!
Ciao!
Aufwiedersehen!
Au revoir!
Hah!
Oh, so happy. My soul feels sooo light. I've spread my broken wings and I can fly once again!
Which reminds me. Damnit. Yes Damnit. Of course, there's always a damnit ;P
But you know. How am I suppose to continue writing Angels Cry now? Now that I have nothing to drive me one. I mean the other stories are just fine, I mean those characters are 100% made up, so you know, I'll enjoy writing them. This one. Oh well, I'll manage. Which reminds me. Got new highly re-edited Chapter 3 on my other blog now, so I won't shoot myself, hah!
And now I know just what I'm going to do, to continue my freedom!
Gonna write some more poems!
And finally end that stupid one!
Hah!
Au revoir!
Hah!
Chao mis amigos!
Friday, 30 July 2010
This is very important!
Alright, very important. Well in other words probably not that important. But I just want to get this done and out of the way!
Alright... umm... I HATE LEWIE!
Yay! I said it. But it sucks because I don't know if I do. THIS SUCKS! I HATE HIM! I WAN'T TO HATE HIM! YET I CAN'T HATE HIM! *Cries* This is not fair. I want to hate him. I want to get over him. I don't WANT to like him.
And this sucks because I don't know who I like. Whether I actually do still like him or... ah, you're not gonna find out who.
But it's so confuzing! *Sniffs* I feel like I hate him, and I want to hate him, I loathe Lewie, but it's so annoying because I can keep thinking that and keep telling me that but then there's always the part of me telling myself to shut up and stop trying to deceive myself.
Me telling myself to stop deceiving myself! About which part? That I hate him? Hah!
I've been deceiving myself for too long. He's not that perfect. He's not an Angel. He has blasted flaws. And I HATE him.
So what am I deceiving myself on? Ugh! I still feel for him! GAH! THIS IS NOT FAIR! I WAN'T TO FORGET HIM! I WANT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE! I WISH I HAD NEVER MET HIM!
My heart feels like it's twisted into a tight knot. I don't know who I like, I don't know who I hate, my bloody will is just, well terrible! And I don't even know which part of me can't let him go and which part of me is saying 'I hate him'. Well that's plain. My mind is saying I hate him. And I can only say that if my heart agrees. So which bloody part is telling me otherwise!
And actually, you know what. I feel like I sound like Kirsty.
So OK, I know who I like, like really like. I know who makes me just generally happy and *sighs*... But then there's him who's had me seduced for the last two years! And I hate him! I hate that I've wasted my life on him for 2 years. I hate it! Yet at the same time I can't imagine life without him. Ugh, hate him! I hate him so much! I don't see what's so great about him!
Stupid blue eyes.
Ugh, what is it always with me and blue eyes!
I hate him yet I don't know whether I hate him!
And now that I've started I can't bloody stop!
But I hate to.
But the worst thing is...
It's not that I hate him.
And it's not that at the same time I still don't know whether I hate him truly or not.
It's not the fact that I like someone else so much.
Or the fact that my heart's tied into a knot.
The worst part is that...
I'm scared.
I don't know if anyone I like would ever like me.
I don't know why anybody would ever like me.
I don't think anybody would ever like me.
I'm scared.
So scared that I'd be turned down.
So scared that I'd get made fun of.
So scared of history repeating itself.
My whole history.
So scared.
So scared that I'm destined to be alone.
That no one will ever like me.
So scared.
So scared of being alone in darkness forever.
Scared of drowning in a pool of my own dispare.
Scared of the dark waters.
Scared of the endless sky.
Scared of the empty earth.
Scared of myself.
Scared of the emptiness,
The Loneliness.
Scared.
Alone.
Lost in the darkness.
Forever.
Alright... umm... I HATE LEWIE!
Yay! I said it. But it sucks because I don't know if I do. THIS SUCKS! I HATE HIM! I WAN'T TO HATE HIM! YET I CAN'T HATE HIM! *Cries* This is not fair. I want to hate him. I want to get over him. I don't WANT to like him.
And this sucks because I don't know who I like. Whether I actually do still like him or... ah, you're not gonna find out who.
But it's so confuzing! *Sniffs* I feel like I hate him, and I want to hate him, I loathe Lewie, but it's so annoying because I can keep thinking that and keep telling me that but then there's always the part of me telling myself to shut up and stop trying to deceive myself.
Me telling myself to stop deceiving myself! About which part? That I hate him? Hah!
I've been deceiving myself for too long. He's not that perfect. He's not an Angel. He has blasted flaws. And I HATE him.
So what am I deceiving myself on? Ugh! I still feel for him! GAH! THIS IS NOT FAIR! I WAN'T TO FORGET HIM! I WANT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE! I WISH I HAD NEVER MET HIM!
My heart feels like it's twisted into a tight knot. I don't know who I like, I don't know who I hate, my bloody will is just, well terrible! And I don't even know which part of me can't let him go and which part of me is saying 'I hate him'. Well that's plain. My mind is saying I hate him. And I can only say that if my heart agrees. So which bloody part is telling me otherwise!
And actually, you know what. I feel like I sound like Kirsty.
So OK, I know who I like, like really like. I know who makes me just generally happy and *sighs*... But then there's him who's had me seduced for the last two years! And I hate him! I hate that I've wasted my life on him for 2 years. I hate it! Yet at the same time I can't imagine life without him. Ugh, hate him! I hate him so much! I don't see what's so great about him!
Stupid blue eyes.
Ugh, what is it always with me and blue eyes!
I hate him yet I don't know whether I hate him!
And now that I've started I can't bloody stop!
But I hate to.
But the worst thing is...
It's not that I hate him.
And it's not that at the same time I still don't know whether I hate him truly or not.
It's not the fact that I like someone else so much.
Or the fact that my heart's tied into a knot.
The worst part is that...
I'm scared.
I don't know if anyone I like would ever like me.
I don't know why anybody would ever like me.
I don't think anybody would ever like me.
I'm scared.
So scared that I'd be turned down.
So scared that I'd get made fun of.
So scared of history repeating itself.
My whole history.
So scared.
So scared that I'm destined to be alone.
That no one will ever like me.
So scared.
So scared of being alone in darkness forever.
Scared of drowning in a pool of my own dispare.
Scared of the dark waters.
Scared of the endless sky.
Scared of the empty earth.
Scared of myself.
Scared of the emptiness,
The Loneliness.
Scared.
Alone.
Lost in the darkness.
Forever.
Still missing school
Yeah, can't believe that I'm actually still missing school. I suppose... yeah. I suppose it was right. Btw do any of you believe in astrology and numerology and all that stuff? I do. And the numerology was so accurate it was scary :O. But I guess it is right. Do any of you agree? I work too hard and shut myself up in a room most of the time studying and don't really have much of a life outside of school and studying. Yet for some reason I would still have a lot of friends because something about 'Good example and personality'. Anyone agree with that? Hmmm....
Oh yeah. Does noone (sorry for stealing your word Molly) like commens the way I do? Noone (sorry Molly) likes to leave comments! Please comment! I like comments. I don't like noone leaving comments, cause noone leaving comments means no comments! I like comments :(.
Lol. Yeah. Anyway. Chapter 3. I am cursing myself cause I don't have time to do it, and I'm aiming to have finished re-editing all the Chapters by the end of the holiday, so I can write Chapters during free times on piece of peper. Oops, paper. Lol. But yeah. Cause if I'm editing I can't do it on piece of paper cause I don't want to waste and print it out! But yeah. So if I'm not done with Chapter 3 by tomorrow night I'm gonna shoot myself. Serilously. And you'll never hear from me ever again. ;P
Yeah... gotta scoot, cya!
Oh yeah. Does noone (sorry for stealing your word Molly) like commens the way I do? Noone (sorry Molly) likes to leave comments! Please comment! I like comments. I don't like noone leaving comments, cause noone leaving comments means no comments! I like comments :(.
Lol. Yeah. Anyway. Chapter 3. I am cursing myself cause I don't have time to do it, and I'm aiming to have finished re-editing all the Chapters by the end of the holiday, so I can write Chapters during free times on piece of peper. Oops, paper. Lol. But yeah. Cause if I'm editing I can't do it on piece of paper cause I don't want to waste and print it out! But yeah. So if I'm not done with Chapter 3 by tomorrow night I'm gonna shoot myself. Serilously. And you'll never hear from me ever again. ;P
Yeah... gotta scoot, cya!
Thursday, 29 July 2010
Heya Folks
Ok, first things first. Well I'm not sure I'll be able to have Chapter 3 up tonight. I've just been really busy today (trying to teach a brainless twat) and just generally haven't had much time on the computer. But then again, there is still the possibility that I might be able to have it up by tonight, but that's not very likely 'cause I have to go to bed early(er) today. I'm sorta been going to bed at 1 in the morning and waking up at 8 recently, so yeah. Apparently my skin looks really pale and yellow and has a shortage of blood, lol.
Well basically went out shopping for school stuff today. Only problem was, Waterstones sucks! The only book I could find that I needed was Standard Grade Physics. That was the only one, typical. WHSmiths did admitadly have more useful books, but it didn't have the ones I needed. Meh. Got some stuff I needed from there though. And I also got a new blazer, but we're going back tomorrow again because my mum thinks that when I put on the jumper it's too tight, even though we did go for one size bigger, and I actually agree with her.
Robert also bought some stuff blah blah, we bought another Tennis Racket and some Tennis Balls blah blah.
Oh yeah, on the way home I decided that I will not read any books to do with vampires or werewolves or witches or ghosts or angels and demons and stuff for the next year or so. I have gotten sick of finding out that my ideas had already been used, in some way or other. Even if the link is very vague and only I can spot it. But still, gotten sick of it! So I guess going through the Alex Rider books again wouldn't be too bad :).
Of course, I'm aiming to finish the book I'm writing now by... 2011? I dunno, I haven't really done much now cause it's like the holidays and I can't really be bothered. But I think once I get back to school it'll be fine. Well unless I have a mountain of homework. Remember when I first started? I think it was about one month and I had written 4 Chapters in that time, so like 1 Chapter a week. That seriously doesn't sound too bad. Actually you know, I actually seriously and honestly can't remember anymore why I started writing long stories. I seriously have no clue whatsoever. Does anyone else remember me telling them perhaps? Just refresh my memory please!
So yeah, I was trying to teach Robert how to play Tennis. He's hopeless. And I'm not getting paid either! So it's his own fault that he hit the ball onto the roof! And I had to get it down, meh. Went cycling, saw two bunnys! They're tails were so white and fluffy! I saw it when I turned round the corner and I sort of, chased it slightly. Lol. Then it disappeared into the grass and I couldn't find it. The grass is very long! But yeah. It was cute! And the second one was much bigger and god it could jump far.
Oh yeah, did I mention. We're ordering the school books off Amazon. And Molly didn't believe be when I said I'd never really heard of Ebay before. Does anyone here believe me? Come on, it's me, it's not that hard to believe is it? I mean I didn't even know that date thing and RE thing and thing... What was the date? 9/11 or something? Was that talking about September or November? UK way or American way? I have nooo idea. See my point?
So yeah, about it, and tomorrow we're going into town again to buy stuff blah blah. Oh yeah, and on the last book of The Vampire Chronicles - Blood Canticle. And you know, the way it's written and everything is great. And I think the way it's written is actually quite funny, at the beginning anyway, lol. Cause it's really informal and direct and everything, and stuff, just hilarious. But still. At the same time I think Anne Rice really ran out of ideas near the end. I mean the speech and way it's written and everything is great, but overall the story isn't the best, if you think about it. I quite liked the first couple of books - Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, Queen of the Damned, Tale of the Body Thief, Memnoch the Devil. Yeah those were great. The Vampire Armand, Blood and Gold The Vampire Marius, those two were quite good as well, you know. But then the books after that - Merrick, Blackwood Farm, Blood Canticle (even though I'm still reading it) I think they're just a bit, you know. I mean of course I don't want the story to end, I hate it when good stories end, but the books near the end were just soo.... I dunno. Actually I think I might know why. In those books after, Merrick etc, they are just like completely different I guess. You have no idea what happened to the vampires that you liked and it seems to just belong in a complete different story. But yeah... why the heck am I rambling about this. I thought I got annoyed at the fact that it was very very very vaguely linked to something I had in mind.
OK then, moving on. Firstly, would anyone here say that I got pissed off or annoyed pretty often? Or liked showed it really harshly blah blah. If I said I got annoyed don't I usually still have a big grin on my face? Aren't I usually more happy and cheerful if you forget about the morbid part? Actually hold on, oops, got carried away with those questions there. That was not really part of it. But answer those anyway please!
OK, so (I'm hoping) no one thinks I usually get pissed off/annoyed easily and really often. If I did I don't usually like to show it that much (if I do then tell me, and I'll tell you that I seriously don't like getting annoyed at people, especially not showing it or going on about it. In fact, I think I can get friendly with someone again really quickly (with the exception of Molly of course, as in when she tells me not to talk to her. Hey, she told me so I'll do it) and I just tend to like to be nice to everyone. Again with the exception of Ray. We'll I am nice to him, but I just tend to like 'scarying' him more. He doesn't mind anyway and he finds it funny, and so do I.)
Anyway, so. Felt happy to let it just slip by for the last couple of days, but now I seriously can't take it anymore. So, people, read this. Especially YOU KIRSTY.
So I saw one thing, try to be funny (of course I have to try, did you think it came naturally ;P) and I thought I'd get a laugh from it (I like the sound of laughter, especially when it's people laughing at me cause I did something really really stupid, like tripping over, lol) because I was kinda quoting from Merlin. Basically she said 'Thank God, you're alive' and I said 'No, I'm a ghost come back to haunt you,'. That's from Merlin Series One The Poisoned Chalice. Instead I get something along the lines of 'Don't say that' and 'It scares me' and 'I'm reading Eclipse'. (Gasp later Emily ;P) And then more stuff along the lines of 'Shut up' and 'Leave me alone' when I get confuzed 'cause I don't remember anything frightening in Eclipse and such. Leaves without a goodbye.
Anyway, hoping it'll slide. Next day. 'Assume you got my text?' 'Yes, thanks' 'Sure I told you that before' 'Yeah, sorta lost it ;P' ignored. Leaves.
Next day. Finds pissed off postage about me. Leaves comment. Molly sticks up for me. She leaves comment. And seriously "Can't Folk Understand Me?" title. Blah blah blah. 'Pissed off at Jenny for reasons only I seem to know' course it's only reasons you know deary, you're the one who said it. OK seriously, what could I have done? Besides, I tried to make up for it by being funny didn't I? Whatever it is that I did do. That's what I hate about me, the fact that I can tell how someone is feeling just by the way they say things, even if they don't sound like it. Yeah right Mrs Vannet, you can tell people emotions from texts.
But oh yeah, couldn't understand you? Course I can't understand you. I can't bloody understand how your apparent 'Just one of those days' and 'Hormones doing this' seem to last 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year and 68 years a lifetime! Oh yeah, I know, stupid for me to say cause I can't tell how long you can live. Well just to let you know, in my story you go to Hell! At first you were Satan (poor Satan, :( I'm gonna call him by the name I prefer) well Draco's minion, Drakia, in other words Hecate. But then I didn't want to be mean and didn't want you to feel left out so I created another character, Jane! Well now for your information. You're gonna burn in Hell, Draco will kindly see to that, and for some reason you still have my sympathy and pitty! And yes, 68 years old. Amelia's gonna become a spy, lol, and she get's assasinated at the age of 42 (sorry Molly, but being a spy does have it's downfalls, lol). Kristina is gonna live to the ripe old age of 94, cause she's Chloe and she's nice and believes in God =]. Oh, and I also asked the Angel of Death to let her live her fill of life =]. I think I die quite early on, like 37 or something. I think I got hit by a car. But that was because Haniel pleaded for me to be able to be with him again, and he couldn't stand waiting, and I was also suffering anyway =]. Even though that sounds really selfish of him it was sorta nice of him too. I couldn't remember anything of him but nothing of time can ever be fully erased, so I still had an incling that something was missing, and I was suffering so much and there was actually nothing I wanted to do with my life. Good Lord I'm saying that was me. Well I sure hope that doesn't happen in real life. I want to finish all my stories first!
Lol, now see what I mean? I can never stay annoyed for too long, I drift off into another subject. And also, it's good practice when writing as Leyla, and why did I say 'deary'? Never said that before. But that's gonna be the red hair witch, need to think of a name for her first, and she's more like the logical one etc, but yeah. It'll work. She's found the elixir of life and also can bring characters out from books! Lol, except it's not perfect and the characters just have the looks and personalities, and nothing else. Oops, lol, Umbridge is out in the real world. LOL
OK, going back to what I was saying before. So yeah, apparently annoyed all the time. No more excuses. I don't care. At least you could have come up with something more believable Kirsty. You can't blame it on your hormones forever. When I get edgy and everything I don't tend to blame it on them, unless I know it's actually their fault. If it's any other time then it's just me deary (oh shut up).
Btw did you know that the witch is in fact like much older then? It's a long story you'll get it. So she talks really like a grown up and everything. And also when she's trying to be reassuring to someone, or just generally talking, she uses those words, like deary, sweetie, sweetheart, darling etc. Omg I actually can't wait to see how that'll turn out. Lol.
OK, going back. So yeah, leaves again without saying goodbye.
Next Day (today) doesn't say hi or bye. I ask about the English Intermediate 1 Past Paper thing, which I believe is the 2010 one which isn't out yet, cause it says when available and that's the only one out of all the Past Papers who's publisher is 'Bright Red' (yeah, weird name isn't it?) so obviously I'm thinking it's 2010 which'll be out September 16th. She says she just bought the 2006-2009 and getting 2003-2006 or something. Dunno. So I said so it's basically like a just in case, so like just in case it's one of the earliers ones and that. She said 'No, it's being logical'. That is not really logical, buying those, it's more of a just in case isn't it? Logical is more when you work out something logically, so I think what I worked out is quite logical. So I said 'Yeah, so a just in case' and got ignored again and then left.
Yeah. Anyway. I really ramble on for a long time don't I? And I always go onto very random topics and stuff. But they're not completely random, they do have some link! Lol, love it.
And omg, I'm talked for so long I have no time to write my story. Don't worry, I'm aiming to have Chapters 3, 4 and 5 done and up before school starts. Cause remember, I'm correcting them! Well re-editing. They're very different, trust me ;P. So yeah, read and enjoy! (When they're up of course ;P)
Well basically went out shopping for school stuff today. Only problem was, Waterstones sucks! The only book I could find that I needed was Standard Grade Physics. That was the only one, typical. WHSmiths did admitadly have more useful books, but it didn't have the ones I needed. Meh. Got some stuff I needed from there though. And I also got a new blazer, but we're going back tomorrow again because my mum thinks that when I put on the jumper it's too tight, even though we did go for one size bigger, and I actually agree with her.
Robert also bought some stuff blah blah, we bought another Tennis Racket and some Tennis Balls blah blah.
Oh yeah, on the way home I decided that I will not read any books to do with vampires or werewolves or witches or ghosts or angels and demons and stuff for the next year or so. I have gotten sick of finding out that my ideas had already been used, in some way or other. Even if the link is very vague and only I can spot it. But still, gotten sick of it! So I guess going through the Alex Rider books again wouldn't be too bad :).
Of course, I'm aiming to finish the book I'm writing now by... 2011? I dunno, I haven't really done much now cause it's like the holidays and I can't really be bothered. But I think once I get back to school it'll be fine. Well unless I have a mountain of homework. Remember when I first started? I think it was about one month and I had written 4 Chapters in that time, so like 1 Chapter a week. That seriously doesn't sound too bad. Actually you know, I actually seriously and honestly can't remember anymore why I started writing long stories. I seriously have no clue whatsoever. Does anyone else remember me telling them perhaps? Just refresh my memory please!
So yeah, I was trying to teach Robert how to play Tennis. He's hopeless. And I'm not getting paid either! So it's his own fault that he hit the ball onto the roof! And I had to get it down, meh. Went cycling, saw two bunnys! They're tails were so white and fluffy! I saw it when I turned round the corner and I sort of, chased it slightly. Lol. Then it disappeared into the grass and I couldn't find it. The grass is very long! But yeah. It was cute! And the second one was much bigger and god it could jump far.
Oh yeah, did I mention. We're ordering the school books off Amazon. And Molly didn't believe be when I said I'd never really heard of Ebay before. Does anyone here believe me? Come on, it's me, it's not that hard to believe is it? I mean I didn't even know that date thing and RE thing and thing... What was the date? 9/11 or something? Was that talking about September or November? UK way or American way? I have nooo idea. See my point?
So yeah, about it, and tomorrow we're going into town again to buy stuff blah blah. Oh yeah, and on the last book of The Vampire Chronicles - Blood Canticle. And you know, the way it's written and everything is great. And I think the way it's written is actually quite funny, at the beginning anyway, lol. Cause it's really informal and direct and everything, and stuff, just hilarious. But still. At the same time I think Anne Rice really ran out of ideas near the end. I mean the speech and way it's written and everything is great, but overall the story isn't the best, if you think about it. I quite liked the first couple of books - Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, Queen of the Damned, Tale of the Body Thief, Memnoch the Devil. Yeah those were great. The Vampire Armand, Blood and Gold The Vampire Marius, those two were quite good as well, you know. But then the books after that - Merrick, Blackwood Farm, Blood Canticle (even though I'm still reading it) I think they're just a bit, you know. I mean of course I don't want the story to end, I hate it when good stories end, but the books near the end were just soo.... I dunno. Actually I think I might know why. In those books after, Merrick etc, they are just like completely different I guess. You have no idea what happened to the vampires that you liked and it seems to just belong in a complete different story. But yeah... why the heck am I rambling about this. I thought I got annoyed at the fact that it was very very very vaguely linked to something I had in mind.
OK then, moving on. Firstly, would anyone here say that I got pissed off or annoyed pretty often? Or liked showed it really harshly blah blah. If I said I got annoyed don't I usually still have a big grin on my face? Aren't I usually more happy and cheerful if you forget about the morbid part? Actually hold on, oops, got carried away with those questions there. That was not really part of it. But answer those anyway please!
OK, so (I'm hoping) no one thinks I usually get pissed off/annoyed easily and really often. If I did I don't usually like to show it that much (if I do then tell me, and I'll tell you that I seriously don't like getting annoyed at people, especially not showing it or going on about it. In fact, I think I can get friendly with someone again really quickly (with the exception of Molly of course, as in when she tells me not to talk to her. Hey, she told me so I'll do it) and I just tend to like to be nice to everyone. Again with the exception of Ray. We'll I am nice to him, but I just tend to like 'scarying' him more. He doesn't mind anyway and he finds it funny, and so do I.)
Anyway, so. Felt happy to let it just slip by for the last couple of days, but now I seriously can't take it anymore. So, people, read this. Especially YOU KIRSTY.
So I saw one thing, try to be funny (of course I have to try, did you think it came naturally ;P) and I thought I'd get a laugh from it (I like the sound of laughter, especially when it's people laughing at me cause I did something really really stupid, like tripping over, lol) because I was kinda quoting from Merlin. Basically she said 'Thank God, you're alive' and I said 'No, I'm a ghost come back to haunt you,'. That's from Merlin Series One The Poisoned Chalice. Instead I get something along the lines of 'Don't say that' and 'It scares me' and 'I'm reading Eclipse'. (Gasp later Emily ;P) And then more stuff along the lines of 'Shut up' and 'Leave me alone' when I get confuzed 'cause I don't remember anything frightening in Eclipse and such. Leaves without a goodbye.
Anyway, hoping it'll slide. Next day. 'Assume you got my text?' 'Yes, thanks' 'Sure I told you that before' 'Yeah, sorta lost it ;P' ignored. Leaves.
Next day. Finds pissed off postage about me. Leaves comment. Molly sticks up for me. She leaves comment. And seriously "Can't Folk Understand Me?" title. Blah blah blah. 'Pissed off at Jenny for reasons only I seem to know' course it's only reasons you know deary, you're the one who said it. OK seriously, what could I have done? Besides, I tried to make up for it by being funny didn't I? Whatever it is that I did do. That's what I hate about me, the fact that I can tell how someone is feeling just by the way they say things, even if they don't sound like it. Yeah right Mrs Vannet, you can tell people emotions from texts.
But oh yeah, couldn't understand you? Course I can't understand you. I can't bloody understand how your apparent 'Just one of those days' and 'Hormones doing this' seem to last 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year and 68 years a lifetime! Oh yeah, I know, stupid for me to say cause I can't tell how long you can live. Well just to let you know, in my story you go to Hell! At first you were Satan (poor Satan, :( I'm gonna call him by the name I prefer) well Draco's minion, Drakia, in other words Hecate. But then I didn't want to be mean and didn't want you to feel left out so I created another character, Jane! Well now for your information. You're gonna burn in Hell, Draco will kindly see to that, and for some reason you still have my sympathy and pitty! And yes, 68 years old. Amelia's gonna become a spy, lol, and she get's assasinated at the age of 42 (sorry Molly, but being a spy does have it's downfalls, lol). Kristina is gonna live to the ripe old age of 94, cause she's Chloe and she's nice and believes in God =]. Oh, and I also asked the Angel of Death to let her live her fill of life =]. I think I die quite early on, like 37 or something. I think I got hit by a car. But that was because Haniel pleaded for me to be able to be with him again, and he couldn't stand waiting, and I was also suffering anyway =]. Even though that sounds really selfish of him it was sorta nice of him too. I couldn't remember anything of him but nothing of time can ever be fully erased, so I still had an incling that something was missing, and I was suffering so much and there was actually nothing I wanted to do with my life. Good Lord I'm saying that was me. Well I sure hope that doesn't happen in real life. I want to finish all my stories first!
Lol, now see what I mean? I can never stay annoyed for too long, I drift off into another subject. And also, it's good practice when writing as Leyla, and why did I say 'deary'? Never said that before. But that's gonna be the red hair witch, need to think of a name for her first, and she's more like the logical one etc, but yeah. It'll work. She's found the elixir of life and also can bring characters out from books! Lol, except it's not perfect and the characters just have the looks and personalities, and nothing else. Oops, lol, Umbridge is out in the real world. LOL
OK, going back to what I was saying before. So yeah, apparently annoyed all the time. No more excuses. I don't care. At least you could have come up with something more believable Kirsty. You can't blame it on your hormones forever. When I get edgy and everything I don't tend to blame it on them, unless I know it's actually their fault. If it's any other time then it's just me deary (oh shut up).
Btw did you know that the witch is in fact like much older then? It's a long story you'll get it. So she talks really like a grown up and everything. And also when she's trying to be reassuring to someone, or just generally talking, she uses those words, like deary, sweetie, sweetheart, darling etc. Omg I actually can't wait to see how that'll turn out. Lol.
OK, going back. So yeah, leaves again without saying goodbye.
Next Day (today) doesn't say hi or bye. I ask about the English Intermediate 1 Past Paper thing, which I believe is the 2010 one which isn't out yet, cause it says when available and that's the only one out of all the Past Papers who's publisher is 'Bright Red' (yeah, weird name isn't it?) so obviously I'm thinking it's 2010 which'll be out September 16th. She says she just bought the 2006-2009 and getting 2003-2006 or something. Dunno. So I said so it's basically like a just in case, so like just in case it's one of the earliers ones and that. She said 'No, it's being logical'. That is not really logical, buying those, it's more of a just in case isn't it? Logical is more when you work out something logically, so I think what I worked out is quite logical. So I said 'Yeah, so a just in case' and got ignored again and then left.
Yeah. Anyway. I really ramble on for a long time don't I? And I always go onto very random topics and stuff. But they're not completely random, they do have some link! Lol, love it.
And omg, I'm talked for so long I have no time to write my story. Don't worry, I'm aiming to have Chapters 3, 4 and 5 done and up before school starts. Cause remember, I'm correcting them! Well re-editing. They're very different, trust me ;P. So yeah, read and enjoy! (When they're up of course ;P)
Wednesday, 28 July 2010
I've had a great day! Well in general
First, I finished the second last book of The Vampire Chronicles - Blackwood Farm - and basically I was just thinking "Damnit! This is soooo not fair! She's thought of everything!" Basically some of my characters for stories, they sound so similar to Anne Rice's, and it's not fair! But I am glad that my ideas are my own (phew).
I had to get some fillings today. Well... let's just say my teeth aren't exactly that good. You know. Well the holes are really tiny, so I guess that's fine, ish. Oh well. And also, why do people always stare?! It makes me feel really edgy and self concious and nervouse. Gah! And nervous doesn't have that e at the end either.
Anyway, not sure what I did for the rest of the day... But went cycling round Fowlis, and there was a dead swallow :(. It had its wings folded in and it was just lying on its side at the edge of the road, and it looked like one of those sort of figures u getl it looked so hard and still :(. Well it was dead but :(.
And then of course when I cycled past the field I saw a deer! Bet it was a male. It didn't have antlers yet, but it's just the look of it. I don't know how to describe it, but it's when you can just tell if it's male or female somehow, like with dogs I suppose. Like when you just look at it's face and you somehow just know. I think it's the shape of its head or something, not sure. But anyway, this deer was just at the side of the field and I actually didn't see it at first! I stopped and heard this rustling and I saw it! And it started sort of hopping (lol) well leaping away from me, and it would continuesly stop and just stare at me with its ears up. It was soo cute. And my mum and brother were sooo slow. They can't even cycle up that hill! Seriously. And by the time they got there the deer was almost out of sight. And yeah that's about it.
Oh yeah. Somebody locked Tibby outside last night, and she sneezed quite a lot today. And I mean, it was also raining last night! Poor Tibby. The garage door wasn't even open. It's not my fault! I took a shower as soon as I got home, past 9 o'clock, and by that time Tibby was inside. I hear my mum outside near 10 closing the garage door, so she probably locked Tibby outside. Poor Tibby :(.
And then there's still me missing school and people. Well only slightly now. It's always the same with me. When the holiday starts for the first few days I just want to be at school, but then after some time I don't want to go back to school. But yeah...
I'd say they new highly re-edited Chapter 3 of Angels Cry should be done by tomorrow, I'm hoping. I think I've got just about enough pages. Well I sure hope, or it looks like I'll have to add some more. Aw sweet. 12 pages. That's definitely enough. It's more than the last 2, those were I think 7 or 9 pages in length. Get away stupid bug! I hate that bug it's just flying about around the place and it just won't leave!
Yeah, so check tomorrow!
I had to get some fillings today. Well... let's just say my teeth aren't exactly that good. You know. Well the holes are really tiny, so I guess that's fine, ish. Oh well. And also, why do people always stare?! It makes me feel really edgy and self concious and nervouse. Gah! And nervous doesn't have that e at the end either.
Anyway, not sure what I did for the rest of the day... But went cycling round Fowlis, and there was a dead swallow :(. It had its wings folded in and it was just lying on its side at the edge of the road, and it looked like one of those sort of figures u getl it looked so hard and still :(. Well it was dead but :(.
And then of course when I cycled past the field I saw a deer! Bet it was a male. It didn't have antlers yet, but it's just the look of it. I don't know how to describe it, but it's when you can just tell if it's male or female somehow, like with dogs I suppose. Like when you just look at it's face and you somehow just know. I think it's the shape of its head or something, not sure. But anyway, this deer was just at the side of the field and I actually didn't see it at first! I stopped and heard this rustling and I saw it! And it started sort of hopping (lol) well leaping away from me, and it would continuesly stop and just stare at me with its ears up. It was soo cute. And my mum and brother were sooo slow. They can't even cycle up that hill! Seriously. And by the time they got there the deer was almost out of sight. And yeah that's about it.
Oh yeah. Somebody locked Tibby outside last night, and she sneezed quite a lot today. And I mean, it was also raining last night! Poor Tibby. The garage door wasn't even open. It's not my fault! I took a shower as soon as I got home, past 9 o'clock, and by that time Tibby was inside. I hear my mum outside near 10 closing the garage door, so she probably locked Tibby outside. Poor Tibby :(.
And then there's still me missing school and people. Well only slightly now. It's always the same with me. When the holiday starts for the first few days I just want to be at school, but then after some time I don't want to go back to school. But yeah...
I'd say they new highly re-edited Chapter 3 of Angels Cry should be done by tomorrow, I'm hoping. I think I've got just about enough pages. Well I sure hope, or it looks like I'll have to add some more. Aw sweet. 12 pages. That's definitely enough. It's more than the last 2, those were I think 7 or 9 pages in length. Get away stupid bug! I hate that bug it's just flying about around the place and it just won't leave!
Yeah, so check tomorrow!
Sunday, 25 July 2010
I got really really bored
I became really really bored, and thought what the heck, went into the Recycling Bin and retreaved that folder. So yeah, more writing to do, woohoo!
I've got tones of ideas and I'm soooo happy about them. That series of books is going to be longer than I thought.
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
They're the main ones right, and I've thought of others sort of not part of it but sorta is. Like it's one of the characters in the story sort of telling people about their own past, you know. So you know, there's also gonna be one about Amadeo. No that is not the Angel, that is a vampire. Yes there is a difference in their names.
But anyway, I don't know what it's gonna be called yet, I'll come up with something in a second. Living Death? Earthbound? Nah, that's more for ghosts... Um. Can anyone else think of something? Rising Shadows? Well I have no idea what that'll have to do with it... I'd have to find something to fit in with that. But um... Dawning Tomb? No that sounds horrible. Burning Sun? That just sounds stupid. OK, maybe I'll just stick to Rising Shadows, unless someone else can come up with something better, which I'm sure they can. I'd say Rising Shadows would come before Change of Fate and after Haunting Blood, so it's:
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Shadows
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
Noooo! That's an even number! I despise even numbers; they bring me bad luck. I need another one. OK let's think. Angels, Vampires/Werewolves, Ghosts/Witches, Vampires, All of them. I think I need another one with werewolves or/and witches. If there was it would probably be after Rising Shadows. Um. Need to think of a story. Dawning Moon? Lunar Eclipse? Actually no way. I suppose Dawning Moon will have to do. Somebody, please please help think of a better one. PLEASE!
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Shadows
Dawning Moon
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
You know, if it doesn't work out I could always get rid of Rising Shadows and Dawning Moon. But yeah, go odd numbers! Woohoo!
Ok... I think I've gone slightly mad...
But anyway, got some other stories.
Forgotten Memories
Forever Nightmare (I've changed the idea, again)
(They're two stories that are like sequels.)
Tears of Darkness
Weeping Shadows
(They're two again.)
Fallen Blossom
Bleeding Rose
The Last Orchid
(They're possibly sequels of each other, but The Last Orchid might be a book on its own)
Cyberwatch
(I have no idea whatsoever)
Ghostly Veil
(I think. I'm sure it could be a much better title but haven't really thought of one)
Golden Keys
(I'm not that sure about that one, I might delete it afterall)
Hybrid
(It's a long story. Not the actual story ;P)
The Forbidden Labyrinth
(It's a long story, but if I can't be bothered then it might stay a short one)
The Sea of Souls
Trapped
The House Within
The Midnight Gate
The Door Demon
(Those are like short horror stories. Or at least they're supposed to be. Well ish. They're short stories alright? The Sea of Souls and Trapped are rubbish. The Sea of Souls was the first ever one I tried to write, so yeah. Trapped I had to do in a real hurry, only got like and hour to do it, so yeah.)
Fur Elise
(Yes I know that's a piece of music by Beethoven. Or however you spell his name. Basically it's a short story, and it's telling you that each music tells its own story, and you will be able to find one in any piece of music, as long as you know where to look. Sort of. And jsut like how songs tell a story, they do so too, they're jsut basically songs without words. So yes, a story. And so bascially a story which I find in the music Fur Elise, and it depends on how you interpret it and how you play it, you've got to do it with your whole heart blah blah. You get the idea. I think I'm gonna do the same for some other ones as well. But yeah)
And I think that's just about all the stories I've come up with so far, so yup. I know it might take me like the rest of my life to finish them, but who cares, I'm gonna write them anyway. Has anyone bothered reading all of this? I doubt it.
So yup. Go stories!
I've got tones of ideas and I'm soooo happy about them. That series of books is going to be longer than I thought.
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
They're the main ones right, and I've thought of others sort of not part of it but sorta is. Like it's one of the characters in the story sort of telling people about their own past, you know. So you know, there's also gonna be one about Amadeo. No that is not the Angel, that is a vampire. Yes there is a difference in their names.
But anyway, I don't know what it's gonna be called yet, I'll come up with something in a second. Living Death? Earthbound? Nah, that's more for ghosts... Um. Can anyone else think of something? Rising Shadows? Well I have no idea what that'll have to do with it... I'd have to find something to fit in with that. But um... Dawning Tomb? No that sounds horrible. Burning Sun? That just sounds stupid. OK, maybe I'll just stick to Rising Shadows, unless someone else can come up with something better, which I'm sure they can. I'd say Rising Shadows would come before Change of Fate and after Haunting Blood, so it's:
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Shadows
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
Noooo! That's an even number! I despise even numbers; they bring me bad luck. I need another one. OK let's think. Angels, Vampires/Werewolves, Ghosts/Witches, Vampires, All of them. I think I need another one with werewolves or/and witches. If there was it would probably be after Rising Shadows. Um. Need to think of a story. Dawning Moon? Lunar Eclipse? Actually no way. I suppose Dawning Moon will have to do. Somebody, please please help think of a better one. PLEASE!
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Shadows
Dawning Moon
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
You know, if it doesn't work out I could always get rid of Rising Shadows and Dawning Moon. But yeah, go odd numbers! Woohoo!
Ok... I think I've gone slightly mad...
But anyway, got some other stories.
Forgotten Memories
Forever Nightmare (I've changed the idea, again)
(They're two stories that are like sequels.)
Tears of Darkness
Weeping Shadows
(They're two again.)
Fallen Blossom
Bleeding Rose
The Last Orchid
(They're possibly sequels of each other, but The Last Orchid might be a book on its own)
Cyberwatch
(I have no idea whatsoever)
Ghostly Veil
(I think. I'm sure it could be a much better title but haven't really thought of one)
Golden Keys
(I'm not that sure about that one, I might delete it afterall)
Hybrid
(It's a long story. Not the actual story ;P)
The Forbidden Labyrinth
(It's a long story, but if I can't be bothered then it might stay a short one)
The Sea of Souls
Trapped
The House Within
The Midnight Gate
The Door Demon
(Those are like short horror stories. Or at least they're supposed to be. Well ish. They're short stories alright? The Sea of Souls and Trapped are rubbish. The Sea of Souls was the first ever one I tried to write, so yeah. Trapped I had to do in a real hurry, only got like and hour to do it, so yeah.)
Fur Elise
(Yes I know that's a piece of music by Beethoven. Or however you spell his name. Basically it's a short story, and it's telling you that each music tells its own story, and you will be able to find one in any piece of music, as long as you know where to look. Sort of. And jsut like how songs tell a story, they do so too, they're jsut basically songs without words. So yes, a story. And so bascially a story which I find in the music Fur Elise, and it depends on how you interpret it and how you play it, you've got to do it with your whole heart blah blah. You get the idea. I think I'm gonna do the same for some other ones as well. But yeah)
And I think that's just about all the stories I've come up with so far, so yup. I know it might take me like the rest of my life to finish them, but who cares, I'm gonna write them anyway. Has anyone bothered reading all of this? I doubt it.
So yup. Go stories!
Saturday, 24 July 2010
Pretty!
I went cycling to Fowlis yesterday, and it's pretty! Well where I cycled through. Pretty! Hehe. Can't bother describing it cause then I'd go on forever. But you'll hear about it one day. Seriously you will. Ooh! And rasberries! Wild ones =]. Yummy!
Anyway... apart from that. Don't you just feel so self-conscious when someone keeps staring at you? Or just find it really weird or annoying... Yeah... Also when somebody just yells 'I love you (insert name here)!' and etc... Yeah... Long-ish story. Annoying story. Can't be bothered.
Gah! Bye
Anyway... apart from that. Don't you just feel so self-conscious when someone keeps staring at you? Or just find it really weird or annoying... Yeah... Also when somebody just yells 'I love you (insert name here)!' and etc... Yeah... Long-ish story. Annoying story. Can't be bothered.
Gah! Bye
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