Hmmm....

Haven't said anything in ages. But still. Tones of exams which everyone will know about. And I'm just saying started a lot other stories etc. And a saying things =D
Let go of the past, but don't forget about the past. Remember in your heart all that you lost, and all that you gained. Let go but remember, and move towards a brighter future.
XD So... what do you think?

Happy New Year Everybody

Happy New Year everybody. As you can see I have failed horribly; I didn't manage to finish my story. But what the heck, once I get past this boring chapter everything will be fine. And besides, I'm starting a fanfic anyway ;P first time for everything I guess.
So, anyone got a New Year's Resolution yet? I don't really... But my mum suggested that I write a poem each day. I'm not sure how that's gonna work out, so I think I'll just do some creative writing - i.e. story poem etc. - each day, which might make things a bit simpler. I'm not actually sure I want to end up with 365 (or is it 364?) poems by next year. I mean really, I'll run out of booklets to put them in!
Anyway, so Happy New Year to everyone and have a wonderful year. 2011 here we come!

SNOW!

OMG! There's lots of snow, yes, but it was also hailing and raining at the same time, with thunder and lightning. I mean, how does that work? But still. YAY! It's sooo pretty! Go snow! And cancelation of chinese school! Yay! (Hold on school's not gonna be cancelled tomorrow is it? I've got a violin exam...)

Open Morning 2010

Well, first year as a tour guide. Well, it wasn't too bad. After I got to know the family, everything was soooo fun! Twins, one's Angus and one is James, they're not identical though, so no trouble telling them apart =] ish. Well, I was literally the last person to finish, even the teachers had left! I mean god, they just played with everything, and the parents used to come to this school so they wanted to know everything that had changed. For-ever. It was past 12 30 when we finished, and there wasn't even anything to eat anymore, so I had to breakfast or lunch.
However, then I went to work at Cats Protection, and I got a coffee, and the cats were soooo sweet! 5 little kittens! Miaow! Oh my God, jsut the way they played with each other, and one kept playing with the others' tails, and they sort of just stand up and sort of fight with each other, and just sooo cute! I had this apron on and I bent down and two of them started playing with the hem and just sooo sweet. I mean, they're tiny! Just sooooo cute.
Technically I would keep on going and writing a lot about what happened like I used to. But unfortunately, I have changed a lot in the past year, so that's no gonna happen.
Oh yeah, and at Chess, I beat Oliver (F5) on Thursday, and he beat King today, so technically technically I beat King. Quite proud of that =]. Oh and Cameron still remembered me. Which is just basically 'damn' because you know, guy I borrowed ruler from and damn damn. But still. Oh well.
Remember, I've got nothing to say now. Bye

Damn I suck at writing horror

I tried to write a horror story. Yes, tried. It failed and it's not scary at all. So I'm gonna try another one. But read that one! In fact, read all the stories that you have not read on my blog -.-

Yes yes I know

I know I haven't said anything in the past few weeks about what's been happening to me. Well there's too much homework and remember, I'm aiming to finish my book by the end of the year so you know. Admitadly I've gotten slightly sidetracked with other stories, but that's just because sometimes I have to switch to something else just to keep my imagination running.
I'm thinking that the book will have around the number between 30 and 40 chapters, cause that just seems to work. I suppose I'm almost to the halfway point now, but there's still quite a lot to go, and will hopefully be more interesting, you know. There is one thing I don't understand. At the very beginning I knew exactly around the number of chapters I would have, and I knew everything that was going to happen, it's just the inbetween bits that link them together that I write as I go along, other than that I have everything planned out in my head, as in I write a whole chapter in my head, although I do forget the details later on, but I've still done it and it's fun. I also write it out first them type it up again, so basically it's like a double check, just like typing it up then reading over it again. I don't get how everybody else just doesn't do that. Am I just this odd very organized and planning things out person? Because I do have a lot of backups that always come in useful. So come on, somebody tell me, am I just weird? And is this planning everything out even a good thing? I mean, I've got 3 pages of notes down at the bottom of the page, and 10 pages of writing that I will be using later on which I've already written. So...?
OK, well just the general weird stuff that has happened to be this week, seeing how I haven't done this is ages.
First weird thing. On Monday after PE when I got one the bus I passed a group of people who I have never seen in my life. Well I might have once or twice. One of the boys wolf-whistled as I walked past and I felt like strangling him. But I just hate it when people do that. *looks back in memories* yup I absolutely hate it. And I count three.
Then it would probably just be Thursday where two random guys asked me if my name was Jasmin then said they like my hair. RANOM. You know lots of random stuff happen in life.
Anyway, starting the DofE stuff this week. I went to Volleyball on Tuesday, today I'm doing the volunteering at the Cats Protection (miaow). And I'm not so sure about the skill but I think I'm doing chinese but I have to miss it this week because I've got Tin Pan Ali.
See? And there is no interesting things in life this year. It's just work and work and work and work and some free time and more work and work and work and work. I'm becoming scared again about the Tin Pan Ali performances are going to be really really soon, and time has passed really fast this term. Soon it's gonna be Christmas.... I haven't had time to think of Christmas presents yet and I've been so busy that I couldn't even remember the day for Halloween or Christmas, god!
I can just say one thing. My fears have come true... Well, I could say that Molly was wrong, again. But it's really not giving me any satisfaction this time. *Sighs* I miss him and I doubt that he's been on holiday for about three weeks of school term. I had that feeling on the first day back... DAMN. Well, at least I can say what I write in stories definitely happen. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. DAMN
And I just had the weirdest dream last night. First, I managed to just sort of get back at every single person who has ever been mean to me, or as such. That was a great dream, I got them caught, hehe. Lol, and I didn't get into trouble once. How great dreams can be sometimes. But then my dream got slightly strange. There was a stranger who I didn't even know yet in my dream I did know him and I think he represtends someone I actually do know... No probably not who you're thinking but Kirsty might get it right =] Well or Molly... Curses for telling you guys. Basically I sort of traded my soul to save someone's life, and I wasn't even sure if I liked them or not. I'm not sure but I know I remember the exact words, which is strange because I tend to forget those details when I wake up. 'Please, save him. I don't even know if I like him that much, but please,' See, I wasn't even sure who I was pleading to. Blah blah 'Thanks, I owe you my life' 'I believe it's closer to your soul'.
Hm... I wonder who it could have been... I don't usually have dreams like this but I did so you know, weird. Hm, I seem to comment everything as being weird. Weird. But you know, I didn't even know who that was! Man that would probably have been the most frustrating dream I've ever had, or at least frustrating in my mind.
Oh yeah, and it's basically there's a locket which can save someone's life, even bring them back from the dead. I don't know... but it only works if the spirit or god or whoever it is allows it to work. Damn it was frustrating trying to reassure him that he would heal.
But still.... dibs on that idea cause it's my dream to my idea so my story so hah!
Sorry, I just had to do that.
Well, now I've got a story to write for a Library competition *want to win so I could give Molly that as a christmas present cause she wants it* *win win win win* *fingers crossed*.
I don't even want the prize but I'm entering it for the sake of it. I want to see if I'm within a chance of winning. *Win*

Make Me A Channel of Your Peace

Doesn't everyone just love this hymn? Huh, no? Ok maybe just me then. But I think it's so sweet (and so are some other hymns =]). I love it. Unfortunately I get confuzed because there are different versions. But I still like the music =] it's sooo sweet =]. I remember we sung this is the end of term service...=') Sweet... And no I am not religious and you all know that. I have just recently been very Biblical but not very religious... you know... Biblical but I've been.. well the total opposite and thinking the opposite mostly of all of it... Hm.. my thoughts are warped. I still think God is evil and one day will destroy the world but if I stopped that then the last book will never be complete. =] You know.. I wonder whether I would have gotten persecuted for blaspheme a couple of centuries ago...

Make me a channel of your peace
Where there is hatred let me bring love
Where there is injury, your pardon Lord
And where there is doubt, true faith in You.

Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.

Make me a channel of your peace
Where there's despair in life let me bring hope
Where there is darkness, only light
And where there's sadness ever joy.

Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.

Make me a channel of your peace
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned
It is in giving to all that we receive
And in dying that we're born to eternal life.