I'm Free!

Oh, I'm so happy! Well how did you enjoy my post yesterday? Doesn't my use of vocabulary just make is sound so... good...? There goes my use of great vocabulary. Lol. But seriously. Now I'm sooooo happy! Emily says (read her comment) that I'll look back on this in 10 years time and laugh. Well, it hasn't been 10 years yet, and I'm already laughing! Oh, I can't remember the last time I felt so free, when my heart was my own. I'm so happy. I'm free! Freedom rules! And I'm sooo happy, and I'm laughing at like everything! Especially everything that's happened. Especially what I wrote yesterday, I'm laughing at that! I'm laughing at myself! LOL! I'm so happy and free!
Molly told me that it was about time. Lol. I'm free! And the good thing is with some tweeks and changes, I could use what I wrote yesterday for my stories. Oh no, certainly not Angels Cry, but I think it sounds like something Leyla would say, don't you think? I'm gonna use that for Kiss of Death. Well, after a lot of tweeks and changed.
Lol, I'm laughing, I'm happy, I'm free!
Goodbye swamp of despair!
Goodbye veil of shadows!
Goodbye!
Ciao!
Aufwiedersehen!
Au revoir!
Hah!
Oh, so happy. My soul feels sooo light. I've spread my broken wings and I can fly once again!
Which reminds me. Damnit. Yes Damnit. Of course, there's always a damnit ;P
But you know. How am I suppose to continue writing Angels Cry now? Now that I have nothing to drive me one. I mean the other stories are just fine, I mean those characters are 100% made up, so you know, I'll enjoy writing them. This one. Oh well, I'll manage. Which reminds me. Got new highly re-edited Chapter 3 on my other blog now, so I won't shoot myself, hah!
And now I know just what I'm going to do, to continue my freedom!
Gonna write some more poems!
And finally end that stupid one!
Hah!
Au revoir!
Hah!
Chao mis amigos!

This is very important!

Alright, very important. Well in other words probably not that important. But I just want to get this done and out of the way!
Alright... umm... I HATE LEWIE!
Yay! I said it. But it sucks because I don't know if I do. THIS SUCKS! I HATE HIM! I WAN'T TO HATE HIM! YET I CAN'T HATE HIM! *Cries* This is not fair. I want to hate him. I want to get over him. I don't WANT to like him.
And this sucks because I don't know who I like. Whether I actually do still like him or... ah, you're not gonna find out who.
But it's so confuzing! *Sniffs* I feel like I hate him, and I want to hate him, I loathe Lewie, but it's so annoying because I can keep thinking that and keep telling me that but then there's always the part of me telling myself to shut up and stop trying to deceive myself.
Me telling myself to stop deceiving myself! About which part? That I hate him? Hah!
I've been deceiving myself for too long. He's not that perfect. He's not an Angel. He has blasted flaws. And I HATE him.
So what am I deceiving myself on? Ugh! I still feel for him! GAH! THIS IS NOT FAIR! I WAN'T TO FORGET HIM! I WANT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE! I WISH I HAD NEVER MET HIM!
My heart feels like it's twisted into a tight knot. I don't know who I like, I don't know who I hate, my bloody will is just, well terrible! And I don't even know which part of me can't let him go and which part of me is saying 'I hate him'. Well that's plain. My mind is saying I hate him. And I can only say that if my heart agrees. So which bloody part is telling me otherwise!
And actually, you know what. I feel like I sound like Kirsty.
So OK, I know who I like, like really like. I know who makes me just generally happy and *sighs*... But then there's him who's had me seduced for the last two years! And I hate him! I hate that I've wasted my life on him for 2 years. I hate it! Yet at the same time I can't imagine life without him. Ugh, hate him! I hate him so much! I don't see what's so great about him!
Stupid blue eyes.
Ugh, what is it always with me and blue eyes!
I hate him yet I don't know whether I hate him!
And now that I've started I can't bloody stop!
But I hate to.
But the worst thing is...
It's not that I hate him.
And it's not that at the same time I still don't know whether I hate him truly or not.
It's not the fact that I like someone else so much.
Or the fact that my heart's tied into a knot.
The worst part is that...
I'm scared.
I don't know if anyone I like would ever like me.
I don't know why anybody would ever like me.
I don't think anybody would ever like me.
I'm scared.
So scared that I'd be turned down.
So scared that I'd get made fun of.
So scared of history repeating itself.
My whole history.
So scared.
So scared that I'm destined to be alone.
That no one will ever like me.
So scared.
So scared of being alone in darkness forever.
Scared of drowning in a pool of my own dispare.
Scared of the dark waters.
Scared of the endless sky.
Scared of the empty earth.
Scared of myself.
Scared of the emptiness,
The Loneliness.
Scared.
Alone.
Lost in the darkness.
Forever.

Still missing school

Yeah, can't believe that I'm actually still missing school. I suppose... yeah. I suppose it was right. Btw do any of you believe in astrology and numerology and all that stuff? I do. And the numerology was so accurate it was scary :O. But I guess it is right. Do any of you agree? I work too hard and shut myself up in a room most of the time studying and don't really have much of a life outside of school and studying. Yet for some reason I would still have a lot of friends because something about 'Good example and personality'. Anyone agree with that? Hmmm....
Oh yeah. Does noone (sorry for stealing your word Molly) like commens the way I do? Noone (sorry Molly) likes to leave comments! Please comment! I like comments. I don't like noone leaving comments, cause noone leaving comments means no comments! I like comments :(.
Lol. Yeah. Anyway. Chapter 3. I am cursing myself cause I don't have time to do it, and I'm aiming to have finished re-editing all the Chapters by the end of the holiday, so I can write Chapters during free times on piece of peper. Oops, paper. Lol. But yeah. Cause if I'm editing I can't do it on piece of paper cause I don't want to waste and print it out! But yeah. So if I'm not done with Chapter 3 by tomorrow night I'm gonna shoot myself. Serilously. And you'll never hear from me ever again. ;P
Yeah... gotta scoot, cya!

Heya Folks

Ok, first things first. Well I'm not sure I'll be able to have Chapter 3 up tonight. I've just been really busy today (trying to teach a brainless twat) and just generally haven't had much time on the computer. But then again, there is still the possibility that I might be able to have it up by tonight, but that's not very likely 'cause I have to go to bed early(er) today. I'm sorta been going to bed at 1 in the morning and waking up at 8 recently, so yeah. Apparently my skin looks really pale and yellow and has a shortage of blood, lol.
Well basically went out shopping for school stuff today. Only problem was, Waterstones sucks! The only book I could find that I needed was Standard Grade Physics. That was the only one, typical. WHSmiths did admitadly have more useful books, but it didn't have the ones I needed. Meh. Got some stuff I needed from there though. And I also got a new blazer, but we're going back tomorrow again because my mum thinks that when I put on the jumper it's too tight, even though we did go for one size bigger, and I actually agree with her.
Robert also bought some stuff blah blah, we bought another Tennis Racket and some Tennis Balls blah blah.
Oh yeah, on the way home I decided that I will not read any books to do with vampires or werewolves or witches or ghosts or angels and demons and stuff for the next year or so. I have gotten sick of finding out that my ideas had already been used, in some way or other. Even if the link is very vague and only I can spot it. But still, gotten sick of it! So I guess going through the Alex Rider books again wouldn't be too bad :).
Of course, I'm aiming to finish the book I'm writing now by... 2011? I dunno, I haven't really done much now cause it's like the holidays and I can't really be bothered. But I think once I get back to school it'll be fine. Well unless I have a mountain of homework. Remember when I first started? I think it was about one month and I had written 4 Chapters in that time, so like 1 Chapter a week. That seriously doesn't sound too bad. Actually you know, I actually seriously and honestly can't remember anymore why I started writing long stories. I seriously have no clue whatsoever. Does anyone else remember me telling them perhaps? Just refresh my memory please!
So yeah, I was trying to teach Robert how to play Tennis. He's hopeless. And I'm not getting paid either! So it's his own fault that he hit the ball onto the roof! And I had to get it down, meh. Went cycling, saw two bunnys! They're tails were so white and fluffy! I saw it when I turned round the corner and I sort of, chased it slightly. Lol. Then it disappeared into the grass and I couldn't find it. The grass is very long! But yeah. It was cute! And the second one was much bigger and god it could jump far.
Oh yeah, did I mention. We're ordering the school books off Amazon. And Molly didn't believe be when I said I'd never really heard of Ebay before. Does anyone here believe me? Come on, it's me, it's not that hard to believe is it? I mean I didn't even know that date thing and RE thing and thing... What was the date? 9/11 or something? Was that talking about September or November? UK way or American way? I have nooo idea. See my point?
So yeah, about it, and tomorrow we're going into town again to buy stuff blah blah. Oh yeah, and on the last book of The Vampire Chronicles - Blood Canticle. And you know, the way it's written and everything is great. And I think the way it's written is actually quite funny, at the beginning anyway, lol. Cause it's really informal and direct and everything, and stuff, just hilarious. But still. At the same time I think Anne Rice really ran out of ideas near the end. I mean the speech and way it's written and everything is great, but overall the story isn't the best, if you think about it. I quite liked the first couple of books - Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, Queen of the Damned, Tale of the Body Thief, Memnoch the Devil. Yeah those were great. The Vampire Armand, Blood and Gold The Vampire Marius, those two were quite good as well, you know. But then the books after that - Merrick, Blackwood Farm, Blood Canticle (even though I'm still reading it) I think they're just a bit, you know. I mean of course I don't want the story to end, I hate it when good stories end, but the books near the end were just soo.... I dunno. Actually I think I might know why. In those books after, Merrick etc, they are just like completely different I guess. You have no idea what happened to the vampires that you liked and it seems to just belong in a complete different story. But yeah... why the heck am I rambling about this. I thought I got annoyed at the fact that it was very very very vaguely linked to something I had in mind.
OK then, moving on. Firstly, would anyone here say that I got pissed off or annoyed pretty often? Or liked showed it really harshly blah blah. If I said I got annoyed don't I usually still have a big grin on my face? Aren't I usually more happy and cheerful if you forget about the morbid part? Actually hold on, oops, got carried away with those questions there. That was not really part of it. But answer those anyway please!
OK, so (I'm hoping) no one thinks I usually get pissed off/annoyed easily and really often. If I did I don't usually like to show it that much (if I do then tell me, and I'll tell you that I seriously don't like getting annoyed at people, especially not showing it or going on about it. In fact, I think I can get friendly with someone again really quickly (with the exception of Molly of course, as in when she tells me not to talk to her. Hey, she told me so I'll do it) and I just tend to like to be nice to everyone. Again with the exception of Ray. We'll I am nice to him, but I just tend to like 'scarying' him more. He doesn't mind anyway and he finds it funny, and so do I.)
Anyway, so. Felt happy to let it just slip by for the last couple of days, but now I seriously can't take it anymore. So, people, read this. Especially YOU KIRSTY.
So I saw one thing, try to be funny (of course I have to try, did you think it came naturally ;P) and I thought I'd get a laugh from it (I like the sound of laughter, especially when it's people laughing at me cause I did something really really stupid, like tripping over, lol) because I was kinda quoting from Merlin. Basically she said 'Thank God, you're alive' and I said 'No, I'm a ghost come back to haunt you,'. That's from Merlin Series One The Poisoned Chalice. Instead I get something along the lines of 'Don't say that' and 'It scares me' and 'I'm reading Eclipse'. (Gasp later Emily ;P) And then more stuff along the lines of 'Shut up' and 'Leave me alone' when I get confuzed 'cause I don't remember anything frightening in Eclipse and such. Leaves without a goodbye.
Anyway, hoping it'll slide. Next day. 'Assume you got my text?' 'Yes, thanks' 'Sure I told you that before' 'Yeah, sorta lost it ;P' ignored. Leaves.
Next day. Finds pissed off postage about me. Leaves comment. Molly sticks up for me. She leaves comment. And seriously "Can't Folk Understand Me?" title. Blah blah blah. 'Pissed off at Jenny for reasons only I seem to know' course it's only reasons you know deary, you're the one who said it. OK seriously, what could I have done? Besides, I tried to make up for it by being funny didn't I? Whatever it is that I did do. That's what I hate about me, the fact that I can tell how someone is feeling just by the way they say things, even if they don't sound like it. Yeah right Mrs Vannet, you can tell people emotions from texts.
But oh yeah, couldn't understand you? Course I can't understand you. I can't bloody understand how your apparent 'Just one of those days' and 'Hormones doing this' seem to last 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year and 68 years a lifetime! Oh yeah, I know, stupid for me to say cause I can't tell how long you can live. Well just to let you know, in my story you go to Hell! At first you were Satan (poor Satan, :( I'm gonna call him by the name I prefer) well Draco's minion, Drakia, in other words Hecate. But then I didn't want to be mean and didn't want you to feel left out so I created another character, Jane! Well now for your information. You're gonna burn in Hell, Draco will kindly see to that, and for some reason you still have my sympathy and pitty! And yes, 68 years old. Amelia's gonna become a spy, lol, and she get's assasinated at the age of 42 (sorry Molly, but being a spy does have it's downfalls, lol). Kristina is gonna live to the ripe old age of 94, cause she's Chloe and she's nice and believes in God =]. Oh, and I also asked the Angel of Death to let her live her fill of life =]. I think I die quite early on, like 37 or something. I think I got hit by a car. But that was because Haniel pleaded for me to be able to be with him again, and he couldn't stand waiting, and I was also suffering anyway =]. Even though that sounds really selfish of him it was sorta nice of him too. I couldn't remember anything of him but nothing of time can ever be fully erased, so I still had an incling that something was missing, and I was suffering so much and there was actually nothing I wanted to do with my life. Good Lord I'm saying that was me. Well I sure hope that doesn't happen in real life. I want to finish all my stories first!
Lol, now see what I mean? I can never stay annoyed for too long, I drift off into another subject. And also, it's good practice when writing as Leyla, and why did I say 'deary'? Never said that before. But that's gonna be the red hair witch, need to think of a name for her first, and she's more like the logical one etc, but yeah. It'll work. She's found the elixir of life and also can bring characters out from books! Lol, except it's not perfect and the characters just have the looks and personalities, and nothing else. Oops, lol, Umbridge is out in the real world. LOL
OK, going back to what I was saying before. So yeah, apparently annoyed all the time. No more excuses. I don't care. At least you could have come up with something more believable Kirsty. You can't blame it on your hormones forever. When I get edgy and everything I don't tend to blame it on them, unless I know it's actually their fault. If it's any other time then it's just me deary (oh shut up).
Btw did you know that the witch is in fact like much older then? It's a long story you'll get it. So she talks really like a grown up and everything. And also when she's trying to be reassuring to someone, or just generally talking, she uses those words, like deary, sweetie, sweetheart, darling etc. Omg I actually can't wait to see how that'll turn out. Lol.
OK, going back. So yeah, leaves again without saying goodbye.
Next Day (today) doesn't say hi or bye. I ask about the English Intermediate 1 Past Paper thing, which I believe is the 2010 one which isn't out yet, cause it says when available and that's the only one out of all the Past Papers who's publisher is 'Bright Red' (yeah, weird name isn't it?) so obviously I'm thinking it's 2010 which'll be out September 16th. She says she just bought the 2006-2009 and getting 2003-2006 or something. Dunno. So I said so it's basically like a just in case, so like just in case it's one of the earliers ones and that. She said 'No, it's being logical'. That is not really logical, buying those, it's more of a just in case isn't it? Logical is more when you work out something logically, so I think what I worked out is quite logical. So I said 'Yeah, so a just in case' and got ignored again and then left.
Yeah. Anyway. I really ramble on for a long time don't I? And I always go onto very random topics and stuff. But they're not completely random, they do have some link! Lol, love it.
And omg, I'm talked for so long I have no time to write my story. Don't worry, I'm aiming to have Chapters 3, 4 and 5 done and up before school starts. Cause remember, I'm correcting them! Well re-editing. They're very different, trust me ;P. So yeah, read and enjoy! (When they're up of course ;P)

I've had a great day! Well in general

First, I finished the second last book of The Vampire Chronicles - Blackwood Farm - and basically I was just thinking "Damnit! This is soooo not fair! She's thought of everything!" Basically some of my characters for stories, they sound so similar to Anne Rice's, and it's not fair! But I am glad that my ideas are my own (phew).
I had to get some fillings today. Well... let's just say my teeth aren't exactly that good. You know. Well the holes are really tiny, so I guess that's fine, ish. Oh well. And also, why do people always stare?! It makes me feel really edgy and self concious and nervouse. Gah! And nervous doesn't have that e at the end either.
Anyway, not sure what I did for the rest of the day... But went cycling round Fowlis, and there was a dead swallow :(. It had its wings folded in and it was just lying on its side at the edge of the road, and it looked like one of those sort of figures u getl it looked so hard and still :(. Well it was dead but :(.
And then of course when I cycled past the field I saw a deer! Bet it was a male. It didn't have antlers yet, but it's just the look of it. I don't know how to describe it, but it's when you can just tell if it's male or female somehow, like with dogs I suppose. Like when you just look at it's face and you somehow just know. I think it's the shape of its head or something, not sure. But anyway, this deer was just at the side of the field and I actually didn't see it at first! I stopped and heard this rustling and I saw it! And it started sort of hopping (lol) well leaping away from me, and it would continuesly stop and just stare at me with its ears up. It was soo cute. And my mum and brother were sooo slow. They can't even cycle up that hill! Seriously. And by the time they got there the deer was almost out of sight. And yeah that's about it.
Oh yeah. Somebody locked Tibby outside last night, and she sneezed quite a lot today. And I mean, it was also raining last night! Poor Tibby. The garage door wasn't even open. It's not my fault! I took a shower as soon as I got home, past 9 o'clock, and by that time Tibby was inside. I hear my mum outside near 10 closing the garage door, so she probably locked Tibby outside. Poor Tibby :(.
And then there's still me missing school and people. Well only slightly now. It's always the same with me. When the holiday starts for the first few days I just want to be at school, but then after some time I don't want to go back to school. But yeah...
I'd say they new highly re-edited Chapter 3 of Angels Cry should be done by tomorrow, I'm hoping. I think I've got just about enough pages. Well I sure hope, or it looks like I'll have to add some more. Aw sweet. 12 pages. That's definitely enough. It's more than the last 2, those were I think 7 or 9 pages in length. Get away stupid bug! I hate that bug it's just flying about around the place and it just won't leave!
Yeah, so check tomorrow!

I got really really bored

I became really really bored, and thought what the heck, went into the Recycling Bin and retreaved that folder. So yeah, more writing to do, woohoo!
I've got tones of ideas and I'm soooo happy about them. That series of books is going to be longer than I thought.
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
They're the main ones right, and I've thought of others sort of not part of it but sorta is. Like it's one of the characters in the story sort of telling people about their own past, you know. So you know, there's also gonna be one about Amadeo. No that is not the Angel, that is a vampire. Yes there is a difference in their names.
But anyway, I don't know what it's gonna be called yet, I'll come up with something in a second. Living Death? Earthbound? Nah, that's more for ghosts... Um. Can anyone else think of something? Rising Shadows? Well I have no idea what that'll have to do with it... I'd have to find something to fit in with that. But um... Dawning Tomb? No that sounds horrible. Burning Sun? That just sounds stupid. OK, maybe I'll just stick to Rising Shadows, unless someone else can come up with something better, which I'm sure they can. I'd say Rising Shadows would come before Change of Fate and after Haunting Blood, so it's:
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Shadows
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
Noooo! That's an even number! I despise even numbers; they bring me bad luck. I need another one. OK let's think. Angels, Vampires/Werewolves, Ghosts/Witches, Vampires, All of them. I think I need another one with werewolves or/and witches. If there was it would probably be after Rising Shadows. Um. Need to think of a story. Dawning Moon? Lunar Eclipse? Actually no way. I suppose Dawning Moon will have to do. Somebody, please please help think of a better one. PLEASE!
Angels Cry
Kiss of Death
Haunting Blood
Rising Shadows
Dawning Moon
Change of Fate
Fallen Grace
You know, if it doesn't work out I could always get rid of Rising Shadows and Dawning Moon. But yeah, go odd numbers! Woohoo!
Ok... I think I've gone slightly mad...
But anyway, got some other stories.
Forgotten Memories
Forever Nightmare (I've changed the idea, again)
(They're two stories that are like sequels.)
Tears of Darkness
Weeping Shadows
(They're two again.)
Fallen Blossom
Bleeding Rose
The Last Orchid
(They're possibly sequels of each other, but The Last Orchid might be a book on its own)
Cyberwatch
(I have no idea whatsoever)
Ghostly Veil
(I think. I'm sure it could be a much better title but haven't really thought of one)
Golden Keys
(I'm not that sure about that one, I might delete it afterall)
Hybrid
(It's a long story. Not the actual story ;P)
The Forbidden Labyrinth
(It's a long story, but if I can't be bothered then it might stay a short one)
The Sea of Souls
Trapped
The House Within
The Midnight Gate
The Door Demon
(Those are like short horror stories. Or at least they're supposed to be. Well ish. They're short stories alright? The Sea of Souls and Trapped are rubbish. The Sea of Souls was the first ever one I tried to write, so yeah. Trapped I had to do in a real hurry, only got like and hour to do it, so yeah.)
Fur Elise
(Yes I know that's a piece of music by Beethoven. Or however you spell his name. Basically it's a short story, and it's telling you that each music tells its own story, and you will be able to find one in any piece of music, as long as you know where to look. Sort of. And jsut like how songs tell a story, they do so too, they're jsut basically songs without words. So yes, a story. And so bascially a story which I find in the music Fur Elise, and it depends on how you interpret it and how you play it, you've got to do it with your whole heart blah blah. You get the idea. I think I'm gonna do the same for some other ones as well. But yeah)
And I think that's just about all the stories I've come up with so far, so yup. I know it might take me like the rest of my life to finish them, but who cares, I'm gonna write them anyway. Has anyone bothered reading all of this? I doubt it.
So yup. Go stories!

Pretty!

I went cycling to Fowlis yesterday, and it's pretty! Well where I cycled through. Pretty! Hehe. Can't bother describing it cause then I'd go on forever. But you'll hear about it one day. Seriously you will. Ooh! And rasberries! Wild ones =]. Yummy!
Anyway... apart from that. Don't you just feel so self-conscious when someone keeps staring at you? Or just find it really weird or annoying... Yeah... Also when somebody just yells 'I love you (insert name here)!' and etc... Yeah... Long-ish story. Annoying story. Can't be bothered.
Gah! Bye

Today was Great!

Today was great! Chloe and Kirsty came over. We talked about random stuff. Tried to find an evil character that Chloe wouldn't find is 'deeply missunderstood'. We failed at that. And we played random stuff. She got slightly annoyed when I punched logic-shaped-holes into some of her primary school scary stories. LOL! HAHA! Yup. And apparently my dream was scary when I retold it to them. Something about rooms and stuff... Anyway. Then we went down into the village and everything and went to the tree swing! I tried it! It was fun! Woohoo! And Kirsty started filming it. And she's gonna turn it like into a mini movie. And it was funny cause Chloe really enjoyed it. And then we were filming it. And she fell down. We're sending it to you've been You've Been Framed if her parents agree, and then spliting it between us if it's shown and we get the money, but of course Chloe get's some more than us. But it was fun! Tree swing!
And we also played with water and stuff and yeah.
And fun! You've been Framed! LOL!
Fun!
Wish Molly was here, she'd have loved the tree swing!
Next time gonna invite her, Kirsty, Chloe, Erin and Emily! Fun!
Woohoo!

Hope You're Happy Molly

I sure hope you're happy Molly. I've deleted all my stories, music and songs.
Now all I have to do is sit here and do nothing for the next month.
I'm sure poems won't do any harm but would you like them deleted as well?
Have a nice time.
Hope you're happy.

Hands up if you agree

Don't you think that for Summer it's just so freezing cold? Like freezing freezing. Like really. It's colder than it was last Winter! Freezing. I'm shivering. So if you're somewhere warmer like not Scotland then lucky you. If you're not, I feel your pain. Well, if I could still feel. I think my brain has even frozen; I can't think what to do. COLD!

Bored Already

OK, so we're like in the third week of the Summer Holidays and I'm already bored. If you know me, then you should know that I get easily distracted. As in very very very easily distracted. Been trying to write my story but like I said, easily distracted. So instead I've just added a couple of poems onto my other page, not sure how many because I never keep track of these things, not really.
So basically nothing interesting has really happened, not really. Well I went to Chloe's on Saturday and that was fun, and I got my ears pierced yesterday. Watched through The Lord of the Rings films and they are fricking long, and the books aren't even that thick! And then you have Harry Potter where the books are reasonably thick and they only last like not very long at all. Seriously.
But anyway... bored. ;P

Hey

Hey people. Just saying that very soon there will be the next Chapter for Angels Cry on my other blog. And trust me, it's been really hard to fix this one and it's changed a lot. So please read, and enjoy!

1st - Where is everybody? 2nd - Bible...?

OK, first thing. Where is everybody? Alright, most people are on holiday, blah blah, I get it. But still, where is everybody?
Other thing. I've just been reading through the bible (yes, I know, and I'm not Christian, blah blah, but trust me, it's for the story). First thing, I've discovered that I've been wrong about some stuff. And even though it was suppose to be basic to do seriously expect me to know them? I thought Jesus was like God Incarnate or something. Well apparently not, or did I just misread it? I have no idea, somebody who actually knows what the bible's about tell me.
Anyway, something else. I disagree with the bible! Well I sort of just think it doesn't sound right, how it ends. You know how when it says something about Armageddon and Judgment Day (btw are they the same thing? I thought they were the same thing, but then I got confuzed) and how all the evil people will be killed off blah blah. That seriously doesn't sound right. I mean I think that goes against everything else it says in the bible, like that life is important and everything (or am I just making this up? I have no idea, I didn't actually read that part, but I'm guessing so. Well anyway, the killing off of all the evil people sounds so contradictory to everything it said before. I mean shouldn't they maybe help them and kill off the evil inside them rather than them? Or is that what it says? I didn't read it properly. But I think it means actually killing the people like the flood did. That is just not right!
Then again there seems to be a lot of killing of people all the way through it, by God! How does that work! How are people suppose to see God as the good guy if he constantly kill people! Gah! Well, on the brighter side of things, this will go great with my last story! Fallen Grace =]. This will go with it absolutely perfectly. ;D

That was freaky

OK, something just happened and it was freaky and impossible. Well probably not impossible but freaky. I was just sitting here right, and watching some random movies. I've got like this toy cart thing (it plays a nice tune!) on the table, and it just suddenly rolled off, smashed on the ground (well smashed but not to pieces, or at least not that many) and the music started up. I'm thinking it could possibly be that the house is perhaps on a slope and it just slowly edged towards the, well edge, each day. And now it just fell. I can even see the marks of the wheels because my desk is sort of dusty. But anyway, I found that quite freaky. Oh well, at least I get ideas for stories!

Blurbs

Yes, I was bored. Well nothing interesting happens that much. I just basically do what I want yet still having to fit in Chinese, Piano and Violin. Oh, and excersice. Then the rest is just basically what I want to do. Writing stories/songs/music, drawing, tidying, etc. And hayfever really sucks. I could barely keep my left eye open today because it was just so itchy and it felt like something was stuck there. Horrible. And a lot of sneezing.
So something else I've been doing is writing more blurbs for stories, mainly when I can't be bothered writing the actual story. It's quite cool, because most of them are going to be sort of interlinking each other, a couple of the stories. There are some others that don't at all but anyway, I'm just gonna show you the blurbs for the ones that do.
Angels Cry is probably the very first one, and it's the one I'm writing right now. And incidentally it's set and Dundee High and I've been trying to make it seem like something that might actually happen. I quite regret that, cause I've gotten pretty bored of it. Well the leading up part, I really want to just skip to the end and such. But yeah, I have to endure it. I will finish it!

Ever since Alina started her second year at Dundee High School, a lot of strange things have been happening to her. She’s done things she would never have done; sleeping during class, loosing concentration, and writing poems. Could this all have something to do with the new boy at the school? Or her new unexplained feelings towards her best friend Draco? Could her childhood tales all be true? Could there really be an Angel amongst them…?

After that there's Kiss of Death, which basically goes through the life of a vampire, sort of. And it explains a lot about vampires and stuff. And it's interlinking with the first one because Alina and Draco both appear in it, but only for a short while near the end. Oh, and also because Leyla first appears in Angels Cry. This one is really skippy in my mind because I'm not really sure about some of the things yet, but I'm definitely sure about everything else.

After centuries of remaining young, Leyla has grown bored with her life. Forever remaining the way she was; a 17 year old girl. Over the centuries she’s learned everything, experienced everything. She’s read all the books – new and old – even the ones that have been burned in fire, never to be discovered again. She knows all there is to know, she knows the true meanings of hate, pleasure, hunger and thirst. Being so beautiful and deadly, she’s toyed with her admirers, savouring them, teasing them. Now with a new ally just as deadly, she grows more savage than ever. But now she has grown weary with her life; eternally young. But soon, very soon, she will relive her past pains, and find the true reasons to life forever more.

Then there's Change of Fate, which is basically one that runs through quite a long period of time. And it's also the only one written in third person, 'cause otherwise it actually wouldn't work. It's basically based a bit on the poem I wrote called 'Your Fate...'. I think, that's like the prophecy. Basically there's a prophecy. And in this one there's new characters, but one of the character from Kiss of Death appears in there, and also someone from Angels Cry, possibly.

There was a prophecy. The seer’s name long forgotten by time, and with it so has the prophecy. Almost. Recordings of prophecy have been discovered, yet none are complete. All speak of the same event that will happen, and the fate of a creature of Heaven who resides in Hell.

Yet only the beginning can be discovered, the rest remains hidden, buried, forgotten. Will the prophecy come true at last? Will this creature truly have to face all that is in store for him? Can there even be anyone who will stray so far away from the Light Path?

The definite last one of all of these is Fallen Grace. This one is where all the characters the in previous one all appear together. And it might get slightly confuzing. I don't think it is, but you'll have to tell me whether it is or isn't when I'm done and you've read it. It sort of keeps changing between views. You know, one moment it's first person from one of the characters, and then it will be another. You know.

God doesn’t love us anymore. God doesn’t care for His creations anymore. God doesn’t want us around anymore. God wants the world destroyed.

The lives of billions of people are at stake. None can change the Almighty’s decision, all must follow his orders, all must obey.

But no one wants mankind to be eliminated; everyone has grown fond of the life living on one of the many planets suspended in space. So what will happen with all those who argue? Will those outlaws be able to save Earth? Or will the planet burn in fire? Will the Angels really continue to do the Great Lord’s biddings?

That's about it, for these interlinking ones. If I get bored I might make some of my other stories interlink with these, it might even be fun! Yup. And I'm not sure those will be the only ones. When I come up with new ideas I might add some inbetween those.