Um... blah blah blah, who cares what happened through the day. Well the beginning anyway. OK, basically because I don't really like Heather and everything and Molly and Kirsty don't like Michael I've sort of made a deal with Molly. You know, I still don't get what they've got against Michael (then again they don't seem to get what I've got against Heather and everything, although I could make a list if I were asked to). Molly said that we'll 'sever all our ties from them' and everything, so you know, just ignoring them and such. Well, obviously, I took that as you can't talk to them and stuff. Well apparently Molly says that you just can't be warm to them; you can answer but you have to be cold and everything. Well Molly, you might be good and used to being cold towards people (sorry-ish) but I'm not; I hate being like that towards people. I'd rather not speak to them than be really cold and un-emotional towards them. It's just not me! Not talking to people, fine, being cold towards them, not something I'm fond of. So I think I'll just go for the not talking to Michael part rather than be really cold towards him.
So break, blah blah, Home Ec, blah blah. P.E. We played rounders indoors, so kicking it. We won! And I was actually doing pretty well! Well... that is until I kicked the ball right at Akdas and he caught it... =]
Carnegie was fun, we were making the gravestone again! He he, and I got to type! Check the website =]. Umm... and then the rest of the day was boring. But, just when I turned round the corner from the Form 1 locker room to the IT classroom, guess who I saw. Well too obvious. I saw Lewie coming out of the door leading to the office, I don't know what he was saying to his friend, 'cause I sort of just slipped right into the classroom, but he did clap his hands... And you know, I swear his fringe was never that long, I have always been able to see his eyes, well how else would I know what colour they were? Well his fringe was so long that I couldn't see his eyes so... Well the classroom was crowded because the other class didn't go into the other classroom, and just as well cause I stayed at the door and sort of watched him pass... I also saw him in the morning after Assembly (yes I know we didn't have assembly today!) and stopped to wait for Erin and Emily...
Yeah... nothing else really. But on Friday, I'm getting Violin Rosin, a Piano book and clothes. Well, Molly did say she would drag me shopping for clothes and she's picking them for me, so... Yeah, Friday...
OK, I don't know why, but I suddenly want to start crying :(.
Anyone noticed how much I've changed since Christmas? In everything I type. Don't you think I seem less able to... convey things to people through writing now? I used to be able to put so much emotion into what I typed, and now... no. I can read over all of this again, and I probably wouldn't feel a thing. I could read over everything I wrote before Christmas and everything, and I would feel everything. :( Just gonna go listen to some sad music... *cries*
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