Love at First Sight

Ok, I'm forcing myself to right this right now because I really don't feel like it but at the same time I want to do it. Well, do you believe in love at first sight? I'm not sure anymore, I'm all confused. I liked Louis the first time I saw him, and if it was love at first sight, I just want to know, when it's 'Love at First Sight" should it be that it's for both people? I dunno what to do! The note was given to Louis, he knows, he's nice enough not to tell anyone else (thank god) and now I'm confused. I don't know what I want anymore! I'm scared to face Louis because I'm frightened that he'll make fun of me, but at the same time I can't avoid him, I can't stay away from him. I have to be with him, I have to talk to him and see him. Otherwise I feel so cold and alone. So I don't know what to do! Do I stay away from him and make myself miserable or do I just talk to him like before and take the risk of being hurt? I really really don't know! I've managed to avoid him for all of today, sort of, and I'm feeling alone and sad, depressed, because I haven't seen him. And now that he knows I just want him more, I can't help it, now he knows I have to know how he feels about me, I have to see him! But I can't. I'm scared. What if he doesn't? What would I do? I don't know. I'm so hurt and confused. What would you do when you like someone so much that you just can't stand it anymore? What? Please, someone. Help me. Tell me what I should do. What? Just what? Avoid him and hurt myself, or face him and risk being hurt by him? I really really really don't know! I need someone to help me. Tell me what to do before I break down into tears at school. Please, someone. Anyone out there. Help me.