Don't remind me, trying to forget my feelings

Well today I saw Louis in the Library at break time, he smiled at me so obviously, I looked away. Forgetting that part, Molly came in half day, at lunch time 'cause she only got home at 3am that day from her skiing trip in France =]. Good, 'cause if she didn't get in she would have got a 50 page long e-mail with that poem repeated so many times.
"We're in this together"
That's what you said,
But then you left me
to suffer
alone.
Well, didn't need to do that and I'm talking to her on MSN right now. Well Molly copied out her 'I Can't Believe You Did That' list again and she said she'd ask Louis how he felt about me 'cause she had no dignity left =] after handing him the note. I mean he hasn't replied, I did ask him int the note, oh well. Well Molly said she'd do it if I'd walk past him, head held high and not giggling. She wants to studdy his body language (what's the (not gonnaa swear here) hell?). Oh well, hope it happens tomorrow, the sooner the better. I always think. Then again I have been telling myself that for the past 1 and a third year or so to try to get myself to ask Louis out, never happened. Well till you know. So, feeling better, not being all upset and things like that. Oh, funny thing, I was doing my homework and wondering why Molly hadn't come on yet and realized that I wasn't even logged onto MSN. Lol, I'm such an idiot. And I also had this very weird dream. Well I got really upset cause Louis didn't like me or something like that, so I jumbed off the top of a building then the ambulance came. Surprisingly I was compltely fine and was struggling trying not to get taken to hospital and shouting "Let go! I need to run infront of a car!" Weird, looks like I was desperate to kill myself. I feel like I'm turning into Molly, god. Well anyway, feeling better, hopefully I will find out soon. Bye