Hah hah! I was right! =D

Well, curently grinning my face off cause I was right! I was right! Right I tell you, right! Well, Molly was grinning this morning, and I guessed that she was going out with Jack :), and I was right! Right! Well, after thinking that there was going to be some huuuuge news, I'm now bored. Usually I get bored, but this time, after expecting something, I dunno, huge, seeing how it was jsut that, aka something I already knew a looooong time ago, I'm more bored than ever! Can't be bothered to do aaaanything. Nothing at aaaaall.... oh yeah, when are they going out :) gotta know. Aaaaand bored again, jeez I get bored very easily. I think I might as well go and, I dunno, do extra homework, do my Chinese homework, play piano when I don't need to. Ugh! Soooo boooored, nothing to do, and the computer is sooooo boring now, they should come up with new games. Maybe I'll just go back to cross stitching. I can't even be bothered to practice Dark Island. an't be bothered to do aaaanything. Nothing, nowt.
Oh yeah, did I mention that I saw Lewie today? Probably not, seeing how I'm soooooo bored. Saw him twice actually but I'm sooooo bored now I couldn't even really care about that. My hearts already beginning to crack seeing how he hasn't said anything to me for sooo long. He used to talk to me like every single day, and now it's like I don't even exist anymore. It's like I've completely disappeared. And I've seemed to have disappeared from so many people's worlds, well about 3 or so. Let's see, Lewie, Erin and Emily. I'm like sort of feeling nothing at the moment, I think this boredom has gotten rid of my emotions, oh never mind, beginning to feel really sad 'bout not existing. I feel so, alone, no wonder I wrote that poem. Alone, so alone in this world, maybe that should be one of the lines. I'll put it on my blog sometime. Looks like, either I'm going to have to talk to him or just... just... avoid him.... forever..... Like he never existed, it's like I never existed, it's like I just don't exist anymore, and never have. I never existed, every memory of me, erased from the world, forever.