Talk about wishul thinking

Yeah, finally admitting about those sort of wishful thoughts, made me sort of dream about it, sort of. A bit like... I don't know, things I think might have happened if I didn't just go and mess it up! Yeah well, OK it started off as quite a weird dream. Everything was a mixture between Percy Jackson, the school (i.e. Dundee High) and Tibby in the Library. Hey, don't look at me, I can't control what I dream about!
OK started off as I was with Annabeth (I think I was Thalia) and we were going to go see if we could find Luke (the guy who turned evil) and blah blah blah something happened and we had to run, all the way back to the main building and only when we got into the Form 1 locker room were we safe. There was like this magical barrier around it or something that stopped others from getting in. No, I don't get it either. And I had to tell somebody that Luke had turned into a monster (literally) I'm not sure who, I think it was his girlfriend. OK, I'm even confuzing myself, I don't know where all this comes from, I mean this isn't even anything to do with what happened in the book!
So between the Main Building and Margaret Harris, I told her (whoever she was) and then some time or other her friends were there as well and they started laughing (I guess) like the way Sarah and whomever had done when... yeah that time. I turned around and Lewie was coming along the side of the building, beside thee Home Ec. Departement as well, and he smiled and gave me an air kiss, sort of. Well yes, but I thought only girls did that, but it's just the way he did it. I don't know, everything he does is so different, he does it in his own way, not in any way you would have thought, just a different and new way, in a way. (Oh jeez I can't believe I'm putting this on my blog I'm probably going to get hell from you guys)
Anyway, so then we ended up in the Library, at the sort of Checkout point or whatever it's called. The place where you return the books and take the books out, whatever, just there. And on the edge there was a pinkish red pillow and Tibby was on it (don't ask why she was in the Library, she's suppose to be at home) and I was just infront of where the computer should be, except there was no computer. Sitting between me and Tibby were this odd 4th year that I suppose was Lewie's friend, I think it was the guy who lent me the ruler, and (incidentally) Lewie was next to me. They liked Tibby (boys like cats? When was the last time a boy started acting like a 5 year old when they say a cat?) but seeing how it was a dream I suppose it would have been possible. Tibby didn't mind, she just stayed curled up (which she is doing right now on the sofa) and slept away. Then I have no idea what happened next. It's sort of like one of those dreams where something happens then suddenly it just changes to something else, you know, and you don't even realize. Well I was still sitting there but I was looking at something somewhere and I turned around and Tibby was there. I scratched her behind the ear and looked up, and I was really close to Lewie. As in we were like a couple of centimetres apart, and it turned out Tibby was on his lap. So you know, we were like face to face and really close and he looked into my eyes. As in deeply into them it was like he could see my soul or something. Well, being that close to him scared me slightly, I wanted to sit up straight but I couldn't move, and then I woke up.
Typical, couldn't I have woken up some time later? OK, so that was my dream, and I'm sure it only happened because of yesterday, I mean I really haven't dreamt about him in ages. I might have dreams about him, but he's not actually in it. Oh yeah, and then my brother found my bookmark (that I lost yesterday) in my homework diary. The thing is when I woke up this morning everything felt so real, and then I realized it wasn't, it couldn't be, and then I checked in my homework diary anyway. It wasn't there.
And I also had this dream on Wednesday that sort of frightened me, but it wasn't scary, it's just because it seemed like something that could really happen. Well basically it's just that where ever I go, Lewie's friends (mainly that guy who lent me that ruler) who seemed to appear everywhere kept looking at me with the sort of grin on their faces, like a smirk I suppose. It was scary, because everywhere I went they'd be there and do that, and I it wasn't hard to guess why. This is all because the 'Ruler Lender' guy did that to me one day when I was up at the Music Departement and he was going down and he kept turning back just to grin at me like that. All his fault. *Shivers* that dream was disturbing.