I curse last Friday

Damnit, I curse last Friday. Well sort of, in a way I curse it, yet I don't, argh! Curse this! Since stupid Friday when I talked to John and didn't lie about the bus, I've been telling the truth! Well, no lies anyway. Ever since Friday, I haven't lied once, and it's so annoying!!!!!!! And now I'm just going to see how I'm going to survive tomorrow, because I forgot my History stuff, so I can't revise or do my conclusion! Both for tomorrow! Aaaaahhhhh!!!!! I'm just hoping Miss McKie will off, because I never forget my homework, it's always in on time, and I really don't want to hand this in late, but I'll have to. Because some people *glares at Molly* apparently has too much of a life to live so they *glares at her again* couldn't be bothered to just give me single simple piece of information. I think I gave that person enough directions. Near the back, so start from the back. It's at the bottom and on the page that's the left page. Does that not sound clear? One single piece of information, it'll only take a couple of minutes. If it was one of my friends who'd forgotten their stuff they needed for homework I would gladly help them, unlike somebody *glares in that direction again*. What? Am I just to kind and helpful or something? What the fuck is wrong with helping somebody who does actually need your help? So, should I stop doing this? Does me being helpful just backfire on myself? Let's see. I helped Zara with her speech, she got through but I didn't. I felt sorry for Ronan last year when he didn't do his Chemistry homework so I let him copy, I got into trouble. Hmm.... anything else I might add? I try to help Kirsty but then I get shouted at. I try to act normal and cheer up people's lives, I get shouted at! I tell the truth, I get blamed! I try to suggest something good, I get shouted at for doing that! Is there anything that I do where I don't get shoutted at? I try to make people see sense, stop an argument, but I get told to stay out of it! I try to make then see from each other's point of view, or go for the one that makes more sense, I still get snapped at! I stick up for people, but then they don't stick up for me, and they're the ones who are teasing me! I would help anyone and then my best friend can't even be bothered to help me! Does everyone in this world hate me or something? This whole cursed world hates me? The stupid Fates just make everything good I do backfire on me! When was the last time something good came to me, when? Somebody tell me, when? Give me a time when I was nice and it didn't end up bad for me! Isn't there anything in this world that I can rely on? Anything? Anyone? That actually sees sense? Fine, stupid life isn't fair, but can't the people who you're nice to at least try to be nice to you, instead of doing the complete opposite? Life isn't fair but at least humans can try to be! I hate this world, I hate it when I help people and no good comes out for me! I hate it! And now, if you'll excuse me, I'm just going to go back to reading a book.