I feel sick

Molly has made me fell so sick. It's disgusting. She was talking about, eating flies. All the way through Techy and Maths I felt sick, and I coughed a couple of times, and I was scared my lunch would come back up. I might have felt better if it did, and now I still feel sick. THANKS A LOT MOLLY!
I hate it, these couple of days my life has sucked, so badly, worse than ever. This morning in German after the bell rang Sarah was like "Jenny, I was talking to your boyfriend last night on Facebook, he makes no sense," Let me point out some of the things that are not right there. Number one, I don't go out with him (and he doesn't like anyway) so there's no way he could be my boyfriend. He makes no sense, that's very possible, I actually don't think he would ever make any sense, no idea why, I just don't think he would usually make that much sense. Other thing, what's the point? She likes a 4th year too, Jack Harris. Hm, now I know why she and Mila get along so well, they are so similar, and Ranjini even hates them, wow.
And at lunch time, I saw Lewie again, and I don't know why, but now (as in right now) when I think of him I feel like bursting into tears and crying and just curling up and grabbing at my hair. I don't know, I feel so sad, so lonely, and it has nothing to do with the fact that sometimes I actually am alone, it's just the feeling. I'm not really even sure if I am feeling lonely, I'm not sure what I am feeling, I just... I just really miss him... :'( *Sobs* doesn't he... God, I don't even know what I'm wanting to say...
I really haven't been feeling that good for the past few days, and MOLLY hasn't exactly made it any better. I hate my life, life sucks. Love Sucks.