End of Term Service :'(

Today started off good enough, I guess. In Geography we helped with some filing stuff, sort of, as in the labels on the top. Then we watched Ice-Age 2. In German we watched the Simsons or whatever. Then at break we went to the library to see who had won the cake. It started off with like 10 people being drawn before somebody who was there got it. I didn't get picked :( as usual. And unless you haven't noticed there is barely any expression in this, and that would be because I seriously aren't in that mood. Yeah, whatever.
So we had the Church Service, and we got a half-day, though other schools didn't. I went into town with Molly and we went to the Music place to get Kirsty a metronome, and bought some other stuff. And we went to the Library, took some time to get the books I wanted to get, The Vampire Chronicles, and some weren't there, I came home, searched, and they were all in, so I've reserved them. The we wondered aimlessly through Overgate, though I did forget where the shop I was going to go to was, hm. God, right now I'm making things sound so boring, but I seriously am not in the mood to talk about cheerful stuff.
So after Molly left I went to get my bus, I missed it my like 10 seconds. And I had to wait ages for the next one. And then, for some reason, I just started to tear up. Well I know the reason alright, Lewie wasn't in. Usually it wouldn't be such a big deal, well I don't really know, because he's never been off. He wasn't in yesterday either but I tried to ignore that. It was a bit hard today because I just kept remembering everything being white and covered in glittering snow, the End of Term Service last year in Winter. Hm, if I didn't believe the fact that he probably was on holiday like quite a lot of other people, I would probably have deceived myself and said he's just trying to avoid me, as usual. Escape the possibility that he might get another note. What was I thinking? End of Term, yeah, great time Jenny.
Yeah, and Erin and Emily keep calling me a Chick Flick, and I don't even get it. Some people just don't get the fact that I'm trying but I can't forget him! So stop bloody bringing it up you two!
Good thing is, I went to visit my friend Karen and gave her the invitation. Oh God, we talked for ages! 1 hour and 20 minutes, and it's the same as usual, we randomly go on about stuff and then don't even remember what we were on about! Lol, it's quite funny. *Sigh* Karen has always cheered me up! And her dog, well, always pushed me over. Hmm... dogs are actually quite heavy, but that's not the point. Umm... what was the point?