Well... I've forgotten what I was going to write about, so I guess I might as well start from the beginning.
Pallavi's back! Yay! Hold on, can she come to my party? German... Oh yeah! There's this competition where you have to make up sentences with the words on the card. I did a very weird on: 'Berlin wurst ist gut gluck' i.e. meaning 'Berlin sausages are good luck' lol. OK, and for my music lesson, I missed 5 minutes of Maths and a whole period of Physics take away 2 minutes. Hehe, well then there the catching up, but I actually managed to do that quite quickly, so I guess they didn't do that much in the first period anyway. Oh, and when I walked into the room somebody - I think it was Adam - just said "Jenny!" "OK...." does he usually do that when somebody walks in after being at a music lesson?
So anyway, then the bell rang and I went to the Library to do some catching up. There came this part where I was talking to someone, I'm not actually sure who it was at that time. But then Kirsty was going and said 'You do know you have to get your Physics notes back'. I hadn't actually even realized they were gone! Turned out Isabella had them, curse ye! Then we went outside and it turned out the bell had already rang. Molly wasn't happy, and then wouldn't let me go to Physics "Let's just stay here, no let's just stay here," Well obviously I knew why, I saw him way before that, I believe he needed to get his bag for French... Anyway, blah blah blah, after Physics went to History, yadi da. Hmm... oh yeah, at lunchtime I was just babling to Kirsty about my story - which by the way is on my other blog, although on the Prologue, and Chapters will come soon enough, maybe even today - and I even ignored Ray when he came and tried to annoy and such, and he was very surprised I didn't hit him. Well I think I'll keep him thinking that, then I'll hit him. Oh, that would just be sooooo evil =]. Get his hopes up then crush it. Meh, not that fun anymore.
So French, I was suppose to answer how much something costs, I couldn't find it all the time, then I couldn't remember how to say 80, disasterous. Oh then the English Critical Essay Test *groans* that was terrible. The questions was the worst ever! How were you suppose to answer that? I tried to answer it; What words and phrases does the poet use to give us a scene of the place effectively, or something like that. I doubt I even answered that question. And I took ages on the first topic statement and introduction. I just finished it and looked at my watch; half an hour had already passed! I began panicking and started scribbling. It ended up as 3 and a half pages and at the end when Mrs Keogh said "5 more minutes" I was still on the last Topic Statement and started scribbling thinking "Oh no, oh no, oh no!" then when she started telling people to collect those things in I was just on the last sentece, and my writing went horribly messy, then "Yes, yes, yes! I'm done!" I had just managed to finish on the last second! My arm had been hurting all the way through that but I didn't dare rest it "Oh no you don't. This pain won't put me off, I need to finish this!" And I did, but I think my arm might be dead.
Tin Pan Ali wasn't that bad, I just still can't remember the tune, but the words are easy enough. Oh yeah, this morning I got a very one sided lecture from my mum about why I shouldn't quit Tin Pan Ali. I so wanted to, and one sided lectures don't really change my mind. But funny things etc do, and some other things, just not one sided lectures. Well I think I might keep going, it's good that I'm not the only new one, Betty is new too. So yeah, got rehearsal tomorrow lunchtime as well. I'll live.
Monday, 26 April 2010
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
Gold Leng Medal... Let's start from the beginning
OK, first this morning I got the 8X but I didn't know the road was closed so that it would go another way and past the stop that I needed to get off at. It went all the way to the round about before Borders when I could get off and I thought I would be late and speed walked all the way to the school. Well I wasn't late. Then after regi going to PSE I got proof! And I wouldn't have got it if I hadn't been, well I might have, well... I was looking at my French classroom because that's Lewie's regi class, I have a reason for knowing that and it was an accident! Anyway, now I definitely know that's his regi class. Anyway, saw him comming out and more or less just slipped through the door. Then I was desperate to keep him in my sight, I have no idea why! I just was! So I saw him going up the stairs right, and he was looking at me, or at least looking down. And then just by looking away to the other side when I caught his eye, well my heart skipped. My heart rate changed so quickly in a split second and I felt dizzy and could hardly breathe. Well, I can see it's worse than before. Or maybe I've just forgotten some things during the holidays.
Anyway, so we haven't got some teachers because they're all stuck, so are many of the pupils. Stuck somewhere far off. Blah blah blah, everything else boring.
But there was at lunch when I had to go to the Tin Pan Ali rehearsal, and I didn't really have to do anything, yet. And I still don't know the words to the songs. Then when we were let out I went to the Library, and I just went through the door and passed Lewie. Damnit. I did what I usually did, avoided his eyes and walked all the way round, sort of. Except I think it was more obvious that I was staring at the ground this time. Then I went to read the bulletin, and he was at the corner bit place there with one of his friends no idea who. I was reading and at the same time trying not to move at all. But still, I somehow managed to see his reflection. It would have been really stupid for me to turn around, but I could see his reflections. But I'm not sure on what... it might have been the glass... I'm not actually sure where I saw his reflection. I only know that I could see his reflection. God this is confuzing.
Then before Biology I saw him again, and just tried to ignore him. It did not go too well. But to take my mind off of that, we saw our teacher disect a sheep's eye in Biology. Ewwww. I felt sick even when it was just there and not been disected yet.
Alright, Leng Medal. I was at like the very end, and I was sweating all the way through it. My hands were freezing cold in the end. And when I went up, my heat was pounding so hard in my chest that I could hardly breathe. I didn't win. But anyway. So I was in the line to sort of register, and I saw Andrew Kelly, so I just tapped him on the back. He smiled and said "I've been standing here for 15 minutes. This line is the only thing going slower than the planes!" Well that's good, at least someone is cheery. But you know, I needed someone I was familiar with. So then I sat beside him, nice to be with someone you know. And I actually realized how nice he is. Well, not as annoying as he is in Maths, mainly cause it's Maths, and he hates it when I point out he's wrong, which I do pretty often. So you know, mainly he's just smile at me if we caught each other's eyes. Which happened once just because I turned around. And I have also noticed that lately I seem to have been seeing the good side in everyone. Seriously, everyone. Even beginning to like Michael who I hated for half of the year in Form 1. Or at least just prefered to annoy or ignore. It's good that he can put up with me in Chess, especially when I start playing against the rules, which is fun. He doesn't get annoyed at me, he actually doesn't really mind. So good, somebody who doesn't take it so seriously =]. And I'm trying not to criticize him about Chess, especially when he makes really stupid mistakes, but I still can't help but point them out. But it's nice when he says hi to me and smiles. I just smile warmly back like I did to Andrew today. Okay, what the heck am I talking about? Seeing the good side in people *sigh* i.e. even the small, miniscule good side of Jemma. Maybe non-existent but still. At least I have more people to be nice to, rather than scare like Ray. Though I'm not sure that I so much as scare him than annoy him, but it's all good fun.
OK, I have no idea why I started talking about all that, but back to the Leng Medal. I didn't win, and outside I was going to call my mum, because I dind't know where she was. Mrs Scott Brown said to me "Well done Jenny" and started on about everything I got right "And you're going to do it next year" That was funny, sounded more like a statement. I think it sort of was. Like one of those joking 'You'll do it or else' ones =]. Blah blah, and I'm here ranting on about things. And Eilidh was saying how Love is a gift and my reply was just 'I wish'. Well, *sigh* I think I'll just got back to writing my story for now.
Anyway, so we haven't got some teachers because they're all stuck, so are many of the pupils. Stuck somewhere far off. Blah blah blah, everything else boring.
But there was at lunch when I had to go to the Tin Pan Ali rehearsal, and I didn't really have to do anything, yet. And I still don't know the words to the songs. Then when we were let out I went to the Library, and I just went through the door and passed Lewie. Damnit. I did what I usually did, avoided his eyes and walked all the way round, sort of. Except I think it was more obvious that I was staring at the ground this time. Then I went to read the bulletin, and he was at the corner bit place there with one of his friends no idea who. I was reading and at the same time trying not to move at all. But still, I somehow managed to see his reflection. It would have been really stupid for me to turn around, but I could see his reflections. But I'm not sure on what... it might have been the glass... I'm not actually sure where I saw his reflection. I only know that I could see his reflection. God this is confuzing.
Then before Biology I saw him again, and just tried to ignore him. It did not go too well. But to take my mind off of that, we saw our teacher disect a sheep's eye in Biology. Ewwww. I felt sick even when it was just there and not been disected yet.
Alright, Leng Medal. I was at like the very end, and I was sweating all the way through it. My hands were freezing cold in the end. And when I went up, my heat was pounding so hard in my chest that I could hardly breathe. I didn't win. But anyway. So I was in the line to sort of register, and I saw Andrew Kelly, so I just tapped him on the back. He smiled and said "I've been standing here for 15 minutes. This line is the only thing going slower than the planes!" Well that's good, at least someone is cheery. But you know, I needed someone I was familiar with. So then I sat beside him, nice to be with someone you know. And I actually realized how nice he is. Well, not as annoying as he is in Maths, mainly cause it's Maths, and he hates it when I point out he's wrong, which I do pretty often. So you know, mainly he's just smile at me if we caught each other's eyes. Which happened once just because I turned around. And I have also noticed that lately I seem to have been seeing the good side in everyone. Seriously, everyone. Even beginning to like Michael who I hated for half of the year in Form 1. Or at least just prefered to annoy or ignore. It's good that he can put up with me in Chess, especially when I start playing against the rules, which is fun. He doesn't get annoyed at me, he actually doesn't really mind. So good, somebody who doesn't take it so seriously =]. And I'm trying not to criticize him about Chess, especially when he makes really stupid mistakes, but I still can't help but point them out. But it's nice when he says hi to me and smiles. I just smile warmly back like I did to Andrew today. Okay, what the heck am I talking about? Seeing the good side in people *sigh* i.e. even the small, miniscule good side of Jemma. Maybe non-existent but still. At least I have more people to be nice to, rather than scare like Ray. Though I'm not sure that I so much as scare him than annoy him, but it's all good fun.
OK, I have no idea why I started talking about all that, but back to the Leng Medal. I didn't win, and outside I was going to call my mum, because I dind't know where she was. Mrs Scott Brown said to me "Well done Jenny" and started on about everything I got right "And you're going to do it next year" That was funny, sounded more like a statement. I think it sort of was. Like one of those joking 'You'll do it or else' ones =]. Blah blah, and I'm here ranting on about things. And Eilidh was saying how Love is a gift and my reply was just 'I wish'. Well, *sigh* I think I'll just got back to writing my story for now.
Monday, 19 April 2010
At least I'm not forgotten
Well first let's just start with what basically happened from the beginning of the day. In the morning I was walking with Kirsty to the Locker room, and I saw Lewie with two of his friends, he was at the very right of them, so in a way left from the way I was standing. Well I'm not sure, but I think I gave this little cry of... I'm not actually sure what when I saw him. I think I felt relief or something, I don't know. Anyway, in German I made the horrible mistake of saying that 100 grams or grape, 3 bananas and 1 kilo of Potatoes cost 65 euros. Well, you can imagine how embarrising that was. But at least I didn't ask for 62 bananas in French! Anyway, Sarah commented on the fact that I had my name written on my pen "So if you lose it you're hoping someone will give it back to you" One look at her face told me everything. She was refering to.. hmm.. Lewie. Meh, well obviously I told her that wasn't the case. As in, I just put it there because it came with the sticky thing to allow you to do that. I actually kept a fairly straight face during it. Then, I believed I was going to miss Maths due to my music lesson. My First Music Lesson. *Sighs* unfortunately not. I went up those steps and went to the door. Notice said 'Miss Evans is not in today, please return to your class' Oh man. When I saw it I gave out this sort of sound, between a shrill cry and a moan. To delay the time needed to get back to Maths *sighs* I talked to Callum Strachan blah blah. Then meandered slowly back to Maths. And then I did the wrong page. Meh, overall, not a very good day.
In Physics things were OK, I guess. But then at break I was heading to the F2 Locker room, and I saw Lewie and his friends. My first thought was 'Eep! Gotta hid' and I tried to, but no success. "Hey Lewie, it's Jenny" and I just quickly dashed pass. Well on the brighter side of things, at least I'm not forgotten! Well, sort of the bright side. I would look at it as the bright side, because I'd rather put up with his friend's (yes only that guy who's name I don't know, guy with curly hair, I think. Guy that asked me if my name was Jenny or Jennifer) comments and all that than be forgotten by them. *Sighs* well... I think it was lunchtime or something, Molly told Liam that I would rather kiss a cockroach than go out with him. I was sort of disapproving of the choice she made, but it's sort of true. Then she said spider, and I didn't have an reply at all. Well thanks Molly, really such a great help.
Then in English we were doing the practice thing for the Critical Essay. But before that, Archie asked me to slap him because he felt sleepy. Well I wasn't going to do that, I don't want to slap people (Ray's an exception, but only some of the time) so he slapped himself. Well.... Then he asked if he could have some of my water and poured it over himself. Well.... never really seen a stranger tac-tic. I would probably just have happily remained sleepy. Then at the end we were really annoying Ray. You know, clapping in his face, snapping our fingers to annoy him, that sort of stuff. And then I unzipped his bag. He didn't notice, but I'm hoping things fall out of there. Then came the shouting match with Robert. And still going on, and needing to leave.
In Physics things were OK, I guess. But then at break I was heading to the F2 Locker room, and I saw Lewie and his friends. My first thought was 'Eep! Gotta hid' and I tried to, but no success. "Hey Lewie, it's Jenny" and I just quickly dashed pass. Well on the brighter side of things, at least I'm not forgotten! Well, sort of the bright side. I would look at it as the bright side, because I'd rather put up with his friend's (yes only that guy who's name I don't know, guy with curly hair, I think. Guy that asked me if my name was Jenny or Jennifer) comments and all that than be forgotten by them. *Sighs* well... I think it was lunchtime or something, Molly told Liam that I would rather kiss a cockroach than go out with him. I was sort of disapproving of the choice she made, but it's sort of true. Then she said spider, and I didn't have an reply at all. Well thanks Molly, really such a great help.
Then in English we were doing the practice thing for the Critical Essay. But before that, Archie asked me to slap him because he felt sleepy. Well I wasn't going to do that, I don't want to slap people (Ray's an exception, but only some of the time) so he slapped himself. Well.... Then he asked if he could have some of my water and poured it over himself. Well.... never really seen a stranger tac-tic. I would probably just have happily remained sleepy. Then at the end we were really annoying Ray. You know, clapping in his face, snapping our fingers to annoy him, that sort of stuff. And then I unzipped his bag. He didn't notice, but I'm hoping things fall out of there. Then came the shouting match with Robert. And still going on, and needing to leave.
Sunday, 18 April 2010
*GLARES*
I am currently glaring at whomever it was that chose the cast for Queen of the Damned 2002. *Glares* Seriously, why did they need to add in pointless vampires that don't even have a and take out others, such as Louis? And Lestat, for goodness sake, he didn't even have blonde hair or blue eyes! And I have no clue about the other's because I gave up watching it after the first 5 minutes. And why miss out the second book and go straight onto the third? What is the point? Oh, and just feel free to move the 2nd book into the beginning of the third, yeah it makes nooo difference at all! *Glares* *breathes deeply* *starts mumbling gibberish* Why can't they just have filmed it when they could with the same actors? Change the actor for Armand, OK that's fine. He was only suppose to be 17 when he 'died' anyway, but I don't think they made it any better. *Growls* Nothing... good. Why not just keep the same actors and film the second book? Nothing makes sense because the second one The Vampire Lestat explained everything! But oh no, just put the important stuff in flashes at the beginning with no explenation at all! Different actor for Lestat in every single one! It's just like changing the actor for... Harry Potter of Percy Jackson in every other film. *Glares* OK, so vampires aren't suppose to age strictly speaking, but who cares as long as they look about the same because they're the same bloody people! And now they've just decided 'I think we'll go back and film The Vampire Lestat. Oh, and guess what? Another different actor! Now if it's good I won't complain, but still, different! I want it to be the same actors! Do people never think that through? Oh, hold on, they did, but just decided against it! Well next time don't wait 8 bloody years before deciding shoot the next film! Yes, 8 years always! Interview with the Vampire (I love that one, because I think that's the one where they chose the best actors, and still think so so I'm going back to re-watch that) 1994, Queen of the Damned (for goodness sake that's skipping The Vampire Lestat!) 2002 and The Vampire Lestat (finally, took long enough to consider shooting that one!) going to be this year, 2010. This is worse than the Olympic Games! *Mumbles gibberish that she somehow understands* Now I think I'd rather stick to the books.
And Molly, not half of my life! And not quarter either. I could name them all. Then decide how many it actually is. School, Tibby, Chocolate, Books, The Vampire Chronicles, Homework, Blog, Instrument(s), Creative Writing, Sibelius 6, Watching something, Being mad at the whole world, Hating myself, Crying to myself, And some more, Dreaming, Entering stupid clubs and competitions, Trying to forget some things, Being mad and hearing voices in my head, Resisting the urge to cry, Trying to calm down, -----, etc. etc. Now how many is that? I think I might have just been blabbing on about anything! Urgh!
God, I'm getting more worked up about this than I did over the fact that they were not going to do a Series 3 of Young Dracula. Great, I am going to go watch Interview with the Vampire.
And Molly, not half of my life! And not quarter either. I could name them all. Then decide how many it actually is. School, Tibby, Chocolate, Books, The Vampire Chronicles, Homework, Blog, Instrument(s), Creative Writing, Sibelius 6, Watching something, Being mad at the whole world, Hating myself, Crying to myself, And some more, Dreaming, Entering stupid clubs and competitions, Trying to forget some things, Being mad and hearing voices in my head, Resisting the urge to cry, Trying to calm down, -----, etc. etc. Now how many is that? I think I might have just been blabbing on about anything! Urgh!
God, I'm getting more worked up about this than I did over the fact that they were not going to do a Series 3 of Young Dracula. Great, I am going to go watch Interview with the Vampire.
Saturday, 17 April 2010
I have a reason!
Basically I haven't been on for ages because I couldn't be bothered. Hey, there is something far more interesting than that! I've been busy, in a way. I've tidied the whole of the spare room and now I'm living in it. No one's allowed in and they have to pay an entrance fee =]. I wasn't going to move in till much later, but I got kicked out of my old room =]. It was quite funny, Robert threw all my stuff out because he wanted what he gave me for something back. Long story. But it's actually quite a comfortable room. And the thing is, I haven't really done anything interesting over the holiday, I went to Kirsty's Party but that's was like the only thing. Basically, I've got two books for the reading thing at school that I haven't read, Love Aubrey and The Hunger Games or something like that. Basically, after reading Auslander and finding the way it was written soooo boring, I couldn't be bothered to read the other two. But the thing is, I know I have to, so I'm going to listen to it on youtube instead. I wouldn't exactly call it cheating, more like a clever way of doing something that you can't be bothered to do, and yet you still know what it's about and the way it was written. Besides, if I read two books at the same time I get a bit confuzed (well not really). Well, currently I've got, what, like 8 books from the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice on my bookshelf, all from the Dundee Central Library Leisure Reading Centre. I have finished the first 4 books, Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, Queen of the Damned and The Tales of the Body Thief. I really enjoyed all of them (obviously) and now I'm reading the fifth book, Memnoch the Devil. The problem is though, that my mum has banned me (again) from reading these books, mainly because I have this Chinese Article I have to do. And I still have a whole week to do it! It's not exactly that hard. I'm not allowed to write about Tibby because Robert is already doing that, so she told me to write about Molly (sorry everyone else!) and now I'm writing this while doing that, because remember, I get distracted easily =]. I'm having problems with one thing though, I don't know how tall Molly is. My guess would be 1m 68 or so.
Anyway, so I've pretty much done all my homework, except for the Discussion and Evaluation part for the Acid Rain project, which I don't understand at all. And I'm also thinking that I really need to give the books a rest, because I have began to hear voices in my head, and the thing is I know that voice, as in it's how I imagine some of their voices in my head. It's usually Lestat, and the thing is, he says something that makes sense to me, but then I can't remember it, and if I do it's these words that I don't understand. If I look them up, they mean exactly what it sounds like it should mean, when you think about it. And the thing is, I don't think these things, not consciously anyway. I just tend to be doing some thinking or staring off into space and I suddenly hear it! It is seriously strange. The last one I can remember goes something like "Such a little trivia, machérie, you understand what I'm saying?" Ahh! I don't even know what trivia means! I don't even know if it's a word! And is 'ma chérie' French for something? And trust me, I'm sure that's no where in any of the books. I am going mad! And they just come to me, I just hear them in my head, and it sounds exactly like what that character would say. And I thought it was weird when on the bus I heard witches screaching at me "Pressumption!" I never even heard that word before. Today I heard David (person in the story) say something, but I can't remember a word. I think I've lost my mind! Ahhh!!!! OK, I seriously need a break from these books, but the thing is, I can't! I've got Memnoch the Devil beside me right now, I'm just staring at it, I'm going back to concentrating on my homework. While hoping voices don't come back into my head, again!
Anyway, so I've pretty much done all my homework, except for the Discussion and Evaluation part for the Acid Rain project, which I don't understand at all. And I'm also thinking that I really need to give the books a rest, because I have began to hear voices in my head, and the thing is I know that voice, as in it's how I imagine some of their voices in my head. It's usually Lestat, and the thing is, he says something that makes sense to me, but then I can't remember it, and if I do it's these words that I don't understand. If I look them up, they mean exactly what it sounds like it should mean, when you think about it. And the thing is, I don't think these things, not consciously anyway. I just tend to be doing some thinking or staring off into space and I suddenly hear it! It is seriously strange. The last one I can remember goes something like "Such a little trivia, machérie, you understand what I'm saying?" Ahh! I don't even know what trivia means! I don't even know if it's a word! And is 'ma chérie' French for something? And trust me, I'm sure that's no where in any of the books. I am going mad! And they just come to me, I just hear them in my head, and it sounds exactly like what that character would say. And I thought it was weird when on the bus I heard witches screaching at me "Pressumption!" I never even heard that word before. Today I heard David (person in the story) say something, but I can't remember a word. I think I've lost my mind! Ahhh!!!! OK, I seriously need a break from these books, but the thing is, I can't! I've got Memnoch the Devil beside me right now, I'm just staring at it, I'm going back to concentrating on my homework. While hoping voices don't come back into my head, again!
Thursday, 8 April 2010
The Kwyll
Eep! I possitively screamed when Kirsty told me! I've got a whole section with my poems in the school Magazine the Kwyll! Yay! 4 poems! Eek! And I also got £10 from my dad for each one, so that £40! Yay! And that's like all I have to say, but what the heck. Yay!
Monday, 5 April 2010
This is for all of you
For the past few days I've just been copying out my poems, completing the unfinished ones, and writing some new ones. I wrote this for all of you, for all my friends. It's not so good as a poem, I think it's OK as one, but as soon as I come up with a tune, it's going to become a song. The second one will probably be the chorus. So, to all my friends, I hope this is good enough, it's for everything.
Why is it so hard to say you're sorry,
And mean it?
Why is it so hard to just admit it,
Admit you were wrong?
What is it with these words,
Why is it they just won't come out?
It's just so hard to say,
'I'm sorry'.
What is it that makes us like this?
Not being able to say it, with all your heart.
What is the reason?
Give me the answer.
Is it pride that does this?
Is it your reputation?
Are you too scared,
To show that you care?
So hard to say it,
So hard to show it.
It's time to just say it,
Admit it,
I'm sorry.
Why is it so hard to say you're sorry,
And mean it?
Why is it so hard to just admit it,
Admit you were wrong?
What is it with these words,
Why is it they just won't come out?
It's just so hard to say,
'I'm sorry'.
What is it that makes us like this?
Not being able to say it, with all your heart.
What is the reason?
Give me the answer.
Is it pride that does this?
Is it your reputation?
Are you too scared,
To show that you care?
So hard to say it,
So hard to show it.
It's time to just say it,
Admit it,
I'm sorry.
Friday, 2 April 2010
End of Term Service :'(
Today started off good enough, I guess. In Geography we helped with some filing stuff, sort of, as in the labels on the top. Then we watched Ice-Age 2. In German we watched the Simsons or whatever. Then at break we went to the library to see who had won the cake. It started off with like 10 people being drawn before somebody who was there got it. I didn't get picked :( as usual. And unless you haven't noticed there is barely any expression in this, and that would be because I seriously aren't in that mood. Yeah, whatever.
So we had the Church Service, and we got a half-day, though other schools didn't. I went into town with Molly and we went to the Music place to get Kirsty a metronome, and bought some other stuff. And we went to the Library, took some time to get the books I wanted to get, The Vampire Chronicles, and some weren't there, I came home, searched, and they were all in, so I've reserved them. The we wondered aimlessly through Overgate, though I did forget where the shop I was going to go to was, hm. God, right now I'm making things sound so boring, but I seriously am not in the mood to talk about cheerful stuff.
So after Molly left I went to get my bus, I missed it my like 10 seconds. And I had to wait ages for the next one. And then, for some reason, I just started to tear up. Well I know the reason alright, Lewie wasn't in. Usually it wouldn't be such a big deal, well I don't really know, because he's never been off. He wasn't in yesterday either but I tried to ignore that. It was a bit hard today because I just kept remembering everything being white and covered in glittering snow, the End of Term Service last year in Winter. Hm, if I didn't believe the fact that he probably was on holiday like quite a lot of other people, I would probably have deceived myself and said he's just trying to avoid me, as usual. Escape the possibility that he might get another note. What was I thinking? End of Term, yeah, great time Jenny.
Yeah, and Erin and Emily keep calling me a Chick Flick, and I don't even get it. Some people just don't get the fact that I'm trying but I can't forget him! So stop bloody bringing it up you two!
Good thing is, I went to visit my friend Karen and gave her the invitation. Oh God, we talked for ages! 1 hour and 20 minutes, and it's the same as usual, we randomly go on about stuff and then don't even remember what we were on about! Lol, it's quite funny. *Sigh* Karen has always cheered me up! And her dog, well, always pushed me over. Hmm... dogs are actually quite heavy, but that's not the point. Umm... what was the point?
So we had the Church Service, and we got a half-day, though other schools didn't. I went into town with Molly and we went to the Music place to get Kirsty a metronome, and bought some other stuff. And we went to the Library, took some time to get the books I wanted to get, The Vampire Chronicles, and some weren't there, I came home, searched, and they were all in, so I've reserved them. The we wondered aimlessly through Overgate, though I did forget where the shop I was going to go to was, hm. God, right now I'm making things sound so boring, but I seriously am not in the mood to talk about cheerful stuff.
So after Molly left I went to get my bus, I missed it my like 10 seconds. And I had to wait ages for the next one. And then, for some reason, I just started to tear up. Well I know the reason alright, Lewie wasn't in. Usually it wouldn't be such a big deal, well I don't really know, because he's never been off. He wasn't in yesterday either but I tried to ignore that. It was a bit hard today because I just kept remembering everything being white and covered in glittering snow, the End of Term Service last year in Winter. Hm, if I didn't believe the fact that he probably was on holiday like quite a lot of other people, I would probably have deceived myself and said he's just trying to avoid me, as usual. Escape the possibility that he might get another note. What was I thinking? End of Term, yeah, great time Jenny.
Yeah, and Erin and Emily keep calling me a Chick Flick, and I don't even get it. Some people just don't get the fact that I'm trying but I can't forget him! So stop bloody bringing it up you two!
Good thing is, I went to visit my friend Karen and gave her the invitation. Oh God, we talked for ages! 1 hour and 20 minutes, and it's the same as usual, we randomly go on about stuff and then don't even remember what we were on about! Lol, it's quite funny. *Sigh* Karen has always cheered me up! And her dog, well, always pushed me over. Hmm... dogs are actually quite heavy, but that's not the point. Umm... what was the point?
Thursday, 1 April 2010
Today was actually not that bad
Well, this morning wasn't that bad, I mean since it's April Fool's Day, how bad could it get? See, according to people (i.e. everyone including me) I've never gotten into the right 'spirit' for April Fool's Day. I've never actually seen the point of it. So, this morning outside the Library on the doors it said something about taking off your shoes before entering the Library because of cleaning or something. Well, no one really fell for it, though some people did, I heard Barbara fell for it! Sorry Barbara. Anyway, in Assembly it was soooo funny. Dr Halliday (or whatever, I never really remember names) was talking about how after the holidays we would get rations on toilet paper, and every day in registration we would get one piece, and if we ran short we could always suscribe for another one. Oh my God it was hilarious, everyone burst out laughing, though there were some people who weren't sure *grins over at Molly* because he kept such a straight face =]. And the in the bulletin it said 'Free CAKE! Come to the Library at interval'. Some people thought it was another joke but I didn't think it would otherwise be in the Bulletin, and besides, no food in the Library. I didn't actually think it meant we have to free the cake. Well....
Oh, but apparently in France on April Fool's Day they would try to stick these paper fishs on other's backs. Well, you can guess, we did that, sort of. Mr Summerville's class (i.e. not us, we had to do something about the 27 countries in the EU or whatever) they coloured in fishs and started sticking them on other people's backs. Molly attempted it, but she was terrible at placing it on the right place, and applied too much force, I could feel it, and it was on my hair anyway. Then I stayed clear of other people =]. Well someone stuck one on Mr Preston's back, and he then stood there with this sort of confuzed look, I guess, on his face, with one fish in his hand. After that I saw him everywhere just keeping an eye on all the pupils, lol. In Maths somebody stuck one on Mrs Oliver's back, and she took a long time to realize =]. She finally understood what we were all laughing about =]. God it was hilarious.
Then, at break, I wanted to kill Molly, again. She told Findley to hug me, and he tried. Good thing is, I escaped (no thanks to Molly!) when Michael asked me about the Biology test. So I told him basically what we had to learn, i.e. just about everything. Then at lunch time when we were in the Locker Room I asked him how he got on, blah blah blah, something about a question I didn't get either. Then suddenly something was vibrating in my pocket and I though it was my phone but I never but my phone in my inside pocket. I felt it and it wasn't my phone and then I realized it really wasn't my phone! It was Alis' and then I gave it back to her at lunch, she must have put it in my pocket during Chemistry by accident. Yay! I did something good! Though I was panicking half the time at the fact of having someone's phone without knowing it.
In Games it was fun, we won the first time, the second time we lost by one point at like the last second! And then we won again =]. I was going to get a drink, but it said 'Machine out of order, pelase use the one in the Pavilion'. Me and Molly went to look for it, but we couldn't find it, and I felt lost. Never a good thing. But then on the bus I was talking to Megan, which I do every week after school, I get the bus with her and then walk with her to the school. And one thing I've learned, she is always staring at somebody on the bus and then talking about how hot they were. Well... today it was Jack Houston, and she asked "Is he in our year?". Yes he is, and he's Jack Houston. Well, now she knows who Jack is, well, one of the Jacks. Yup, it's always the same with her, hm. I've learned that she won't be in tomorrow because she's getting th plane to London and then for the rest of the holiday she will be sleeping, well. What I'm doing is staying at home, oversleeping, avoiding going outside, reading etc. Then I sort of said "And avoid the sunlight" and it came out before I realized that it made me sound like a vampire. It's not my fault! I just generally don't like it, I didn't like it when I was young either, and it really hurts my eyes when it reflects off the pages of the book, so you know. That was the main reason I was thinking, but then I forgot it's something a vampire would do, avoid the sunlight. Well, that was not really my fault, sort of.
And then I finished The Vampire Lestat book and now I'm going read the rest. I hate it when they end without explaining things, though you do guess some other things. Well... Really got to go now, Bye!
Oh, but apparently in France on April Fool's Day they would try to stick these paper fishs on other's backs. Well, you can guess, we did that, sort of. Mr Summerville's class (i.e. not us, we had to do something about the 27 countries in the EU or whatever) they coloured in fishs and started sticking them on other people's backs. Molly attempted it, but she was terrible at placing it on the right place, and applied too much force, I could feel it, and it was on my hair anyway. Then I stayed clear of other people =]. Well someone stuck one on Mr Preston's back, and he then stood there with this sort of confuzed look, I guess, on his face, with one fish in his hand. After that I saw him everywhere just keeping an eye on all the pupils, lol. In Maths somebody stuck one on Mrs Oliver's back, and she took a long time to realize =]. She finally understood what we were all laughing about =]. God it was hilarious.
Then, at break, I wanted to kill Molly, again. She told Findley to hug me, and he tried. Good thing is, I escaped (no thanks to Molly!) when Michael asked me about the Biology test. So I told him basically what we had to learn, i.e. just about everything. Then at lunch time when we were in the Locker Room I asked him how he got on, blah blah blah, something about a question I didn't get either. Then suddenly something was vibrating in my pocket and I though it was my phone but I never but my phone in my inside pocket. I felt it and it wasn't my phone and then I realized it really wasn't my phone! It was Alis' and then I gave it back to her at lunch, she must have put it in my pocket during Chemistry by accident. Yay! I did something good! Though I was panicking half the time at the fact of having someone's phone without knowing it.
In Games it was fun, we won the first time, the second time we lost by one point at like the last second! And then we won again =]. I was going to get a drink, but it said 'Machine out of order, pelase use the one in the Pavilion'. Me and Molly went to look for it, but we couldn't find it, and I felt lost. Never a good thing. But then on the bus I was talking to Megan, which I do every week after school, I get the bus with her and then walk with her to the school. And one thing I've learned, she is always staring at somebody on the bus and then talking about how hot they were. Well... today it was Jack Houston, and she asked "Is he in our year?". Yes he is, and he's Jack Houston. Well, now she knows who Jack is, well, one of the Jacks. Yup, it's always the same with her, hm. I've learned that she won't be in tomorrow because she's getting th plane to London and then for the rest of the holiday she will be sleeping, well. What I'm doing is staying at home, oversleeping, avoiding going outside, reading etc. Then I sort of said "And avoid the sunlight" and it came out before I realized that it made me sound like a vampire. It's not my fault! I just generally don't like it, I didn't like it when I was young either, and it really hurts my eyes when it reflects off the pages of the book, so you know. That was the main reason I was thinking, but then I forgot it's something a vampire would do, avoid the sunlight. Well, that was not really my fault, sort of.
And then I finished The Vampire Lestat book and now I'm going read the rest. I hate it when they end without explaining things, though you do guess some other things. Well... Really got to go now, Bye!
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