I did not base Draco on anyone understand Emily?
So yes, I'll come to that later, and other things.
In PSE we were watching this thing on gender and stuff and whatever, it was really... strange. And then in RE we were doing the preperation for the things etc. We've got it postponed so we're doing it in two weeks time rather than next week. Then it was Art, with nothing interesting happening first period.
OK, so at break Molly was trying to get me to say "I'm going to kill you," and I had no idea why. Neither did Michael. It was confuzing, especially because she wanted to record me saying it. She said she had something she needed to tell me, but still, why did I have to say "I'm going to kill you,"? That just makes no sense.
Well, she convinced me to say it because I don't know why, but I got bored. Although I'm not sure how that's a reason. Yes, right after I said it and she recorded it she just about screamed out what she was going to tell me, "Michael does fancy you he told me himself,"
Yes... well... sorta suspected slightly but I tried to ignore that, so thank you very much Molly; I really needed to know that.
And unfortunately that little part made me forget everything else that happened in the day, and I didn't see him for the whole day. I was starting to like talking to him.
And unfortunately I've realized something that I should have ages ago but I'll come to that later.
I went to Muirhead Medical Centre and the Doctor said I should stay indoors away from the pollens until late at night, which mean yay for me. My mum can no longer force me outside. So that was the bright side of today.
Our piano got tuned today, and I find it worse. Middle C and D are so muffled, the notes still don't sound right, and you can't get any dynamics on it; it won't reach anywhere close to forte. It's like one of those old fashioned pianos that you can't play any dynamics on; they are always at the same volume. So annoying, if I can't get a good tune out of it I got mad because I hate it and it's so annoying!
And then on MSN I got it out of Molly how the conversation between her and Michael went, or at least a rough idea. In IT I believe it was, Micheal was apparently talking to Molly how smart I was (anyone who thinks that is probably out of their mind). Molly turned around and laughed, saying "Who are you, her boyfriend?" and he went quite and flushed. Then he kept mumbling until Molly asked him directly and he said kinda yes.
Well that is what Molly said and I would have no idea if it was true or not. I just know that if I have nightmares tonight (which I hope I won't, because at least it's not as bad as Liam) then I have someone to blame. Well actually I probably don't.
Oh yeah, so what I realized. And by the way if Molly mentions the fact that I know (and I'm pretending I don't know) then I will kill her. Because if she does that and Michael starts avoiding in fear of what I might say (because that's how I felt when I told Lewie... yeah. Just that I would avoid him in fear of what he might say) I will be furious at her.
OK, so I think that I should have realized that if Lewie know then he would perhaps avoid/ignore me. Because that's how I felt when Jack asked me out all those years ago; I half wanted to stray away from him. And when Molly told me that I had half a mind of thinking that I might want to just stay away for a while. But no, that would only be if he told me directly, I suppose, in a way. Stupid! Why didn't I realize Lewie would probably do that?
OK, I will not dwell on that. But seriously, if Michael starts avoiding me too I will murder Molly. I swear I will. The last thing I want it two people ignoring me!
Michael loves yooooouuuuuuuuu.
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