Yesterday... And Today

Well I couldn't be bothered to write my blog yesterday. So.... yesterday. Well, what I really don't get is why, like, hard to explain. Well we had to bring back the sort of survey thing for our subject choices, and everyone in my regi class were so interested to know what I was going to take. I mean, other people brought their's back and no-one gave a damn, and I just take mine out of my bag, and they're all wanting to see it. God. Ummmm.... I got my results for Physics, and French aaaaand German. Physics: 52/58, good good. French, did baaaaad. Listening, 18/27, that isw baaad. Reading, not that bad, 32/35 and Grammar 29/30, quite good, and Writing Grade 1, not sure about Speaking yet. Ok...... German Reading 31/33, Speaking Grade 1, Listening 27/27 haven't done Grammar yet and dunno 'bout Writing. So I think I've done pretty well, part from French, but I'll improve. Now Education out of the way. In the Library, why did Michael say hi to me? He does it soooo often now! And the only conclusion Molly can jump to is that he likes me. What the *beep* . Anyway, in English we're writing a Vampire Handbook, weird, and in History I flicked to a page on the First World War and started writing a very depressing poem about war. Aaaand... I didn't see Lewie that day :(.
Today
Well, I wrote another depressing poem about loneliness, I mean, depressing poems seem to be the only ones I can write now! I was suppose to have a Music Lesson but I won't ahve them at school just yet, not until my Piano Exam is finished. So, didn't get to miss RE. Oh yeah, and this morning, I think the 4th years are having exams, but I saw Robert, this really really tall guy, in the crowd down at Trinity, he was like a head taller than the whole crowd! Anyway, so I looked to the left, and guess what, I saw Lewie, and his friends. One of them pointed at me and I was just thinking, Oh shit, and looked away, but looked back again. Ummm.... yeah, sorry 'bout the swearing. So..... when I was going to my Music Lesson Michael saw me and said hi to me, again! God there is something really weird going on. Anyway, Lunch time the 1st years I work with for the Tin Pan Ali Auditions were telling me to go rehearse with them. Well Corry (if that's how you spell his name) was but Alistair wasn't. I like him, I think he's real nice. No not in that way incase your about to say that Molly. But when I got up there Corry wasn't going to rehearse, so I just left telling Alistair that I'll see him tomorrow at Lunch time. I think I might as well quit, I've got no confidence, I can't do it, especially not with people who won't rehearse and I don't know! Oh my god I'm dead. I mean if we were doing it individually I would probably be able to do it, but not infront of 50 or so people! Unless I'm really confident that we've rehearsed as much as we could and I believed it to be good, aaaaand I was with my friends. But noooooo, they kicked me out. Oh well, time to commit suicide. :( Not fair, when will he tell me? I need to know.