Saturday, 30 October 2010
Damn I suck at writing horror
I tried to write a horror story. Yes, tried. It failed and it's not scary at all. So I'm gonna try another one. But read that one! In fact, read all the stories that you have not read on my blog -.-
Yes yes I know
I know I haven't said anything in the past few weeks about what's been happening to me. Well there's too much homework and remember, I'm aiming to finish my book by the end of the year so you know. Admitadly I've gotten slightly sidetracked with other stories, but that's just because sometimes I have to switch to something else just to keep my imagination running.
I'm thinking that the book will have around the number between 30 and 40 chapters, cause that just seems to work. I suppose I'm almost to the halfway point now, but there's still quite a lot to go, and will hopefully be more interesting, you know. There is one thing I don't understand. At the very beginning I knew exactly around the number of chapters I would have, and I knew everything that was going to happen, it's just the inbetween bits that link them together that I write as I go along, other than that I have everything planned out in my head, as in I write a whole chapter in my head, although I do forget the details later on, but I've still done it and it's fun. I also write it out first them type it up again, so basically it's like a double check, just like typing it up then reading over it again. I don't get how everybody else just doesn't do that. Am I just this odd very organized and planning things out person? Because I do have a lot of backups that always come in useful. So come on, somebody tell me, am I just weird? And is this planning everything out even a good thing? I mean, I've got 3 pages of notes down at the bottom of the page, and 10 pages of writing that I will be using later on which I've already written. So...?
OK, well just the general weird stuff that has happened to be this week, seeing how I haven't done this is ages.
First weird thing. On Monday after PE when I got one the bus I passed a group of people who I have never seen in my life. Well I might have once or twice. One of the boys wolf-whistled as I walked past and I felt like strangling him. But I just hate it when people do that. *looks back in memories* yup I absolutely hate it. And I count three.
Then it would probably just be Thursday where two random guys asked me if my name was Jasmin then said they like my hair. RANOM. You know lots of random stuff happen in life.
Anyway, starting the DofE stuff this week. I went to Volleyball on Tuesday, today I'm doing the volunteering at the Cats Protection (miaow). And I'm not so sure about the skill but I think I'm doing chinese but I have to miss it this week because I've got Tin Pan Ali.
See? And there is no interesting things in life this year. It's just work and work and work and work and some free time and more work and work and work and work. I'm becoming scared again about the Tin Pan Ali performances are going to be really really soon, and time has passed really fast this term. Soon it's gonna be Christmas.... I haven't had time to think of Christmas presents yet and I've been so busy that I couldn't even remember the day for Halloween or Christmas, god!
I can just say one thing. My fears have come true... Well, I could say that Molly was wrong, again. But it's really not giving me any satisfaction this time. *Sighs* I miss him and I doubt that he's been on holiday for about three weeks of school term. I had that feeling on the first day back... DAMN. Well, at least I can say what I write in stories definitely happen. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. DAMN
And I just had the weirdest dream last night. First, I managed to just sort of get back at every single person who has ever been mean to me, or as such. That was a great dream, I got them caught, hehe. Lol, and I didn't get into trouble once. How great dreams can be sometimes. But then my dream got slightly strange. There was a stranger who I didn't even know yet in my dream I did know him and I think he represtends someone I actually do know... No probably not who you're thinking but Kirsty might get it right =] Well or Molly... Curses for telling you guys. Basically I sort of traded my soul to save someone's life, and I wasn't even sure if I liked them or not. I'm not sure but I know I remember the exact words, which is strange because I tend to forget those details when I wake up. 'Please, save him. I don't even know if I like him that much, but please,' See, I wasn't even sure who I was pleading to. Blah blah 'Thanks, I owe you my life' 'I believe it's closer to your soul'.
Hm... I wonder who it could have been... I don't usually have dreams like this but I did so you know, weird. Hm, I seem to comment everything as being weird. Weird. But you know, I didn't even know who that was! Man that would probably have been the most frustrating dream I've ever had, or at least frustrating in my mind.
Oh yeah, and it's basically there's a locket which can save someone's life, even bring them back from the dead. I don't know... but it only works if the spirit or god or whoever it is allows it to work. Damn it was frustrating trying to reassure him that he would heal.
But still.... dibs on that idea cause it's my dream to my idea so my story so hah!
Sorry, I just had to do that.
Well, now I've got a story to write for a Library competition *want to win so I could give Molly that as a christmas present cause she wants it* *win win win win* *fingers crossed*.
I don't even want the prize but I'm entering it for the sake of it. I want to see if I'm within a chance of winning. *Win*
I'm thinking that the book will have around the number between 30 and 40 chapters, cause that just seems to work. I suppose I'm almost to the halfway point now, but there's still quite a lot to go, and will hopefully be more interesting, you know. There is one thing I don't understand. At the very beginning I knew exactly around the number of chapters I would have, and I knew everything that was going to happen, it's just the inbetween bits that link them together that I write as I go along, other than that I have everything planned out in my head, as in I write a whole chapter in my head, although I do forget the details later on, but I've still done it and it's fun. I also write it out first them type it up again, so basically it's like a double check, just like typing it up then reading over it again. I don't get how everybody else just doesn't do that. Am I just this odd very organized and planning things out person? Because I do have a lot of backups that always come in useful. So come on, somebody tell me, am I just weird? And is this planning everything out even a good thing? I mean, I've got 3 pages of notes down at the bottom of the page, and 10 pages of writing that I will be using later on which I've already written. So...?
OK, well just the general weird stuff that has happened to be this week, seeing how I haven't done this is ages.
First weird thing. On Monday after PE when I got one the bus I passed a group of people who I have never seen in my life. Well I might have once or twice. One of the boys wolf-whistled as I walked past and I felt like strangling him. But I just hate it when people do that. *looks back in memories* yup I absolutely hate it. And I count three.
Then it would probably just be Thursday where two random guys asked me if my name was Jasmin then said they like my hair. RANOM. You know lots of random stuff happen in life.
Anyway, starting the DofE stuff this week. I went to Volleyball on Tuesday, today I'm doing the volunteering at the Cats Protection (miaow). And I'm not so sure about the skill but I think I'm doing chinese but I have to miss it this week because I've got Tin Pan Ali.
See? And there is no interesting things in life this year. It's just work and work and work and work and some free time and more work and work and work and work. I'm becoming scared again about the Tin Pan Ali performances are going to be really really soon, and time has passed really fast this term. Soon it's gonna be Christmas.... I haven't had time to think of Christmas presents yet and I've been so busy that I couldn't even remember the day for Halloween or Christmas, god!
I can just say one thing. My fears have come true... Well, I could say that Molly was wrong, again. But it's really not giving me any satisfaction this time. *Sighs* I miss him and I doubt that he's been on holiday for about three weeks of school term. I had that feeling on the first day back... DAMN. Well, at least I can say what I write in stories definitely happen. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. DAMN
And I just had the weirdest dream last night. First, I managed to just sort of get back at every single person who has ever been mean to me, or as such. That was a great dream, I got them caught, hehe. Lol, and I didn't get into trouble once. How great dreams can be sometimes. But then my dream got slightly strange. There was a stranger who I didn't even know yet in my dream I did know him and I think he represtends someone I actually do know... No probably not who you're thinking but Kirsty might get it right =] Well or Molly... Curses for telling you guys. Basically I sort of traded my soul to save someone's life, and I wasn't even sure if I liked them or not. I'm not sure but I know I remember the exact words, which is strange because I tend to forget those details when I wake up. 'Please, save him. I don't even know if I like him that much, but please,' See, I wasn't even sure who I was pleading to. Blah blah 'Thanks, I owe you my life' 'I believe it's closer to your soul'.
Hm... I wonder who it could have been... I don't usually have dreams like this but I did so you know, weird. Hm, I seem to comment everything as being weird. Weird. But you know, I didn't even know who that was! Man that would probably have been the most frustrating dream I've ever had, or at least frustrating in my mind.
Oh yeah, and it's basically there's a locket which can save someone's life, even bring them back from the dead. I don't know... but it only works if the spirit or god or whoever it is allows it to work. Damn it was frustrating trying to reassure him that he would heal.
But still.... dibs on that idea cause it's my dream to my idea so my story so hah!
Sorry, I just had to do that.
Well, now I've got a story to write for a Library competition *want to win so I could give Molly that as a christmas present cause she wants it* *win win win win* *fingers crossed*.
I don't even want the prize but I'm entering it for the sake of it. I want to see if I'm within a chance of winning. *Win*
Wednesday, 20 October 2010
Make Me A Channel of Your Peace
Doesn't everyone just love this hymn? Huh, no? Ok maybe just me then. But I think it's so sweet (and so are some other hymns =]). I love it. Unfortunately I get confuzed because there are different versions. But I still like the music =] it's sooo sweet =]. I remember we sung this is the end of term service...=') Sweet... And no I am not religious and you all know that. I have just recently been very Biblical but not very religious... you know... Biblical but I've been.. well the total opposite and thinking the opposite mostly of all of it... Hm.. my thoughts are warped. I still think God is evil and one day will destroy the world but if I stopped that then the last book will never be complete. =] You know.. I wonder whether I would have gotten persecuted for blaspheme a couple of centuries ago...
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there is hatred let me bring love
Where there is injury, your pardon Lord
And where there is doubt, true faith in You.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there's despair in life let me bring hope
Where there is darkness, only light
And where there's sadness ever joy.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned
It is in giving to all that we receive
And in dying that we're born to eternal life.
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there is hatred let me bring love
Where there is injury, your pardon Lord
And where there is doubt, true faith in You.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
Where there's despair in life let me bring hope
Where there is darkness, only light
And where there's sadness ever joy.
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console
To be understood as to understand
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned
It is in giving to all that we receive
And in dying that we're born to eternal life.
Saturday, 16 October 2010
Just a note
Ok, just gonna say that although most of the chapters in my story seem random, trust me, they're not. Look for a hidden message or something in them =]. You're either right or wrong. Most presumably wrong. LOL =]
Friday, 15 October 2010
Hola
OK, I'd written this ages ago but I've sorta just remembered about it. It's another story, Forgotten Memories, from another series of books (only two) and... yes I wrote it ages ago. But anyway, I've got the blurb, prologue and chapter 1 up now. I think I'll just sorta swap between these two stories for a while because sometimes I get slightly bored of writing just one. So have fun getting your head around two different stories! Make sure you don't get confuzed! And I hope I don't either... I shouldn't really because I've got like so many stories in my head anyway.
Oh and while we're on the sort of subject, read the Angel Falls yet? Well if you haven't you've got quite some reading to do. (Well not really that much) But still, read and enjoy =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =]
Oh and while we're on the sort of subject, read the Angel Falls yet? Well if you haven't you've got quite some reading to do. (Well not really that much) But still, read and enjoy =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =]
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
Holiday = Bored
Doesn't anyone else feel that? Holidays are just sooo boring. Alright, so it's good to get time off, but that's only if you actually do get time off. I've had to tidy the house, and Robert decided that he needn't help, even though all the junk is his. I dumped all his stuff in his room because all my stuff's in my room and it's tiny but he's got a huge room so it's only fair. Well, I sorted out the stuff anyway and a dead spider came out of the box. It was horrible. He could at least tidy his stuff once in a while! Oh and also there was a dead leech. The living room took forever and I've still got the piano room and I'm just so tired and I don't have time to do anything!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tidy tidy tidy piano piano violin violin. And I need to do homework.
And I just don't feel like doing anything and I want to just die right now.
At the same time, has anyone seen the new Sarah Jane Adventures? Luke's not there anymore :(.
Ok random. And so's my dreams.
Basically it's like I have nothing to do and I just dream so many short random dreams in one night. I had one with most of my friends and Draco in it :D unfortunately as soon as I woke up I forgot what Draco looked like which sucks. But it was close to what I had imagined so that's fine. You know it was a very random dream and then suddenly it turned out to be people from this thing I was watching... And nooope nothing any of you have ever heard about, unless I ranted about it before... Well you wouldn't have seen it anyway because it's in Chinese. But yeah.... random. Still... my dreams are soooo weird!
Oh, and I actually did see this guy on the bus who had curly redish ginger hair, really light brown eyes and was also really pale. He was cuute.... LOL. Omg random.
Hm. Well tomorrow I will do all my homework and refuse to tidy any more stuff and then do some writing =]. Oh, anyone seen my random short story? Angel Falls. I searched it on google, it's actually quite a pretty place =].
Ok suddenly I feel sad again.
Bye
And I just don't feel like doing anything and I want to just die right now.
At the same time, has anyone seen the new Sarah Jane Adventures? Luke's not there anymore :(.
Ok random. And so's my dreams.
Basically it's like I have nothing to do and I just dream so many short random dreams in one night. I had one with most of my friends and Draco in it :D unfortunately as soon as I woke up I forgot what Draco looked like which sucks. But it was close to what I had imagined so that's fine. You know it was a very random dream and then suddenly it turned out to be people from this thing I was watching... And nooope nothing any of you have ever heard about, unless I ranted about it before... Well you wouldn't have seen it anyway because it's in Chinese. But yeah.... random. Still... my dreams are soooo weird!
Oh, and I actually did see this guy on the bus who had curly redish ginger hair, really light brown eyes and was also really pale. He was cuute.... LOL. Omg random.
Hm. Well tomorrow I will do all my homework and refuse to tidy any more stuff and then do some writing =]. Oh, anyone seen my random short story? Angel Falls. I searched it on google, it's actually quite a pretty place =].
Ok suddenly I feel sad again.
Bye
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